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Monday, June 26, 2006

Knowing His Will

God has spoken to me regarding some pressing issues in my life. I am currently struggling with decision making as I tend to take my own voice for God's voice. My inner voice and the devil's commands are much more louder than the gentle whishper from the Father.

I broke down last night, thinking that God has never been pleased with me since the day I committed my life to Him. I felt that He is a demanding God and no one can ever come before Him as blameless being.

I was so wrong and so childish to have thought of that. It is fact that no one can ever walking blameless before God (on his own). That is why we need Jesus Christ in our lives. A good illustration is the book and bookmark. We (sinners) are represented by the bookmark and Jesus Christ is represented by the book. When we acknowledge that Jesus is Lord and invited Him into our lives, it is similar to having that bookmark placed inside the book. The bookmark (sins) can no longer be seen and what is seen is Righteous and acceptable as we are covered with the book (the Righteousness of Christ).

It does not take a few minutes to appreciate this but it will take a lifetime for something to appreciate what the Lord has done on the Cross for our sake and to reflect upon the blood of Christ which drew us, who were far away closer to God the creater.

This morning, I decided to swap my bag (from the orange one to red as I only carry the orange bag during the holidays). As I was clearing the red bag, I digged out a book which I have wanted to read but did not get to. I looked at the title and it spelled "How to know God's Will" by Charles Stanley. I put it on top of the shoe rack as I intended to bring it along to school. But who knows, this book transformed me.

As I was waiting for the bus, I flipped through the pages and the first page greeted me with the first truth - God loves me and He still does. The second pages showed me how does God speak and how can I tell that it's Him.

As I read on, I discovered another thing. If you did notice the passage that I posted earlier, it has been within me for some time. That passage really made me realise how limited are my thoughts and understanding. Things which we thoughts are flawless and beauty to us might be just dust in the sight of God.

I am not going to elaborate on the book in this entry as I am still dwelling slowing although I have finished reading it. However, I would like to share the questions posted to me regarding decision making.

When faced with a decision, weigh all the options and take time alone with God to listen to His voice. Be alert for His guidance through the Bible, the Holy Spirit within you, other godly people, and circumstances. Evaluate anything you hear by asking these questions:
  • Is it consistent with God's written Word?
  • How will it affect other people?
  • What will be the consequences?
  • Does it conflict with human wisdom?
  • Does it clash with your fleshly nature?
  • Does it challenge your faith?
  • Does it call for courage?
  • Have you taken enough time?
  • What do other godly people say?
  • Will this enhance your spiritual growth?
  • Does the decision give you peace in your spirit?

I believe that the Lord is always near us and He is so real and so faithful to each of His children.

All to Christ my Saviour.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Sovereign, Indeed.

"For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.

"As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.

- Isaiah 55:8-9

Thursday, June 08, 2006

禱告

禱告 因為我渺小
禱告 因為我知道我需要明瞭
祢心意對我重要

禱告 已假裝不了
禱告 因為祢的愛
我需要祢關懷
我走過的祢都明白

有些事我只想要對祢說
因祢比任何人都愛我
痛苦從眼中流下
我知道祢為我擦

在早晨我也要來對祢說
主耶穌今天我為祢活
所需要的力量祢天天賜給我
祢恩典夠我用

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

不轻言爱你

不敢轻言爱你
我要先用心灵认真体会

在每个清新的早晨
我聆听雀鸟在枝头歌唱
它们在乐音中向我见证生命之美 创造之奇

在每个慵懒的午后
我静坐日光之下 阅读你的情笺
我深藏的心弦 轻易被你触动

在每个孤寂的黄昏
我猎奇你的存在 生怕我感觉不到你
但你说 体会你的同在 不是倚靠感觉

在疾风骤雨的夜里
我欣赏风的旋律 雨的节拍
在与心中的惧怕交战之时 喜乐的盼望油然而生

在看不见你的日子
我试着用心灵与你沟通 以祷告将我的心事升华
其实你早已站在我的心门外 直等我将门打开 使你我都不再等待

当我走入世界 在人海喧哗中寻找你
你的声音温柔的告诉我 你就在我身畔
当我从失意中走来 自责自己的无用和不被爱
你微笑着为我试泪 细数我的发丝 向我证明你是爱我 永远爱我

而我已不再敢像曾经的那样
轻狂无知的就脱口而出 爱你
因为我知道你会问我 如何爱你
你已为我舍了你的最爱 那我呢
你把你的一切都给了我 那我呢
我要拿什么来回应你的爱呢
谢谢你 你教 我学
接纳爱 并用你的爱 去爱你所爱的