DREAMS

So lately i have been having these terrible anxiety dreams. let me just tell you about them! so the first one i had was, i had the baby and i had her for a couple of days. then i suddenly realized that i had not fed her once during that whole time. i literally woke up crying i felt like such a horrible mother.

in the next one i was supposed to be taking care of jane at our house, and i just realized this after i had gone to bed for the night. then i had the horrible realization that i had left jane in the car, and it was the middle of the night and it was freezing cold out side. i physically jumped out of bed and started running to the door to head out to my car to get jane. i was almost do the door when i realized that it was all just a really vivid dream and i don't have jane. she is at home safe in her own bed and under the care of her mother. i couldn't believe how real this one felt. i mean i was headed out the door at 2:30 in the morning! and it was all just a dream!

just to give you an update, i am 25 weeks along and definitely showing. we haven't even taken a belly picture yet, i at least need one pregnant picture. we are going to name her Mae Lynn Sharp! isn't that cute!! we are very excited! she moves all over the place in my tummy, its fun to be able to feel her so much. i have tried to have terry feel her moving around but she seems to stop whenever someone else has their hands on my belly. oh well, im sure he will be able to feel her sometime!