Tadi aku, sham ngan saiful pergi kat sertinguntuk hantar banner dan bunting yangdi tempah oleh customer kat sana.
so seperti biasalah kalau dah bertiga....Happy2 selalu gelak ketawa dalam lori...Ha3Dalam pukul 11.00 malam kita orang pun sampai lah kat depan kedai Fineart cawangan serting.Dari jauh aku dah nampak pintu roller shutter
tu dah terbuka sikit kat bawahnya..bukaan roller shutter tu aku tengok adalah dalam 60cm Sham parking lori depan kedai. Kita orang pun turun....Saiful bukan main excited lagi turun sambil ambik banner ngan bunting..terus dia berdialog lebih kurang gini bunyi nya....
Saiful: Wei jom kita buat gempak nak... kita gempar diorang....aku ngan sham diam jer...sambil memerhatikan perangai
"adik bongsu" kita orang tu....Dengan sekonyong2 itu dia berjalan ke arah
pintu roller shutter sambil badan dia menunduk mengintai ke dalam kedai....pastu dia pun letak banner ngan bunting tu atas lantai...dan dengan yakin dan tanpa ragu2....sambil feeling2 badan dia yg agak2 anak gajah tu...macam size kancil...terus dia pun bergolek di celah2 bukaanroller shutter tu.....tetiba...korang tau apa yg terjadi,,....aku terdengar bunyi bising.....macam bunyi roller shutter terbuka...rupa2nya...si saiful tu dah tersangkut kat roller shutter tu....HA...HA...HA...HA.....
Bayangkan dia tersepit kat celah2
bukaan roller shutter tu....
Inilah Saiful...
terima kasihlah sebab buat lawak pukul 11.00 malam....Wassalam.....
Maher Zain.... tak pernah dengar pun kan sebelum ni... ntah cam ner aku leh saja2 gatal tangan click nak dengar lagu maher zain ni bila terjumpa salah satu tajuk lagu dia
"Insya Allah" dan selepas itu ternyata "click" kan itu merupakan satu click yg sangat berbaloi... citer lebih pun tak guna... kalau nak dengar pergi youtube lah kan.... lagu2 dia...puhhhh kalau aku ni masih baik cam dulu.... mesti dah menangis dah dengar lagu ni.... tapi untuk hari ni aku cuma rasa sebak sikit2 jer.... tak sangka plak dia nyer lagu sedap... sebab sebelum ni yg aku suka cuma "ahmed bukhatir" dengan lagu hit sensasinya "don't let me go" dan "Allah Almighty". sorang lagi "sami yusuf" ..(Al Muaalim)
memang layan lah dua penashid ulung ni... hari ni tambah lagi sorang penashid yang aku minat.... selamat datang "Maher Zain".... antara lagu dia yang membuatkan aku rasa tersentuh adalah....
Insya Allah (ni lagu paling best)
By: Maher Zain
Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way
satu lagi ni pun best lebih kurang yg atas gak...Open Your Eyes Lyrics
By: Maher ZainOpen Your Eyes Lyrics
By: Maher Zain
Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony
Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?
Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..
Ntah kenapa minda ni terasa macam dahagakan kisah cinta orang lain...so try search kat internet....terjumpa kisah ni....menarik betul kisah ni....aku teringin betul nak ada relationship yg cam ni...walaupun long distance relationship...tapi diorang berjaya hadapinya dengan jaya sekali....terharu betul....sekarang inilah hobi baru aku....baca kisah2 yang cam ni....maknanya aku akan jadi lebih jiwanglah lepas ni.....kalau korang nak baca...silakan.....kalau tak paham...jangan nak feeling2 korang ni handal plak yer...tengok kamus...aku pun tengok kamus untuk word2yang aku jarang dengar....mother firefly stories....She's From: United StatesHe's From: United StatesPrincess kisses Alien, alien is really a prince under a terrible curse...
In the summer of 2004, an acquaintance pointed me toward her art work on a little site called deviant ART. Being clueless about the site, I signed up thinking I'd be able to search, I couldn't, but I did find a really cool site.
Mother Firefly with her cyberlove
During my second week of poking around, and submitting some older pieces of art a comment was left on a piece (now hidden for it's shoddy composition) titled Echo. He had just submitted a piece of writing titled E'kos (pronounced echoes), so the title caught his eye. I wandered over to his profile page, and found him just adorable, then I scrolled down and saw that not only was he 3 years younger than I, he was also 750+ miles away.
I left a comment and went on my way. Never to have anything but the last word, he came back and left another. Just as bad as he is, I went back, upped the ante, and left a private message saying that I hope he hadn't minded, but I had added him to my messenger. I didn't know anyone on dA, and a friend would be great. At the time I was trying to keep it friendly, he was young and way too far away. Some time later that day, he messaged me, and we spent the afternoon talking.
He wanted to know what made me want to talk to him. I explained that just before I sent him the private message, I had been up reading all the incredible things in his gallery. I'm a graphic artist, but also a complete bookworm. We talked for hours, but when a friend of mine stopped by to tell me that the river had risen to flood a park nearby (I live in the north, but hurricane rains wreak havoc here), I told him that I had to run for a bit, and check on the park. I know that sounds odd, but it was a home away from home, and we were the few people who actually took care of the area. When I returned home, the first thing I did was sign back into my messenger, but he wasn't there. Not too long after he did sign on, and we talked until really late in the night. In the middle of a conversation he disappeared. At first I didn't think anything of it, but as time went by I was more and more upset about it. I emailed a friend and ranted on about why I should care that this guy I don't even really know stopped talking to me mid conversation. I stayed up a few more hours pretending to be occupied by a painting I was working on, but eventually went to bed feeling really dejected.The next morning I signed on to find an email from the friend telling me that it's ok to like this guy, no matter where he is or how old. I signed into my messenger and before my contact list loaded, I was getting 50 messages a minute. He was there waiting, his internet connection had gone down, and only came back up in the early morning, and I was gone. We talked for a bit, but then I was off to play with my son.I came back late in the evening and we talked all night. Around 6am he wanted to call me, but I had to get to bed, I had a year and a half old to entertain all day. I promised that he could call me later that night under the pretence that he was going to read me the only work in his gallery I hadn't tackled. 9:05pm (the rates had gone down) he called me and read the first 9 chapters of the book. I was completely enrapt; it was the best children's fantasy I had ever heard. We finished it two nights, which was insane; this is a long piece of writing. It was a combination of me loving it, and neither of us wanting to get off the phone. After a few days, it was nightly ritual for him to call me as soon as his free time kicked in. We talked about how it was a bad idea to get into long distance relationships, which he knew from experience, I agreed. One night a friend called me in a state, they needed me to come set up a portfolio and business card for them, and that the interview was in the morning, and they were failing terribly at getting it together. After a strong chastising, I agreed to come over and do it. I signed into messenger and told my long distance friend that he should ring me for a minute, I had to run out. We talked for a few minutes, and I told him I had to go. I was in the car before I realized that I told him I loved him when I had hung up, and that he had answered me. I went and got everything taken care of, and was home in a few hours. I signed back online, and of course he was there. He didn't mention it, and neither did I. I told him I was signing off, he called. It was the most hilariously awkward conversation with a lot of so...'s and uuhhh's. Finally he came out with it, something like "so, what you said earlier...yeah." I told him I was crazy, but that I meant it, and that it was the first time I'd ever said it without it being said first. Just an honest slip of the tongue. He agreed.Now dear reader, you have to think that I am some crazy teen mother with a taste for art. To assure you- at the time I was a college educated 24 year old single mother. I am now a college educated 26 year old graphic designer with a toddler son and a wonderful fiancé who is not 750+ miles away.Within two weeks of the fateful "L" word, I traveled across 4 states, arriving on a Friday evening, and leaving on a Sunday morning. I cried until I was back in my home state. Two weeks later, I made the trip again for a family reunion, and the meeting of the mother. A terrifying prospect let me tell you. This trip was four days, and I still cried the whole way home. That was September. I didn't see him again until Thanksgiving, and it was about the longest 60 days of my life. I got on a plane for the first time, and made my way through airport after airport.
We were together for 9 days that time, and I cried from the last bit of his feet I saw, through security (and being searched because of change in my pocket), into the terminal waiting area, while the old southern woman consoled me, boarding the commuter jet, and until the last glimpse of his dorm towers were visible. He flew here for Christmas, it was the first holiday we had together, ant the poor guy was stuck in Chicago for 6 hours. I met him midway for spring break, which was scary- we drove through some of the worst snow ever. It was a long few months, but summer came, and I bought my last solo plane ticket. One way. I went to his college graduation, and we visited family, loaded our car and drove back to my home state. So, here we are, two years later- raising our little boy, surviving, engaged, and moving out of our tiny apartment and into our first house this Monday. It's been the longest, most wonderful, and new experience of my life. We were right from the very beginning- We loved each other, and long distance relationships are hard. Thank goodness we both communicate well. That's the key to distance relationships. You have to know how to talk to people, and you have to be honest from the beginning- or at least soon enough that when you tell them what you lied about they aren't completely appalled. We chose to be honest from day one.So, that's my story... pretty simple I guess. I just wanted everyone to know how incredibly special I feel."Mother Firefly"Best Bukan....?credit untuk website ni... http://www.lovestory.com.au/Good/mother-fireflys-story.htm
Kalau tengah marah pernah tak korang rasa macam nak maki jer seseorang? Banyak kali sebenarnya kan....Bergantung pada keadaanlah....kalau korang rasa korang gagah, maka siaplah dengan
orang yang korang rasa nak marah tu...
makan maki hamunlah jawabnya...
kalau korang terdiri dari makhluk yang lemah...
mesti diam jer kan....
telan jerlah....
tapi tak juga..kadang org yg macam ni lebih menggunakan akalnya...aku pernah terbaca dalam satu buku yang menceritakan kisah dua lelaki yang bergaduh bagai nak rak.....salah seorang daripadanya mulalah tulis surat siap lengkap dengan katamaki hamun kat member dia yang sorang ni....tapi bila dia dah siap tulis semua tu....tetiba dia rasa nantilah dia hantar kan...so dia pun simpan surat tu dalam laci....lama2 dia pun lupa pasal surat tu...lepas 3 hari dia buka laci...jumpa surat tu semula...'then dia baca semula.....dan dia terus buang surat tu dalam tong sampah....sebabnya dia rasa apa yang dia tulis tu memang tak patut.semua tu datang sebab kemarahan dia yang meluap2...tapi lepas marah dia dah reda....segala2nya kembali normal....
APA YANG AKU NAK SAMPAIKAN ADALAH.....
kalau kita rasa nak marahkan seseorang tu baik fikir dulu...
cuba kawal perasaan dari mengeluarkan kata2 yang bukan2...
sebab kita tak pasti sama ada kita
betul2 marah time tu atau apa.....
Tapi kalau aku lah yang nak dijadikan contoh....
paling lama pun sehari atau dua hari jer...
masuk hari ketiga dah rasa macam menyesal pulak...ok bye wassalam.
6 years is not a short time relationship between you and me.
6 years you become my best friend ever...i tell you mostly everything about me...my life..my hobby...my private life...and also my big secret...You are very good listener for me....i like you very much not because you are my friend...but your attitude... you have a good attitude...you know how to approach people around you in a right way...and suddenly something happen...it hurt me a lot.... a lot....
it's not your mistake....not my mistake also...
it just happen... i can't control the situation anymore
at the same time finally, i realize that i have to do something
before it hurt me more...and more.....so i make a decision.... final decision...i quit...not because i hate you...i think my decision is good for both of us...Good Bye to you my friend.....Maybe i was stupid for telling you goodbye...but i don't have and i can't think any solution for our problem until now...Give me a time for think what is the best i can do for make our relationship can be like before...My "Good Bye" just for temporary only...
when i get my spirit again... i hope...
we can be a good friend again...
Inilah Saiful...