dear daddy and mummy

why cant you just accept me for who i am.
why cant you just let me run wild and free?
why must you try so hard to tie me up when you know i will rebel?
why must you make me come home for dinner every night?
why must you make me stay at home?
why should i satisfy your desires for the sake of my own?
why the fuck?!

ahh just had a quarrel with daddy. and i guess whatever he said is true. tonight is actually a night that im home so early la. but so what?! i wanna go out and smoke drink play dance.
got wrong meh!? HAHAHAH. so ah lian oh well whatever. im living the life i want to lead whether you all like it or not. so just fuck off withh you?
thanks.

was at bugis just now. got 3 more new shirts ! yayy! thank you baby. but i didnt get to see my pretty girl! alas i know her name. serena! woooo!
but never mind. i saw evan pretty! she makes me smile and its a little painful that she has problems that i cant help with. oh well.
met tejay jane and friend. fuck bodoh! he s still damn emo and rocker style now la. oh well. funny him la!

was supposed to slack at his house but fucker dad wanted me home and i decided to come home to please him. oh sick can that be. yucks.

baby i did not dedicate any song to you. i so swear. omg damn freaky. but yeah.

class gatherin is cancelled. ): oh well i hope nurul still wants to meet me la. pout. then we can go chill out eat and have fun! yayy!

alvina is all bout laughing drinking smokin and having fun.
dont want any dull days and trouble to come! yaooowheee!

supp papers are over. i can only hope for the best.
intership is comin up in 2 weeks. i will be chained to my computer at starhub. all alone. damn im scared but i hope all well ends well.

alvina
baby im sorry
i cant express how i really feel for you.
i love you
i really do.
love the way you look into my eyes and just sing to me.
love the way you tickle me.
love the way you just grab my hands sometimes.
and i definitely love the way you hold onto me in bed. (:

today s the day she took away all our friendster photos.

i wonder how she manages to forget everything so quick and fast.
some one give me a remedy for a broken heart.

alvina.
my birthday wishes did not come true.

today s the day she took away all our friendster photos.

i wonder how she manages to forget everything so quick and fast.
some one give me a remedy for a broken heart.

alvina.
my birthday wishes did not come true.

its day 3.

my mind s going CRAZY.
my heart s breaking down.

ahh.

nobody ever told me its gonna be that painful.
i think this is called retribution.
oh well. better late than never.

alvina.
i still do love you.
but, its slowly going away.
like yours.

i wonder.

if i d ever hae enough to spend
if i ever get my o2 phone fixed - it gonna cost me bout 600 by the way
if i ever find my perfect phone
and lastly.

what s life after jane?
most people cant stand the thought of their other halves leaving them. and i would agree to. but i cant help but wonder. what s life gonna be like after you baby.

am i gonna be that flirt i was again?
am i gonna find other person like jane?

i hate not knowing whats gonna happen tmr.
nevertheless. i love you baby. deep down i know you do too.

ah! im carrying v3! yayyness to me. i always seem to get what i want. hmm.
you changed it.

alvina.
baby, if only you know.

chalet woes.

today is my chalet. and im having like muscle aches from carrying the stuff for my chalet! i think kelly s feeling the same too! lol.
THANK YOU KELLY.

meaning jiam later. hopefully she s strong enough! if she knows what i mean. (:



alvina