daronloo

i woke up feeling very conscious of myself, guilt ridden. I don't know why. Maybe it's because of the many times I've procrastinated what needs to be done, but I've been doing that for so long already, why is it different this time? Or maybe I've come to known what insensitive scum I've become... ignoring people's feelings and rebelling against those I care for, and those that care for me.

time seems to be slipping by quickly, punya banyak kerja mau buat......... This weekend is going to be a busy one, a hectic one, I might even have to go down to Bangkok on Sunday to play for a group, I am not looking forward to that because I haven't practiced the piece yet, I actually don't want to play the piano until next semester... Pray that I finish my projects by this week!!! (man this is a lousy post - i don't think i even thought much while writing this....i'm so lazy)

another month and a half then i might be back home again...where is home now? ahhhahahahahaha... i'm trying to figure out what to write for my theories of language acquisition class... wanted to write about universal grammar but why should i bother when a theory receives so much criticism from other linguists... oklah, i vamoose first

i haven't been writing for quite some time now... anyone missed me? anyone misses me? FOF was just last week, and I'm happy it happened, and I'm happy it's over, happy because i don't need to go play the theme song for every meeting, happy that i do not need to anticipate for an unpredictable song leader, who apparently is the speaker as well, i think this week i'll let my ears rest from all the high-strung decibels that i've been hearing for the past week... I just got back from the library and two friends came over to chit chat, well everything was fine until the second friend came... hmmm second friend is actually closest friend, but somehow, things don't seem to click.... there is friction.... here and there, probably he's not so close as i've always wanted him to be.... ahhahahha, who cares, i might call him up and clear the murky water, if...there is even any murky water that needs cleaning.... tomorrow, we'll be studying a poem by Eliz...