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THE SEA!!!!!! 

me, shaun, julie, and lem at the beach!! :D 

almost forgot...chervie and fiona came too!! :D (we had a bbq for my brother Nathan, who was going off to college) 

this is my family!#$#%^ (sending off my adik kecil..the guy next to my mom).....i look so out of place kan, like not from the family HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

this hottie is so hard to seduce....

choco with a piece of chicken in her mouth..ehehehehehehe julie, shaun my dear abang and my dad in the background...

hehehehehehe...sungguh comel.... 

this is my neighbour's puppy, (snoopy), which my parents gave...he likes coming over to see his mommy..ehheheheheeh 

my siamese mimeow cet.... 

yes i'm back i'm back... have new hard mattress...starting my dosage of proactive solution for my face going shopping for lotion tomorrow...and i got the whole of LOST season two to watch this holiday!!!! muahahahahahahahaha I MISS LYNDELLE AND VIVIAN!!!

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH AMERICAN LITERATURE, PART I!!!! now i'm gonna do laundry and go makan and then go vamoos out from this campu...once and f0r all!!!

okay, last night i was awakened by the shrieks and screams and what not of cats fighting...couldn't sleep again after that... i'm having my sacred literature exam today, haven't studied much cause i'm worried sick for my american literature which is tomorrow... can't wait to get over all these shit ~* (in a good way) okay i'm gonna go get my passport now, hope the liason officers are in today...

what am i doing???? 

for once, vivian looks almost hot..... 

a blonde and an asian stalker..... 

aiyhooooo...what's with the normal look??? the look

thanks goodness we don't have to do harriet stowe and margeret fuller for class... at least i won't have to be drenching my fats out reading their works this week...ehhehehehehehehehehehehe the wind is so pleasant!! sepasang sayap tak terlihat umpama mimpi yang tersimpan jadi rintik rintik hujan menciptakan awan yang terpilu drooling over my bed, and the days spent in sabah!!! brooding over the fact that i'm leaving my friends here in MC for the hols...

haiyooooooo...last night, i only slept at 4 AM cannot like this one....i die my room mate was talking on the phone, and was doing his research paper at the same time.....i tossed and trashed and moaned on the bed but he just couldn't get the message....all he heard was the crickets making noise out in the dark....i really want to have a good night sleep tonight, i haven't been getting much of a good sleep for hte past month, and i've long forgotten how it feels to be fully rejuvenated after a SLEEP..... D rooling for a good night's rest.... B rooding over my room mate....

Watch my life, Pass me by, In the rearview mirror Pictures frozen in time Are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes Yeah... [Chorus] Cause I want you, And I feel you, Driving underneath my skin Like a hunger, Like a burning, To find a place ive never been Now I'm broken, And I'm faded, I'm half the man i thought i would be: But you can have what's left of me I've been dying inside, Little by little, No where to go, But going out of my mind In endless circles, Running from my self until, You give me a reason for standing still [Chorus] It's falling faster, Barely breathing, Give me something, To believe in Tell me: It's all in my head Take what's left Of this man Make me whole Once again [Chorus] I've been dying inside you see Im going out of my mind Out of my mind I'm just running in circles all the time Will you take what's left Will you take what's left Will you take what's left of m...

as the school year draws to an end, we start to see things we've never noticed before...i now see how ignorance complicates one's life, not only the self is put into chaos, but also the people around you...people say that the self decides for the self...but shouldn't we be aware that that decision affects the people around us as well...we can opt to not caring at all how people perceive that decision, but at a certain point, realization as to what we have done will come, and hopefully at that instant, we would value slash consider what others have to say...we're not living this life alone, although some may think that solitude is the best, but we are living in the midst of nature, as well as people who actually care for us...i have a friend, who doesn't seem to be getting enough of messing other's life, as well as the self's , and it's just so depressing to see how that person is confusing everybody around brooding over confused people (including myself,...

Malaysia Trip, during Song Kran 

sedang kebosanan in the church.... 

yeah, i hope i'll love this weekend....i think i'm gonna spend one of these days, just sitting around in the room, doing nothing, taking long naps, which are much needed, but apakah daya, i still have to go to class on sunday to watch 2 movies, sleepy hollow and the scarlet letter... can't wait for summer to end, all i'm thinking now is getting out of this shithole, going back to my home, see my parents, my brothers, and miss my friends over here so that when i come back, there would be a whole new spark going on......

This is how our camp looked like... I'm not quite sure whether I ever blogged about Kem Tanaki Tambunan or not. Anyways, this was my very first time out of the comfort of my home, my mom's cooking, my bed, my cats and all my friends...out of the 350++ trainees there, I only knew one, there were also others that I knew, but we were not on close...ahhahaha, whateverlah...anyways, (the bottom pict) the tents are where we spent the spare hours, drink, smoke, gamble...the concrete stuctures are the toilets...my tent can't be seen, it's on the other side near the padi fields...ehhehehehehehehehehehe (the top pict) that's the cafeteria, where all of us have 6 meals a day... we usually have to really get there early because usually the last ones who lined up would get the sisa sisa makanan.....the leftovers/scrap, yeah so here's where I got to like teh tarik, and got to taste black coffee, squid, prawn/shrimp, and crab....not forgetting hair and also wood fragments...

i lost one uniform, a lot of clothes pegs, and my sanity! :p *Simple, Devoted and True cause this world, can be a heavy load that my soul just can't bear ....that's how i feel right now brooding over some 'friends' and American Literature

miss and drooling~* over those days....