What starts with F and ends in UCK? That's right, firetruck! What starts with P and ends in ORN? That's right, popcorn! hhaha

I headed to tsim sha tsui today with one of my classmates, although this place was a little too noisy ... but sashimi was really fresh.. and as u know it has always been my all time fav. This whole week been so alone, doing work.. and I have a hell lot of back lock because now I'm focusing on industry papers first.


i have a long weekend this round  before hell comes back.. hahah

We had zhe cha at Wang Zai which was so cheap. Fish, stingray, oyster omelette, seafood soup, Deep fried lobster (someone gobbled it lol) and many more... chauffeured for 45 mins ... long traffic in Hong kong lol. And I just found out non-sambal stingray is damn nice. 


Anw its gonna be a long tough week for me... sigh. But if all goes well that is, it'll be 2 more weeks till this shit is over... and then Valentines is coming...

Honestly... I'm out of comfort zone right now, like seriously OUT and quite struggling alone.. Then again, work is always about striving it on your own. Other commitments other than that can't be on priority now cause of so much going on, which, may be a good thing cause it makes me stronger.  But.... but... Love transcends a multitude of things, watching and waiting clears my head.

No need to push so hard for a r/s or love for that matter, it comes naturally..

At least I got my BFFs with me.. hehe. you know who you are... <3 you

This is the song I only dedicate to someone really special. Since I was a kid, I always wanted this to be my wedding song! Hahaha... IT WILL STILL BE THIS SONG!

The depth of the lyrics is unreachable... because it speaks about the tender nature of love and how we need to move on even in every trial, even in distance and spaces.. there is a part inside you, where your heart goes on because of that one special person.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmYjoHi21vo

Love can touch us one time and last for a life time... its true. When we make a mistake with our previous relationships, we will remember them forever... a life time... it might be a painful memory, but love transcends many things that lasts in our hearts.. eternally. We might 'forget'... but how much do we truly forget, somewhere somehow it still lingers...

I've learnt this lesson and understood.. 

We all need to treasure love really. I made one big mistake in the past... one. But it made me realized I never loved my first. Never. And I will not let the second one go this time.. because I don't want a point in time where someone I really loved is just left in a memory that is so undeserving. Even if there is ever a third, I'd love my second like I never loved anyone, more than my first, more than myself. 

The second is the first of every part of me that wants to change and give love like I never gave. 

Once we lose someone, we can never get them back, we lose them forever... and that hurts...

I'd give my best to that person :)

you can trust me

You are not always right.. never. You just thought you were right & isolate your entire world around what you want to think was gonna be right. Life is more than your tiny little orbit, thats why you have impressions.


be the last to kiss my lips


it ends tonight.

As tears fall down my face

I think of you, your face

The good times we shared

The bad times we had

All in my heart, never part..

Everything about you is beautiful

And I finally realized

I love you so much baby girl

Too much for our own good

Yes, I'd die for you

I'd live another day just to see you

My hands will wipe your tears

My heart will ease your hurt

But when all is said and done

From here we either stay or part...
But in my heart, you're always there
I will cherish you
In my heart ... everywhere...

I know your flaws and imperfections and I'd still love you perfectly...

Just be happy with whatever you have, this is the reason why you have only this much, obviously... so stop coming around us, roaming and luring - hoping to thrive on our rubbish... cause if you like it, we'll give you more, especially me!




cause the truth hurts, the last words and I can't take it anymore.. but I can't love you a little less then before.

The only way to love anybody is to realize that they may be lost.... and nobody gets the best of both worlds.. nobody.

Love is a thing that connects every part of your life, even when you're at work, somehow you'll think of that special person, and it is usually at the end of all the fun. Home is where we all want to run to at the end of the day, you and I know that very well.

Then the paradox is that when we stop chasing someone, they chase us back... its definitely like cycling. We're recycling love and it shouldn't be this way... I hate the way people are treating relationships like punching bags... as for you, for your previous few, I know somehow it felt that way.. and that is why it seems beyond comprehension right now... that the way we feel about each other, the way I feel about you.. the things we do and everything thats crossing our paths seem so foreign and new to you...

Honest mistakes only can take place once or twice... very most 3 times... its not gonna keep happening and let you abuse it. That is my point, I don't wanna treat love as if it is usable.. my kind of love is meant to be untouchable... only for a very special person. For us, I clearly want it to be grounded on this foundation.

Being promiscuous is part of the equation I have to admit.. but you know when its over board, you do..

Whatever circumstances, I know I have bravely fought for you

We stay in love because its a choice, never by chance..

I hope I've made it very clear :)

Dont. leave. Please stay. Its nice to be in the dark right? No brittle smiles, No air kisses, No sarcasm. Forget the stress. The worry. Life is too short for cruelty, come with me. Close your eyes.

its 2011 now, :) got back this morning... and we talked it out proper, we know what we want, and we're gonna do this.

People are just jealous and its not freaking me out, it just makes me happier.... But the whole idea of it is kinda perverse..

For all the things you are doing and did... thank you :)

So 2011 is finally here. There's only one thing I can tell you, no more second chances, NO MORE. We've grown, we're all grown ups and the way we want to live is how we make it to be. We're all capable of making wise decisions..

Indeed I am disappointed. BUT, I choose to believe you, believe in you.. because at the end of the day, the feeling of regret is more far fetching then anything else, as I have learnt. I want to make sure each of us have room to reflect. I am not begging you.. just do it for yourself or for us if you will... its all up to you. I can be there for you but I can't always be there... I will not dwell on it anymore, enough attention spent on it!