Thanks for reading my blog...

Gotta terminate my blog =)

Busy + Tired

Bee will create another blog when she is free =)

Sounds of silence....

This is what I can do...

Already do my very best to hide...
Acting is the only thing I can do....
Although I am not the best actress, but this all the best I can act...
Sorry if I'm not good in acting.. but I hope it will reduce the worries..
Already so many years..
I tot it already reach the end..
I tot it will change..
I tot it will be good..
I tot everything will be fine...
But..things just never happen as what I tot..
It is not the end...but the beginning..
It never change..and I duno when it will as I hope..
It will never be good and never be fine..
Just don't understand why all these have to be in this way...
Am I not good enuf??
Y don't I deserve happiness just like others do??
When I was kids, I was so curious about so many things...
You told me: "Never knowing is better than knowing it"
Now I understand and I strongly agree..
I wish I never know...
I wish I never grow....
I wish I am still the small girl that fully of curiosity..
Disguise is the best answer I can find and the best thing I can do.

一个人...

对一个身边常常围绕着一堆人的我蛮害怕寂寞的...
不过今天终于鼓起勇气尝试过一个人的生活
终于发现一个人并不可怕
在学校一个人上图书馆, 一个人上电脑室...
一个人发呆, 看报纸...
放学过后原本打算一个人去Midvalley看Jennifer's Body..
可惜买票需要徘很长...(真绍兴..)
哪, 只好随便逛逛吧...
也许上天可怜我吧..今天多数逛街的都是一个人..哈哈!
(心里暗爽1....哈哈哈!)
去Giordano买了件牛仔..发现腰围小了一号... (暗爽2....哈哈!)
过后去MPH...
哇~~~好多书很想买, 很想看...
可惜最想要的那本"Thirteen Reasons Why" 竟然没有货....(已经找了好久, 好多书店, 还是找不到...)
然后就去Guardian...逛了蛮久的...
过后就去买饮料和番薯弹...蛮丰富的茶点.. =)
虽然一个人, 不过过得蛮充实的...

Thanks dear for calling..makes me feel that I am not alone.. =)

50days of Holidays..... Part 3

19th - 25th: Family days in KL & Malacca....

21st: Went to A Farmosa Animal Safari...

Sis also holding tat mini fan coz he really sweat a lots...

I'm holding a mini fan coz boy boy sweat like nobody business...

Watching elephant show.....

After leave A Farmosa, we went to Malacca town. Thought of wanna go there for Nyonya food who knows we stuck on traffic jam for few hours. Only able to eat chicken rice(sumore not the famous one) and get some junk foods in Malacca. A tiring and not so happy day...coz everything not on smooth flow... Pity sis she got to drive for so many hours yet not enjoy much.... The only enjoying thing was the little boy speaking non-stop throughout the journey. I wonder how can a 2 yrs old boy can speak that much. Very very talkative..... Until reach home he still willing to stop... telling my dad story about our journey & all the performance & animals he saw... He had a super memory... he even able to tell my dad all the animals colours...

23rd: Went to 天后宫 & Shopping in MidValley + The Garden

I'm riding PIG without holding...

25th: Leaving.....

Bye Bye er yi, xiao yi, gong gong, po po...I want go back KK lo... Opsss..and also bye bye my cat cat...I will miss u~~

This little boy created lots of joy in our little apartment. He likes to bully me... He gaves me a nickname which we do not know where he learnt from. He used to tell people that "不是小胰, 是小红"! What a LAME name...

50days of Holidays..... Part 2

Back to KL on 9th Sept...

14th Sept: A day with my lovely "sister"

Since so long never see her d, so decided to meet up with her to let her see me coz i know she missed me very much...muahhahaha....

Hmm...treasure every moment with her. She always inspires & motivates me to move forward. Without her motivation, I wonder whether will I still where I am.

To me no matter how much time we have during the gathering, I still feel that time passed very fast...don't u think so?? hmmm~~But I still enjoy the moment we spend together...hehe... A bit 38...muahhahah...jk~~ Ok la..sweet lo....haha... Although juz a lunch and some chat...it means a lot to me =>

Dear Sister: Thanks for everything...!!!

Hmm...this part no photo...forget to take..hehe...nez time will do so...ok sis??? hehe..

50days of Holidays..... Part 1

Human A: wah...50days ar????
Human B: 50days only ar?????
50days? Over already lo....sigh~~
What have I done? Travel a lot but do nothing...

5th Sept - 9th Sept: Sibu trip with buddies...
(Aunty Su, Kang Kang, Helena & Sim Ling)

So excited waiting in LCCT........... non-stop receiving calls & sms from aunty. I guess she more excited than us...muahahah....

The place we sleep, play, "wrestling" & pillow talks for 5days 4 nights.. A very comfortable place ...muahhaha...

Girls possing outside The Ark (cafe & gallery)... A very romantic & nice cafe beside Sg.Rejang

Steamboat lunch...Very delicious o~~~ 2nd time I went to this restaurant

Sakae Night in Jacky's house...

Celebrating SimLing & Helena's b'day in Gay Cafe.... A quite romantic place too..

Baby Oscar...He is very very very cute...

This trip quite happy and relaxing.... I like this kind of travelling because was not very tiring. Get to enjoy every moment with friends... I love this kind of feeling..I wish to have more this type of relaxing travelling with my other groups buddies. A time where you can share, play and care. =) Thanks aunty, kang, helena & simling for giving me this sweet moments...