Breathing fire at work!!

Convocation 2011

Attended my classmates' convocation last week.. Felt like a proud parent.

Tragic of the sad 23 yr old

I understand I have abandoned this blog for the longest time ever. I’ve been waiting for this moment actually. This blog had been attracting too much attention. From friends and family, I really can’t find a perfect person who is willing to listen to my problems and get me any constructive solution. I guess my friends are just to occupied with their own problems. We are, however, young adults that are trying hard to survive this concrete jungle. We face problems with family, work, studies, love and to make things worse, there are office politics, bitchy classmates that can’t get along, and sibling that simply don’t get a damn about the family. I have enough of all this problems. Please GOD... give me a break.

taken for granted.

to err is humans..
that is so true.
we are always trying so hard.
for things we want,
for people we try to impress
for tasks to be complete.
we tend to lose ourselves every now and then..

it's really pathetic to see a few people in my life..
lose cool, and lost grip to their lifes..

just dun take my kindness for granted!
u wouldn't want see the nasty side of me.

job rocks!

as soon as i ord-ed, i've got a temp job as Swensens, AGAIN!..
and went to Hong Kong, and got a call from the perm-job to collect debts..
so much has happened in the past 3 months, and i've totally given up this blog.. mainly because me desktop is down.

a truckload of photos i wanna to post up but feeling very lethargic.

a dear friend went to US for bloody 3 months and he's finally back! missed my lepak buddy lar..

my job is interesting.. everyday, it's either i get scolding or i scold people.. how cool is that?!

but only we you are working, u realised how devious and realisic this world is..
how pretty they might appeared as, but ugly-hearted inside..

totally missed the schooling times now, excluding the exams part, and the irriating lecturers part, or scolding the form-teacher a road sweeper part..

the countless sleepless night for no reason..
the countless flirts with quitting..
the countless new face i meet everyday
the countless problems i face everyday...
the countless bitches i have to siam from..

cant even count now~
hahaha..

maybe life is like that?!
ful of countless encounters?!
let it be then~
can't be bothered!!

不是真的爱我

loved.. another "d" added at the back to make it a past.

I've put in my utmost effort to love and care
but somehow, it just seems to go straight to drain.
i feel like the seats along the streets after the rain,
abandon and left there in vain.

are we really over?
please don't reply with silence.
being neglected is not giving me freedom,
why do people been love take it for granted
and people giving love is feels like they are not noted.

I'm willing to let you go,
to give you the freedom u long for..

freedom air

It's been a week since i've got my pink IC back~
the smell of freedom is great.
and the earth is still evolving ard the sun even without me in the force.
the words i've heard abt really missing, if i'm not ard, i guess it's just bull.
they just need a "someone" for finish they crappy papaerwork.

i guess only a couple would really miss me. and on the last day, was really emotional.
at this point, some would have commented,"AS USUAL", or "y am i not surprise?",
being emotional, is not something i want, or something i can just give up flicking away the ashes on the cigarette. i was thinking, i went to the flight alone, with my friends at other flights, i'm alone, facing complete strangers, then from strangers to colleagues, and some colleagues to friends. this way is not easy, and shits always happen, so i'm grateful with all the people i met, even though i can't tell how good they are, but they are just irreplaceable.

was looking for friends to share my joyful occasion, but none was free, even up with my jurong kakee again, these are really the best, always there when i need friends.. thanks ah annie and sk.

started working at swensen @ Chinatown point on the following day. tired, feeling old and pathetic. feeling poor like dirt again. hate stages of life like this.

living in this cosmopolitan country, it's very glamous totally, but i just feel that everyone are so trapped in their own "frame"! if u are out of the "frame" given, others would just classify you as difficult to handle, or you're so inapporiate. Y must me trapped within these frames. why do we need rules? u mean without rules, u can't behave like normal human? u just kill someone without thinking?

i agree that everyone is responsible for their actions, "PS: except when they are drunk~" but rules are just guidelines to maintain orders, y cant people just live lifes normally without these guidelines?

i am not going to be embarrassed next time if i've make a grammer or vocab mistake while talking to the english guru friends/bitch of mine, coz without proper english, as long as i can relay my messages to others, it's good enough. I DUN TALK TO ENGLISH NOT GOOD PEOPLE HOR~. hoho