Wednesday, August 29, 2007

tired

been awhile since i feel so shagged.
at least i am relieved that my fitness will be maintained.
haha i just hope im fit for army.
swimming training sure was tough.
kicks and pulls i cannot dooooo.
haha. argh my legs are dead.
really dead. lol.
i dont know if i can continue.
hopefully i can.
i will den continue to die in every other training.
if i cant ill continue bridge =D
its not too bad just rather unsporty.
haha. good lucks to me i guess.
2moons is being a bitch
i came home wanting to play the game and it ends up failing to operate.
sucks. nvm.
now i got time to study.
haha or at least an excuse to study.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

sucks

sucks getting caught for hair.
sucks having a gay bag to carry.
sucks having pimples on the chin.
sucks to bare grudges against others.
i never wanted to be so insipid,
slow in assignments,
uninterested in useless subjects.
slowing sludging through everyday lessons.
i guess its just my character.
i need to change
i want to change.
but how to change...
sorry miss oei for any comments today.
but the very few gp lessons i had in MI,
were far more worthwhile than all gp lessons in cj added.
DEBATE!
sorry kimberly for being so direct.
but raihana's human,
she bottles up,
i just want to amplify her small tiny voice of anger.
i wish i could be perfect.
looks.
character.
money.
but i know i can never be.
times like this when my mind drifts to wonderland,
im glad i know,
i have good friends to lean on,
share our experiences,
at least i know im still human,
after talking to them.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

=D

some bus drivers are just plain nice =D
i said bye to 162 indian uncle,
and he smiled back.
at least he appreciates my bye and thanks!
haha.

Friday, August 17, 2007

when boredom strikes

saturday morning,
what a nice fresh day as i spent the morning lazing in bed,
as i hear the rain trikle and the air a nice cold blanket.
love rainy mornings.
now its like 1 and im praying the sun would rise for i wanna swim.
its really good stuff.
haha. at least for me.
yea and reading the author posting on bus 157,
i just had the urge of criticising bus drivers, or captain if they so please.
it is a norm to board a crowded bus,
and soon later the bus driver starts shouting for everyone to move,
so that others whom havent boarded could have space.
im not upset over this, in fact im glad the driver does this.
however doesnt it just piss you off when u see some random human waving frantically at a bus,
and it just doesnt stop.
does it mean we need to flash our boobs or run in front of the bus just to get the bus to stop?
i mean what the fuck are these drivers thinking,
if they can shout across the bus to let some passengers up,
why couldnt they break their slow bus just exiting the bus stop,
to pick up 1 fellow human being.
its just contradictory,
okay i guess not all bus drivers are like this but please.
why call themselves bus captains when they do not portray the willingness to serve.
i rather them be called robotic bus driver uncle with no EQ whatsoever.
with the topic of bus drivers den come their stupid analogy of ez link cards.
kicking up a big mother fucking fuss if u dint bring ur student pass,
and forcing u to pay 40 cents or more for their pleasure.
their orgasmic pleasure in watching u dig ur coins in unbalance for that few cents.
i mean if this scene keep happening,
when we students grow up, we definately would be driving our own vehicles.
who would want to board a bus after such horrid experiences.
and our EARTH is dying.
PLEASE DO SOMETHING.
anyway we should be having much happier bus travels,
buses are so much more environmentally green.
by having happier rides den can the SBS which earns millions earn even more,
at the same time saving the earth of harmful green house gases.
no doubt they want to fuck us up if we use coins,
because the very fact that when we use coins, we could cheat a few cents,
however when we use ez link cards, theres few ways of escaping the fare,
or is there only 1.
remember the time u saw an aunty or uncle board the bus,
tapping out immediately upon making his way pass the exit.
afterwhich he/she would take a seat down.
ahha i mean fare systems will always have loopholes.
my point is no matter how hated the coin system is(by SBS),
please uncle drivers dont put it out on us,
i know they have been driving long hours and their ass feel flatter den usual,
but yea.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

argh

the way u smile
and look i just cant describe.
infatuation's never good.
tempting as you are i hope i will not fall into another pit.
will friends do?

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

deadlines

extremely sleepy.
i think this week's PE has utterly killed my entire being.
literally.
i have no energy and mood to walk/move/study.
and as usual we all got tons of homework.
i guess.
im done for.
ahhaa.

NO! MUST DO!
hhaha.
Met ziling at bishan cc in my attempt to study.
ahha.
fuckloads of people can.
anyway got bridge competition tmr.
lol. im gona get last.
studied with Joel.
haha. i feel bad cos i slept.
leaving him alone to study.
haha.

I GAINED 2 KG wooooooo!
sexy mass gainers!
cant wait to reach a healthy 65kg =D


i wish i was closer.
i wish i was partner.
i wish i was batman.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

solo


i think single life increases chances of wet dreams.
sucks.

Friday, August 10, 2007

wet

twice in a week.
fuck wet dreams.
BUT.
the dreams really was good.
heh. for 5 seconds at least.
i can still remember.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Sunday, August 5, 2007

relient k

mood rings.
will u bring the key to this mystery.

burnt

at joel's house blogging.
lol. came back from swimming and after a warm bath.
i realised that my back,
was fried.

haha. yup.
the chiew family's cool =D

Friday, August 3, 2007

secrets

though we maybe communicating,
its so unusually weird.
because i know who you are,
but you do not know me.


i just wished the posts,
will always be lively on fractions of your life.
for that is fuel for my soul.


this week the trend,
is to not join others with their lame ass trends.