felt so good

hmmm felt so good today! well not exactily in the morning though! haha.. anyway yesterday was also a fun nite... Last nite we had steamboat and fondue again at my place and boy, it was really a great fun time of sharing a meal and laughing. Well we had dinner while watching dvd which i brought from indo. The subtitle was really a mess and really inaccurate. Occasionally mix up with indo words that it just seems it has become indolish just like singlish. we were really laughing out loud not exactly because of the show. It was much later on when we really concentrated on the show though. Okay so much for we i must also say who they are right. They were Hana, Hany, Tony, Qkho and Hanjin. Well Hany and Tony helped me with the shopping and preparing of food. Well without their help i think i can go siao already. Hahah and defintely i wont be able to finish it in time. Thank God my cousin has that steamboat thing and is willing to lend me. Now when we feel like eating healthy stuff we just turn to steamboat. ANd hey there wasnt even any need to fight for food.

Hany loves sausages. And it was cute of her to cut it like little octopus! hahaha too bad i didnt take a picture of it. And when it was overcooked, it looked like it was gonna explode anytime.

Well Tony loves sotong ball. And yeah i didnt see anyone else there eating them besides him.

Hana loves the white cabbage and the silken tofu. Hey maybe this part she might be fighting it out with me but of cos i was too occupied with the meat around!! hahaha

I love the meat a lot!!!! the beef and the pork especially. In a steamboat it is practically a necessity to have them both together! haha.. Oh and the quail eggs too!!! Well Hany Hana and I did try to find them around but they were always missing. Seems that only the 3 of us really enjoy eating those eggs. hehehe..

oh but i know 1 thing that evryone loves. They love the enoki mushroom. They are heavenly and i think that was the first one to finish..

Well i didnt really notice qkho and hanjin! But i guess they ate pretty much of the chicken and the rest of the stuff u see.

Anyway after that we had fondue and boy it was really heavenly man. The chocolate was nice!!!! hahaha.. Hmmm but i would really prefer it if the fruits had been even colder.. Hany and hana were defintely enjoying it. Hany is so cute. She just loves cutting fruits, was fascinated by it also. Haha.. so great for me who just need to do the peeling.

Anyway after fondue, qkho and hanjin had to leave meanwhile tony and hana indulged and lost themselves in the world of comics. My recent comic turns out to be a good investment and defintely worth buying. Hana was really giggling and broke into occasional laughter while reading it. Hany and I resorted to watching another disc of dvd. And yeah proper one this time about how despicable and distorted a paparazi can be. And man that show really makes us so angry but then we love the ending. Go try and find that show and watch it. Anyway after hana finishes the first few comics. It was hany's turn leaving hana and me now. Well hana and i did talk a little about general stuff and future that kind of thing. Houses and properties. Well like adults already! hahaa.. they didnt leave untill it was 2 i think and i slept only at 330am. Woke up at 730 but i dilly dally till it was 8 and had to go to church. Was really hard to keep my eyes open.

Then after church they had family day. I thought we all can stay and have fun and have games. But the unsupporting Chan clan has to leave halfway. So yeah elaine chris and the kids ended up at my place. The kids watched their fave show while the parents took their naps. I accompanied the kids occasionally taking a nap for a while. Each time i slept, the small one will just jump on me giving me a fright. But she is still so cute anyway.

Anyway after that i went out to meet meiyi. We talked and talked and talked. Well at least it was she who talked the most though. Her relationship story. Her funny wacky boss. And then we regress a bit into our past. Well of cos about someone. hehehehe.. someone i detest seeing in school. hehehe..

Okay anyway im dead tired. GOing to my dreamland early today. Too exhausted..

reminiscing..

hmmm just went thru old emails about the email that i sent out to everyone which requires them to fill in their answers to a bunch of questions that I DIDNT COME UP WITH MYSELF!! hahaha but it seems evryone seems that they thought i came up with it. Truth was that i took it from Friendster and everyone's reply was so funny! and yeah all ur replies inside was really making me laugh out loud in my lonely home.. bring back a lot of memories and these people really make me miss them... just seeing how we've become closer and closer... seeing how beautiful sweet and funny those memories are.. It just makes my life so filled with love and blessings. Im so fortunate to have people who love me so much! And hey i love u guys a lot too!

Friends are my source of energy and where i get my support from. Nothing that i do is without their blessings. I am glad just to have their support and love. All that they've given me sometime i can never be able to return. They are my pillar of support. Without them, i easily crumble. I need to borrow some strength from them to last. And yeah im overprotective over my friends. I love them too much to let anything happen to them or let them be sad. U may see me as strong but Im strong because of u guys who lends me ur strength unconciously. Truth is i can never live without friends.

a week.

wow so fast a week has passed. anyway over the weekend was very tiring. My church youth organised amazing race for the youths. wuah it was fun but then very very tiring. Went about the whole of singapore. From sungei buloh to farmmart, to changi airport, all the way to seletar jalan kayu. practically north east south west. Then initially my team was one of the last team so had to catch up with the first team. WAh then we managed to catch up until we got 2nd in the end. haha.. the first team became the last team. But it was really tiring. By the end of the first day, i couldnt wear my shoes without my legs and toes getting cramp. and then the whole of my leg were stiff and my thigh had muscle pull. we were all so tired out. And then furthermore i needed to carry my bagpack full of clothes and street directory. The heavy street directory that is. So it caused me a backache in the end. Then the next day we continued the race after the church service. It was fun cos we managed to get ahead of the other teams by quite a long time. But then at one of the stop we misunderstood and mislocated the next destination. Ended up going the wrong way. But thank god we still manage to catch up and arrived 3rd. And since they have the point systems, we manage to get 2nd in place. The first team who won was my ally. Not bad we did some good works together. At least it's good that we help one another's team.

Each one of us won a free movie ticket to any movie we want. SO yah not a bad idea actually. ANyway by the end of the race, my old injury came back. My ankle hurts so bad that i had to wear ankle guard for a few days. Finally it recovered today. But still cant overexert myself too much. Spent 2 nights at my cousin's place since her husband was not around so had to accompany her at nite. Spend a lot of time with my nieces that the small ones gets a bit too attached to me already. She's so cute though. She just loves watching Blue's Clues and Dora the explorer. Defintely an avid fan of the both shows.

Anyway so fast a week has gone by and im gonna leave singapore next tuesday. haiz.. so sad... i just hope that i can go to Bandung and Jakarta this time round. At least i wont be bored in indo. Actually really miss all my playing buddies. Miss hanging out with them or just going to one another's house for chatting session or playing at their house. I miss mahjong sessions, i miss going to sentosa, i miss playing pool with them all. I miss all of them really. Guys if u r reading this.. I MISS U ALL!!!

back from the service..

gotta say that when i went back to the boy;s home to see them and my team mates, gosh i was filled with anxiety initially. But when i see them, seeing their faces lit up made me so glad that i came to visit them.. Each one of them were excited.. and then even the boys who knew me were coming over to say hi... One even said that they miss me! HAHAHA.. i was like yeah like real! but it was not bad that they still remember my name and even introduced me to the new boys..

the feeling is nice again to be back with them. Had some ministering with one of the boys. And boy he was like me when i didnt believe in Jesus. At least it was kinda easy to relate and i know that telling him to do this and that wont do. defintely have to let him feel and open up slowly with more exposure..but defintely he will be touched.

tomorrow going to east coast with them. after that im meeting qkho for dinner and time to get togeteher!!! boy just chatting with her made me miss her liao. hahaha..

anyway okay i shant talk anymore. Tomorrow i have to wake up pretty early too! aiz... have to wake up at 6 i think..

at heeren after taking neoprints together.. 

this one is when we celebrated mei's bday...

behind is my sis.., and beside me is my niece also...

me and my niece, Vivi

my niece found herself a twin!!!

my niece being wacky! and xiao!! hahaha 

another grandnephew... samuel i think... but everyone keeps calling him sammy! he's just like japanese boy!!! and he's very unfriendly... ehehheh.... took me a lot of coaxing before he wants to go with me..  

creating more twins!!!! 

we just love taking pics... the eldest one there is my piau sau... as in my cousin-in-law... =p 

my nieces and me.. and mind u they are all older than me!!!  

my grandniece... i called her froggy Lexy since she was jumping and jumping.. to get back at me she called me grandaunt Rhino!! grrr...  

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

wat more can i say!?? it's true.. especially this part where sometimes i find myself in a dilemma..
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im back

yeap im back again in singapore.. felt so glad to be home.. went home and couldnt find the key!! wah horror.. but thank goodness i found it at the drawer near the tv..

anyway so nice to see my room again! and just lie down and relax.. enjoying the tranquiluity!

im really tired though. so i will probably pig the day out tomorrow.. but im going for the boy;s home service. I miss my team members.

goodnite world.

stressed out.

well after the funeral, things happen that i find a bit personal for me to spill it out here.. but it's been making me on a emotional rollercoaster ride.. and it defintely affected me and made a great impact on me. Was desperately in need of someone to talk to. to just listen. Here in indo, there's no one that i could really talk to or just listen to all my problems. So i called nata and just told her a bit of it.. but it has already relieved me from the burden in my heart greatly. But the problem really made me just want to leave indo so desperately.

Anyway im fine right now. A lot of reality were brought up to my eyes and im sad that it happened to 2 person i love so dearly and close to me.

I've been so busy during the funeral that i hardly had time or the energy to go online. Anyway im looking forward to the day i go back to singapore on tuesday. Just want to have some time alone.. though i defintely miss all my friends. Miss nata, tony, qkho, hana, hany, monik, and all the people who i always hang out with.. miss the girls, though i have so little time to meet them.. miss ong and tez..

tired.

im tired out and bored out at the funeral these 2 days. Well at reunited with my cousins those whom i used to play with when we were still young. Normally during chinese new year, we would jest be hi bye, the usual formalities. But i think today itself when we have to sit together for hours, we started to open up more. Took some pics in my cousin's camera.. and tell u she's another narcissist! haha.. just like the few of us.. im in charge of collecting donations and thus i have to sit at the table with them. sometimes we reminisce about when we were young. Who we use to play with.

Anyway, all my cousins left to rest in the fternoon. Leaving me the only 1 there... was so bored... was so tired but i had to mend the table as well as collecting the flowers.. suddenly remembered that today, my housemate is finally leaving the house. So decided to give home a call, since i was so bored anyway and dont want to contact anyone here in surabaya. Called nata and she was like nagging at why i call and why i dun want to contact my friends here. She was so fierce! haha.. nagged and nagged. until i wanted to say out loud " i miss u cannot arh!" (red-faced) but of cos i didnt. I think she wud get the goosebumps when i tease her or tickle her. But seriously nowadays i dun want to let them know that im back. like this time, i dont even feel like getting out of the house despite my sis persistence in asking me to go to mall with her.

But hey i seriously miss home... but then... it's not the kind of homesick like i hv while i was in HK! that was extreme home-sickness! tht i cant forget and each time i remember it i will just laugh at myself.

OKay i need to get some rest for later.. it's gonna be a long day.

result..

shocking man!

Statics and Mechanics - C expected a B or B+ but then guessed too many people scored A.
Critical Thinking and Writing - B+
Economics Issues in developing countries - S (satisfactory)
Physics - C (another miracle performed)
Maths - D+ (MIRACLE DEFINTELY) rememebr i didnt have my helpsheet with me.. the very daomei day!!
Legal implications for business in Singapore - B+. Expected an A from this course! but maybe too many scred A..

really thank god for this.. actually i forgot today result is out.. lydia reminded me this morning and then she told me that mine would come out at 3 pm. I forgot about it and went on watching dvds till about 7+ and i remembered suddenly.. so decided to check it out anyway. and voila... there it was.. but the one that stood out the most was defintely my maths. wahhh...

*sigh*