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it's the start of something new.About cel
Monday, November 29, 2010
life is (finally) back to normal.Somehow today is different. Somehow after not blogging for almost half a year, I've blogged again. (And it's the second post.) Somehow I feel like the past year is just like a dream, like it's the start of something new now. Somehow I feel good, I feel happy. Like I've made up my mind and start my life afresh. Frankly I've been very unhappy this past year, ever since I started working. Felt so depressed not doing what I truly like, felt so miserable... Of leading a 8 to 5 job, of squeezing in the train every morning every evening, of hearing unkind words from colleagues, of being accused of doing something I didn't, of just about anything and everything. It just dawned on me that a job is a job, just like a line out from repo man . If you are unhappy, do something about it! I finally wrote down my plans in the notebook which I've not touched since I graduated last year :) let's talk about love.
I'm on leave today and really thankful for this day off. Planned to spend a day at the beach alone but it rained the entire day today.. Ended up being a couch photo; finally finished watching entire hk serial. though that the last episode was great. I wonder does such kind of guy exist? Haha. I know what everybody will say, that such a perfect guy never exists. But.. do the guys even try to be like that? I dont know why but recently I've been very demanding. Is demanding the word? I realised in a relationship it is not about just the company, it's about getting a soulmate. Does your partner click with you on a spiritual level? Perhaps too idealist?
Sunday, July 4, 2010
take flight.
Been having a crazy idea recently, would like to go over to a faraway place like some remote place in the states and stay there for some time, work and spend some alone time. But well it takes more courage for such a change than just mere words right.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Celine
The girl's name Celine \ce-li-ne\ is a variant of Celeste (Latin), Celina (Latin) and Selena (Greek), and the meaning of Celine is "heavenly; the moon".
is it pure coincidence or something? my chinese name is 仙月 :)
maybe this has to do with meeting and catching up with my ex colleagues last night. really had a good time just chatting and talking rubbish to each other. omg i miss miss miss them, where can i find such friendship? even though it was my fault for the terrible planning and last min organising, i was so so touched to see how they act replied me to say they wont pangseh me la esp dear cindy and alfie! and those pple who worked so late without eating dinner still made an effort to meet up.. wow guys you rock!!
okie i will finally set up a facebook account and post up those pictures. i think it's time i'm gonna be more active, and stop feeling so sian always. thanks to meeting up with all the great pple these few weeks like bao, lynny, christine, minghui, alfie, yufeng and my jc clique :)
Sunday, March 14, 2010
It's been some time. Perhaps I dreamed too much, wished for too much. Never content with job, with people, with life. Is it time for a reality check or should I risk what I have and do what my heart desires?I spent my sunday afternoon watching "the proposal" and the rest of the day figuring out if such happily ever after fairy tale existed in reality. I'm daydreaming again, ain't I?
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
a new job,a new beginning.
it's the start of something new.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
i like my current read. i feel like i'm living in fairy tale.i'm contented :)