New Beginning

Yeah~ I'm free from all things related to books and exams!
For the next few months at least...
Finally done and over with my final exam paper yesterday
It was Feature Writing, and they had to make my last paper so tough -_-
There was so friggin' much to write!
Had to write 4 essays and 5 short questions in 2.5 hours
This is the most I've written.... ever!
Kept writing non-stop till my hands were shaking lol~
Barely had time to stop and think, time was precious
Just wrote down whatever that came up in my mind

Here's something that bugged me while I was doing the paper
It was Question 3 of the short questions section
So basically we have to rewrite these badly written passages, correct the grammar and give it an appropriate lead
It goes like this:-

Absorbing realism, it brightens the dark corners of New york's sleazy street life, exposing the sex beast that stalks the corridors of mens minds and gives it a view of the male prostitute's rise to a gentlemen; it offers a perspective of a soul in a shameless city where every man lives for himself. And so, this is the gist of the story in the fast-paces, honest and thoughtful novel written by Stanley Blyton.

Okay so I know my task was to correct it...
But WTF how am I supposed to correct it when I don't even understand it?!
I read over and over again and it still looked WTF to me, oh FTW man~
Damn passage made me go O_O and scratching my head for at least 15mins

And then there was an essay I had to write that made me wanna cry
I was supposed to write a descriptive/narrative story
The thing about descriptive/narrative is that it involves alot of emotions, observations and surroundings
It's in the words of the writer
And I always get this overwhelming feeling when I write something that evokes feelings and emotions

Oh whatever, it's all finished now
I just hope I did well >.<

The Final

LOL...
Haven't been updating my blog for a week already!
I've just been really preoccupied
Will be sitting for my final paper tomorrow at 9
And after that I'll be free!!!
What a sigh of relief~
Finally... no more academics and theories to memorize!
But not for long though, internship thing has been bugging me
Well, I can only hope for the best :D

Color Symphony

Was kinda exhausted after the exam yesterday
Got like 4 hours of sleep prior lol~
The freaking paper was 2 and a half hours, and I stayed till the end!
50 MCQs and 2 essays, damn MCQ questions are so damn long!
I took like 1 and a half hour just to complete the MCQs
Damn the need to circle and shade and all, what a waste of time!
And after it was over, I met a friend and she said she only had to circle the answers
My invigilators didn't say a thing about circling the answers only T_T
So that left me 1 hour to write 2 essays, go figure...

Anyways, I finally know where I'm going for my industrial training
Our Journalism head told us after the paper yesterday
Apparently, I'll be doing my internship at a fashion production house called Color Symphony
I was like O_O when I heard it, was kinda speechless
Tried to digest the new information that I'll be doing something related to fashion wtf?!
I know nuts about fashion! Beii, you wanna take my place? haha
It was a sea of mixed feelings:-
Relieved because I'm not going to some kinda newspaper, I can't take pressure
Happy because it's like every girl's dream job
Nervous because I have no experience in fashion and stuff
Anxious because I don't know what to expect and be expected from them
Horrified because I have no sense of fashion! lmao...
Worried because I don't know how I'll cope with it
Sad because I was kinda expecting a magazine *ehem* entertainment
Scared and panicky because I'll be starting on the 5th of January next year!

Gosh what am I to do?! I feel like things are going too fast
It's all part of growing up I guess
I'll just have to embrace it
Maybe then it wouldn't seem too bad
This is what's gonna prepare me for the real world once I've graduated
The feeling is overwhelming
I'd be lying if I said I'm not afraid >.<
I'm the type of person who seems cold and distant when met for the first time
I'm just a little wary and not so open around strangers (my Mummy told me not to talk to strangers~ ROFL)
But give it a little time and hang out with me more
And you'll see that I'm not that kind of person
I just need time to adjust and comprehend everything
I hope they'll be nice and kind to me >.<

Anyways, my next exam paper is on the friggin' 18th~!!!

It's time to grow up...

Absence

Haven't been updating my blog much lately
It's because I lack inspiration... hmm
And I'll be kinda busy the next few days
Exam's just around the corner... *shudders*
Before this I was in a holiday mood
But now... I'm starting to feel scared and panicky and anxious!
Woots... way to go~ last minute revision... Mish-style XD
I need to hit the books!

3rd Degree

I appreciate the thought
But I have to say, I can't tolerate people giving me the third degree
I don't need people to lecture me on what I should and shouldn't do, and how I ought to behave
So leave me alone and please... stfu
I'm not even the problem child
I can be nice and understanding, but some things just get on my nerves
I have a rebellious streak, sort of like an alter ego waiting to take over

I'm sorry, this is just a spur of the moment rage
It'll get over soon
Just needed to get it off my mind

Fate

Hellos and goodbyes frolic in the wind

In the days of spring

The pastel colored dance breaks out

The fairytale begins

Immediately I will come rushing over to your side

Wait for me

I'm running through the brilliant town right now

Fate entwined in mischief

We had always been searching

And now we've managed to find each other

I'm sure it's not mere chance

I want you to remain by my side


p/s: These are not my words lol~
It's the romanized lyrics from the anime 'Itazura na Kiss'
I find it very endearing

Twilight

Went for movie outing with friends finally this time lol~
Just got back and I'm exhausted and sleepy
Slept late last night watching Final Destination 3 on HBO
Watched it for the third time and it still creeped the hell out of me!

Me and Lemon watched a different movie from the rest of them
They wanted to watch Madagascar 2 but I've already watched it
So we opted for Twilight instead
Was kinda anticipating this movie since I read the review of it in Sunday's newspaper
Reached Midvalley kinda late, waited in a long line to buy tickets
And after that I went to check out the Gloria hairband that I've been wanting to buy but...
McDonalds... Why you cheat my feelings?! What do you mean sold out?!?!
I've waited for a few weeks to buy it but this happens?!
The promotion is from 27 Nov-3 Dec... How can like that?! -_-"
I'm disappointed, but nevermind... something else cheered me up!



Yes, the movie was awesome :D
The newspaper review mentioned that the lead actor, Robert Pattinson
is like the hottest new thing on screen~
He's already gaining a legion of fangirls, including me *ehem*
I find him familiar... yet not too familiar... hmm
So I Googled him and now I know why...
OMG~ He also played Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire!
I've already found him hot at that time LOL~
Now he's grown into such a fine handsome young man!
He's only 22-years-old~ actor/model/musician
But he looks different from the Harry Potter days
Maybe it's coz he's such a pale and brooding hunk in Twilight
He's really gorgeous... I can't stop gushing about him... Guhhhh
Now I can understand why the review depicted him as so irresistible, mentioning that every girl wants an Edward Cullen of her own
Such a pretty guy, I'll be stalking him now, I mean I'll be a good fangirl >.<



So... about the movie, Robert Pattinson plays the role of Edward Cullen
He's supposed to be a good vampire, meaning he refrains from human blood and drinks animal's blood instead
But then the new girl in town, Bella Swan, played by Kristen Stewart, decides to drop by in small Forks town to live with her father temporarily
And let's just say her presence shakes up things a little bit
She was well-received by her schoolmates on the first day...
Until she met Edward Cullen, notorious for not getting along with anyone
And they didn't get along either coz Edward finds her scent repulsive when they sat together in class
But that's not really the case, he's actually intoxicated by her
He does all he can to avoid her, but eventually fails and gives in XD
Edward has superhuman powers and can read people's minds
But strangely, he can't get into Bella's mind
So that's why he's attracted to her, apart from her scent that is
And whenever they are together, you can feel the sexual tension
I was like... get on with it already, I wanna see some romance action!
This movie made me gushed and drooled all the way through
He's like such a badass charming brooding hunk
And when he said to Bella, "I feel protective of you"
My heart melted into a puddle of... gahhh
He's so gorgeous, I know I've said that countless of times already but what the heck I can't help it
His skin is pale, has ruby red lips, nice hair, great built, just HOT!
I've always found vampires alluring, creatures of the night
But in this movie they can walk freely during the daytime, as long as they're not exposed to direct sunlight or else they'll shimmer and sparkle like diamonds
According to Lemon, the lead actress appears to be prettier when she's at home in her room rather than outside in school or somewhere lol~
She's pretty attractive I'll admit, they made the right choice with the cast
Great chemistry between the both, oh~ the sexual tension... gosh
And the rest of the Cullen family, all vampires, all pale, all equally hot~
There wasn't much of sucking blood and what not that you'd usually associate with vampires
More of romancing and showing their awesome skills, and hide-and-seek
They've come up with a new modern concept of depicting vampires
It's a good change, I'm tired of seeing vampires during the night
I wanna see all the hotness in daylight! Like yeah!
And by the way, this movie is adapted from the novel of the same title
After watching this movie, I feel the urge to start reading the novel too!
I knew it's a novel series but I didn't pay much attention to it,
That is until this movie came and swept me off my feet~
Towards the end, there was a sweet but fierce passionate kiss between the two and there's a hint that there'll be a sequel to it
True enough, there'll be a new movie out next year, titled New Moon
Will definitely be looking forward to that!

Another vampire movie that I love is the cult classic, Interview With The Vampire
Starring two of the hottest guys in Hollywood, Tom Cruise and Brad Pitt, as vampires
What can get better than that?! *drools*
Yeah, there's a hint of attraction between the two guys, pfft hot!

So the conclusion is... vampires are HOT~

Another epic post by yours truly, excuse the excessive usage of the word 'hot'
Couldn't find other words to describe all the hotness...
Okay I'll stop here now before I burn this post... with all the hotness
LMAO~ I'll get serious now XD

Candy for Dinner

Whoa, just saw the number of visitors was 777 lol~
7 is kinda like my favourite number... *ehem*Se7en*ehem*

Anyway just came back from dinner with family and relatives
4th Aunt treated us to steamboat coz she struck number lol~
And then I noticed this worker/waiter who looks like a pretty boy!
Not the effeminate type but the manly type haha~
Not the Jaejoong type but the Changmin/Yunho type
He looks cute and has nice hair, kinda handsome I guess
Who would've thought I'd meet a guy like him in a steamboat restaurant o_o
Eye candy during dinner! rofl... dinner tasted so much better XD
Now I know where to go for steamboat! Muahahaha~

Guilty

Aww, movie outing is cancelled
Coz a busy woman had to go for interview and I didn't wanna go coz I slept like at 3 last night lol~

My lil' bro is currently watching this heart-warming movie of a boy and and his dog, Skip, which is of the Jack Russell breed
Which amuses me coz my dog Russell is of the same breed :D
Then again when the boy hit his dog and he felt so sad after his dog ran away
I kinda get the guilty feeling that I should treat my dog better too
I admit sometimes I lose my temper and hit him too
Coz he just get on my nerves at times, like when he KILLED my other pets!
But he's so funny and vulnerable when he's scared
Shout at him and he'll be shivering already, does he even understand what I'm saying?
Spank him and he won't even let out a squeak about it, he won't even fight back
This is why I kinda feel bad after seeing him like this and instead of feeling angry, I feel sorry for him instead
He's a smart and obedient dog, and I love every dog of mine
He can get wild and crazy when the leash is loose
He'll get so excited to be outside that I have to chase him home
He embarrasses me sometimes with his weird antics
I'll sure miss him when he's gone
But for now I'll treasure him while he's still here with me...
And after that I'll get a new dog! Hahaha
Hey! I'm supposed to be feeling remorseful

First Cut

Ouch... I think I just cut my finger while eating with a plastic spoon?!?!
!$%@^&*?#!..... *sobs* T.T
Damn, plastic can be dangerous too!

On another note, I'm lazy to go for classes anymore -_-"
Going out with friends tomorrow to catch a horror movie
Who wants to be my victim for me to grab and squeeze when I get scared lol?
I like watching horror movies but weird thing is I'm too scared to watch the scary parts so I just shut my eyes lmao~
Another "wth is wrong with you?!" cue XD
You pay the money to get spooked senseless, so just get on with it and watch the whole movie!
But I can't help the reflex actions of closing my eyes during scary parts, it just happens lol~ :D

p/s: Yes it's a first cut... first cut by a damn PLASTIC spoon!!!
Argh I'm gonna break it into half >:[

When Curiosity Strikes

Here are the pictures from Saturday
The weird and funny-tasting food, looks cute though
Bought and tasted it out of curiosity, don't ask...

This is the blackest bread I've ever seen! It's not a racist statement lol~
Seriously when Lemon and I saw it, we can't stop laughing LOL!
So both of us bought one each from the Lavender bakery
It's called the 'Bamboo Charcoal Sandwich'
Though I have no idea where the bamboo part is -_-"
Tasted like normal bread, just that it's black and that makes it funny and fun to eat!


This is the 'Japanese Pudding'... also from Lavender
It looks nice with the jelly cubes cut out like clear crystals
But once you put it in your mouth, you find that looks may be deceiving -_-
It tasted like... ugh eww wth is that?! I have no idea...
But I have an inkling that the brown stuff is supposed to be caramel, hmm


Also ate Cheese Baked Rice at Kim Gary, lol damn filling XD
Finishing it was like torture >.<
So, Geminis are curious and fickle-minded people by nature
What happens when you pair up two Geminis (me & Lemon) together?
We get along just fine! Hahaha... except when it comes to making decisions
Make up your mind, woman!

Next Day

Oh dang!
It's passed midnight so it doesn't count as Saturday~ T.T
But I'll still refer it as today lol coz I'm not asleep yet so it doesn't count as a new day, Mish's philosophy~
(Actually it's just me crapping...)
But I had alot of fun today, spent alot of money buying stuffs too
Lemon, you are a bad influence to me! I don't wanna shop with you anymore!
Hahaha just joking partner-in-crime~
Ate till very full, tasted some weird stuff out of curiosity o_o
Might post up the pics tomorrow...
Weird stuff is weird stuff.....
I'll leave that to tomorrow then~
Big bro's friends are here and making a ruckus... argh, behave people!
Life's not all about booze and playing cards and peanuts!
(I'm not lying, that's what they're freaking doing right now)

Test

I have a test tomorrow at 9
Guess what?
I haven't revised LOL~
But it's 25 MCQ, I hope it's easy >.<
Oh well, all the best to me! :D

Wallie

Now that I'm free of any work and obligations,
I can watch my anime and read manga happily in peace now!
Currently watching and reading 'Alice Academy' and 'Kyou Kara Maou!'
As usual, if the anime doesn't load I have to resort to the manga >.<

Actually... I have nothing much to write today XD
How about I show you a picture instead?
It's my desktop wallpaper, one of my favourite DBSK pics ever coz they all look so nice here~
Love Min's ponytail, Yunho's gorgeous side profile, Jae's beautiful raven hair, Yoochun's cool hairstyle and Junsu's lovely hair color :D



Nothing's better than beautiful men on my desktop... ahh~
Wait, actually there are better things than that!
Like beautiful men + me in real life XD

T

Like I've mentined earlier, I went to Genting Highlands on Friday and got back on Saturday lol
But I was too lazy to blog about anything for the next few days
I never liked going to Genting... the traveling and winding roads make me car sick -_-
But I still had fun because my little 3-year-old cousin was there too, he's just too cute!
What made the visit worthwhile is that I bought something there...
I saw it playing on the store's TV and I thought that I simply must have it!
It was an impulse gesture and after I bought it, I was like...
"What the !%*&?@# is wrong with you! Came all the way here to splurge on stuffs?!" LMAO
But I guess it's worth it, I've devoted my life and time to them,so I guess it's only right that I devote my money to them as well lol...

Here it is... Tohoshinki's 3rd Live Tour 2008~ T DVD! Btw Tohoshinki is not another group, it's just the Japanese name for DongBangShinKi~


The price is err... let's just say that I can buy two albums with that money XD
I have not watched it after buying, leaving it for the right moment coz I was just under alot of pressure recently, assignment deadlines to meet and all
So I'll be watching it when I have my mind cleared up and able to absorb all the hotness!
I should be able to relax and unwind during this weekend, I hope >.<

And I also asked the shop manager if there was any free gift or poster that comes along with it
To my disappointment, he said there was none... T_T
But wait... he reached behind the counter and pulled out a roll of paper
He placed it on the counter with my newly purchased DVD and said,
"It's a personal gift for you"
OMG~ how nice of him! I didn't open it but I already know what it is lol
Because it was labelled 'TVXQ-B' on the small roll of paper that held it together
Gosh, I was so grateful and elated and excited~
Couldn't wait till I reached home to finally open it!

Here it is... the poster of their Mirotic album! It's kinda huge


I couldn't be more happier with these two babies~ <3
Made my life alot brighter ^^


All I have to do now is watch the DVD and drool like mad :D

Gasp!

LOL
I have not posted for 4 days!!!
I'm preoccupied with some stuff... still am
So I'm gonna make this short
Have to finish up on my group assignment
But I'll start posting about stuffs tomorrow~
I have something to show! :D
byeee~

Cold Distance

Just a quick post, it's getting late and I have 8am class tomorrow!
Might not post for the next 2 days coz I'll be off on a holiday~
Not really a holiday actually, coz I'm not the least bit excited
I'm going unwillingly coz nobody will be at home to stay with me T_T
It's Genting Highlands by the way... sigh~
I'm actually sick and tired of the place...
Oh well, just gonna breathe in fresh and cool air, and watch a movie or two
I'll be leaving right after my class ends tomorrow
Haven't pack yet lol -_-
It'd better be cold up there!

Habit

OMG YES!!!

I've just finished the third assignment!
Writer's block is writer's block... no use forcing it if you can't think of anything to write
It always happens to me, be it assignments or exams
My creative juices only starts flowing at the last minute when I feel really stressed and panicky
LOL I can't help it if I'm motivated to write that way
Procrastination is a bad habit, yea I know~
I always tell myself to finish it earlier... but sigh -_-"
There is no motivation and drive when I don't feel the urgency
Journalists should get used to last minute work and beating deadlines
But I think I'll be so screwed if I ever work in a newspaper agency in the future
I will go nuts and die by all the work stress
Stress motivates me but I can't handle stress well
I will seriously snap and start attacking people... like biting them >:]
But that's okay, Ah Bee will let me bite her, rite?
Since she's always tempted to bite me but I push her away all the time :D
LOL~ sorry I'm so full of crap
So many bad habits to break!

Last Farewell

Omg for real? No post yesterday... LOL~
What's happening?
My itchy hands led me to play Maple Story yet AGAIN!!!
I seriously wanna quit the stupid game so badly it's not even funny
I just wish my younger brother would close the game window after he's done playing rather than leaving it at the login page everytime
I'm just so tempted to login and have a look around, and as expected I'd naturally get hooked and lose track of time, it just happens everytime
And then it would take every ounce of determination and consciousness to snap me back to reality and get off the bloody game
These days I kinda feel like the damn game is the devil's advocate or something, coz the stupid shitty thing is bloody consuming me, my life, my time...
Seriously... so pissed off!
Upset with myself for not having more will power and determination to quit, even though I've been telling myself countless of times that I must
I've stayed away and prevented myself from playing for a few months now?
And all of a sudden a little temptation and curiosity took over
Damn rip off, don't ever get obsessed with computer games
It serves you no benefit, it always has a price to pay... and guess what?
The price is none other than you
I just wanna uninstall the game from my computer
But my lil bro is playing... he'd hate me if I did that... sigh
The truth is, the game doesn't appeal or excite me as much as before
It kinda got boring actually, not to mention the unpleasant memories it held
And after playing, I always have this guilty, angry and disappointed feeling in the gut... like now
I always regretted it after, why can't I regret it before I touch the game?
I feel so sick of the game... ughhhhh
And I was supposed to finish up my third writing assignment yesterday, that's why I left the day free
Now I have to rush it for tomorrow's deadline... Gahhhhhh~
Bad Mishie... BAD!
Stupid mistake that I've commited once too many times
Please get rid of the obsession and addiction, too much is never good

MapleStory, you sux and I hate you so damn much...
So I bid you goodbye and good riddance~!!!
Take that you stupid piece of shit! >:]

1 minute 1 second

I'm doing so many things at the moment
Earlier in the evening, I was watching the anime "Alice Academy" on Animax
Then I was curious to watch all the episodes so I began to hunt it down lol~
Too bad it was licensed on Crunchyroll and other streaming sites are so damn slow T_T
So I figured I'll just read it on Mangafox, but anime are different from manga
Guhhh~ I have a fetish for school anime/manga/fic >.<
Eventhough I've already graduated from high school rofl! Please grow up~!!!
But then I found this hetero comedy romance anime, "Itazura na Kiss"
Currently watching it now, it's kinda nice I guess... especially since I don't usually take interest in this kind
(Psst... *hint hint* shounen ai, yaoi, slash!!! muahaha)

Then, paused everything to watch Music Bank at 6.10pm
I love watching this Korean music programme where they invite popular artistes to perform live each week, it's like a music countdown chart
So far, Wonder Girl's "Nobody" has reigned #1 for 4 weeks in a row, they're really popular with the netizens!
I've taken a liking to the 3-man acapella group V.O.S, they have very powerful voices comprising of the lower, middle and higher vocal range, so you can say that they're a complete and perfectly compatible group! They look so charming, handsome, dashing. They're always dressed in clean cut suits that makes them look the perfect gentlemen part~ Prince Charming even *dreams* :D
I also found out through this show that upcoming boybands such as 2AM and 2PM (and together they make a whole day~ lol doesn't make sense but... yea) and SMASH (which I've only got to know them from today's show) and U-Kiss are actually not that bad, pretty decent in singing and dancing actually
Must I add that they're filled with good looking guys? ^^
Especially the 6-member SMASH, omg I couldn't believe my eyes and myself for not noticing them earlier, they're all so handsome and pretty~!!!
Too bad they're underrated, I hope they'll stick around long enough for me to admire them XD
Same goes to 2AM and 2PM and Battle, but they're gaining popularity, so that's good
Also got to see Son Dambi's performance, she takes my breath away each time coz she's so hot!!! Her dance is so sexy omg... she's been #5 on the charts for a few weeks now
Lee Min Woo a.k.a M is a true performer with his "Don't Trust Men", looking cool as always
And my anticipated Epik High performed "1 minute 1 second", one of my favourite songs from their Lovescream album, they never cease to amaze me... and I love Tablo and the way he raps at such unbelievable speed~
Rain made a comeback and performed "Rainism", hearing it for the first time myself and I have to say I don't really like it... it sounds cheesy and tacky... I was like 'wth is wrong with you?' Gahahaha
But he made up for that horrible song with a powerful, soulful and heart-wrenching performance of "Love Story", one of the very few decent songs from Rain that I actually like, surprisingly o_o
I can tell that he really gave his all, the stage filled with smoky mist adds to the effect, but then... too bad I'm not liking his red mushroom hair cut! Muahahaha!
God please forbid more mushroom haircuts, stop the nightmares, I can't stop cringing whenever I see it... coz I really like eating mushrooms and all T_T

7th Heaven

Was out from morning and got back around 9 just now
Celebrated Ah Bee's birthday at Tiara
Had lots of fun, talked lots of crap, played lots of games and ate steamboat~
Funniest part was when Ah Bee had to blow flour and it all got on her face, hair and clothes... lol~!
And because I'm such a good friend *ehem*, I only thought of her birthday and didn't realise until later last night when I was about to sleep that it's also the birthday of my first Korean love...

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO SE7EN~!!! ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

And becoz this is my favourite pic of him ever~


And becoz this pic makes me flail and drool all over, just beautiful~


And becoz this is uhh... Se7en~


And becoz this pic, the pose, the hair, the expression... too cool~


Hello Se7en~ teehee ♡

and becoz his official website is coincidentally Hello7

I've always liked him, and will always like him and continue to support him for as long as he's making great music~!
He's the reason why I'm so into the Korean music scene in the first place
He's an awesome singer with amazing voice and is a great dancer
He's talented, charming, suave and adorably cute *gushes*
I love his signature 7-handstand XD
I'd choose him over Rain at any given time or day!
He's currently in America, in the midst of his American debut
Although I still prefer him to sing in Korean because that's where he composes some of the songs
I admire him for his determination that got him to where he is today, I know that he went through hard times during his trainee days at YG Entertainment
And that's why I love him all the more, he's worked hard for his career, he's not just some pretty boy idol
Even so, he's humble as always and treats people with respect
He's also kinda playful and mischievous, he supports and gets on really well with the younger ones such as Big Bang from the same company
I love how he's really good friends with Taebin of 1TYM, another crush of mine lol, put them together and there we have it, Tae7en~
Bottom line is... I LOVE SE7EN... so friggin' much, my first Korean love, my darling Se7en... hahaha~!

Oh gosh, I can go on and on about him but then I don't wanna bore you guys with my fawning and flailing show of affection, and I'm also kinda tired from being out the whole day
Okies I'm gonna stop here now~

-xoxo 7-

Like Bees to Honey

Just a quick and short post today...
Coz I still have a report to complete -_-"
Was kinda procrastinating the whole day, watching TV and lazing around
Writer's block LOL~ my Bahasa Melayu got kinda rusty omg
After like what? 3 years after graduating from high school
Then later around 8, went to the neighbourhood's annual pot luck

Oh, and just a shout out to my dear friend...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH BEE~!!!
Although you're 2 years older than me, but I've always felt like we're of the same age... maybe it has to do with the fact that you're still childish... Hahahaha~!!! Consider it as a compliment or an insult... I don't know, don't care XD
Revenge for always "Shit U" me >:]
Have a pleasant and memorable birthday, all the best in everything you do, stay happy always, and hope we'll make more fond memories together~ :D

-xoxo-

Wrong Number

Feature Writing tutorials are never boring~!
The lecturer is a very nice lady who keeps us entertained and focused
Glad to have some things sorted out already, a head start
All I need to do now is the assignment by tomorrow night at least
When can I sigh the sigh of relief?! *sigh~* <--- frustrated >:(

Met Shi Toh today~ haven't seen her for a long time T_T
Met Lemon also, decided to have brunch together at BBQ Chicken
Shi Toh couldn't join us coz she had things to do...
So it was 11.30am, and we were the first customers lol~
First time trying out this restaurant... and all I can say is the varieties of chicken tastes almost the same, and the grilled Korean style chicken tasted like satay -_-
Waited for 45mins and Lemon's order of 'Kochi' (what a cute name) haven't arrived
Poor Lemon had to watch me eat... hahaha~!
And when the Kochi finally came, she found out it was not fully cooked... after eating one stick, LOL
People already waited so long, getting impatient and frustrated, and you serve us half-cooked food?! You wanna die?! I secretly think the waitress' face is made of plastic, she doesn't have any facial expression, at all

And omg Friday, don't ever go out during the afternoon, coz it's lunch hour plus the Muslims all head to the mosque for prayers, the road gets pretty jammed up
I was practically melting in the heat -_-
And then I got a phone call from an unknown number, it was a man

Me : Hello?
Man: Hello? Hello?
Me : Yea?
Man: Jual ikan kah?
*sweatdrop* this is the part where I wanna faint, who starts a phone conversation like that?? And do I sound like I sell fish?!?!
Me : Err... wrong number
Man: Oh, okay
(hangs up)

And as if that was not enough, a second call came, same person
*repeats the same conversation as above*... gets irritated
Argh... do you see where all my frustrations are coming from?!
Why do people always call me and get the wrong number?!

-plays DBSK's "Wrong Number" in the background-

You got the wrong number... So don't call me no more...

Day by Day

This time... it was drizzling in the morning
It's a nice feeling actually, like a gentle wake up call
But the most beautiful thing I saw today was...
A rainbow at 7.25 in the morning... just brightened up my day~
Like whuuut? Rainbows always appear in the evenings after a rain shower
And it's been such a long time since I've seen one...
Yea yea, I'm easy to please... pfft~
Would've appreciate it abit longer if I didn't have a test to revise on

Which brings forth the not-so-good news
I... am... so... screwed...
I didn't have enough time to finish writing my essay!!!
OMG WTH LMFAO NOOOOOO~!!! ... For serious, no shit
I spent too much time thinking of what to write for the first essay, and when I finally wrote half of it, I realised I went abit out of topic, then I thought screw it... rewrite the whole thing on a fresh sheet of paper
That was the shitty essay which took up so much of my time and is only worth 15 marks
When I'm finally done writing that, I'm left with 15 mins to write the second essay
Oh freeeeaaaak~ I started to panic like crazy!!!
Not only not enough time to think, not enough time to write also!
Worst part is, the second essay is worth 35 marks... OMG WTF WHY?!
I wanna headdesk, bang my head on a wall or something
Anything to wake me up from my stupidity and foolishness...
BIG Stupid Mistake Ahhhhhhh~~~
Argh... I hope I won't fair too badly T_T
Went to Aeon Jusco to release frustrations~ LOL
Bought Big Apple donuts and Takoyaki... yum!

On a happier... less depressing note
Downloaded Big Bang's 2nd album "Remember" last night
Don't bash me up for downloading, because this is Malaysia... and Malaysia doesn't like to import stuffs, only likes to export stuff like OUR OWN fuel... lol Malaysia Boleh~
And thus, it's very hard to get imported CDs, especially Japanese/Korean ones coz they're not in much demand unlike English ones
Therefore, don't blame me for having to resort to this method... hehe
Okay back to "Remember", I'm amazed... I like this album alot!
Less angsty/loud/brash like their previous songs
I'm glad that they're always experimenting with new sounds and improving
The tracks on this album are more on electronica and up-beat, makes you wanna hit the dancefloor!
My favourites are Sparkling, Strong Baby, Foolish Love, Day by Day (acoustic version) and Remember
But the other songs are also beginning to grown on me
I'm really impressed with this album, it's that great!
And how they managed to turn the angsty fast track 'Day by Day' into a heartbreaking, mellow, beautiful acoustic version of piano and guitar combined... very nice indeed, it stirs the emotions within me

'Do you remember?'

Hold My Breath...

It was raining this morning...
Would've been pretty nice... IF I didn't have to go for class! Ugh...
So, got a little wet that's all... and 15mins late, sigh~
I seriously felt like I was going to have an asthma attack today
Being outdoors and inhaling all the pollution~
I didn't have a problem with being outside but this time I'm still sick
My cough isn't getting any better, in fact it's getting worse
Kept coughing uncontrollably, felt like choking on air
Had to hold my breath to stop coughing so badly...
Would someone please tell me that I'm dying? T_T
Too young... too young...

Finished reading another manga, "Sweet Poison On Our Lips"
The 2 mains characters are drawn so beautifully~ *drools*
I just love beautiful art... *ehem*
Just something random, while listening to SHINee's AMIGO
I find it so sexy when Key sings "Sexy~"... LMAO
and also when Onew sang "Enslave"... Guhhh oh yea baby~
It's true that Jonghyun is obviously the best singer in SHINee
He's very good, I must admit... have never heard his voice crack or out of tune
But his voice isn't the most appealing to me
Strangely, I'm more enthralled by Onew and Key's voices
I secretly think it's because I like manly voices... hahaha! *melts*
So, what I'm trying to say is... it doesn't mean anything if you have the best voice, it means everything if your voice is able to capture hearts... lol am I even making any sense?
I believe different people are attracted to different types of voices
Voices that are meant to melt your hearts...

OMG?! What's up with all the fluffy and mushy words?!
That's like... so NOT me! *pukes*
I need to go find my angst back~

Bishounen

Just finished reading the manga "Family Border"
I have a weakness for pretty guys, who doesn't know by now? lol
My friends are all aware of this... hahaha
They're always going "You and your pretty guys, haih~"
LOL I can't help myself from falling for them... *trips and falls*
Oh gosh I think I'm obsessed, addicted, infatuated, whatever!
Is there no cure for this?!?!
Actually I think I don't wanna be cured XD
It's gone from real life idols to manga characters omg!
I can stare at the beautiful art for minutes *drools*
Still going through "Junjou Romantica", recently updated chapters
Also found another manga worth my time, "Silver Diamond"
I'll read anything with a good plot/storyline and a whole bunch of pretty guys for eye candy~!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA *creepy laugh*
Help me~ now I'm a manga/anime fanatic~ T_T

Pure Romance

First of all, I'm not a homophobe and therefore I have no problem with gay people, I think... haha
Although I still take a double look whenever I see them on the streets
It doesn't matter if the person is of the same gender, as long as you love them
If love knows no age, no race, no religion... then it musn't know gender too
There shouldn't be any boundaries to decide whom you can or cannot love
And that is what I think, don't bash me up T_T
I won't say I know a whole lot about gays, coz I really don't
I don't have gay friends, though I think it'll be really cool! Then we can oogle at guys together, haha~
The closest I ever got to know any of this is through manga, anime and fanfiction
Which I think is really interesting, compared to the typical heterosexual boy-girl romance thingy... it's common and predictable, full of fluffy mushy stuff, guy gets girl, end of story~
I like slash for the moment of truth, the suspense, the shock, the awkward situation, the even more awkward confession, the angst, and the hot... *coughs* haha I'll spare the details
Honestly, it doesn't have to be about physical interactions to make it enjoyable to read or watch, I'm more interested in the storyline
My all-time favourite manga/anime would be 'Ouran High School Host Club'
Though I wouldn't label it as anything homo, since the main character is a girl dressed as a guy and all XD
But the 'brotherly love' between the twins Hikaru and Kaoru that cracks me up the most! They're so awesome and funny with a streak of evil~
It maybe weird to some people, and it may also be a kink to people like me... which I must proudly admit that there are plenty in LiveJournal and God knows where else all around the world
It doesn't mean that we're gay to have an interest in this kinds stuff
Heck I'm pretty sure I like men~ plenty of proof for that
It's the excitement in the forbidden that I crave...
And I think that it takes a real man to admit that he likes men!
So that's why all the good men are gay and unavailable T_T
WHY?!?!

Oh~ the reason for this post and the little confession is because I've just finished reading a manga, "Only the Ring Finger Knows"
In my opinion, it's a good read, nothing too physical, just what I like, angsty and fluffy in the end ^^
I must add that these kinda manga are popular in Japan, there are so many of them! o_o
So that can only mean that they are well liked and have a huge following of readers who are into things like this
Ahh Japan~ best place to start a trend... hehe
The best manga/anime of this genre; and became my instant favourite is the popular "Junjou Romantica"... just so awesome, so great, so touching... I'm speechless T_T
I've even read the manga and watched the anime~
It's a collection of 3 couples and how they resolve their differences, and manage the ups and downs together
Gosh, makes me wanna watch it all over again! haha XD
Can't wait for the highly anticipated manga-adapted Korean movie "Antique"~
See... Koreans are being open about this too! :D

p/s: Oh oh! Yay~~~ It's the 50th post! *throws confetti* wow, that went pretty fast...

Crunchy?

I've finally got my Crunchyroll fixed~
It's not a food or a thing, it's the online streaming website
which I used to watch anime before there was an error with the flash player
because I couldn't watch anime, I resorted to reading manga at Mangafox... it's kinda nice except for the need to click page after page, gets kinda tiresome -_-
Ahahaha~ and so I will be able to get back to watching anime
Not only anime though, I've found quite a few of dramas to follow ^^
Going back in time baby~ coz i'm just outdated like that, ROFL
Oh help me~ where do I get all the time to go through uni life and drown myself in leisure pastimes like blogging, LJ, crunchyroll, mangafox, a certain website which I will not disclose, hahahaha!
24 hours is just not enough! I need to sleep too T_T

Adolescence

I don't know where all these emo vibes are coming from,
but my friends and I are certainly caught in it
I can't put words to describe it, the feeling...
Tears threatening to spill out so easily
Triggered by overflowing waves of emotions and thoughts
It's getting out of my control
I didn't realise it until I lifted a hand to brush off the wet trail
And that was just this morning in the bathroom

Okay enough of the emo before I do anything stupid...
Seriously this wasn't supposed to be an emo post!

Here's something lighter...
I'm a curious person by nature, I'll admit to that
Curious as in I get a little anxious when I don't know the meaning of a word or when I've forgotten something
And I feel this urging need to head straight to the table and grab a dictionary or crack my brains till I finally remember it
It keeps bugging me that I don't know the answer to it
And when I've finally got it solved, it's a big relief
I've become so familiar with the dictionary that I'm able to find the word within seconds

Which comes to the reason for this post today (late opening I know)
I find it amusing yet sad that my 11-year-old brother doesn't know how to use a dictionary properly
He was watching Transformers when suddenly there was no sound anymore
I turned around to look and the scene on TV was paused
I was shocked when I read the subtitles on the screen
Then I looked at my brother slouching on the sofa, shuffling through a dictionary
He was definitely searching for the meaning of that word on the screen
No doubt about it, it was the only word worth searching for
Yes, it's the M word, as in the 'sexually gratifying yourself' word
Omg, I feel shocked and embarassed for him and myself
He sure is taking a long time looking for that word...
I wonder if he'll find it, and if he does... will he even understand what it says?
What will be his reaction to it? I don't even wanna know
I was a very naive kid back then, didn't know anything of this
That is until I hit adolescence like age 15 or so, kinda slow huh?
Yeah it's kinda slow compared to what kids nowadays are exposed to
They learn of these things earlier, but does it mean they mature faster?
I don't think so though, it will only corrupt their young minds
I'm a little on the conservative side, but I can be open about certain things
I'm proud of the way I've been brought up, couldn't ask for any other

Let's just say I knew what has been going on with my elder bro *smirks*
But he is elder than me so I didn't get to witness much, not like I even wanted to
However, that is not the case with my younger bro
I'm here, all grown-up, self-proclaimed mature to see his transformation
I'll have to admit that my baby brother is growing up...
The brother that came into my life when I was 9... the brother that I helped my mum looked after... the brother that I used to carry in my arms... the brother that I used to cuddle with and shared childish moments
Why do I get the feeling that all this are getting lost along the way as he and I grow up
Gosh, even as I'm writing this, my eyes are getting glassy and teary
So... all I'm saying is...
To my parents, I don't know how you're going to handle this one, but I wish you all the luck, love and patience with him...
Somehow... it feels great to be the middle child!

p/s: Like omg, how did Transformers and a certain word lead to all this emotional outburst?! How the heck did this happen? And here I thought I was gonna make fun of him or something...I'm too soft for my own good. Seriously, this was a very emotional post, I couldn't go on with it, had to end it sooner before the tears fall.