I'VE MOVED (:
You're in everyone I see
So tell me,
Do you see me?
Cause I'll see you!
it only depends on how big a price one is willing to pay.
what's the price you're gonna pay?
i lovelovelovelovelove LOVE ACTUALLY, i caught the unsensored version. totally rocks(:
yesterday was a real whacked day with the 6A1'05 gang, the usuals turned up.
good job for coming EVERYONE! buttt i'm lazy to talk about it. shall upload the pictures (when i learn how to) asap la. firstly, i hafta ask someone to teach me. please, anyone, hello?
; i think i could like you,
but i keep holding back.
let your heart out.
why hasn't all these setbacks changed her mindset?
she's always so stubborn, always sucha crybaby.
has she actually matured and learnt like how she always thought she did?
she needs help, she can't go on this way.
dear Lord, grant her strength to walk all the days of her life.
she knows her life is fantastic,
she justs fails to see it from time to time.
and always, always taking things so hard.
look at my stupidity, let's not go there. gosh.
wei xin, we learnt so much, please i want the best for you, really.
the day at ECP was fantastic!
i'm too tired to talk about it, gosh.
the empire of high foreheads would know.
where high foreheads rule & the rest are booed.
screw all those who make fun of us, grow up please.
so many gorgeous people have high foreheads.
high foreheads = intelligent,
we will prove it to you.
; look at the stars,
look how they shine for you
let your heart out.
v'day loves herrr :D
happy happy valentine! valentine made everything so worthwhile & great. THANK YOU PLENTY!
got me thinking quite abit as well. i exchanged presents with many many wonderful people.
haha, dawn's right about how i can enter the book of guiness records. hurr. kenneth sent me a sunflower! the surprise of the day! :DDDDD so cool la(: of course, the bims gave sweet & wonderful stuffs. am using the mehmeh jun(: & im using the pencil case valentine got me! haha. i recieved 3 roses as well, splendid!
CONCLUSION : v'day can be fantastic even w/o a sweetheart cos sometimes you would expect so much more from that special someone & if things don't go as planned/expected, things feel so shitty.
cherlyn has a substitue night light,
she wants the real one tho!
PLEASE?
let your heart out.
we've been friends for like, since primary 5? long, long. i vow to remember your birthday from today onwards. just like how you've always remembered mine!
& i saw RAHH that day i went town with mike & faris. oh darling dearest, we've been friends since like little primary 4 us(:
then there's wei xin, & every other people from huamin.
of cos not forgetting bryan! my very own brother who sends me everywhere when he can(((: he was so sweet to send me home after CVD that day. totally rocks la(:
OH CVD was prolly the best day in sch so far. great great fun. i love the balloons, i love all the people who came, tho i wished eugene came. totally drained all my energy tho. heh. 220 is fun, now. let's keep it that way(((:
stuck in reverse,
could it be worse?
let your heart out.
love is kind,
it is not envious, arrogant nor rude.
no wonder i'm not called love.
i'm none of the above.
let your heart out.
but i'm too cowardly to do so))):
won't you elope with me or take me home?
i have to find myself again.
i can't keep crying & crying & crying everyday.
where's cherlyn?
i have to find back what i lost,
right away.
;she's fallen from grace,
she's all over the place.
let your heart out.
memories are confusing.
they make you laugh real hard when you remember the times you cried as hard.
they make you cry when you think of all the times you laughed so hard.
i got to experience both emotions yesterday.
i cried so hard & yet i laughed so loudly.
& i truely got to experience that when you're down,
you're really down.
but instead of wallowing in self-pity,
i should pick myself up. no, not put up a brave front, but be real brave & face everything.
yesterday i also learnt that my classmates really rock. yes all of them. afterall, i was the class's punching bag when aminah screamed her lungs off at me.
THANK YOU TWOTWOZERO!
it was so relieving, being able to cry my heart out.
i cried cos i was so so so alone,
i cried cos i felt that the people i cared about weren't there physically for me.
i cried cos i felt no one really cared when i needed them to.
i cried cos it was one of the most dreadful place ever.
i cried cos i was unheard/mistakened.
sth i really really cannot take lying down.
i learnt how impt a smile, a thk you is.
i learnt that i'm very very very vulnerable, that i always put up brave fronts.
i learnt that aisha is SO tactless & aminah is just insane.
i learnt i can really cry, hurr.
& i had tremendous fun yesterday with michael & faris! (((:
they never fail to make me laugh & laugh & laugh. you guys rock la(:
i don't know why i didn't wanna share it with anyone tho. just wanted to put it all behind i guess, or maybe didn't wanna depend on anyone that much. i know that everyone has their own lives to lead & i just wanted to cry everything away. & i could have been better, could have been worse as well. as of now, cherlyn will see better days, i hope.
she cries, laughs
grow, learn,
& she lives.
let your heart out.
you don't know anything so it would be nice if you not spread rumours that have invalid grounds.
i don't need any more publicity or advertisment on the ongoings of my private life. did i mention, private?
thk you & yes, i would definitely appreciate it.
i wanna be like gwen.
& btw, if i'm a
you're the reason why these eighteen years have not been easy.
leave, get out.
let your heart out.
i think about it everyday.
okay, maybe not everytime but
love is for everyone, or is it?
at least it doesn't seem to be for me.
i wanna go out with gwendalynn koh, the one who always knocks sense into me, tmr's date still on, i hopeee. i'm fine, just need to get certain stuff/thoughts outta my chest/head. & who else would i turn to? i really dunno what i would do w/o you darling. why not you be my boyfriend, hurr.
i need to cheer up,
i need to be happy, contented, satisfied & feel loved,
now.
let your heart out.
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