You're in everyone I see
So tell me, Do you see me?
Cause I'll see you!
Monday, November 20Y
sometimes i feel like i'm all bottled up like a volcano? one that is about to erupt anytime. scary.
i dunno how long more i can hold up, i dunno how long more till i break down. i dunno how much more i can take, carry & bury under all the laughter & smiles.
;tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.
what is the world coming to? someone mentioned that its okay, the world's corrupted. nothing matters anymore. but is it really okay? so many questions, & who would answer them?
i admit that deep down, i'm a real coward. i dunno how to face all the bad things that keep taking place, i rather i don't want to. i'm exhausted, i'm scared. what if i put myself out there all over again, what if i give it my 110% then everything comes crumbling down again? just when i thought everything was good, just when i started to pick the pieces up, shit happens. must if really be through failure that we learn? do things really have to be like that? how much do you want this, want us?
;running, running, as fast as you can... i wanna run away from all these, from everything only if i could.
let your heart out.
Wednesday, November 8Y
hohoho, things appear to be looking up(((: GOODY
i think my imagination is killing me, okay, taking away my sleep. hmm. i JUST couldn't stop thinking about it! wait, everyone always tells everyone else not to think too much.
now, that's redundant isn't it?
thinking harms, but then, living a day as it comes without a goal in life is also pointless. so why? -thinks real hard. oh what should we do then! everything works only when taken moderately, right?
thank goodness we're good, i wouldn't have known what to do then. i hope we continue. i hope this continues. that we conitnue to build up on everything we got.
;all i want is you
let your heart out.
Friday, November 3Y
And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now. And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now.
let your heart out.
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it was you. killing me softly with these words. There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there