I'VE MOVED (:
You're in everyone I see
So tell me,
Do you see me?
Cause I'll see you!
you killed me.
;why do i do, what i do?
let your heart out.
for the fact that you said you'll call me back.
& still, i wait. the only thing that i can do anyway.
let your heart out.
i wonder what it would be like leading a different life. i mean, what would my name be? who would my parents be? would i still be facing the same problems, challenges in life? so many questions...
oh bestie, everything will be FINE (: i'll be there, until the day either one of us decide we don't need the other. i hope that day never comes. OH, i absolutely LOVE gwendalynn koh. gosh. then there's jun, jun, junny(: & of course, all the wonderful ones who never fail to show they care & all that.
the week's over, in a flash. time to reflect aye? have you been a good christian living up to your God? have you been nice to everyone around you? have you been forgiving and forgetting?
oh dear, the answers. i don't wanna know.
sometimes i lie in bed, thinking & wondering about so many things that i get exhausted & fall into a deep sleep. the things i think about, don't go away. they only come back to haunt me. there's so much i wanna say, yet i don't know where to start, i'm unsure of what to say.
the silence is so deafening, sometimes.
i just need you to show that you care, even if it's stating the obvious.
sometimes, i need you to hold my hand & tell me everything's fine, like how you said you would.
maybe sometimes, i need you to hold me in your arms & sweep me off my feet, make me laugh, make me feel i'm loved. loved, by you.
is it all too much to ask for?
let your heart out.
it still isn't.
the more you try to restrict someone, the more he/she will wanna break free. sometimes i do wonder whether there's even love, or are we just living under the same roof? sheesh.
sometimes i wish you would just die/leave me alone & move out or sth.
but, be careful for what you wish for.
it's moments like these i really don't know how to handle. it's moments like these that i need you, that i need the strength to accept life as it is & deal with it. & it's moments like these i reach out to the world, hoping to grab hold of something that will pull me through the tough times. sometimes i hope it's all a dream/nightmare. but i've heard this before : i prayed for strength & God gave me obstacles to make me stronger.
so maybe you are an obstacle that continuously gives me strength. (which seems impossible to deal with.)
so maybe i shouldn't pray for strength then. (RIGHT.)
;won't you take me home?
let your heart out.
as i sit there laughing my head off at the nonsense the hollywood movies provide, i can't help but wonder if there's an underlying meaning to it all. an underlying meaning to all the laughter.
firstly,
i learnt that people tend to take advantage of those around them (okay, not that i don't already know that). it's a vicious cycle aye? hmm & that we never know how much someone means till they're gone. why, why must we live this way? sheesh. the frustration is overwhelming. i must admit i'm guilty of doing all of the above though i really hope i hadn't or wouldn't. i can only say i try.
i'm sorry if i ever made you feel that every word you speak, & every action you made is wrong in my eyes.
truth is, i just want things to be perfect that i overlook the fact that you're trying. at least, trying to try.
it's just so hard sometimes. there's this constant internal struggle that was previously unheard of.
somebody save me.
let your heart out.
predictability? sometimes things go the way we think they would and when they do, we tend to take advantage of things. but not everyone would, at least i'll try not to.
& other times, they don't. then what? what do we do? do we try or do we give up & complain about how life's been a
do we try hard enough? have you tried hard enough?
let's make this work. the outcome may not necessarily be like every other, would it? no one knows what the future will bring. but maybe if we tired hard enough, it may just go our way. or at least i would like to think that way.
;that's just the way i am
so don't always think you know me,
cos maybe,
baby, you don't.
not all the time.
let your heart out.
thank you for letting me live in hope, it has all come to naught.
this feeling inside, is so
then it makes me wonder, how much this means.
okay, maybe this is uncalled for. but why, why do i still feel this way?
hold me in your arms, tell me the value of this, of me.
tell me all the things i've been dying to hear.
go on, humour me.
let your heart out.
do things always have to change? oh i definitely know the answer to that.
but can they not? at least there are certain things i wish wouldn't.
selfish, tsk.
rah the babe asked how were things. & i thought, anything can change in a blink of an eye. i'm sure we all know that. somehow, secretly.
i don't wanna think about how things are, or could have been. i'm not complaining. i'm just grateful for the blessings God has showered upon me.
thank you for always being the one who cheers me up,
for being the one i share my laughter, joy and
for being the one who goes through all the
you know i'm sucha fool for you.
let your heart out.
cherlyn is HAPPY
after spending 58761323 hours (or not) on setting it up.
credits
to randy: i did it up ALL by myself. haha, you
to clone: you rock la, you know it.
to you: thank you for dropping by(:
DONE
let your heart out.
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