run the redlights ;

I'VE MOVED (:

You're in everyone I see
So tell me,
Do you see me?
Cause I'll see you!

OMG, its been centuries since i've been here i must say. let's see, life's been pretty busy with work & all. someone's gg into army next thursday & there goes half my life. honestly. we spend so much time tgt. but bestie will be happy since i'll have SO much time on my hands. haha.

the genting trip is more than awesome, need i say more? we basically ate, talked, laugh (record breaking) & it was worry free. the weather is awesome man. gosh. going down the mountain made me nostalgic cos i knw that once we head back we'll neveer experience such fun anymore. everything's gna change as we hit back reality with the facing of the results, NS & our own lives. well faces, the 72hrs or more tgt were simply unforgettable esp with the least amount of sleep we could get. the dino, padini, face & ah hai still make me laugh. & oh, cai ben. tskk.

bestie's birthday preperation was STRESSING. thk goodness stalker & darling were there to give me moral support. (: hope it was awesome bestie, i love you so. (:

& the results were a mixed reaction i must say. i did the CHIAS proud & everyone was pretty pleased/happy with my results. personally, i did okay & i suppose that was the best i could give given the fact i'd slackened. then there's darling. i'll stand by you no matter wht kay? (: wo hao ai ni. HAHA. should be more like mr. laughing gas. heh. (: (: (: & let's kim gary once more, craving. there's just too many people who care & love you, don't let them down. pull yourself tgt & if you think you can't make it, i'm your pillar of strength, remember. always.

let your heart out.

i need to start thinking about the future, namely '08. the first 7mths will not go to waste, that's my resolution i think.

let your heart out.

i wanted to come here & talk about how shite i'm feeling but screw that. i've better news.

BENJAMIN SING IS GOING TO SWITZERLAND! tht's eff-ing cool. like seriously. pack me in the baggage can? (((((((((((((((: haha. oh bestie, i'm so happy/excited for you!
its diarrhoea week or sth, dang. everything i eat comes out thru the back. the ass is burning, gahh. got MC for today, couldn't go to work la. i wonder, will i lose weight? heh. & i finally got around to finding out the lang courses, ballroom dance lessons & stuff. FINALLY. when i get my paycheck aye, when i get my paycheck.
gotta save money, daddy's job thing's an issue & i've to support my expenses thru my uni yrs. ah well. can't anyhow spend my salary, must work harder as well!

; talk is cheap, so don't speak.

let your heart out.

i think i need a pause button for everything, now.

let your heart out.

i'm not feeling too good. ah well. ~~merry christmas?~~ pffft. maybe its an emotional roller coaster, maybe i'm not strong enough. i can't let it go, i can't forgive, i'm trying, i am. i don't want there to be any grudges. i don't wanna give up. where is the love, really.

If God is for us, who is against us?
honestly, the world is. the stronger your faith, belief in sth, the more it'll be tested, i believe. its all so confusing, really. i miss YI DEC'07, that's like my safe haven. "its like YI was theory & reality is practical" tell me about it man, seriously. ah, i should go do my christmas gifts & not feel so yucky now. i miss girlfriend, my intellectual companion & laughing gas. faster come back from your motherland eh, ): i know you'll be happy to see this, haha.

christmas is so bloody overrated la, wth. how many people actually know why they're celebrating it? honestly. its not about the gifts, (tho i wanna give my loved ones the best i can) its not about the sales or shite like that. its about Christ & it should remain about Christ. the whole atmosphere of the spirit of giving; of love, joy & peace shouldn't only be thru the lights along Orchard or the nicest/prettiest tree around. gahh, i wish i knew why i'm celebrating christmas. i feel sad.

; bye, hurry back okay?

let your heart out.

cherlyn is a whore. like totally. you know what's her deal? it's BIG deal : D haha.
yes as i was saying, she's a whore. a facebook whore. she's using some pink phone & she thinks it's like damn cool all. she has a pink file, journal & even a pink colour pencil. oh no, she's been converted to a pink whore now. YIPEE-DOO-DAH-DAY!

dont you think the songs nowadays are so violent! why are the singers such angry people!? 'suicidal suicidal suicidal' -sings & dances where the singers before used to be so curious. 'where is the love?' HEHEHEHE.

;i hope you know you're still a part of me. hold on. hold on to me. hold on. hold on to me. (:

we're currently headbanging to King Of Majesty. she thinks my rabbit is poor thing. HELLO im even worse luh. im a dead chicken. im in a cage, im SO in a cage! she fell off her chair. im continuing im continuing! laugh laugh laugh. im not irritating.

okay bye all, have a good kuchi kuchi nap! heheheh. :D

let your heart out.

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