Teachers said that I looked super tired today. I agreed because I slept like only 4hours yesterday so my mind couldn't function as normal. My mind was dying. I think so..

After lessons, one of my teachers held me and yongyuan up to do some talks. We were sitting down there talking for around 30minutes. She commented that we were super quiet and didn't dare to voice out our opinions. Yea I agreed. It's because of our background and how we are being raised. But I didn't know how to change over from a cold-blooded person to someone who's so warm and friendly. Can someone teach me?

This few weeks I think my temper is a bit short because my timetable is being packed with stuff. I scared that if I offended anyone, please forgive me.

Sometimes I looked like dead fish face, not because my face was having cramps or what. It was because I was controlling my emotions. This is how I do it because I don't like to show people my emotions through facial expressions unless it has reached my limit. Well, someone may reach that limit soon..

Oh ya, something important that happened today! This is the first time ever that my GP teacher praised me!! LOL!! She said that the questions that I came up can match the standard of the Cambridge examiners. Muhahaha.. Actually I anyhow thought of the questions. LOL!! But anyway, it feels good to be praised. It has been long since someone praised me.

Recently there has been some rumours. I now declare that none of them are true. I don't know why there are such rumours but I think that it's stupid and make me feel awkward when I see the person. So I hope everything will end soon..

I'm drifting back to the hands of the cold-blooded person. I shall be back who I was when I'm in the past. Maybe that's the true me..

Wednesday was super tired for me because I couldn't get up on time, probably due to the long holiday. LOL!! Somemore the first lesson is PE. LOL!! After Chinese New Year, first thing was to reduce weight. LOL!! It was obvious what we did. LOL!! 30pull-ups as usual. LOL!! But it did make my muscles more hard. Haha.. It was only for a while. LOL!! GP was kind of weird because my group was presenting and it was tough because we had to fight against the class. LOL!! I was down there kena shoot. LOL!! In the afternoon, I went for CCA. I was supposed to go out to other people house to get red packets. But I was stuck there. Anyway, CCA was okay except that teacher kept scolding us. I felt very sleepy during CCA. Some J1s joined us for the combined practice. Teacher asked the 2 pros in front of me to go to the back to teach them so there was no one in front of me to cover me. I was like DIE!! LOL!! But anyway I survived. Haha..

Today was another tired day. I slept during Math and GP lecture. I couldn't tahan at all. It was so sianz. The worse thing was that there was PE lessons again. LOL!! I perspired until my perspiration was dripping all over. Everyone went home and rest except me who went for H3. Ok la. H3 was damn cool!! I absolutely love those topics!! It was so fun learning there. Haha..

Just heard some comments from people who made me super demoralise. I really don't know what to do with those people. Haiz..

Feelings are something that I can't manage very well so I had tried enough. Something revived me from the hands of the cold blooded hands but I think I will be back in their hands soon..

There are more problems that are going to crop up. How long am I going to hang on? I really don't know..

The concert on Friday went well. LOL!! During the so-called rest time for the helpers, we were there in the computer lab playing dota. LOL!! It was super duper fun when we played with friends. LOL!! Ruisheng and LiangBin were the experts among all of us there. YanLing the soloist who took one lane all to herself. Evadne is the daredevil who chiong all the way. The never-say-die spirits. Haha!! We kept laughing all the way. It was kind of fun!!

I didn't sleep on Chinese New Year Eve so as a result, I was super duper tired for these few days. I slept the whole afternoon for yesterday and today as well. LOL!!

I didn't go to a lot of places. I spent most of the time at my grandmother's house to accompany my grandparents or else they two will be alone in the house.

I just downloaded finish my DOTA. Haha. I'm going to play with friends if I got the time to do so! It's going to be fun!!

Throughout these 2days, I played blackjack and mahjiong. I just realised I was in killing spree mode. LOL!! I was the banker for blackjack and within the first few rounds, I already won 3dollars despite the fact that we played only ten cents per round. LOL!! As for Mahjiong, I won 5bucks and it's 10cents per round too. LOL!! It was quick money! I didn't realise my luck was damn good. Can u imagine we played mahjiong and I drew until the last tile. Before this game ended, I drew the last tile and I won the game. LOL!! Seven solid wins in a row. LOL!!

But in the end, I spent my money on topping up my ezlink card. Now broke again!! Haha!! Never mind, anyone other there wish to donate money to me??

I'm feeling a bit down because of some emotions. I did something but I don't know whether what I did was right. Maybe I shouldn't have done anything. I should have kept it at where it was..Anyway it's over. I hope everything will be okay and I shall be happy..

On Monday and Tuesday,it was kind of boring because it's the same old routine. Anyway I have SPA on Monday. It was kind of similar but I tried to be very careful. Hope nothing goes wrong!

On Wednesday,it was Valentine day! I bought some stuffs and made some stuffs. I made small cute little bottles for my PW group members. Evan almost lost the bottle because he had left it in the canteen! I asked him to choose between a knife or a gun. Haha. It took me 2 hours just to tie the small ribbons and assemble all the things. Haha.. Keep PROPERLY HOR!! I have been collecting the materials since last December.

I bought some gifts for Meirong because my class got give exchange so I got her. I think I walked around the shop for like 45min before deciding what to buy for her. And I wrote her name on the bag and she couldn't recognise its her name. LOL!! So it ended in the locker for one whole day!! But I passed it to her today. LOL!!

For Harmonica band and S0506, we guys had to give the girls roses. Each girl would get one from the guys. I gave mine to shuangying. And for harmo, I didn't go so I didn't know anything about it but I think it should be okay!!

There was this prank on someone but I didn't know who's the one involved. It was kind of funny to give this. Haha. I think the S0506 peeps should know what I meant. Haha.. Don't worry all,during April, I will be the one coming up with the plan,ya?Collaborate with me k??

Hmm as for the gifts I received, well there were presents from XueLin and Angel from Harmo(which I don't know who??),and surprising LiSin. Haha. Xuelin got me a super duper big fake flower(more than half of my height). My mum kept saying that it looked like a cat. LOL! My sister was laughing all the way. Haha..My Angel(just called A) gave A a chocolate. Hmm the chocolate looked quite unique from the design but I don't know how to go about eating.Haha.. Lastly, I received a rose from LiSin through the inter-jc system. I was kind of shocked. Haha.. But touched as she still remembered me as a friend!!

After that, I went around finding teachers to give them roses. I gave one by one. I called Mdm Foo pretty lady then she said that I was being so kou hua hua. LOL!! Haha.. I praised her~!

I also had Delta-camp Instructors interview. There were about 8-9 questions posed to me. We went in in pairs of two. So it was weird because the other partner was talking a lot non-stop while I only said like 3sentences to each question. I hope I can get in because I think I'm bonded to this JC more even though I still dislike certain parts of it. Anyway, I hope to get in!!

I went for the CNY concert rehearsal and kept carrying chairs left and right. I came in half-way so I was a bit loss and didn't know what am I supposed to do next. But nevertheless, I carried some chairs only and watched the performance. It was kind of nice to see people performing. I miss performing on stage with the CCKSSCO!! I miss all those fun we have when we perfomed!! It was not stress but the love and passion of the songs that we enjoy!! Haiz.. Those days are over..

Anyway,the CO performance was abit faster but just that the speed sometime changes. LOL!! I'm very clear because that song is the reason why I ended up in CCKSSCO!! Haha..

Yongyuan and Kwokhoe came to my house on Wednesday after the CNY rehearsal. We started working on the ppt slides from 8 until 10.30pm. We had some problems trying to get the script out because that time,the teacher said that we had some problems with our concepts. So we shortened everything to only one aspect. We focused on entertainment because I'm the one who wrote the script. So people who know me should know why it is entertainment. Haha..It's because when we learn new things, we don't treat it as a something we should learn. We treat it as a fun thing to learn. We use different kinds of ways to link things. We used this idea that Mr Tan Liang Hooi had taught us.The process of making the whole thing was actually fun!!

The worst thing that happened on Wednesday was that I fell down twice in the night. I didn't know how I fell but I did. It was like 10.40pm after KH and YY left my house, I fell down hard on my back and the back of my head. When I got up, I was feeling very giddy and lay on bed and slept immediately.

When I got up in the morning, my back hurt badly and I was feeling that I'm going in circle. It took me like minutes to get out of my bed. In school, I didn't go for PE lessons and neither could I even concentrate on listening to the lecturers. I kept on dazing and occasionally felt some pain on my back.

It was getting better in the afternoon. I went for H3 lessons. I told the teacher to let me go at 5.30 but I left at 5.45. I thought the Math Superteam Competition had already started but in the end,when I reached there, there were some people but the competition had not started yet. The most problematic thing was that we had no supporters. LOL!! I was like LOL!! ALl PS!! KH,YY and I were like a bit demoralised.

We were the fifth team to present and we were in the second half of the event. Luckily, our supporters from S0506,my H3 classmates and my friends in other classes came and supported us. Miss Ang, Mdm Foo, Miss Tan, Mrs Soon came down specially to support us. I was so touched by the increase in the supporters.

Some of the teams there were super strong. Their acting skills were good. They had strong concepts. I think some of them are even better than my team. There was this group who was presenting and yongyuan yawned damn loudly in front of them. LOL!! KwokHoe then kept on slapping Yongyuan on the head. It was damn funny!!

But we were good in one area. There were alot of graphics in our slides. Maybe that made us more distinct. It was fast and before u knew it, it was our turn. I was trembling at my sit there before I went up. But when I was there in front, I didn't tremble. In fact, I was calm and cool. Actually we 3 didn't feel that it was a competition. We felt that we were having fun learning maths through this way. We used a lot of lame jokes in this presentation. Well, as expected, all came from my mind. Haha.. Just to tell you guys my group name:HCL. Decipher why is it HCL. Haha.. Think in the lame way. I thought that yongyuan and kwokhoe did a great job in their part. Maybe I didn't explain clearly in certain parts but one thing is for sure,we brought laughters to the crowds.

After that,we went to sit down with our class gang and teachers. I overheard some of the comments that we are 3 perverts(?!?),some say we are super duper lame. And one of the judges didn't know what to say. During the sms voting, I thought that everyone in the class actively participated in the voting. Haha! THANKS EVERYONE INCLUDING THE TEACHERS!!

When the results I told Mdm Foo that I was nervous when the result. Guess what she told me? She said,"Don't worry about the results. We have seen how good your presentation is. I think it's the best among all!" I was touched by this phrase. Thanks alot for the encouragement!!

When the result was released,they showed on the screen that it was team no 5. I thought it was other group who won but I paused for a second before I jumped for joy! It was my TEAM!! I was stunned and stoned for a second. Haha.. Miss Ang and Mdm FOo and all the S0506 peeps screamed,especially Mdm Foo who was like kicking and jumping up and down. I was so happy because this was the first time ever that I won a competition like this kind!! I had never expected it!! But I was so happy! I wanted to thank my parents and friends and teachers but I'm lost for words. LOL!! I was really happy!! I didn't know whether is it real or it's just another dream of mine. I pinched myself twice. LOL!! It's REAL!!

I called Mr Tan Liang Hooi on my way to inform him about this event. He's super happy for us because his theory worked!! Haha..We wanted to make all our secondary school teachers proud of us because in secondary school, they are the ones who trust us and motivate us despite the comments given by some other staffs.

I'm really very happy this week. I gained a lot. Hope that this goes on and I shall be a happy person!!

By the way, I just checked my CIP hours. YES~! It has increased from 99h 25min to 121h 25min!! MUHAHAHA..
29h more to my target!!

I'm looking forward to tomorrow CNY concert. I'm the backstage helper but tomorrow I will be in-charge of shifting chairs that's all!! LOL!!

Ok I shall now go and write my thanking script for tomorrow..
Nitez to all!!

This week, there are some happy things that happened and some which are obviously not happy but not that sad either.

The sad thing that happened was that I took part in the American Math Competition. I have to get at least 100marks before I can go on to their second round on the talks with other junior colleges math experts. The format of that paper goes like this: You have 25MCQ to answer with 75min. If you got it correct,6points,leave blank 1.5points,incorrect 0points. So in the end I attempted 17questions and left the rest blank. I looked through the answers and guess what? I got 90points~! WT.. I just needed 2 more questions to get into the second round!! AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH~! So disappointed sia~!

Another sad thing is that I gave up my opportunity of going for the ODAC camp during the March holiday from saturday to Monday. I felt like going but I had to give myself sometime to relax during the holiday. I got Mayflower camp on the Monday and Tuesday of March holiday, wednesday and thursday for Delta camp training(if I get through the interview which I think there's low possibility of this happening), harmo camp from thurs to fri(if I'm not wrong). So if I joined ODAC camp, my whole March holiday can be changed to camping week. I have to give up this camp. I'm gonna miss out a lot of fun. SIANZzz..

Oh ya, today I went to take the Economics test on Demand,Supply and Market Equilibrium. There were 15MCQs. It was kind of tough because we were given 15min to do it. So I think I'm out the selection since I don't know how to do quite a lot of them. Anyway, I also don't feel like taking Economics. It's because I need to, not I want to. But now, I think I start to like Economics a bit more. Maybe it's the influence of the teacher. She's good~!

But I think that's the only few bad things that I have encountered so far unless there will be some tomorrow. Haha..

As for the good things, basically there were some which made me real happy this week.

On wednesday, GP teacher asked Cassidy, Aaron and me if it was okay that she volunteered us for the Pre-Uni Seminar which was held during the 1st week of the June Holiday. We can get to interact with people from other junior colleges and can get to stay in the hostel in the University. Something like a scholar. Haha. Well, even though the interviews haven't started yet and I also applied for the delta experience camp leader, there will be double opportunity for me to get into one of the two offers(which I hope that I can pass through one of the interviews). Then I can have more memories of my JC life. Haha..

Another thing that happened was that during harmo practice, some of the people there presented an idea of playing angels and mortals. I haven't tried this game before so I'm not that sure what to do but it sounds interesting to me. Haha.. Moreover, the mortal that I got was someone. I think cannot describe because it will get very obvious. Only can say that it was a kind of coincidental. Haha.. Well, I was hoping to be like some kind of devil. Haha.. Good luck to the mortal. I know lifespan is very short. Don't die first before knowing that I'm your angel. Haha..

Yongyuan was the funniest person in this week. During our Chemistry SPA on morning, Yy called for Miss Kong to check his procedure then he poured the chemical until all the chemical on the table. Then in front of the examiner he kept saying "oh shit~!" I was like beside him. I couldn't contain my laughters~! Haha..
Another thing that happened today was that he was talking to me in front of the yong tao hu stall then he accidentally hit the trolley which contained the used bowls. One of the bowls was at the edge of the top of the trolley and it fell into the plastic bag which contained liquid of the unfinished food. Then all the droplets start to fly out. Yy upon knocking into the trolley turned back to see what was the thing that he knocked into. Guess what? All the droplets flew onto his pant and shirt. Practically the whole front part of his body. Haha. I was standing behind him. I siamed and stood behind him. So as a result he took all the bullets for me. Haha.. I was safe and sound. Haha.. If you think that is bad, you are wrong. He was down there screaming at the top of his voice attracting attention from people around him. LOL!! I was standing right beside him. I didn't do anything but laughed at him. Haha.. It was damn funny~! These 2 incidents amused me for a few hours..

Today was quite a fun day.

We made lantern in the morning during Civics. It was kind of funny to look at the design at another angle. I actually took the basic structure of it and acted as if it was a machine gun. Haha.. Can visualise the shape?? Well, the end-product looks quite nice to me, all thanks to 0506. You guys rock mAn~!

By the way, our class will be the helper for the Chinese New Year's concert. Haha.. Probably we all don't want to sit in the hall for that long. I rather help than to watch right??

The 2 happiest thing that could happen in this week of which one of them was that MY TEAM WENT INTO THE FINALS WITH OTHER 5TEAMS THAT SIGNED FOR THE MATH SUPERTEAM~! Heng~! We only like started working on it on Saturday. We started to describe the brief ideas. I wrote major part of the script and KwokHoe was acting together with me. During the audition on tuesday,it was kind of scary since we didn't even rehearse once before but we made it!! This time, I'm gonna win the top prize of $500 because I need the money to buy something before june. Yea so people out there, please help me by casting your vote to 1900-911-yuding line. Haha.. Sorry a bit cold but remember to vote ya?..Btw if you see us going to present,please wear your jacket or sweater as a precaution because I wrote the script. Haha..

Another happy thing is about the cip hours. LOL!! Guess how many cip hours I have now? Without counting the unendorsed ones which is around 30hours, I currently have 99h 25min~! I was also shocked by my own participation. Was I that enthu in the first place??LOL!! But anyway I'm quite happy!! HAHAHA.. The number of hours is slowly approaching the number 120h and with upcoming of another SL and other involvement, I shall change my target from 80h to 150h. Haha.. SUPER SERVICE.. Yea~!

Whee~! Hope that such week still happens often~! Haha.. I got to go and bath le~! BB~!

There were 2 tests this week. One of them was Math. I felt so pissed with myself because I knew how to do the last page and I wrote it in my question paper instead of my answer script. Wasted all my marks~! AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!

GP timed practice was totally crazy. I have a hard time doing the questions because I didn't understand the passage at all. It was stupid!! I was down there dozing off because the passages put me off. Haiz.. Gonna fail GP..

The PE training this week was tough! I had to run from wed to fri~! Almost 8rounds per day. Given my physical ability, I was drained totally but to my surprise, I was very proud of myself for completing the cross-country with only 1 short walk of less than 2seconds. YEA~! I broke my own record!! I wasn't feeling tired at all after the rest. Maybe this was the results of training by AJ PE teacher. Haha..

H3 was fun this week because it's QUANTUM PHYSICS~! OH MAN!! I managed to understand all the things that she taught which was much much more clear than the RJC lecturer. I was so happy~!

Once again this week, 2people made me piss off again. Not only I felt the anger, some of my friends also felt it. Well, it was getting more obvious that they are hypocrities who push all the responsibilities to their friends and leave themselves with nothing to do and claim the credits of their friends. That's what I call the hypocrities. I don't know why I keep meeting this kind of people. I really don't know how to handle this kind of people. But somehow I will find a way to deal with them..