ok, i have to say "bye bye" to this blog of mine. i'm going to change to live journal.

kind of sad to stop using this blog. i have no idea whether i can shift all my past entries to live journal.

school is boring today, as usual. recieved another assignment. BIG production again. sigh. met ar in school today, for the very first time. as usual, she was kind of excited. i was also, kind of glad that i found someone i know. i was waiting for my group mate to come, and she was late, again. haha..but not that i'm angry, just tired of waiting.

after the whole group project, i felt relieved. finally, one module off my mind. then, i started my journey to the west. i wanted to get the camera from my sister, and she was in the hostel. so, got to make my way there. i got lost, expected. i thought i wouldn't though. she told me to watch out for some church, which obviously wasnt very noticeable?! i went all the way to jurong. ha! so, had to take the bus back. thank goodness i was alert enough to see the small sign board that says "keng mui heng terrace".

met quite a few people today. i met sp and xl on the train! what a coincidence! i never expect myself to meet them that way. haha. at least i had company all the way to hougang mall. ate pepper lunch for dinner. nice! but not worth it. heh. then, walked around the mall, and decided to go compass point. nothing much there either. after vns bought her cookies and finish eating them, we left for home.

sigh. i got so many things i need to do, and i need the discipline to keep to my plan. cant have time for breaks. hope i do a good job this time.

haha. i'm so happy now, even though i'm sad that i need to go to school tomorrow morning. BUT! HAHA. i finally found this website that allows me to download free anime episodes with mpeg format. hahaha. and what's better is, i manage to put it inside my ipod video, and i dont even need to convert anything. hohoho..so proud of myself. heh.

ok, i'm kind of envious of those people that doesnt need to go to school anymore. or at least, having their holidays now. i want holidays now too! so unfair. when i had my holidays, no one have. no i dont have, everybody have. what the crap. why am i always stuck in this "odd one out" position.

thank goodness i dont need to prepare anything for tomorrow's lesson. i'm tired of presentations. at least i dont feel so inferior in my current class. but once i'm back to my old class, i think i'm going to have problems presenting, again. i feel VERY inferior there. everyone is better than me in any way. whether their work or their presentation. me?? nothing. what the crap.

blogger is sick.

what is happening to blogger?? i'm starting to dislike it. i cant change my font! haha..anyway, that's not important.

today didnt really start off well. i was almost late for school. then i found out that i forgot to do my reflection journal for that stupid black squares thing. also, i was worried for my presentation about my magazine collage. sigh. i just hate anything to do with presentations.

so, because i forgot about my reflection journal, i had to type and print it out last minute. this was when the major problem start to come about. i dont own a cashcard, so, that's problem number one. i forgot that if i want to print anything in school, i needed a cashcard. thank goodness i was lucky enough to have met mk and wly sitting in front of the design entrance. i asked them if they had a cashcard, and they have one. so, of course, i headed to the library. i thought the job could be done fast in the library, but i was totally wrong. i saw no printers around, and yet i was stupid enough to type out my whole journal, and click on print. of course, nothing happened.(FYI, i went to the 5th floor hoping i could print out my journal for free, but, i still needed i cashcard! what the crap.) so, after the attempt at the library, i decided to head down to the cyber cafe instead, since i saw people printing things there. by this time, mk and wly must be wondering where i am and why am i taking so long just to print a less than one page reflection journal. damn it. so, by the time i reach the cyber cafe, i was sort of panting. i quickly typed what i needed, and then, problems came up again. i didnt know how to make the stupid printer work. apparently, i have to login to some id, and type in my password. however, they dont write down any instructions how all this go about. i tried asking a girl that was doing her work there, but she didnt know as well. in the end, i had to ask the person in-charge, and finally, i got my damn reflection journal printed out. it cost me 5 cents, after all that work. so, i had to rush back to class before the next class arrives, and return mk his cashcard and also pay him back how much i used. i was kind enough to pay him back an extra 5 cents. heh..

ok, so i spent the rest of the day alone, as usual. nothing much to say about that.

after school was the fun part. we planned to celebrate hj's birthday today. anyway, it IS her birthday today. so, we met at dhoby ghuat mrt station. when i got there, i was kind of surprised that mc and hj was there waiting already. so, we talked for a while, and vns arrived. rl and ac told us to go ahead first, so we went to dhoby xchange to have dinner at pepper lunch. (i remembered what hj said, she wanted to eat at pepper lunch for her birthday) so, here we are, at pepper lunch. it's my first time eating there as well. we all ordered the same food, the mini one of course. we are broke kids. haha. i enjoyed my dinner, even though it was just rice with some beef and corn. we finished our dinner and rl and ac just arrived. they bought a cake for hj! haha. so, we sang the "happy birthday" song to her. took photos, and hj blew out the candles. the cake was kind of creamy, but i liked the chocolate part. ac is mad. she went to dip her lips into the chocolate part, and she looked like a demon. heh. she was mad throughout the whole day.

after filling ourselves with rice and cake, we decided to go and watch the fireworks. i was actually quite interested in it, because this would be the second time i see fireworks live. so, we took a bus down to suntec city/esplanade. it was sooo packed there. the air was bad. haha. then, when the fireworks parade started, i couldnt see a damn thing because this super tall man was standing in front of me. then, i think i got frustrated and i shouted quite loudly "why is this man in front of me so damn tall??!!". haha..then he turned around and looked at me. heh. everyone laughed. i was kind of embarressed. i didnt thought that he will hear me, because i couldnt really hear myself. heh.

ok, after the fireworks show(which was quite good, loved the sounds and lights), we sat down in the foodcourt to enjoy the aircon. bought ice lemon tea to drink, and we talked for a while. then, hj and mc needed to go home already, and it WAS getting quite late, so we all decided to head back home.

i knew i needed to go to the toilet after drinking the whole cup of ice lemon tea. but it waas only when we got into the train that i started to feel urgent and that i needed to pee badly! haha..so, throughout the whole journey in the train, i was trying to control that stupid pee from gushing out. ac and rl was not helpful at all, they started making those "shhh.." noises, hoping to make me pee on my pants. haha..but i wasnt distracted by them. i actually thought of getting off the train at some station to pee, then wait for the next train. but then, i thought it was really quite late, so, shall hold on, hard. haah..in the end, when we finally reach hougang station, i quickly rush to the nearest toilet to relieve myself. phew. thank goodness i could hold on long enough.

we bought a t-shirt and anklet for hj. shared by vns, rb, and me. mc got her a cool looking notebook.

has blogger changed it's system or something? how come i can no longer change the type of font and size to a different font? sigh. how long has it been since i last blogged?

school is hectic. new assignments come when the old ones are just due. crap. no time for break. my two sisters are in their campus enjoying the time of their lives, and here i am, slogging like an ant searching for food. this is pathetic.

life in school is not like a bed of roses. i've been spending most of my time alone, either in the canteen having my lunch on a two seater table, or in the library reading manga books. just today, i found out a new place that i can spend my overly long break. the cyber cafe. there are computers there for students to use, and i can use it to surf the net and do whatever i want. of course, i cant do anything illegal, or watch porn or something like that.

i've grown to do everything on my own. since i dont have any "friends" to depend on in school, i practically have to do everything myself. some may say it's a good thing, learning to be independent. but i dont think this is a good way to learn independence??! i'm feeling more and more sad each day. sometimes i really question myself why i dont have "friends"? is it because i'm too quiet? or too boring? or is it i'm just fated to live in loneliness? haha..i think i'm thinking abit too much. just hope my life will change for the better in time to come. i cant stand my life now. thank goodness i still have my old friends, and my sisters.

yesterday i wanted to sleep so badly. however, today when i have the time to sleep early, here i am, blogging rubbish, trying to waste more time. of course, the main reason is because, I RECIEVED MY IPOD VIDEO ALREADY!! so happy! although part of me still wished i owned a ipod nano, but at least now, i got songs to hear, photos and video to watch. hahaha..

i need to buy a casing to protect my ipod.

ARH!!! I FINISH PLAYING KINGDOM HEARTS ALREADY! ARH!! LOVE THE ENDING! I CAN WATCH IT FOREVER! CANT WAIT TO PLAY THE KINGDOM HEARTS 2! i bet the ending will be even better. oh yah, the secret ending for kingdom hearts is worth it. it's damn cool. (SPOILER HERE) they show the grown up kairi. man, she look so pretty just from the back view. arh. now i'll keep on thinking of kingdom hearts, i dont know how am i going to concentrate on my studies. i will have to make time to play the game.

oh my goodness, i'm still not over with completing kingdom hearts. i finish playing the whole game by myself! and the ultimate weapon that i have been working hard for, it wasn't what i really expected. but, at least it look grand, with all the gold and white colour. and it's really the best weapon. it just take a few hits to kill those enemies. and the final boss is really just chicken feet. it's so much easier than sepfiroth. man, until now, i still cant defeat him. BUT, i WILL, ONE DAY.

ok, now that i've completed the game, i need to focus more on my work now. tomorrow is the day. school re-opens tomorrow for me. the day that i have never been waiting for. i just hope everything goes well tomorrow. new classmates, new enviroment. hope i'm not late, especially NOT lost in school. that's the last thing i want.

KINGDOM HEARTS IS REALLY GOOD! HIGHLY RECOMENDED BY ME! HAHAHA..

i dont know why, but there is always something i find in macintosh software that i didnt really like. for example, this blogger comes out all wrong. and i cant change the font and size of my post. sigh.

met hj and rb today. just walked around in town. rb buys things really fast, especially clothes. she sees it, she likes it, and she buys it. man, i should learn from her. for one reason, i dont have much things to choose from. i always wear t-shirts and pants/shorts/bermudas. that's about it. and i take quite a long time to decide on what i want, and whether it's really "worth it" or not. thanks to my family's influence.

everything has to be "WORTH IT".

anyway, i'm not saying that it's a bad thing to think if something you buy is worth it or not. i'm just saying that somethings dont really have to be worth it in order for you to get it.

bought nothing, as usual. came home, expecting my dad to get mad at me and start shouting at me. surprisingly, he didnt. maybe because i'm avoiding him. havent seen him since i come home. and i thought my eldest sister will nag at me because i reached home later than 10.30pm by 10 minutes. however, met her and she seems ok. she still can play roller coaster tycoon 2. man, i'm going to get my hands on them.

talking about the game, buying it at this period of time is really a huge temptation for me. now not only do i have kingdom hearts to play, i have roller coaster tycoon!(which is also very addictive) anyway, i will just have to learn how to manage my time well.

the big discovery is, i met vns(my classmate) on my way home, and she told me something very refreshing. ubd and me will not be the only two transfering to another class. it seems like every module, two people will be transfered to another class. man, what the heck is the school thinking?! what's the point of the whole transfering of two people to another class thing?? they are really bloody free huh.