looking back 09'

long time (dads deer)

hey hey hey for all those who read this everyone is doing great! Dad got to shoot a deer he got it this morning its nice here are some pics!!

Wow its been awhile

Okay so where to begin....... How bout dad well not good news.. it is a rare bone cancer that is not in the bones its in his lower abdomen. He had to quit his job because he never works. He has his days of how he feels. Other than that he is doing well I don't like the med's he is on because he doesn't act so much like the dad I remember so its hard on all of us. Mom is doing okay she is trying to cope with my dad and the baby being sick and going in and out of doctors and hospitals, also trying to keep the house up and work she is having a hard time. Ryan is going to move out and Janice moved in(Davids GF) He is starting college soon and he is excited about getting out on his own. Anthony is still driving he is getting better.. He is in band and so excited about it he just loves the tuba(when someone comes over there is a show) but if it makes him happy and keeps him out of trouble I'm all for it haha. Keith is still in school he gets out soon he cannot wait for summer. He sometimes helps around the house but he is at the age where he really doesn't want to listen. He is going to be in 5th grade next year so we all know what he will be learning haha. Kate oh man she is still drama she likes things her way and she doesn't like to listen to me at all she says "why can't you do it" She likes to help with the baby sometimes but its not her favorite thing to do I don't blame her cause I had to do it at a young age and its hard. Molly is picking lots of fights she gets mad easy if she doesn't get something her way but I guess she feels left out with David needing so much attention with being sick. She is doing really well with signing its so cute! David is still sick the doctors are stumped with him...,at least that's what I think because he is just miserable but they are trying everything they can think of to help and nothing does... I love our doctors they are great! As for me still school this summer and my car just broke so getting it fixed and guys just = DRAMA so i guess my uncles will be proud that I don't wanna date anyone right now :) I also went to EFY so much fun!!!

LOTS!!!!!!

Lots has Happened lets see where to start........David Luke is now 5 months Molly is just her usual 2 year old self she is almost 3 though.She loves to go to her Dinanna's(Diana) and have fun with her and Kris.Molly says Kwris (Kris) scares her yet every time she sees Diana she says where Kwris (Kris)its cute she is still learning sign. Katelyn is now 9 and the biggest brat gosh!! She is just a big ball of drama Katelyn + Everything = DRAMA!!!! We found out Keith is allergic to just about everything!!!! he is just a punk. Anthony well today he just got his permit I am warning you now!!! STAY OFF THE ROAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im just starting to make up credits and I got my license today I just need to get my car fixed and Im ready yay Mom is working and dealing with kids and Dad finished his radiation and in 3wks we get another scan to see if it help we are crossing our fingers. I would put pictures up but.......Our computer crashed and our camera wont work sorry :(

Yanni

David Luke is a total Yanni baby. When he is super fussy I take him in my room and I sit him up with me holding him and listen to Yanni and he is out in a few min. :D

WOW

This year seems to be flying by and it has just begun. Lots has happened......My dad goes in for radiation starting tomorrow :( but.. if it will make him better than :) GREAT! I get my license soon and my car AMAZING!!It's time for me to start choosing classes for next year AHHH what should I take? Ryan got his G.E.D. GOOD for him :) He is looking at colleges now. David is getting so big! He is about 3 months now! Molly is just a happy 2 year old and loves her Dinanna (Dianna) lol. When my mom tells her that Dianna is going to babysit she does a dance. Anthony is Anthony lol he has hamsters that had babies so he is trying to sell them to cousins(aunts and uncles aren't loving him for it hehe). Katelyn and Keith are in their schools play Marry Poppins I'm sure they would love for whoever to come that could. Mom is taking it one day at a time trying to still let all that has happened sink in. The other day Keith asked me " so your going to be 16 this year right?" Me: "no I'll be 18" Keith: " No you wont" Me: "Dad I'll be 18 this year right?" Dad hesitates for a few seconds "Wow you will be 18" I could hear the sadness in his voice :( I think that at the moment he realized that his kids are getting older and he doesn't want to loose us quite yet. Because I know for a fact that he still sees me as that little girl that would go fishing and catch fly's for him that he then would proceed to eat lol. He sees Anthony as the crazy little boy that would want to be like his dad everyday. As for Ryan he sees the boy that would go with him anywhere at the drop of a hat. But we are all growing up and choosing the path we want to be on in life. Which is good but....scary at the same time. :)