It's been a long while.
Have been wanting to blog for so long but kept procrastinating.
So, here i am.
I've mostly been tweeting and FB-ing.
I still find a need to blog to pen down things of life so that i can look back and smile at how i've lived.
Much have happened.
I finally properly settled a heart issue this year after two years plus.
i came to realize that i started to want things to be kept more private.
why? i really don't know. haha
Firstly, my post-SOT video. :D it's really really truly my best six months of my life so far.
Next, work has been quite a nightmare. i have really nice and awesome colleagues as well as really nasty ones. i have to admit that my current work performance suck and thus the nasty colleagues. It's kind of like the theory of students not doing well when they don't like the teacher. Childish i know. But it's true. haha. I'm trying. But, i gave myself till June. If not, i think it's would be best that i move on.
Then there's CG. i won't deny that i'm just starting to feel tired. Since two years back, every half year, there will be a transition in CG. So now, CG stands at 63+. Spoken to quite a few people too. I've also given myself to June. Then, if it still feels bad or wrong, i know what i'm going to do. It's kind of a rebellious me. Just asking God to prove me wrong. >.< Yups. I'm asking for it. Lol.
Ministry wise, have been serving less so as to have more time in CG.
Because of so many things happening, I found myself taking short weekend trips. Ended up falling sick and lost my voice for almost a week. LOL.
Things are just starting to get back in shape.
Col 1:9-14
9 For this reason we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding; 10 that you may walk worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing Him, being fruitful in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; 11 strengthened with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy; 12 giving thanks to the Father who has qualified us to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in the light. 13 He has delivered us from the power of darkness and conveyed us into the kingdom of the Son of His love, 14 in whom we have redemption through His blood,[c] the forgiveness of sins.
This song has been looping for the last three days.
In my iPod, on my computer, when i'm traveling on the train/bus, when i'm meditating during QT.
You've given me all
You've washed me clean
I was unworthy
You took me in
You saw in me strength
That I couldn't see
You saw in me life
When all I knew was defeat
And all I can do
Is to worship You
All I can say
I choose to walk Your way
And forever till the day I see Your face
My life is Yours
My world is You
Wonderful Savior
You are my King
Your love overwhelms me
Your story I sing
And forever till the day I see Your face
My life is Yours
My world is You
May you be blessed after reading this too.
What a honest entry. haha.
Till the next.
Much love. :)
