it's been tooooo long.
we are almost done with the two-third mark of 2013.
been falling sick alot. getting annoyed with that.
am currently umemployed. what i would also like to call an extended holiday.
am currently at a stage where, i feel, life is just beginning. somehow.
oh wells.
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
Monday, December 31, 2012
Auld Lang Syne - So long 2012, HELLO 2013!
Every this time of the year, i find myself back to this space.
No matter how a year has passed, it is worth it to look back and be thankful for all the year has brought.
In the year of being a quarter centurion, i have travelled the most and experienced much in a year.
I have experienced a number-10 typhoon in Hong Kong, i have experienced being a witness for an attempt of thief on a flight and made a statement in Hong Kong, i have travelled a flight alone to Australia for a holiday. I have managed to squeeze in two mission trips in the year. i have seen God's grace and goodness in my life and in the people around me. It's been a great and rather fulfilling 2012.
Very thankful for all the awesome people in my life.
May the coming 2013 be even more colorful, inspiring and awesome! May you continue to be surrounded in faith, hope, love and joy! :)
No matter how a year has passed, it is worth it to look back and be thankful for all the year has brought.
In the year of being a quarter centurion, i have travelled the most and experienced much in a year.
I have experienced a number-10 typhoon in Hong Kong, i have experienced being a witness for an attempt of thief on a flight and made a statement in Hong Kong, i have travelled a flight alone to Australia for a holiday. I have managed to squeeze in two mission trips in the year. i have seen God's grace and goodness in my life and in the people around me. It's been a great and rather fulfilling 2012.
Very thankful for all the awesome people in my life.
May the coming 2013 be even more colorful, inspiring and awesome! May you continue to be surrounded in faith, hope, love and joy! :)
Sunday, June 3, 2012
much travelling
hello hello!
me will be traveling a lot from this month onwards.
8-11 June: Medan (mission trip) - prayers appreciated!
19-25 July: Hong Kong
3-12 Aug: Melbourne
Oct: Bali (TBC)
Dec: Taiwan (TBC)
schedule for the week before mission trip.
4th June: Bear + Jomama + crusade
6th: eh-oh-five
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :))
me will be traveling a lot from this month onwards.
8-11 June: Medan (mission trip) - prayers appreciated!
19-25 July: Hong Kong
3-12 Aug: Melbourne
Oct: Bali (TBC)
Dec: Taiwan (TBC)
schedule for the week before mission trip.
4th June: Bear + Jomama + crusade
6th: eh-oh-five
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :))
Doubly Good
its been a LONG time since i came to this space.
simply because of twitter.
but some things are still worth blogging for and so here i am.
recently, all things starting picking up and is headed towards the good side. lol
with CG, with family, with ministry, with work and with self.
i had a private thought/debate while having personal quiet/solitude time.
asking and thinking a lot of questions.
many "what ifs".
what if i wasn't born in a christian family?
what if i studied a little harder during secondary school?
what if i hadn't join crusade?
what if i hadn't gone for SOT?
what if i wasn't so active in church?
what if i chose to prioritize a little differently?
truth is, i'm also human and i think. ALOT. haha
the answer that came...
does that all really matter?
what would you have done differently?
why are you trying to shake your faith?
what is the REAL question deep inside?
why are you doubting the decisions made so far?
has He not been good to me?
yes He's been real good to me.
the family is now out of debt.
daddy's gonna start a new job after being very unhappy at his current one for awhile now.
di di got a full time job and gets to drive the company vehicle.
work is officially changed to a position that i have desired.
He has blessed me with many wonderful friends.
CG is starting to really work out.
its been a little stretchy with managing time to catch up with various groups of people. but its all about prioritizing really.
super excited for things that is yet to come!
very very grateful! TYJ! PTL!
simply because of twitter.
but some things are still worth blogging for and so here i am.
recently, all things starting picking up and is headed towards the good side. lol
with CG, with family, with ministry, with work and with self.
i had a private thought/debate while having personal quiet/solitude time.
asking and thinking a lot of questions.
many "what ifs".
what if i wasn't born in a christian family?
what if i studied a little harder during secondary school?
what if i hadn't join crusade?
what if i hadn't gone for SOT?
what if i wasn't so active in church?
what if i chose to prioritize a little differently?
truth is, i'm also human and i think. ALOT. haha
the answer that came...
does that all really matter?
what would you have done differently?
why are you trying to shake your faith?
what is the REAL question deep inside?
why are you doubting the decisions made so far?
has He not been good to me?
yes He's been real good to me.
the family is now out of debt.
daddy's gonna start a new job after being very unhappy at his current one for awhile now.
di di got a full time job and gets to drive the company vehicle.
work is officially changed to a position that i have desired.
He has blessed me with many wonderful friends.
CG is starting to really work out.
its been a little stretchy with managing time to catch up with various groups of people. but its all about prioritizing really.
super excited for things that is yet to come!
very very grateful! TYJ! PTL!
You can thank the Father
For the things he has done
Thank Him for the things He's yet to do
And if you find a love that's tender
If you find someone who's true
Thank the Lord
He's been doubly good to you
For the things he has done
Thank Him for the things He's yet to do
And if you find a love that's tender
If you find someone who's true
Thank the Lord
He's been doubly good to you
If you look in the mirror
At the end of a hard day
And you know in your heart you have not lied
If you gave love freely
If you earned an honest wage
And if you've got Jesus by your side
At the end of a hard day
And you know in your heart you have not lied
If you gave love freely
If you earned an honest wage
And if you've got Jesus by your side
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
My World Is You
It's been a long while.
Have been wanting to blog for so long but kept procrastinating.
So, here i am.
I've mostly been tweeting and FB-ing.
I still find a need to blog to pen down things of life so that i can look back and smile at how i've lived.
Much have happened.
I finally properly settled a heart issue this year after two years plus.
i came to realize that i started to want things to be kept more private.
why? i really don't know. haha
Firstly, my post-SOT video. :D it's really really truly my best six months of my life so far.
Next, work has been quite a nightmare. i have really nice and awesome colleagues as well as really nasty ones. i have to admit that my current work performance suck and thus the nasty colleagues. It's kind of like the theory of students not doing well when they don't like the teacher. Childish i know. But it's true. haha. I'm trying. But, i gave myself till June. If not, i think it's would be best that i move on.
Then there's CG. i won't deny that i'm just starting to feel tired. Since two years back, every half year, there will be a transition in CG. So now, CG stands at 63+. Spoken to quite a few people too. I've also given myself to June. Then, if it still feels bad or wrong, i know what i'm going to do. It's kind of a rebellious me. Just asking God to prove me wrong. >.< Yups. I'm asking for it. Lol.
Ministry wise, have been serving less so as to have more time in CG.
Because of so many things happening, I found myself taking short weekend trips. Ended up falling sick and lost my voice for almost a week. LOL.
Things are just starting to get back in shape.
Col 1:9-14
9 For this reason we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding; 10 that you may walk worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing Him, being fruitful in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; 11 strengthened with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy; 12 giving thanks to the Father who has qualified us to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in the light. 13 He has delivered us from the power of darkness and conveyed us into the kingdom of the Son of His love, 14 in whom we have redemption through His blood,[c] the forgiveness of sins.
This song has been looping for the last three days.
In my iPod, on my computer, when i'm traveling on the train/bus, when i'm meditating during QT.
You've given me all
You've washed me clean
I was unworthy
You took me in
You saw in me strength
That I couldn't see
You saw in me life
When all I knew was defeat
And all I can do
Is to worship You
All I can say
I choose to walk Your way
And forever till the day I see Your face
My life is Yours
My world is You
Wonderful Savior
You are my King
Your love overwhelms me
Your story I sing
And forever till the day I see Your face
My life is Yours
My world is You
May you be blessed after reading this too.
What a honest entry. haha.
Till the next.
Much love. :)
Have been wanting to blog for so long but kept procrastinating.
So, here i am.
I've mostly been tweeting and FB-ing.
I still find a need to blog to pen down things of life so that i can look back and smile at how i've lived.
Much have happened.
I finally properly settled a heart issue this year after two years plus.
i came to realize that i started to want things to be kept more private.
why? i really don't know. haha
Firstly, my post-SOT video. :D it's really really truly my best six months of my life so far.
Next, work has been quite a nightmare. i have really nice and awesome colleagues as well as really nasty ones. i have to admit that my current work performance suck and thus the nasty colleagues. It's kind of like the theory of students not doing well when they don't like the teacher. Childish i know. But it's true. haha. I'm trying. But, i gave myself till June. If not, i think it's would be best that i move on.
Then there's CG. i won't deny that i'm just starting to feel tired. Since two years back, every half year, there will be a transition in CG. So now, CG stands at 63+. Spoken to quite a few people too. I've also given myself to June. Then, if it still feels bad or wrong, i know what i'm going to do. It's kind of a rebellious me. Just asking God to prove me wrong. >.< Yups. I'm asking for it. Lol.
Ministry wise, have been serving less so as to have more time in CG.
Because of so many things happening, I found myself taking short weekend trips. Ended up falling sick and lost my voice for almost a week. LOL.
Things are just starting to get back in shape.
Col 1:9-14
9 For this reason we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding; 10 that you may walk worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing Him, being fruitful in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; 11 strengthened with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy; 12 giving thanks to the Father who has qualified us to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in the light. 13 He has delivered us from the power of darkness and conveyed us into the kingdom of the Son of His love, 14 in whom we have redemption through His blood,[c] the forgiveness of sins.
This song has been looping for the last three days.
In my iPod, on my computer, when i'm traveling on the train/bus, when i'm meditating during QT.
You've given me all
You've washed me clean
I was unworthy
You took me in
You saw in me strength
That I couldn't see
You saw in me life
When all I knew was defeat
And all I can do
Is to worship You
All I can say
I choose to walk Your way
And forever till the day I see Your face
My life is Yours
My world is You
Wonderful Savior
You are my King
Your love overwhelms me
Your story I sing
And forever till the day I see Your face
My life is Yours
My world is You
May you be blessed after reading this too.
What a honest entry. haha.
Till the next.
Much love. :)
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Twenty-Eleven :)
In less than nine hours, i will be on my way to Malaysia for my long-awaited holiday! :D
I started the year there and am gonna end it there too. Haha. What a love-hate relationship with Malaysia.
Anyways, for twenty-eleven, it's been an awesome ride really.
Am really really thankful for all the experiences gained in twenty-eleven. the good, the bad, the ugly.
Made many many new friends, had many spiritual breakthroughs, made a good move career-wise, feel closer to family near and abroad too. :D
This won't be a lengthy post.
Just wanna take some time to thank God for placing awesome people who's been there every step of the year :)
namely my besties, grace, wei, bear, ak, clare. Each in their own special way; supported me this year :)
For 2012, people say the end is coming. I think it is gonna be yet another awesome chapter.
May 2012 be filled with faith,love, joy, hope and peace! :)
God bless :)
Will end by adding some quotes from the movie New Year's Eve :)
"Some people swear there's no beauty left in the world, no magic, then how do you explain the entire world,coming together on one night, to celebrate the hope of a new year."
"...before we pop the champagne and celebrate the New Year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs and our missteps - our promises made, and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures - or closed ourselves down, for fear of getting hurt. Because that's what New Year's is all about: getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about 'what if' and start embracing what would be. So when that ball drops at midnight - and it will drop - let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long."
I started the year there and am gonna end it there too. Haha. What a love-hate relationship with Malaysia.
Anyways, for twenty-eleven, it's been an awesome ride really.
Am really really thankful for all the experiences gained in twenty-eleven. the good, the bad, the ugly.
Made many many new friends, had many spiritual breakthroughs, made a good move career-wise, feel closer to family near and abroad too. :D
This won't be a lengthy post.
Just wanna take some time to thank God for placing awesome people who's been there every step of the year :)
namely my besties, grace, wei, bear, ak, clare. Each in their own special way; supported me this year :)
For 2012, people say the end is coming. I think it is gonna be yet another awesome chapter.
May 2012 be filled with faith,love, joy, hope and peace! :)
God bless :)
Will end by adding some quotes from the movie New Year's Eve :)
"Some people swear there's no beauty left in the world, no magic, then how do you explain the entire world,coming together on one night, to celebrate the hope of a new year."
"...before we pop the champagne and celebrate the New Year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs and our missteps - our promises made, and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures - or closed ourselves down, for fear of getting hurt. Because that's what New Year's is all about: getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about 'what if' and start embracing what would be. So when that ball drops at midnight - and it will drop - let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long."
"What would you do today if you know that you would not fail? Now. Go out and do it!
As we move forward into the new year, let's remember it's alright to sometimes, to listen to your heart. I know it's risky. Take that leap of faith. Happy New Year everybody!"
"Sometimes it feels like there's so many things in this world you can't control. Earthquakes, floods, reality shows. But it's important to remember the things that we can; like forgiveness, second chances, fresh starts. Because the one thing that turns the world from a lonely place to a beautiful place…is love. Love in any of its forms. Love gives us hope. Hope for the new year…"
AND AND! if you have not caught new year's eve! go catch it before new year's eve! :D
CHEERS to twenty-twelve!! :)
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Going Private :)
Going private.
this will be left here till i return again. (Cuz i most likely will. haha)
Till then.
Cheers! ;)
Merry Christmas & A Happy 2012! :)
Connect with me on twitter or facebook :)
i will leave a post for 2011
this will be left here till i return again. (Cuz i most likely will. haha)
Till then.
Cheers! ;)
Merry Christmas & A Happy 2012! :)
Connect with me on twitter or facebook :)
i will leave a post for 2011