the fault in our upbringing: a depressing parody

discussed this issue with maternal figure.

related to former husband and current son. she said that the son is behaving as an irresponsible prick is because of the former husband's lacking nurturing moments with his child(ren).

obviously that is happening as the former husband is not a responsible being anyway.

so i try to get her mind to think of the possibility that after three decades, no one is to be blamed anymore because the son is all grown up and life lessons taught him so?

she retaliated by saying as a father, the former husband should bear all sins of his child(ren) for escaping and not even once attending to the needs of growing up.

yes i agree but not 100% should be placed on former husband. she adamantly stand by her opinion.

enjoy your blaming game. this is why the son will always find ways to cut loose from being committed.

time is running out.

my last post was, what, forteen months ago.

i actually miss writing here. though what i wrote here was mostly crap. lol

self doubting is my biggest nemesis now.

depression is getting chronic.

allergy is getting the best of me.

this plan of mine isnt as smooth as i thought it would be.

hollow woman.

turning the big three o is in another four months.

need to find my passion back. whatever that may be.

august eighteenth better be pulling in some serious mojo back.

serenade me with your best shot.

nothing is great when you have no expectations.