been bitten by the "too nice" bug,i suppose?!~

yesterday's trip to midvalley
was certainly unplanned...
i just needed the fresh air *huh?*

however,i thought
i was a people person
as these 3 unthinkable situations occur:

one, a group of girls had asked me to
take a picture of them together
and i was gladly to help =]

two,a 16 year old boy
had made a pass on me
hahaha when i told him my age,
he was not about to give up ;)
the fact that i dont usually
entertain strangers
made it even more weird~

three,i had a brief conversation
with a perfect strager
lamented about the almost-half-an-hour lagging
of the commuter had extended our
supposed-to-be short journey

hmmmm
wonder what got into me??
*thinking*

in another note,
i pulled a muscle on my right hamstring
due to standing all the way
from kl sentral to shah alam
wait...or was it my left or both??
*sigh* nevertheless, i was exhausted
now im in a state of self-blamed
i still havent finished
the first 3 chapters of thesis ;(
i need a motivation~
anyone,anything at all huhu

ramblings...

im having sore throat
oreo is no longer appealing to me
i want canon IXUS
applying lotion is current habit
heartbroken is behind me now
revenge is a girl's second best friend after diamonds
freaking out on thesis
wishing and wanting more
i need a new sweatpants,thank u
havent really figure out what i want in my life
prefer girls though they can be biatch
and no,i do not lead the "alternative" life
i dont know how to handle compliment
im indecisive
i never wanted to dye my hair
i need to do LASIK desperately
i like the smell of coffee
yet im caffeine intolerant
and i also like makeup
but rarely put on any
currently sleeping too much
am i sick?
just cant really sure
whether it is mentally or physically
rather shutting up
unless required to speak up by situation
feel bloated all the time

*sweetheart,u can't buy the necessities of life with cookies*
^ponders^

sepatu hidung???

exhibit A(i)



exhibit A(ii)


IM OBSESSED WITH IT!!~

getting even more vain *chuckles*

http://www.myheritage.com

i found this interesting link on a profile
that i stumbled upon
in friendster or myspace...
could not really recall...
anyhow enjoy~
hehehe ;))
to all my friends:
please make your very own
face recognition kay?? ^_^
i want to see yours...

guilty pleasures indulgence..

i just spent
an hour ago
watching some of
the backstreet boys
old video clips
hahaha :D

yes i grew up
listening to them
in a time when
the malay songs
are just too sappy for me
not that i despise them in anyway
but at that particular
stage of growing up
the english songs
were much cooler
okay i was a tad too vain hehe ;)

when i first started my obssession
about boybands,
backstreet boys was the ultimate
followed with n sync
but later i figured out that
n sync was a better opponent
since they danced choreographically haha ^_^
could u imagine the BSBs doing some serious somersault?
i would like to pass please...

then when the timehas come to outgrow them,
they eventually broke up
and each member go their own separate ways...
[sounds very much like a relationship,doesnt it?]
it is a well known fact that now mr. timberlake
is doing a well done job...so far
for his solo career as the next mr. jackson
in my point of view that is...
mr. chasez would have been a good ballad-er
if it wasnt for his electrifying number for
the drumline OST..
i never really liked it huhu -_-"
he has such an euphonious voice
*quoting from V.E* ;))
as for BSB,
none of them have actually
succeeded in the music industry
not even mr. carter *_*

apart from them breaking up,
the there-is-one-gay-member-in-the-group issue:
mr. bass from n sync has publicly announced
his preference in *ehem* u-know-what
as for the boys who emerged from the back street,
i would bet my money on mr. dorough
since he is the only member
who was never discovered by the atrocious paparazzi
being caught on camera with another female companion

disclaimer:both members mentioned above
were erm... used to be my picks for favourite group member *yikes!~*

so i have reached the end of my blabbing
about my former favourite boybands...
toodles~

tear drops from the sky...

greetings everyone...
just got back from my aunt+uncle's
kenduri doa selamat
before they actually perform their Haj
my only wishes for them is that
they would be to and forth to the Holy Land
safe and sound,without complication
*AMIN!!~*

it has been raining since afternoon
if i may say so
and all these chilling weather made me
feel hungry and sleepy
not so good for the pure intention
to complete the thesis as i had in mind...
huehuehuehue

i had a rush of possible thoughts
that could be inserted in this entry
however,i kind of forgot all about it
when my mind hit the wonderland
*sheesh* talk about the power of snooze ;)

someone greet me from the MSN messenger
and it turned out to be HIM...
as my laptop was having its moment of inefficiency
i decided to restartt it...
i didnt manage to reply his response though
and when the laptop had reaches the expected performance
i didnt (again...) "buzz" nor "nudge" HIM
i am adamant that i should keep my distance
and no,it has nothing to do with
im having a sort of grudge on HIM
for you-know-what
and the fact that i couldnt be bothered
with BOTH parties saying i may have become bitter
i just decided to be buddy2 with HIM NO MORE!!~

to whom it may concerned:
i will not acknowledge that patronizing tone of yours
i will also not respond to the mind-torturing treatment
you have given me all this while
and if you have the she-will-not-protest mindset,
let me tell you that
i will,i repeat certainly will counterback
when the time is appropriate

i plan to do a marathon of animation
on wednesday in GSC midvalley: flushed away + happy feet
anyone interested? ^_^

adrenaline rush...

i didnt sleep last saturday night
dont even bother to ask me why
as i dont have the answer myself

all i know was that
i ended up watching janji diana
until the break of dawn

there were too many times
when i thought i have sorted out
my life's journey to
a better and proper
blueprint ;(

*sigh* nevermind
i want to live accordingly
i decided to be "blur"
like my loving mother is currently pursuing
she claimed that by doing just that
she feels much more happier
*yippee* what a brilliant idea eyh?
just for trivial things though ;)

somehow the rose quartz i am wearing
has finally kicking in...
isn't that great or what?

p/s:i'm currently missing mr.F ^_^

toodles everyone!~

the number 22...

last night
at the strike of 12am
my lovely friends cum housemates
PUTERI farah ayuni ;))
and naziha *BALLACK*
smothered me with the mixture of
talcum and water *phew!!~*
wwwwaaahhhh although i have never been
"lauk" by my friends before
it was actually quite fun...
it is never too late to start :D

just for your information,
i spent the evening of my birthday
by doing my 10pages of post practicum assignment
skipped my beauty sleep
what a way to spend your last few hours
before turned 22 huh?? ;p
i went to bed at 6am next morning (my birthday)
and was interrupted by a friend
message saying she needs me to do her a favour
i wanted to help but my head was dizzy enough
to refrain me from getting up huhuhu!!~
so i told her that i can only help her
the following day....
i am so sorry hazreen.... ;(


got birthday messages from:
TESLians-nique zoo,nathlish,cyg chada,nazrie the royal poyoness ;p,
chi1xara,masyitah the lord of hideous (according to AD),
rodey rodeo,spongeBOP,wawa fellow libran,my bebe bu *muahx*,
cmlnisasilahmad,sis meewa,izzat ADIKI ;) and ayeen sweetie
my new found friend-hazreen the PJK student
my students-amira,mila,atikah,farah,firdaus,nazrul
school friends-caroline wong,fazil,sis syahida
my mother and little sister sent message+called
sis yati (hazreen's housemate) called just to wish me
*awwww how sweet* p/s:they really like me huh?? ;p

friendster+myspace testimonials and messages:
tommy tay,bayne,milin,siti nor azim,sis shikin,
my "partner" PUTERI farah ayuni,cikgu hatta,kok wai,
woon teen,cumil chumut and some other strangers
in my friends list...tenkiu2 =)

YM-based wish:
syed husni and HIM??

thank you so much for your
all thoughtful wishes
i am grateful that i still
have friends...true friends
love all of you so much
*hugs and kisses*
pray for my happiness k??

practicum?a bliss or an agony??

have u ever experienced
getting something that u dont expected?
receiving admiration from the person u never thought
would give it to u?
being cared and loved by total strangers?
huhuhuhuhu
i never got the chance to experience the above
until i stayed in SMKS11 hostel





when i first reached the school
i never thought that i will get a whole new experience
from the people in the school
particularly the students
my initial intention was
to teach the students then be gone for good huhu
it is not to say i hate teaching entirely
but it is more to i think i cant teach
even the word "teacher" that the students called me
is so sacred...i couldnt bare to repeat the word when
referring to myself



so there i was
trying to fulfill the responsibility given
trying to please everyone
treating the students nicely
though some are so banned by me
MAJOR ATTITUDE PROBLEM!!!
sheesh just because they are good in sports
they can be big headed
big deal~ *rolling my eyes*



the hostel students have taught me a lot of things
they even have terms that are being used
for different meanings altogether
skodeng=dating not peeping
skudal=silly (dont even know where the word is derived from)
declare=asking for being pet siblings not in a relationship
lets just not discuss about the declare thingy
since i am also involved in it huhu :D
i could not agree more with the saying that goes:
things are most likely to happen when u least expected it
the exact thing happened to me =)



all in all
it was a sweet but not that sweet experiences
i have to think wisely
before jumping into the tiger's mouth
which in this case referring to the teaching profession
i dont have the patience and enthusiasm ;(
all i want to focus now
is to do my thesis and finish my study
before doing my master *insyaALLAH*
{^_^}

end of the dreadful weeks huhu ;(

today is the 5th day of my relaxing timeframe
i finished my practical last friday
my friends asked this
"did u cry when u were about to leave the students?"
miraculously enough i did not
maybe because of both classes that i taught
majority are boys
my only girls are 8 out of the total 43
and my close buddy would have figured out
that i have serious issues with the boys
for those who do not have a clue
it is for u to find out :D



on last friday,while i was packing some of my things
the aspuri students who are quite close to me
came to the practical teachers' dorm
and asked for our bios
it was funny though
i mean it has been ages since i wrote one hehe ;)
so there i was writing out some info about myself
when i only wrote down my DOB,hp humber,
address and teeny weeny encouragement phrases
they all gave me this reply:
"tu je ke cikgu??" and only smiles followed
some of them cried when i bid farewell
they hugged me like we have known each other so well
how sweet~
when i got to 18,i listened to one of the students
recording in my hp
she was pouring her heart out
saying that i will be missed dearly
and that the hostel will be empty without us
she also sang a part of the much aired indonesian song
my heart...guess what happened next?
i CRIED because it was so touching huhuhu
and these students are not even from the class i taught



yes SMKS11 aspuri
i miss u guys so damn much now
i have to admit :'(





*those sweet and innocent being*

yuuuuhuuuuuu

(damn..i had to retype the same thing
all over again because blogger
is unable to be connected to my laptop last night
sheesh!!)

di atas permintaan ramai...
err only my partner
she wants me to update the blog daa
aisey~
dont feel like updating though muahaha








yeah i did it...
i finally did it......
did what u ask?
straighthen my hair
what do u think i did??
*raised eyebrows*
muehehehehe









oh yeah by the way partner,
mentang2 laa i dh jarang blk
n u have found my replacement
u nk suro i tdo lua...
gilak kijam ;p








owh great~
i got a flu and sore throat
thanx to my housemate pah
it is damn contagious
stay AWAY from these people
i think i should blame
my partner again
for starting this whole
germ-spreading activity
wahahahah :D

all boys?? *bummer*

hey...just got back from my first week
in the school hostel...
overall i have got nothing to complain
EXCEPT for the washing my clothes part...
bilik basuh dia xde tmpt nk menggosok
and that is not all
tmpt sidai baju dia nmpk mcm xsafe,senang org nk curi
and it doesnt help that my room
is on the highest floor of the building *adoii*
other than that i can still learn to adapt
like sharing the use of iron,
(they have one special room for ironing)
the shower and toilet are separated,
the shower cubicle is smaller than usual..
for a person who never been to any boarding school
it will be like a culture shock for me..
but nevertheless,it is a good thing that
i finally have the chance to experience
the hostel life :D



and i decided to go back
to my s18 rented house or to KL
so that i will not face the students
24hours a day 7days a week
it is not that i despise them,
i just need the break ;p
in a another story,
yesterday (friday) was my first time teaching
my class is f1 students,all boys *gasps*
they are all project students
which in this case means
they are all sports students...
i can categorize them as beginner
as some of them dont know simple words..
i dont want to give up on them because
i think they are just a bunch of lazybums
they have the knowledge,if not much,a little
they just focused too much on sports
in addition to that,they have rather serious discipline problem
i cant get their attention by even screaming my heart out
they have very3 short attention spans
(dont all guys are??*sigh*)
what do i do?
after the 2miserable period of english
i went back to the staff room
with the feeling of exhaustion
and also to get all my disappointment
that i bury in my heart
out to the environment
i dont want to get sick because of them
i do get sick easily from distress,literally
i was informed that i get 2weak classes
so my f2 students are also in the beginner level
do i feel more stressed out?
do i feel like quitting?
do i feel like bursting to tears?
the answer for all the questions above is YES!!!
ya ALLAH,please help me through these 9 weeks
i beg of U...give me all the strength
and patience that i need
to avoid from falling into pieces and also
failing my practicum AMIN~

(p.s:im not so positive now,am i?)
*sobs*

detachment...

starting from this upcoming monday,
i will:
~detach myself from my friends
~detach myself from my precious streamyx ;(
~detach myself from my rented house in s18
~detach myself from my comfort-zone generally



huhuhu
this is all happening due to
my "hijrah" to s11 sports school dormitory
all due respect to practical *yeah right~*
if it is not for the transportation problem
and the fact that the school is out of public transportation's reach..
i would not have to move into the dormitory *bummer*
nevertheless,i should not view it too negatively
there will always be the positive side of every story
the positive of all this would only be
that i can fully concentrate on the school
meaning my life will revolves around academic and
extra co-curricular activities *coughing*
just like any other secondary school teacher



okay here it goes...
im sorry that i deleted u from my MSN and YM messenger
im sorry that i could not care less of keeping in touch
im sorry that i have fallen for u
im sorry that i accused u for doing the things i said u did
im sorry that im so damn misunderstood
im sorry
im sorry
i dont deserve this from u
i should never have fallen for u
i should not ruin this friendship
i did what i did and i regret it...
if u happened to read this mr A
u are one of my friend who had been a great help
who accepted me for who i am
who accepted my friendship without any strings attached
and now im the one who broke the main rule...
u dont need a friend like me...
its not u,its me
the main reason why i didnt say hi in the messenger ;(
forgive me for i have wronged
im ashamed of myself...

anxiety disorder...

for this past week...
i attended my pre practicum in the faculty
we were introduced,explained and being given the amanat
adoii my heart couldnt stop pounding so fast
everytime the speaker gave the speech regarding practicum
im only praying that ill get through it...with passing result that is~
and allowing mistakes so that i learn from it
not to say im a perfectionist
but i can go to the extreme sometimes
ended up getting high blood pressure and all sorts of nerve system-related diseases
:D gilaan~ AMIN!!
the school im assigned to is SMK SEC 11...
they (people around me) say that the school is very sports-spirited
and the academic wise is not placed as important as the sports
im quite glad,i should say
i mean they (the students) should be "teacheable" ;p
oh yeah i forgot to mention that
i also pray for moderate supervisor and mentor as well as students
AMIN~ AGAIN ^_^

coffee bean's pure chocolate ice blended *yummm*

got up with an annoyed feeling
about my sickness
about the expenses
i get irritated waaayyyy too easily when
these two issues collide ;(
enough about that...
went to the faculty's library
and when i was about to enter the door
i found out that my ID was missing
pdhal br je sangkut kt leher...
trace back the path i gone through
xde plak...magis btol...
2 to 3 times i checked
even double-checked it each time
still it was nowhere to be found...
hahaha guess what?
it was around my neck all along
bile nk letak beg on the shelves
die terpusing 180 degrees so it flipped
behind my back.. :D bengong kan?
accompanied cyg chada to SACC
lalu plak dpn coffee bean
just FYI,i have been restraining myself
from buying the ice blended that i crave
for so long..the reason for this is because
my mom ske ckp jgn membazir bli brg2 cmtu
the problem is i dont make it a habit
to buy it every single month
i think the craving only surfaces
its ugly head once every 3months....SERIOUSLY!!!
but once the drink go through my mouth
following its path to my stomach...
my goodness,the feeling is INdescribable~
sedap giler...*eyes open wide*
hahaha im NUTZ~ lalalala~

oh yeah,when i was about to take the minibus
to go to the library
cyg and me saw 1 uitm bus coming our way
so we decided to tahan the bus
but if the bus didnt stop
then we will take the minibus
however neither of us give out signal to stop
the only thing happen was
i look at the driver
and somehow he stopped...
HE ACTUALLY STOPPED!!!
hahaha i keep telling cyg that
i have a psychic power...i can send
what i was thinking to the driver
and of course we were laughing histerically
ngarut jer kan?? *wink*
or is it because the driver
identified me as one of uitm's students
hahaha i think the latter is the ONLY
reason why he stopped ;p

im a bit under the weather now
not referring to my health
but my emotions
it has been riding rollercoaster
for the past few 24hours ;(
im thinking too much AGAIN
i analyzed my past doings AGAIN
i keep thinking how stupid i was AGAIN
how i should have known better AGAIN
how humiliated i am right now AGAIN
WHY CANT I JUST LET IT GO??
people make mistakes,silly ones especially
not trying to be perfect or whatnot
i know i should learn from it
i DID learn but the consequences
are too disheartening

wakey2 syaza
the sun has not really set down
to disappear itself from u
it is still there
to provide some light to the moon
that accompany u through the night
while giving the sun
to ^rest^ and recharge its energy
to bring more sunshine to u
in the next days to come

*what was the lines above means?*

i have not have the slightest idea
it just popped out
and the fingers are typing away~

hmmm~
crystal DOES do wonders to u eh? {^_^}

mundane monday??i beg to differ...

today i woke up early than usual
because i promised my mother to go to her office
and pick some things from her
and also printing farah's and my slip pengajian
damn the printer in my rented house
apsal ntah,buat hal plak...
dh tukar cartridge pon still xmo print
unfortunately my sister forgot
to give my file to my mom to bring to the office
aisey~~ xpelaa,dh trtggl..nk wat camne kan?
nk pakse pon xleh gak...*hmmm*
then straight to midvalley to watch muvi wif
the ever zany masyitah...
at first we plan to watch only 1 muvi
but once we asked the counter whether we could use
our student id and they said yes
alang2 tgklaa 2muvi hehe ;)
i watched the omen and cars
the omen was not so scary
apart from the priest scene
for those who watched it,u know what i mean
cars was heart warming,feel good story
i can never missed pixar+disney animation
i dig them so much :D
oh yeah just wanted to mention it here,b4 cars started
there were a couple and the guy's friend
sitting in the front row of us
in the dark the guy's friend looks cute though
but hey eyes can be deceived
especially in the dark
couldnt get much view of the real deal afterwards *sigh*
got home with
1.a dizzy head
2.a melecet feet
3.a sore body
reason:
1.my gastritis got worse
2.i dont understand this,bought the shuz long time ago
plus i wore socks..still melecet gak?ntah~~
3.slept at 2sumthin and woke up at 8,so go figure..
btw i have a pimple on the nostril...sakit~~
of all places,nape kt ctu jgk??adoii~~


i got so much to complain,am i?
wuhuhu *bluwekk*

subhanallah huhu -_-"

my dear,my goodness
guess what?
after all its not him that has been talking to me
NOT AT ALL
its his *beep* girlfriend
the thing is why would she do that to me?
i mean im not the 1 who used to like her boyfriend
im not the 1 who her boyfriend used to like
*duh!!!!* hey i even helped her
when she called my friend to lend a hand
as to surprise the guy before he went to mekah
and perform umrah....
sheesh this kind of person is always resulted from being...
PARANOID...too much if u ask me...
anyhow i told the guy who is a good friend of mine
your girlfriend is totally BANNED by me
and let me tell u this,i dont purposely
ban people unless they done something bad to me
so that is that.





yeay some1 is willing to help me out
*hooray for that person* ;)
help me out with what?
thats for me to know and for u to find out
teeheehee ;))




thats all i think
till then take care xoxo~~

whats to become of me??....

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called him yesterday
yeah2,"what were u thinking"
must be popping inside your brain right now
we talked for approximately 3minutes
i asked about the most general thing
how have u been,hows life yadayada
then we came to a point where
i got nothing to say and same goes to him
i hate that awkward moment *urgghh*
i guess maybe we both just have
difficulty in carry on a conversation
huhuhu bad huh?
so i concluded that he doesnt even noticed
the fact that i deleted his ID in MSN and YM
yup...i deleted his ID in MSN the second time...
he just doesnt care it seems ;(
if i wanted to ask that,i can always ask thru the messenger(s) right?
why would i want to call him up and just utter those phrases?
waste of money and time
and then when i told her,she said i "miss" him
wha??*sigh* i thought i had enough of scorpion
though he might be a libran but his birthday is on the
very last day of libra sign,which means that he will be
influenced by the ever ready stinging invertebrate
okay then,i gave up...
I HATE HIM!!!
I HATE HIM!!!
I HATE HIM!!!



*i will always be the good friend to them,nothing more nothing less*



then theres another damn issue
lets just not elaborate the details
as my heart had bleed too much
in short he is just not the same
person i know before
i wanted to lend a helping hand
and he can turn it around
like it was a silly game he plays
damn u KFM!!!



this has certainly be the entry
that i swear so much....
couldnt care less anymore
u want to play harsh,let the game begins~~ *_*

mapley hahaha

smlm aku buat keje gile
g lepak kt DE 18 dgn these bunch of TESL guys
black,ad,azzam n hamzah
at 12.30 midnight plak tu...
when black asked me to lepak2 through YM
i was thinking this:will it be appropriate?
i mean i will be the only female there
because farah is not coming since she just
came back from working
then i said this to myself
"ala lepak je,bkn buat pe pon"
so i did,i walk from my house
in the pitch dark night
where it was so quiet and eerie at times
dhlaa ade je org nk kaco
cant u just leave me alone? *urgghh*
we lepak2 there for almost 1 and half hours kot
i didnt say or interfere much with their discussion
as i am not related or involved with the issues being discussed
so all i did was just listening to what they got to say
most of the time that is....
in a nutshell,they talked about pretty much the same thing
as what my friends or female generally do
they talked about LOVE and they do gossip
*duh* so stop asking us why we gossip so much?
korg pon same je,xpayah laa nk point fingers at us
saying we shouldnt talk about other people
like hugh laurie's character in house m.d
sarcastically said: "we talk about other people
so that we feel better about ourselves"
or so i think,couldnt say i agree nor disagree
hohohoho ;p





in another occasion,she said i am very "loyal"
because i still like him no matter what he did
what had happen between us,the pain and all
the thing is i did meet new people
it just so happen that it never worked out
i dont blame them,i blame myself *sigh*
whatever it is,i concluded that part of my life
as the end of my interest
dont want to meet new people
dont want to fall all over again
dont want to feel stupid for myself
dont want to get my heart getting smaller
and certainly dont want to be disappointed AGAIN
i lost the passion SERIOUSLY
now im living my life without any worries about it...
im contented that i live by myself
companion-less





hey life goes on right?
so that is exactly what im doing
dont feel sympathy or any of that kind
i dont ;D
i dont need to justify why...
take care peeps



p/s:im going to do an endoscopy
to look at what went wrong with my gastritis
whether it has worsen and turned into ulcer *ouch*
wish me luck,all went well and smoothly :)

hmmm...

ello every1...
still in SA,finish my work
damn im bored
my fav shoes were stolen
that doesnt make me feel any better
huhuhu
got a lot of things to put in here
but now it seems like the wrong time
because it all gone with the rain
yup,it was raining cats and dogs hahaha
i went to pkns to pay the bill(s)
guess what?this time the bil air
(dont know what is the english version)
:D is 145.giler ape ntah?
when i checked the previous bill
and make a comparison
its only 3/4 times higher
but the previous bill was 17sumthing
how can it reaches almost 150 right?
bengong~~~ xblaja maths kot mase skolah dlu *duh*
oh yeah my futsal scar on my right knee
somehow has turned into a heart shape
erk??!! miraculously changed itself?
nice...haha ;p
the crystal promo in pkns
turned out to be okay on the very last day
and i promise myself
not to work for chinese anymore
they are just..urgh!!
there is not a word to describe them
*sheesh*
yeah right syaza,u will CERTAINLY be working for them
in the future <-self talk hahaha
going to watch XMEN this wednesday
when will i go back to KL huh?
i have no idea myself ;)


enough of merapek-ing in this entry
till then...take care everybody!!!

air of love ;p

got this from nazi hahahaha =))

Libra - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! (really?? ;p) You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. (couldnt be any truer than this :D) You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. (am i?) Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. (*sigh*) You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... (100% correct,im indecisive with the capital I) You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. (DUH!! obviously not...i have never been in ANY relationship for that matter huhu) Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. (nazi has mentioned his name which i refuse to admit ;p) Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. (hmmm...not sure about this muahahahaha) Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. (is it??never gotten anything mentioned ^_^) Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own. Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough. (yes,i hate harshness) Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love. (ntah??) Tips for the future: Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes. Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so. Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did. (huh??) Best place to meet someone online: Platinum Romance - the best place to meet other singles who love romance as much as you do Best color to attract mate: Green Best day for a date: Wednesday Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

MISCELLANOUS:
~lance n*sync is GAY...i bet HIM is also gay (nampak sangat) *_* so no more lance for me hahaha ;p
~iqbal dh sombong,when i kissed him pon wat dunno jer...
dh xcomel dh,skrg dh kurus tinggi ;(
~have no life at all now that i have started working...well,once i finished on 20th may,i'll have my life back with extra cash hehe =)
~watch shes the man last night with nazi,we had a huge laugh even after complete watching it...amanda bynes rawk!!!
~gotta do the pre practicum program sheesh~ nk keje pon xsenang :(
~currently miss my mom so much...
~had enough of telling the truth,now im starting to learn how to lie...

initially....

im wearing a cat's eyes bracelet and white zircon ring
hahaha ;)
hey guess what?
today is my first day working in PKNS as crystal promoter
come up and support me... (eh?!)
despite of the duration is only for 20 days more or less
i take it anyway because i dont wanna go back to KL
and face u-know-who....
gotta find a replacement job ASAP...
so what can i concluded for my first day of working......
people in shah alam are not as civilised as i thought they would
because most of the customers that came to look at the accessories
always requesting funny question about the stones
and some even put up an act as mr./ms. know-it-all
come on,we are only selling
not manufacturing/doing a research on it
DUH!!!!...
anyways,my first day is not bad,not at all
=)

finding faults in the heart that u've been handed...

cold feet=cold blood??

now it seems like all the people
so-called "friends"
whom u trusted
whom u cherish all your might
whom u think guide your back when you're falling

act otherwise
or is it just me??
all these while
i thought it was just me
that i was thinking too much
but slowly the evidence become clearer
and it is neither my mind nor my heart
that whispering the notion
it is my intuition
which has been neglected
for too long
and u know what?
yes,u may use me all u want
yes,u can discard me
if u have done with me...

remember only one thing
i can never look at u
the same way again
despite of putting up
with yourselves
made me sick
made me bitter
made me colder

*never disregard your loved ones
ull never know when is the time
they might come in handy*

aiyoo~~

today i went to pizza hut SACC for interview
as they called in yesterday to come for the interview..
despite of having a paper on SLA at 2.15...
i still manage to squeeze some precious moment
to attend the interview...gile gamble :D
though it was a bit turn off tp find out
that they pay only 3/hour...
it is not that i have anything against working in a fastfood joint
i think i will search for other alternatives
before settled for pizza huhuhu
hey i worked in a restaurant before...
so i know my limitation as a worker....

*sigh* now i know how those unemployed graduates feel
its so fucking damn hard to look for job nowadays
even if it is meant only for two months
<---that would be MY case huhuhu
i am not even looking for permenant ones
aiyok~~~ seriously demotivated from
all the faces of my potential employers
yeah...now i know EXACTLY what my mom
has been pushing me to do...
STUDY HARD AND YOU WILL NOT HAVE TO DO THE DIRTY WORKS
simply because u have a degree certificate huhu
no pun intended though~~

got back from SLA paper
deim...the questions telah dirombak semula
so some of my spot questions were eliminated...
*sheesh* hampeh~~~
although i answeres all three essays...
i am not sure the degree of validity of my answers...
lets just pray that i will pass the subject for this semester
flying low kind of colours haha
if i cant make it flying high that is hahaha
{^*^}

perubahan angin??

my roomate and i decided to change the position
of our things to a fresh,new view
so what we did was take out the lighter things to the living room
and vacuumed+mopped the whole room
as we havent really "cleaned" it hehe :D
so now my room has somehow become bigger
because we had wrongly positioned the things for the last 2 years...


actually i had a lot to talk about this time around
but suddenly my train of thoughts derailed from its track
hehe this is the consequences of being idling away
without nothing to do
just waiting for my first final to be answered
teehee~~ which is next monday
and i only had been staring at the past years questions
and no proceeding action was taken...
*sigh* once i remembered what to write,
i'll add another entry later...
^_^

finals..

now im on the final exam week
though my first paper wont start till 24th
im here in shah alam with nothing much to do
except lazing around...sleep more than required huehuehuehue
cant help it as im a procrastinator
yup i am unfortunately...
so went for another job hunt yesterday
accompanied by nazi but she is not looking for any
but to just go and buy rasberry cheese cake at secret recipe
*yummy* she shared it with me weeeee~~~~
back to my job hunting,went around PKNS and SACC
got this promoter work in PKNS
700/month....working hours:10am till 8.30pm
i think that was a good offer
so i gave my number to my employer-to-be ;)
not to be satisfied with the current promising work
look around in SACC..
found out that FOS is also looking for new employee
when i stepped into the store and met with the supervisor
to ask about the vacancy..
u know what they told me..
"kami nak orang yang x pakai tudung jer"
FUCK tak???ok so i know the supervisor/manager is chinese
and fine i accept if u want to be prejudiced toward malays...
but u dont have to criticized my appearance...
i mean,if i chose to wear tudung,the decision doesnt concern u at all
i'd rather not working than to work with the condition
i have to lose the tudung
im not being so "religious" here
im just saying that these fucking ungrateful non-malays
to be more considerate whenever u deal the community
how would u feel if one of your community member
was asked to put on tudung if she wanted to work for muslim??
how would u react to that?
think about it,this country has been given enough
opportunities for u to stay in this piece of land...
so dont be too arrogant/ignorant about it...
hey i went to a chinese medium primary school for 6 solid years
and i still keep in touch with my chinese friends...
but i never,EVER,do such negative notion to them...
in short:DAMN U FOR BEING FUCKING SHALLOW!!!!

lazzy buggy bitty...

yes2,im aware that i have not been blogging
for the past few weeks,i think...
heck,i cant even remember the date of my last entry *bummer*
anyways the only explanation for this would be
i have just been bitten by the lazy bug...
despite of the tremendous workload
it doesnt make any difference...AT ALL...
next week will be the final week for this semester...
after that is study leave which i am supposed to be studying
but nooooo...still struggling to finish all the assignments
might as well dont call it the study leave then...
whatever...i want to finish this semester
a.s.a.p without any red mark result
that can deter me from going to the practicuum
*oh ALLAH,please help me..the ALMIGHTY*
hopefully i can graduate on time...
by the way,im in the process of stop
caring about others...
its exhausting,excruciating and
most importantly USELESS...
why should i care about others
who dont seem to do the same to me...
no more any of that,thank u...
hana had just tagged me to answer
all the questions in her xanga..
i guess its because i teased her
about going to france and meeting her "rabbit" {^_^}
so here it goes....

u have 10 bucks and need to buy snacks at a gas station,
what do u get?
~i will get the cadbury almond/dairy milk,potato chips,
orange vitagen and maybe a magazine if there is enough money left.

if u had to be reincarnated as some sort of sea dwelling creature,
what would it be?
~hmmm...i would be the jellyfish...dont ask me why *hehe*

who's your favourite redhead?
~i should say desperate housewives' marcia cross..one word:GORGEOUS!!

what do u order if u're at a pancake house?
~well since i have only tested it once,i want
the traditional home-made with creams and maple syrup *yummy*

what was the last book u read?
~completed wuthering heights by emily bronte (abridged version).
okay so what?at least i actually READ something...
the last book i didnt manage to finish was little women
bu louisa may alcott..hope i can continue after finals..

have u made out with anyone of your friends' list?
~what kind of question is this?NEXT...

describe the last time u were injured.
~hah!!im a very indoor person so that makes me a person
whose injuries can be counted in a single hand *haha ;p*
last?that would be when playing futsal...enough said ;)

of all your friends,who would u want to be stuck in the middle
of the jungle with?
~hmmm..this is a hard one.i would pick masyitah i guess since
she is one of the few people whom i know that is so calm in evry situation
plus she is a good resolver...

are there any odd things that make u feel uncomfortable?
~bad breath and sitting in unusual crowd

tell me an embarrassing story from your high school years.
~one only?there is too many to tell.one of it was i was attacked
with rotten eggs when i was in Form 1 where the person was aiming
at someone else but i was, lets just say,
at the WRONG place,the WRONG time *sheeesh*

what is the wallpaper on your cellphone?
~sony ericsson

flavour of pudding?
~caramel,the ones sell in pasar ramadhan *weee~*

what type of shirt are u wearing?
~black sleeveless t-shirt underneath my pyjama

prescription medication?
~hahaha...i like this question sooo much...too many!
one of it is shaklee,thanks to my mom ;p

if u could only use one form of transportation for the rest of your life,
which would it be?
~i like PUTRA LRT,so much convenient

how many people are on your friends' list?
~251

how many people on your list do u know in real life?
~er 232 :D

what are u listening to right now?
~MCR's thank u for the venom..addicted to that song now

most recent movie u watched?
~in cinema,casanova.thru cd/dvd,dorm daze.stupidest movie ever!!

name 3 things u have on u at all times.
~watch,spectacles and clothes *wink2*

would u rather give or receive a foot massage?
~right now,i prefer receive one because i sprained
my ankle for the third time *ouch!!*

name a teacher u had the hots for
~never *haha*

what is a saying that u use a lot?
~currently is "alright" with silent "L"

how many people on your friends list are exes?
~NONE...thats how pathetic my life is *huhu -_-"*

what is your favourite part of the chicken?
~drumstick and wings

what is your favourite town?
~er i have never been to many town but
one that somehow captures my interest is taiping..
so peaceful and definitely not pressed for time *weee~*

what is the first word that comes to mind right now?
~procrastinate?? *wahaha*

when was the last time u saw your mom in person?
~last week...waaaaa~~ :(

who got u to join myspace?
~er cant remember,if im not mistaken,nazi..

what did u have for dinner LAST NIGHT?
~sup utara's bubur nasi ayam

whats the last thing u said out loud?
~ape kejadahnyer

look to your left,what do u see?
~nazi in her room,just got back from swimming.

who is the last person u spent over $100 for?
~do myself count?if not,my mom.just gave her the cash *haha*

whos your favourite villian?
~not much of a villian fan,but i like jim carrey's count olaf
and micheal rosenbaum's lex luthor..

whats the last piece of clothing u borrowed from someone?
~nisa's swimming suit,does it count?? *muahaha*

whats the last piece of clothing u bought?
~a green padini t-shirt that has too low v-neck
*duh!!!*

what season are u?
~hey,i got spring!!
eat your heart out hana hehe ;p

You Are Spring!

Hopeful Playful Sweet Fresh Airy

What Season Are You?

thats all i guess
till next time
tata~ =)

gathering...

yesterday was my primary school's gathering
in legend hotel beside the mall
so it was expected that 50 of us (yes,there were
as many as 50 of us in a class *phew!*)
but only half of it turned up...
i had fun though
seeing them in adult version
after all,it is almost like
the 10 anniversary after leaving primary school
12 when we were standard 6 and now we are all 22
there are a few of them that i would like to give attention to:
1-i had a crush one of my classmates back in standard 6
he looks like gallen law,the hongkong actor
hahaha in my opinion,of course *wink*
it turns out to be
he was the first person to call my
bad nickname in school...
it all started when he was a prefect and
it was the fasting month and i did not want
to go to the canteen as i was fasting
but then it is instructed that students cannot
stay in the classroom...so being a "good" prefect he was,
he asked me to go to the canteen or somewhere else
when i refused to,he called out the nickname that i hated
and i started to chase him around...
hehehehe it was one of my good memories in that school..
so he called me AGAIN with that nickname yesterday
how rude ;p kidding
bleh x dh 10thn xjumpe pon
panggil lg name tu cheis >_<
anyway he still looks the same
and also as cheeky as before =)
that is it about him... *teehee* ^_^
2-after attending yesterday's gathering that
all of the things that i almost have forgotten
came back and knocked me real hard...
there is this girl in my class that
has this airhead attitude even in primary school
okay,so i know her mother is a well respected teacher in our school
and the fact that she is one of the pretty girls in my class
but u dont have to be so childish and bossy
sheesh even in such young age i have started to dislike people
so she attended the gathering too
although she didnt say hi or talk to me
i dont feel anything because
she has no significant meaning in my life
<-what my baby boo has always tell me,love u {^*^}
overall i was having fun with the others
the one who used to have a lot to say,now is more reserved
the one who is still funny remains the same =)
the one who is not that close to me back then,now is friendlier
ahh~~ some changes are good i presume ;)

friday the 10th... ^_^

hey guess what??
my so-called "toyboy" has a steady now hehe
now wonder he has been so quiet lately
so no more teasing me with him k?? ;)
but anyway,today i went to kl sentral to meet up
with my mom,to pick up something..
and how GENIUS of me to wear my
3-inches-heels...of all day
in the end,i feel like walking barefoot
from my mom's office to my rented home in shah alam
hahaha obviously i DIDN'T!!!
i have to endure the pain all the way
never mind,at least i'm training myself to walk properly
although the heels doesn't help much actually *_*
got these from sharifah's friendster page

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Color is Your Passion?

p/s:i was wearing PURPLE today...yeay!!! ;)

Your Power Color Is Blue

Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What's Your Power Color?

i have been having quite number of sleepless night
and i think my bruxism (grinding teeth while sleeping)
bothers my roommate so much because she kept waking in the middle of the night
consequence of she is a light sleeper
[SO SORRY FARAH!! =(]
thanks for being so patient with me..
my close friends ask me this:
are u having any kinds of problems these days?
and u know what??
I MYSELF DON'T HAVE THE ANSWER...
the thing is i don't really like to discuss the circumstances
that have been bugging me for a long,long time
and when i say for a long,long time
i mean it...
though i claimed that i have let go some issues
the fact is it somehow came back haunting me
don't ask me why,it just happened... =(
so now,i'm on the plan of
making more and more workload and
at the same time,doing things that make me feel happy
i know,i have said it too many times
that i want to be happy and not depress anymore
there are just some moments in my life
make me feel vulnerable and gullible
sorry for all the trouble i caused
to all my beloved friends...
love u guys so much ;-*
p/s:i'm constantly in need of
ambi pur's lavender breeze spray
it is so calming and refreshing ^_^

err cant think of any suitable title laa ;)

hey there
my futsal wounds finally healed
haha
just feel like telling
^_^
anyways these past few days have been really hectic for me
monday microteaching writing
tuesday adibah noor was in town =)
wednesday study for SLA quiz
thursday (today) the test SUCKS!!
haha i should blame myself
for focusing only on one topic
but dr richard said so...
*innocently says* ;p
i wish i could get back on my long-lost hobby
that is reading...i used to like reading so much
back in school
now it seems like i have lost it..
just like that...
oh well, i should really do my work now
till we meet again
in the next entry
bye~~~

mind-bugging fatal disease...

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Swan Animal You Were in a Past Life: Rabbit You are passive, sentimental, and emotional. You sometimes lack self-confidence, but you are creative and rational.

The Animal Personality Test

"You are passive, sentimental, and emotional.
You sometimes lack self-confidence, but you are creative and rational"
WOW!!!!!
couldnt be any truer than this (>_<)
yes i am passive and all the above traits mentioned
these things always get me down
i dont know why,maybe i still cant accept myself
as what it is...i feel this all the time:
feelings that i am not suited to live this life
that i have been manipulated by people whom i call friends
that they are just pretending to be my friends
just to use me for their own sakes...
oh i think too much,i want to stop thinking
but i cant help it if there are situations in my life
justify that...
i should really give it up
and let live
damn to those who treated me like a piece of crap
i need a mind-relaxing treatment
bye~~

me??playing futsal??U ARE KIDDING RIGHT?? ^_^

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

me??a leader??
that is the most funniest thing to describe about me
because i like to follow instruction,you see
not the other way around;giving instruction hehe ;)
hmmm~ last saturday i did one of my SILLY plan for this semester
I PLAYED FUTSAL!!!
it is a real shocker when it comes to sports
since i am not atheletic....NOT AT ALL ;p
but it was soooooooo much fun playing it
last year,my faculty did organize it but i did not participate
as i did not know how to even kick a ball...
suck huh??oh well,this time around..
my team only practice as a group THE NIGHT BEFORE THE TOURNAMENT
crazy isn't it??what the heck...
it turns out to be,the teams participating this year
is more ready than ever...they played like pro i should say..
at first i was only a reserve but then one of my teammate
injured after the first game...so i have to replace her..
after the second game ended,my other teammates said i was good in defence
so i stick with their plan
then my goalie got badly injured...
so no one is brave enough to take over her place...
i volunteered...
somehow i got the rhythm of being a goalie
and i did it!!!
but then i suffered more injuries than others
my left knee have bruises all over
and the best part is yet to come...
my right knee has this quite big cut
that my flesh can be seen *OUCH!!!*
now i'm walking around the faculty like an old lady
because i can't bend and straighten and bend my leg again
simultaneously.... :(
it streches the wound *urghh*
anyhow,i had fun despite the bruise and cut
although we lost,i feel that it is a huge accomplishment
for one,such as myself to do some "workout"
under hot blazing sun...
oh yeah,i also got sun-burned by the way haha
LIKE I CARE???er a bit, i guess but then again WHO DOES CARE??
so that is the end of my narrative/descriptive essay on
what silly plan i have done for this semester hehe ^_^
i guess that is all folks...
till we meet again in the next entry
tata~~~ =)

keys to my heart...[chewah!!] ^_^

got this from farah aka ayuni hehe
silly blogthings again
hahaha ;p

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

agak sengal laa the result of these quizzes
anyways u'll be the judge....
are the above mentioned characteristics best describe me??
{^_-}

now he's getting on my nerves...

i often go to wira sejati
with syafina for dinner....
then there is this one guy who works there
well...he seems nice at the beginning...
always take our orders n making sure that we get the food
i have no problems or whatsoever at all with him...
BUT.....
today he does not seem to be that nice at all
i am starting to feel annoyed n irritated
by the way he say aomething to me
by the way he acknowledge me whenever he sees me
i have a piece of my mind that i want to share with this guy:
I'M NOT LIKE MY "OTHER" FRIEND OK??
i will not smile if i dont feel like to
i will not acknowledge u even if i saw u on the street
i will not bother to do anything about u...
so buzz off!!!

*now i feel like banning wira sejati....

huh......that's all.....bye
p/s:not in a very good mood *bummer*

where is the passion when u need it the most.....

i have just discovered something.....






I'VE GIVEN UP ON PEOPLE!!!






enough said.

so damn true lalalalala ^_^

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Your Birthdate: October 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count. You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing. Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time. You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything. Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger. You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause. You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you! A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

this is what i call
wasting time while waiting
i'm waiting for my mom and sis to come
and pick me up...
it doesn't help that i'm currently
the last one to leave for mid semester break
*bummer* well that's all i guess
but all of the above results...
is the truth nothing but the truth
weeeeeee~ tata every1...
oh yeah by the way,
happy chinese new year to all =)

zodiacal sign....

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

muahahahaha [gelak keji jap]
yea2 dpt cancer....
nsb baik xdpt after cancer kan??
lalalalalalala ;p

young bf or toyboy??muahahaha ;)

this is some sort of reply to my roomate's entry in her blog,
here it goes:
yes i like him,i admire him but being younger than me,
it's beside the point....
the main point is i do not know whether he is into me
or just being polite/nice as i am his senior...
the thing is people being nice to us does not necessarily mean they like us
they are just being themselves....i guess huhuhu
so i better keep out from these things as long as they have not mention anything serious
it's just means they like to make you happy,as what a friend do to another friend
i've been through this situation before
he's leo,same as this junior of mine...
he was so damn nice to me that made me think that he likes me
but you know what,he DOES NOT!!!
he is just being nice and polite....
therefore,i was humiliated because i seriously thought he really likes me
i mean,come on.....
he may have thousands of other woman into him...
he would not have chosen the plain me hohoho ^_^
as a conclusion, [chewah :D] i should take it as
a friend making another friend happy....
i gave up making the first move...i do not want to be humiliated again
farah,thanks for making me feel appreciated
but unless he mentions it first..
i shall not jump into conclusion huhuhuhu =(