Sometimes.

"Sometimes, Allah breaks your spirit to save your soul.
Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes, Allah allows pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes, Allah allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
Sometimes, He Takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything he gave us.
Make plans but understand that we live by Allah's grace. Ameen."

MSO Family Day 2012

Kudos to the organizing team, it was wonderful and memorable indeed. Sukaneka brought out the best in everyone. Everyone was a team player and the event was a huge success in terms of joy and laughter. Wonderful silly games to the kids at heart! Food was indeed Ah-mazing! Who else have the best food other than Malaysians? Most people were obscenely full.

We reached at the height of the program during the Graduation Dinner. It was one teary occasion reminiscing the good and bad times, appreciating friendship, asking for forgiveness and forgiving and the unsaid love that lingered in the room. No words can describe what the hearts felt and we are all tied with an imaginary string that no one else could feel.

With that, I am grateful Ahlhamdulillah. My ticket is booked, boxes will be shipped soon and class will be done very soon. I'm erasing my physical traces here in MSU but I hope that my contribution (if any), my love and support will stay. Engineering Building, I will miss you.

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Let's talk about love.

Haha, no I was kidding. I'm very far from knowledgeable about relationship matters.

Anyway, Alhamdulillah upon my graduation, for the MSO community that I met, for the new friends I acquired, for a one of a kind roommate and for all the privileges that I get while studying. I'm still one summer class at the moment but it's not an engineering class. I'm grateful for the temporary apartment that I'm living in right now. Honestly, I'm sad. I feel like time is running out with the people here. I just know it deep in my heart things won't be the same. Not exactly the same. But maybe it will get better, hopefully.

I should always remember that death is uncertain. That won't make me feel so sad, it'll make me appreciate every moment more. My Canada trip was great, with awesome people, visited beautiful places. The MSO family day was intimate on another level, in a good way :) Sometimes I feel ashamed and guilty for getting this much pleasure and privilege, but not giving back as much as I should.

To speak of love, I would say I received unconditional love from my family. I don't think I can love anyone else as much as I love them. I'm ready to go home. I want to go home. Time's ticking here.