By, cute intelligent and hip and cool.

HELLO EVERYONE! No, I'm not Nasirah. I'm Shihui! :D My nenek is away, with a spoilt computer. Tsk tsk tsk. And the sweet, lovable and memorable nenek sent her regards! She asked me to mention how sweet she is... Wellllllllll..... She is the sweetest 181 year old nenek i've ever seen. Coz I've never ever seen a nenek who is like 181 year old. heh! Last but not least, I'm cute and intelligent!

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HAHAHA SHIHUI!!!!

BOOO!! No i'm not NENEK, nor Shihui! I'm HAZIQ! The hip and cool one. Hahahahaha! Since nenek's computer is spoilt and she cant blog, she left her blog to her CUTE and COOL 2 grand/grandgrandchildren!! HAHAHAH SO LAME SIA.

but she setted a term and condition thingy.

I must include that she is sweet, lovable and memorable.

WTH!?

eh i'm so bored.

Nenek is currently saving money for a laptop. HAHAHA goodluck (((:

Okay I'm done. May be back tmr! *hints to SH!*

Sweet, lovable and memorable Syrup is proud to have a HIP AND COOL GRANDCHILD LIKE ME!!!!!!!

eh so kecoh!

What can I say.

Look what our tongues can do! HAHA!

I'm like so tired. I have been cleaning and mopping my own room for 4 hours flat. Like woo. Anyways and any hows. I'm shocked. Oh wait, that was suppose to be, I'm shocked! It's night time, yes but how come nobody is online? Like, which planet and time am I really at?

I have a list of things to do and goodness, I have less than a week to finish it all.

Lets make it short for I want to habbo. HAHA! Okeh shh. Just for you and I to know, I'm stucked to habbo again. Yea, say "You said you dropped habbo!" Well I say, as if. (:

One thing, I certainly am getting the hang of life for now. Woo. That's certainly a great pleasure. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I love my relatives!

This is an oh-so-yesterday's picture. (:

Gahahahaha! I initially wanted to blog at night time but since I still have my fresh memory on yesterday, I'll blog now and re-online night time! Wee~

Hari Raya yesterday was fun. With dad at mosque for the slaughtering of sheeps, Abg Aee drove us to grandmum's. (: And I don't understand why people don't wear nice nice clothes on Aidiladha. It should be as grand as Aidilfitri. So for goodness sake, get your arse off the chair and wear something nice and go out to at least your grand's house. Sheeesh!

So anyway. After the long awaited satay came at 12, we went out and headed to Choa Chu Kang after sending some satay to Yishun. Just sat at grandmum's because as always, the remote control is not mine to control and is never my idea of what show to watch. And believe it or not, granddad actually nod his head; as in dancing type of nod, while watching and listening to Beyonce on Ch5. Wow Granddad. Wow.

At around 2 or 3, headed to Mak Long's. And by then, my shoe heels were getting haus. Wth. Stupid shoe. Was greeted by the screeches of Bella and Fiqah. Woo. Sungguh noisy. As soon as I sit, I was greeted by the sight of the pineapple tart. HAHA! Evil pointy ears coming right up. (: Watched Otai. KAHKAH! And by the time the VCD ended, it was 4.30 and everyone wanted to watch Asian Idol, repeat telecast.

I can't believe what I actually heard from my aunties. Like woah! Are those really my aunties?

Cik Kai: Lagu yang Taufik buat semuer sedap-sedap lah! Mum: *Inserts a name of ehem idol* memang sombong! Cik Enah: Tengok dier diri. Abg Fareez&Kak Yada: Yelah! Dier kan nanti menang! *Laughs* Abg Amy: HAHA! Menang ke aper?! Boleh jalan lah!

And yea~! I found another Taufik fan. HAHA! Hi-5 Cik Kai! (:

And of course, before the result was announced, the whole house was all of a sudden, quiet. Except of course, at the dining area where my other oh-so kecoh aunties was sitting and laughing out real loud. And everyone's focus was on Jaclyn's expression when they announced Hady as The first Asian Idol.

HAHAHAHA! You should have heard how madly we were laughing. Especially the cousins. *Shakes head*

Went home at around 8.30 and Dad was smiling from ear to ear because he got food on his way. Lols Dad.

And my 2008 is filled with stuff. Lots of engagement, parties, chalets, weddings. Saya suka! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Happy Eid. (:

YEY! Hari Raya! HAHA!

Helloooooooo! It's been some days since I touch this keyboard! Like WOAH! What's up and has been? Well, the curtains are up. And I have been really tired and untechnologic. So lame.

Anyway, it's hari raya! And you know how much I love Hari Raya? Thaaaaaaaaat much! Actually right, I have nothing to blog about. I'm just so bored early morning with a running tap nose.

I can't believe I slept early yesterday. Like so early on the eve of Raya. 10pm. Wth. Even Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets seem so boring. And come on, it's the eve of Raya, at least have something that has not been repeating again and again on teevee. Sheeeesh!

I have a terrible problem. I don't know what to wear! Hmph.

I'm bored lah. Going out at around noon to Nenek's first. Then off to Mak Long's! Wee~ Shut up Nasirah. *Shows lame emoticon*

Oh and new information? No. Nothing new. Hehe!

And some people should just start appreciating Singapore's local talent. Hady can sing, unlike *ehem*Aliff*ehem*

Of course, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA! To all kambengs, maaf zahir batin. Semoga selamat dikorbankan. (:

Sweet love

Toodles.

Asian Idol Singapore. (:

And you know what I'm going to talk about. Hey, it's not everyday I have such a topic.

So it's been known. Hady Mirza has been crowned The first Asian Idol and everybody knows that SOME people are not happy about it.

Talk about last night's show, Jien said "Singapore and Malaysia singing in harmony. It's not everyday you get to see something like that."

Now everybody GASP. That's a total aim to politics. Many people don't find politics interesting. But I do. Interesting but you can't understand their decision that much. Why? Because you aren't a politician. Duh.

So anyway, for the past few days I had nothing better to do so I browsed through the Asian Idol official site. And unsurprisingly, I went to Hady's site and only to be greeted by such a nice comments.

Not only that, the Dan and Yang show early in morning were 'lying through their teeth.' LOL. And brother, at the very least Singapore wins and not, ehem. (:

Congrats Hady Mirza! (:

Like what sister said, "People will most likely vote for those who can sing their English song very well and with understandable English. Three down. Between this three, there will be more female voters than male voters. One down. Between this two, female voters, they'll go for the..?"

Me: Better looking, Hady wins. Sister: Even if Singapore were to send Taufik, he might win too.

Absolute duh. Or maybe, Singapore did some solat hajat. *Hints*

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My phone can send messages. Oh shut up Nasirah. Nobody wants to know.

I'm bored. 3 days to Hari Raya Haji. I certainly don't know what to wear. Blue baju kurung? Perhaps.

And I want to go out this Wednesday to collect my phone and perhaps even to check if my books are available. Stupid bookshop. Everything seems to be out of stock but I don't understand why, the whole of the bookshop is filled with books still. Oh hey, it's a BOOKshop. My goodness, I sound so crappy. Hmph.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Happy or pissed? Hmm..

I couldn't say a proper goodbye to that phone strap. I couldn't say a proper goodbye to the handphone. For goodness sake, black brings me such joy that I can never say a proper goodbye. Pfft.

Anyway, I'm like the only YB online right now. So bored. *SIGH*

Oh oh! I'm a happy Syrup! As happy as a drank syrup can be! So happy! Heh! Currently, the purse is oh-so thick and juicy~ AHHH~! I like! And yea, all thanks to Mum and Abg Aee. Heh! And I tell you, once you get a working sibling, it's god-damn easy for your wallet/purse to get all thick and juicy when they get their bonus. Or in brother's case, his pay. HAHA! Not funny Nasirah. *Shows lame emoticon* My goodness, I'm so bored.

Oh anyway, I told Dad that I want to use at least his phone. *Ehem* I was acting all sweet and kind lah. No wait, I can't act sweet, I am sweet. HAHA! So he let me use Kak Naf's N6131. I was so happy, DUH(!), even though Kak Naf said don't get use to the phone, yet. Notice the word yet? HEHE! Unfortunately, I tried to message Kak Shidah and sending failed(!). Sending failed?! Can you believe it? Sending failed! Stupid phone.

Dad sent my dearest 6080 for service (heh!) and will only be back on Wednesday. Which, Dad will trade-in and get a new phone out of it. *Shows big&sweet&lovable eyes* "Dad, I want N6288 pleeeeeeeease!" *Shows *blink2 emoticon*

And yea, I don't know what has happen to the old SIM card but I've started using my prepaid card which Kak Naf actually wasted $0.08 to contact Abg Aee to leave my number at his phone. Tsk. Get my number at my MSN's personal message. (:

So I'm bored and I got nothing to do. And I think I'm going to change my blogskin! Yea, again. The links are like written ever so small and so white. Hey, I'm old. My eyesight is getting worse you know. (OMGoodness! Did I just say that?)

I'm sleeping at the hall tonight! YEY! I have no idea why I'm so excited about sleeping at the hall but, YEY!

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What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone, you had to say goodbye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone, they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy, there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

Some people live and some people die.

But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend. That I will always be here for you when and if you need me.

If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever. Would I be in yours?

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER.

(:

It's an email from Natalie actually. Damn, now I miss her. And MingHui and Marissa and Shaliza and WoonHui and all those 6H '05. ):

Pissed. Pissed.

You tell me why.

I am so sad. I'm a sad syrup. As sad as any undrank syrup. So sad. Okeh shut up Nasirah.

Anyway, my splurging trip with the splurgers had to be cancelled because Mum forced me to follow them, as in DadIffahMum, to Malaysia. So yea, luckily Yanana called so I could actually inform her on phone. But yea, thanks Sushee also for the help. Heh!

So, after buying the oh-so-i-thought-a-lot school books, went home to grab passport. Unfortunately, half-way through the journey, it rained oh-so heavily. *SIGH* So I babbled non-stop in the car saying how I should have followed my friends instead of them. Stuff like that lah.

In the end, we went to Teh Tarik or whatever the shop name is. The one opposite Woodlands Polyclinic. I ordered something expensive since I was super pissed. Heh! Now that is certainly the bad side of me. I go expensive things when I'm not feeling over the moon. Or in this case, the cloud. So I ate hotplate chicken chop with Teh Tarik. Nice you! *Mak cik style*

Then Mum bought her washing machine! Like finally. The water won't be dripping all over the service balcony. And finally, I will have more than enough clothes to wear. Heh!

Went home and prayed then went out again to upgrade Kak Naf's number. Waited for more than half hour to get the bloody new phone. Sheeesh! And this makes me even more pissed! Dad finally thought of the idea of having the phone repaired. Or better still, change the phone. Bloody hell. I have to suffer for I-don't-know-how-many days and all of a sudden he said that. And yea, blame on me also for not giving that idea. Hmph. Fineeeeeee!

So soon, Dad will terminate my old number. OMG! I'm so attached to that number. Like so cool. 6161. ): So cool you know! I want Kak Naf's old phone!!! I mean, come on, give me a break! Dad's phone is super old that it doesn't even have a value! And if you were to give me a choice, Abg Aee's N-gage (heh! example only brother!) or Dad's phone, I'd rather take Abg Aee's phone.

I'm so pissed! Urgh.

Toodles

Quizical.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4: - (x - y)(x + y) Oh sorry, that's my Maths worksheet. No books near me. (: 2. Stretch your left arm as far as you can: - *Touch left side air* 3. What was the last thing you watched on TV?: - Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi Show. Heh! 4. Without looking, guess what time it is - 2.30pm. 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?: - 2.35 pm. 6. With the exception of the computer, what else can you hear?: - Wooshing of fan's wind. Noisy motorcycle. 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?: - Just now. Marketing. (: 8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?: - The computer and Blogger's homepage. (: 9. What are you wearing?: - Pants and tee. Nike and I-don't-know-what. 10. Did you dream last night?: - Two days ago. Something scary yet funny. 11. When did you last laugh?: - A few minutes ago while reading Rawr's tagboard reply to Ziq. Heh! 12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?: - A coat of purplish pink paint. 13. Seen anything weird lately?: - Yea. YOU! Heh! 14. What do you think of this quiz?: - L. A. M. E. LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME! 15. What was the last film you saw?: - Gameplan I think. 16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?: - N6288 for myself. Bungalow for family. Donate some to charity. Buy some lands and create a goat/cow farm. Employ people to work at the farm. Invest. Eh, multi-millionaire what! 17. Tell me something about you that i don't know: - My name is Nasirah. HAH! I bet you didn't know that! 18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: - Everyone to understand why the world is what it is. 19. Do you like to dance?: - Yeaaa! 20. George Bush: - I shall keep my mouth shut on this. :x 21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what would you name her?: - Nur Something Binte Someone. 22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what would you name him?: - Md Something Bin Someone. 23. Would you consider living abroad?: - No. I'd rather not be abroad than leaving SG. 24. What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly white gates?: - Here comes my sweetest creation! I have seen everything you do. Would you explain to me some of them. *Smile* 25. 6 people who must also do this in THEIR journal: - Hmm.. 1) lame people 2) sweet people 3) lovable people 4) memorable people 5) bored people 6) people. And I forgot to mention this. I got a new number. Prepaid card pulak tu. So yea, I don't think I'll publicise them now because it's not as if you guys can contact me for my phone is still saltily dead and Dad has yet to upgrade Sis' number. Pfft. Sweet Love Toodles.

New number. Old phone. ):

I'm bored. Currently, no YB is online except me. (DUH!)

Buying school books tomorrow. And dad is taking half day off. Because of that, he wants to take us to JB for lunch. Yea, go wth. I have plans with my splurgers tomorrow and I feel guilty if I have to ditch either one. Urgh. Saturday's plan is cancelled because Dad is bringing IffahMeMum tomorrow. *SIGH*

Anyway right, Mak Ton called yesterday. Wedding bells kompang berbunyi lagi. The new year will start soon and I will be very tired soon too. I have yet to re-do my Maths work which got lost. And the other homework, wait long long okeh?

I went to the market today. AAHHHH~ The meat guy hot okeh! Mum, I want to go to the market and buy meat again! HAHA! Okeh, shut up Nasirah.

I want to habbo. (: Ming Hui, am still waiting for your Habbo ID. Heh!

Malaysia? Or splurge with splurgers? ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I miss you. You. You. You. And you..

One reason this post is not random. I didn't type many randoms thus it's not random. Haaaah! Yes, I'm so bored.

So anyway, I was habbo-ing the whole day yesterday. I thought I wanted to blog yesterday but I was too focus on habbo and anyway, my hands were tired from typing.

Seriously, I have nothing to blog about. Ouh and I have yet to start on homework. Wth. I started on Maths but unfortunately, I lost it to I-have-no-idea-where. So yea, I have to re-do it. Stupid foolscap. Hmph.

I'm bored. I can't wait for Saturday! HAHA! Okeh, Nasirah must stop it.

Amirah has friends at Zoo ehk? I got cousins at Bukit Timah Hill. (: Which also means that it is, in some way, related to you! Heh!

I want a speaker. My computer is like so mute. So pathetic you know! I want to listen to music!

I'm like so dead on the computer. So bored.. Must.. Have.. A.. Speeeeeeeeak.. Speeeeeaaaa.. Ker.. Must.. Have.. Onnnnne.. See? Dead right? Told you so. *Shakes ass*

I'M BORED.

Oh and I miss a lot of people that I don't know if I have energy to type them all. (:

I miss alot of people!

I prefer this view. Hey, I'm 181. What do you have against my opinion?

I need a phone! Like seriously! How can my life carry on without having me with a handphone? Do not answer that. I obviously lived longer than expected without a phone. Heh!

This CPU is like so noisy. The fan keeps on making stupid noises that goes like zinggggggg! Noisy right? AHA! I'm noisier I know. Shh will you?

Please don't mind this random post. I'm so bored. I'm sweet, lovable and memorable! Oh goodness, that was very random.

Anyone up for a game of monopoly? *Raise hands high!* AHAHA! Shut. I know I lost for three times in a row but who said that I suck at it? I think it must have been for Kak Naf's Sembawang's ship. Hmph!

I'm going to Malaysia on Saturday! I can't wait! Heh! Dad said we're going shopping. Dad said we're going for seafood. I like shopping! Because I'm a splurger! *Hints*

That reminds me, I have yet to have another splurging session with Yanana and Rawrie. Awwh!

I realise this post is so random. GASP! I'm bored. Nah, you tell me how many randoms are there and how many bored there are. What am I saying? I have no idea.

Haziq introduced to me VBA games. I'm like stuck to it. And I actually finished one game in less than around 10 hours. Wtf right? Screw those grands of mine who always make me play computer games. Heh!

Oh! Oh! Mum said that we might be going to Melaka's chalet next year with some neighbours during CNY. You know, I'm hardly in Malaysia nowadays so you have got to help me control my excitement! *Runs around knocking head on drawers*

I found scrabble! *Hints to Kak Naf*

I think I should go and stop being random. You think? Because I think I should. Being random and bored I mean. See? I'm being lame. Goodness.

*Points to calender and giggles*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

It's the end.

Dearest Charlie, all the best in your future endeavours. Come what may, remember that you guys have survived the NCO course. No matter how gayish you people are at time, I love you guys and I will certainly miss all of you. Especially, of course, for those who I kept on blabbering nonsensical stuff too.

It's over. The end of Advance NCO course 2007.

Assessment day was great. We actually did things quite smoothly and everyone was super nervous for their MOI first aid. Before we begin talking on our slides, we were given the test. Yea, the test that we busy 'mugged' for early in the morning at McD. Was sort of easy, considering how hard we mugged for it. Heh!

After that, did some peer evaluating where I said the truth and nothing but the truth. Eh, I'm a truthful person you know. (:

Dominic Sir came in and asked us to say one word about the course. And Charlie said, "Chocolaaaaaaaaate!" HAHA!

And it begins. MOI first aid. The first two did their presentation then we had lunch. And did I tell you that Isabel Mam is really nice when she is nice? She's absolutely nice. (:

Lunch time was oh-so kecoh. "Today, I will touch you guys..." Wtf. And that was the most embarrassing moment in my Advance course life. Sheeesh!

After break, me and Huda decided to go. Though how reluctant we are because ZhongLie Sir was there and so was Simon Sir. But yea, we went since it will be a great honour to have the CC in your class. Heh! To me, we did pretty well considering that we didn't rehearse anything and we divided the slide at the last minute. Ouh and our marker was Isabel Mam and Alfred Sir. Sweets rock okeh?!

During MOI FA, Huda was flipping through her FA manual and answering questions. And I mean real lot of questions. And she gave me one of her sweet. Thanks Huda! (:

After MOI FA done, went to the AVA room and that was where it gets all touchy. ZhongLie Sir said it again. "It's not whether you pass or fail. It's the journey that counts."

Masha Mam sent Charlie a message through Dominic Sir. "She's going to miss all you guys and gals."

Such a sad thing that we couldn't say our last goodbyes to her in 2007. I remembered what Hoe Theng Sir said yesterday, but I forgot today. Aww.

Went down to take pictures. Such an insult to be half-squatting okeh. Hmph! And Hanis kept on saying she's taller when we, are of equal height. Heh! (:

While getting ready to go to the toilet, Dominic Sir was actually video-ing us all. Wtf. So unglam. And Ais was going "OMGOMG! Where's my hanger?" while Farah went, "I want Jovinson's bag." HAHA! And Dominic Sir could still giggle at our reactions to stuff. Unglam lah.

And that is the end. The end of the course. Went home with the other 7 and William Sir. Wanted to do some catching up at Banquet but in the end, they had to hurry home for stuff.

And now, we shall sit still and wait. We shall wait for POP and the result.

Congrats Haziq for being nominated as best cadet and Alif for being the top scorer. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Night with Sister. Day with YB. (:

We will strive for the best. For the future of us. (:

Helloh! *Act cute*

I'm bored. I have my NCO course reflection to be done by I have no idea how to begin my reflection. Like hello, I can only just say it out randomly but I hate writing reflection. It's so, reflection-ish. Heh!

So anyway, I played monopoly again last night. With who else but Kak Naf. Sad to say, I was declared bankrupt for the second time in a row. Damn! How can she buy my property when it's mortgaged?! That is so unfair! But at the third quarter of the game, I earned alot alot! Why? Leprechaun! Leprechaun! Wait, is that the way you spell leprechaun?

Just now, I went back to school! (: Did our theory paper together and like always, we talk and talk. Kak Atikah joined for a few minutes. And I can tell that last year's course and this year's course are way too different. Quite a big gap actually. But at least we did survived.

Tomorrow is assessment day. Which also means the end of NCO course. What is left? POP. (: I'm like so super happy! Finally, my Saturdays can be spend on televisions, computers and going Johore. Which reminds me, family going Johore tomorrow and most likely, I'm going to be left behind. Wtf. There is always the make-up session you know! *Shows heh! emoticon*

When it strikes 1700 hours on 8 December 2007, I'm going to miss this gayish bunch of people a lot! Seriously. I'm going to miss Charlie. Surprisingly or not, I'm going to miss the officers. Even though they called us senile monkeys (sheeeesh!), I'll miss them.

Don't ask about the unglamourous look. We were putting on full hairnet (wtf, really).

MOI First Aid. I'm so excited! Huda and me are giving out sweets (because Huda's FA buddy is sweet and so is she) and I'm so excited!

I think I should start on my reflection now. I have learnt how to be a goods leaderships you know. (: I'm trying to imply my knowledge.

Reflection, here I come~ *hippo emoticon* Hippo so random.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Night with Sister. (:

Seen the Monopoly Here&Now edition? Yea! The game is super fun!

Last night was fun lah! Played the latest edition of monopoly that sister downloaded from the net and I won!!! She didn't go bankrupt though but since I got a thousand dollars more than her, I won! (: The time limit was an hour so we didn't have the chance to complete the game. Awww.

It was already around midnight. Instead of going to bed, sister took out our old and dusty and crinkly monopoly set and we played it according to the new version. Sister, I can't believe I bought Marina Square $30 more and I didn't collect double rent. Such tootness. And because of that, I went bankrupt. Like very many many bankrupt. Sister bought god damnit alot of houses at one stretch. BOOOOOOOOOOO!

I hate playing monopoly in real life. I go computer monopoly! (:

Tonight, I want to play another round but sister said maybe scrabble. Pfft. My vocabulary is superbly limited okeh.

I miss Charlie. I miss camp. Damnit, I miss having butterflies in the tummy for footdrill. I miss having lots of crazy and gay Charlie around me! ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Back!!! Charlie! Charlie!

I'm so daaaaaaaaaaaaaaark! ):

Hello everybody! I am so back from holiday! Unfortunately, we 10 people got cheated by the driver! GASP! Instead of driving us to that huge huge glamourous place, he drove us to Chestnut Drive Sec. Pfft. And I over-tanned myself. Aww! But it's okeh. The tanning is worth it! (:

So anyway, camp phase was fun! Except the changing of clothes and the bathing and the scolding part. HAHA! Go duh!

Day 1

Like always, they checked our belongings and I realise that I didn't bring rag. Wth. (; Then flag painting session and SHARP PIG'S LEGS! HAHA! Lunch was okeh I suppose. But I think my chicken got dizzy because I kept turning and turning and turning and turning it around. Just to eat it, I don't know how many times I turned it. Heh!

Since Charlie's PC and APC were not there in the morning of day 1, Simon sir took us for footdrill. He is damn nice okeh! He actually explained the commands one by one and did a demo for us.

Interaction time was so gayish! And I realise that the guy's from my platoon; especially Altaz and Alif, are super gay. HAHA!

Lecture on admin stuff was okeh... Though some parts are so confusing. Dinner, I forgot what we eat. Heh! Then lecture on radio comm and briefing for hiking was so lame, especially at the starting. What is the colour of Power Rangers? Gold Gold Power Rangers!

Bathing time was super short! Especially when there are over 40 girls for I-don't-know-how-many cubicles. Sheeesh! Supper was the green bean soup I think. Cuiping went for 3 servings within 10 minutes! HAHA! After that, lights off! (: I slept so soundly next to Nabila! Nabila as in Lalat. (:

Day 2

PT was so lame. Was very NS-like so yea, not that tough but it's very tiring. Breakfast was super spicy bee hoon. Prepared ourself for hiking and off we went walking all the way to Bukit Timah Hill. Yes people! Jump for joy! We got to see our cousins there despite being in camp! YEY! (; The slope was so tiring even though we weren't even halfway through. Break at the summit and had some interaction where we got more gay! Hehe! Then took some pictures with The rock! Then we walk briskly back to CDS.

Ponchoella! Under my ponchoella! Poncho pon pon pon! (:

Then lecture from Mary mam was okeh. She's kind lah. Then had short footdrill session afterwhich ZhongLie sir got promoted. Then dinner was okeh. Actually the food isn't that bad. Edible and not too gravy-ish. Sayer suker! HAH! Then lecture again where Haziq kept on turning to me and going "Fishball! Fishball!" and "I'm so sleepy! Fishball!"

Team building session was fun. Adelard sir followed Charlie and he came out of the OM's room with chocolate drink for one of the items. HAHA! And at that time, Alpha had chocolate wrapper.

Bath. Supper. Charlie's routine order. I got second shift. Again for the 3rd time in a row for SJ camp. HOHO! (: After that I went back to sleep next to Lalat. Of course, before sleeping, the two of us giggled non-stop first! *Shakes head*

Night duty was so cold. Did near the toilet with Wan Yu and Shikin! Went back to bunk at 4 and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Day 3

Skipped PT because I did second shift! HEHEK! First time skip PT seh. Helped Jacklynn mam to prepare the erm, mass tin(?) with the other shift 2s. Then breakfast time! Lecture for 2 hours then footdrill. Was really extremely tired. ):

Lunch was field cooking. Cooked with my buddy and Hanis(ex-WGPS!). The two of them were fighting on what to open while I just kept quiet. Heh! In the end, we cooked the maggi and Hanis' baked beans. Ate with the two of them and also Alif and Fauzi. And I assure you that it was a really masin and bacen atmosphere. Sheeeeeesh!

Then we prepared ourself for camp night! Altaz was the pregnant 'lady' so Hoe Theng sir helped him with all the stuff. HAHA! Masha mam and us were laughing all the way! And really, it's such a gayish moment, again! Dinner then camp night!

Camp night was so romantic. Was quite boring actually because it was suppose to be a 3 hours stuff but we ended half an hour or so earlier. And one important thing that was missing, the mic! And Charlie won the bext performance. HEH! (:

Bathing time was for 2 hours! Finally, the whole camp looked really refreshed that night. (: After that, we sleeeeeeeeeep! I was sort of waiting for Nabila who will only come back to bunk at 2 so I was WIDE awake! Suddenly, *3 whistle* which was super slow! *Blow, WAIT, blow, WAIT, Blow, WAIT, FIRE FIRE!*

And unfortunately, 1 down and we exceeded the time. Pfft. Then after some nagging, went back to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Day 4

PT was changed to footdrill session and hell it was so tiring! Especially the part where we froze at hormatk and marching position. Then changed for breakfast. Last breakfast. Aww! Camp debrief and at that moment, I sort of wanted to tear. I'm going to miss all the Charlie when NCO course is over. ):

Shouted goodbye and WRS went off with the van uncle. (:

Sat at McD to eat lunch with YB. We conquered 2 tables and chat for such a looooong time. Fauzi and Hidayah came from KFC to join us and we continued talking and talking about the camp and all. Called dad to pick me up and at around 5.30, Dad came. Bid goodbyes to the rest and instead of heading home, had to fetch Kak Naf.

I miss my bed! Going out to do MOI FA with Huda tomorrow and my body is not aching anymore! Miracles! (:

And for the record, Shikin said I'm cute. (: Heh! But I know I'm not because I'm sweet, lovable and memorable! (;

We're gonna F-F-I-I-G-H-T! We're gonna S-S-C-C-O-R-E! We're gonna fight the champion win the champion! All the rest can go fly kite! Fly kite fly kite! All the rest can go fly kite!

(:

And yea, during campnight, Charlie was being so innocent! (: HEHE! Alpha and Bravo was fighting and fighting and Charlie just sat there and blink and blink. Heh! And OCs, Bravo and Charlie boycotted Alpha where Bravo bombed Charlie and Charlie bombed Bravo and so on and so forth! *Alpha went lalala~ lalala~ lalala~*

And yea, camp phase is over! Ouh and the part where we got to see our cousins at BTH is actually the monkeys. Yong Eng mam called us monkeys due to our bad behaviour. Heh! And I swear the officers were actually staring at monkeys when we were resting at the base.

Monkeys = Poncho stealer. Super cute and clever creature!

Camp was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Gone for 4D3N

I'm going to miss all of you!

The dreaded day is finally here. The ZALSSRAJHF are going off for something wonderful and extraordinary. The days there are going to be indescribable! But obviously, we are going to get some torture in the massage room. Nice!

While I'm away for a holiday, you people take care! Take care of my blog. Take care of yourself. (:

Yes, Shidah I know you miss me but what to do? I don't miss you! (;

Yea, taking care everyone. Miss the sweet, lovable and memorable one here okeh? (; I'm memorable thus I know that many will miss me~!

No worries, I'll make sure that I won't get bullied there! (Like, which one of you ever asked me about that?)

GONE FOR 4D3N (: Where to? Holidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Sweet Love

Toodles. (:

HB Dad. Thank you for nothing.

Is anyone bored to death? Habbo is down for maintenance. Tsk.

Anyway, there's 2 days away till camp. I'm sorry for writing all about camp for the past few days but hey! I dread camp and read: This is my blog. *Shows heh! emoticon*

Sister owes me a game of monopoly. So yes, I shall wait like for next week.

Since Nabila doesn't want me to countdown till camp (awww!), let me count down till end of course torture. That would be like 10 days to go. Shout woweee!! (:

I'm bored. I have come to the conclusion that Solitaire is really boring. I also have come to the conclusion that someone in this house are just plain judgemental. Now that is certainly what I hate.

He is what he wants to be. You don't have to care. Why do you always have to be so negative towards his behaviour? Why do you have to always be negative towards my behaviour? Yes, he did you wrong but have you ever thought that you are the reason he is likewise? Have you ever thought why I am like what I am? Have you two think what you have done to make us what we are?

Stop complaining. Stop judging. If you think you have done your part, then you must have. Just not enough.

Stop thinking how to manage us. You won't be able to manage us that well. You were never there. What were you doing when I was receiving my very first external award? Where were you when I needed emotional support? Where were you that June day? Where were you all this while after a long day at work? Where were you? Will you tell me, have you ever been there for me?

Stop judging my friends. They were the ones supporting me right from the start. They were there for me when I needed them. They are my everything. I really am nothing much without them, I don't deny that.

Happy Birthday Dad. Thank you for nothing. Really.

Tell me your sorrows but don't tell me all.

I am trying to smile like that but look! It's 3 days to camp. WTF!

So anyway, yesterday brought back a lot of memories for me. Iffah forced me to open this DVD because we will pick a CD alternately. So it was her turn and she found my graduation DVD. OMFG!

Seems like just yesterday, Somewhere in time. Let us hold this moment, Let this memory shine. Everyday remember, Everyday a smile and a tear. Let me take this moment, Hold it close hold it near. You have brought us to a new tomorrow, You have given us a brand new day.

And we want to let you know, No matter where we go, In our hearts you'll always stay.

My goodness me. That was the last song I remember Mr Quek taught us choir. And I miss Ms Faye!

So anyway, tomorrow is dad's birthday. I need someone to accompany me to buy his cake. And mum said shop for some food also. When I say food, I mean pastries.

I have yet to wash my clothes for camp. And the dryer is spoilt which means I have to wash real early so that it will for sure dry. That washing machine is being such an ass. It just have to get spoilt at these sort of time. Sheeeesh!

There's a whiteboard at the kitchen where I have to write all my extra activities information. So as you should have guess, my course's info is there and damn it looks so less stressful like that. It's like, I have only two more days to attend and it'll be over but no, it's two more phase to attend and it'll be over. And that two phase is like more than two days. ARGH! Nasirah has got to stop saying all this shits.

Things to do:

- Complete MOI FA. - Wash clothes for camp. - Shop for camp. - Buy dad's cake. - Pack for camp. - Prepare self for footdrill test. (GASP!)

- Clean bedroom. - Splurge with the 2 splurgers.

So many things to do with so little time. Sheeeeeeeeeeesh!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I want to splurge!

Currently, I'm rummaging through Kak Naf's MP3. It's damn pathetic lah. Ntah aper lagu si cik kak tu sumbat kat dalam. And all of a sudden, that thing got stuck and the battery got low. Sheeesh! On a second thought, I think I don't want to have any mp3. Just give me a mp3 phone will do. HEHE!

Early in the morning, after getting myself out of the toilet, straightaway towards the main door and picked up the newspaper. Didn't I tell you that I am suddenly interested in newspapers? HEH! While reading, the coffee was staring. Not so hot no so cold. To die for. (:

If they wear life jacket at a well-known area, then they should have wore them at the area they are not that familiar with. Yes, distract your movement but hey, to win or to be alive? But yea, deep condolences for the family of the five.

I was listening to a Malaysian radio station while reading a newspaper. Coincidentally, it was about Pedra Branca. And all of a sudden, the 'advertisement' said Solat Hajat supaya Pedra Branca dimiliki oleh Malaysia. Truly, if it really belongs to Singapore, no matter how many days of solat hajat, Malaysia won't get the island. If it really belongs to Malaysia, then it will be.

You know what? I miss YB and my splurging buddies. Anybody up for a splurgy day? I need to splurge for camp stuff anyway. And all that shall be done with Dad and Mum at Woodlands Checkpoint. (: Hey, the stuff are good and cheap. I go for expensive and good stuff! I go for cheap and good stuff! Give me good stuff and I'll love you! (:

And yes, I still dread camp. ): And yea, I'm bored and dreading camp.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Theory Phase OVER!

I am currently feeling so totally exhausted. Tell me why not? We spent the whole day doing footdrill and my shoulder aches like nobody's business. And unfortunately too, my neck got cramp last night when I was sound asleep.

Looking on the brighter side of life, theory phase is over. We are so near, yet so far, in getting ourselves out of the course. Shout wohoo! (: But really, it's still so far. Camp this Friday and I really am not looking forward to it since I already sense a whole lot of stuck ups. Pfft.

I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp.

Exam just now was totally F. Fortunately, I studied for Fiqh. And the paper was somewhat easy. HEH! If it was not for the camp, I would certainly fly high with my akhlak's marks. But look, it was for camp and I'm not flying high.

So yes, I will be back. Fully. And when I mean fully, I really mean fully. Like from friendster to blogging to blog hopping to MSN noisy-ing. When? Tuesday. HAHA! So late.

And I got a black and filled with thumbprints digital camera. HAHA! I like! (:

And guess what? I'm no more sweet and lovable thanks to Alif and Fauzi. Sheeesh! But hey, I'm still memorable no matter how masin and bacen I may be. :p

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Look! Such random thoughts!

I'm sweet! They're cool! *Shows lame emoticon*

Oh look! It's already 12pm on a Friday! I'm in the future!

NOT!

HAHA! I'm so bored so I decided to just switch on the computer since Kakak is out for work. The rest are asleep!

So don't ask me what has been happening for the past few days hours I have not been online because my answer is pretty simple. (: I have been watching 2 VCDs per day and after that continue to watch television. Yea,I'm not studying for now. HAHA! Nasirah is going to die while sitting for her examinations because she doesn't want to study!

I'm like super bored. Nobody I chat with all the time is online currently.

I got nothing to do. I have nothing to do. I need a phone. And my SIM card is working, surprisingly. I want a phone. And I hate this someone who sides this someone to have a new phone and not me. Sheeeesh!

Okeh, I'm bored lah. Oh I know, lets habbo.

I dropped habbo weeks ago. I just picked it up days ago.

(:

OH MY DEAR GOD!

Tomorrow is Friday (I'm not in the future anymore! Take note!) and the next day is Saturday. Another day to Theory Phase. Another day, closer to camp. F F F F! The most unwanted day is here, MOI footdrill. *Pulls hair*

There's training later and I forgot what we are suppose to wear. The only thing I remember, red tee! HEH! Neneks are old. Syrups are young. When it's combined, you get a middle-aged (I meant currently 14) girl called Nasirah. Since old means forgetful, young means innocent. She's innocently forgetful.

There, I proved it to you! I am bored! And I hate it when I am.

Sweet Love

Move away your fingers. Don't point it at me. I'm not to be blame. So fuck it.

Toodles.

ETP with YB!

Wee~

I am so tired. And God, why am I here? HEH!

Anyway, went to ETP with YB yesterday and I missed my curfew. I told you it was so whatever. -.-'

When we step in, it started to rain. Wtf. Waited for Ziq under a shelter since that was what the announcement kept repeating again and again. And again. Oh, and again. Yet again. And again. And seriously, again. Fuckly again. So get this point, it played again. See how many again there is? Yes, it played again still.

Family coaster - Rode beside Sushee and I laughed all the way. Do NOT ask me why. I find riding those rides with them amusing. HAHA!

Haunted house - Rawr, Sushee and Lalat backed out at the last minute. OMG! I can't stop laughing while typing this! HAHA! Ais, Ziq and me continued and at first we wanted to walk and kept on telling our heart that "It's just robots and/or humans. Nothing to be afraid of!" Yea right. Came this part where this ghost, with sport shoes on, we ran! Yea, ran! With Ais heading us. I was shocked lah so I pulled Ziq's bag. *Shows heh! emoticon* Then there was this bridge *slowly saying bridge* and it was all bengkok-bengkok so I tripped. Note that I am still clinching Ziq's bag. So yes, we both fall then we struggled to get up, in silence, and continued running.

ME: Oh my god! Where's Aishah?! Ziq: OH MY GOD! AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

HAHA! And I'm laughing my sweet ass off again! HAHA! Oh, Ais was the first one to come out followed by Ziq and me. While we fell, Ais continued running! And Ziq almost shut the door in front of me. AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I can still imagine how he screamed that!

Lunched at BK - You know how pathetic the BK is at ETP? There's only 5 people working there with a very very long queue. Wth. And the service is like shit. Pfft. I'm sorry but I prefer the Orange Julius's service beside BK's.

While eating it was raining.

Walked around the carnival area and I really want a huge toy! It'll be like so comfortable to hug! Okeh, stop it. To play, it's super expensive so forget it. Sit at one bench and PUSH POP! HAHA! Read PUSH POP! in a high tone. PUSH POP! Then we went to buy some food. Eat again. The chicken is nice and a lot!

Inverter - I swear I felt like my brain just moved in front. But really, the feeling was great. And I was surprised that I heard nothing from Sushee. Scared the daylight out of me. So see Sushee, it's fun!

Wet and Wild - Went with Sushee. I tripped while getting onto the boat. That was seriously embarrassing (spell check). But yea, it was fun! And my heart almost popped out of it's position. And I was certainly so wet. And the ride was certainly so wild.

Family coaster - To get ourself dry, we rode it again. This time, I sat with Ziq. Rawr and Ziq was shouting PUSH POP! and hormat non-stop. HAHA! You wouldn't know why. HAHA!

And we headed home. I'm not suppose to be on the computer today. And tomorrow. And the day after. And half a day of Friday. Why? Because I missed my curfew by 3 and a half hours. So yea, I'm going to spend this 3 and a half days on television and homeworks. And not to forget studying. Thanks to camp, I have to take 4 papers at one go this Sunday. Fuck you camp! HMPH!

Erm, what else? Nothing else. Oh! Oh! I'm going to play VCDs all 3 and a half days long! As if.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Rawr's Survey

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint. 2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours. 3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged. 4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!I have been tagged by FARAH. FAVOURITES Favourite Colour: black&white and red (my MSN font kind of red) Favourite Movie: So far, Game Plan. Favourite Food: Food. Favourite Sport: I'm a nenek. Neneks go for wrestling. But this sweet,lovable&memorable nenek goes anti-sports! (: Favourite Day: Where 0502 drops, that will be The day. Favourite Season: Sweets dropping from sky season A.K.A no-such-thing. Favourite ice-cream: cream&cookies. CURRENTS Current Mood: Pissed, sad, bored. Current Clothes: Bra&undies *shows lame emoticon* Current Desktop: current desktop. (; Current Time: 8.34 PM Current Surroundings: Comfortably messy room. Current Annoyances: MSN constant disconnection. Dead, salty yet lovable and spoilt phone FIRST First Best Friend: Natasha. First Crush: Hmm.. ***BLAH**** First Movie: Honey, that happened hundred years ago. First Lie: "I swear I didn't lie!" First Music: My sweet voice of cries! LASTS Last drink: Tap water, seriously. Last Crush: ***BLAH****** Last Phone Call: Dad. Last CD played: Taufik Teman Istimewa. HAVE YOU EVER.... Have you ever dated one of your good friends: I don't date them, I have romance with them! HEH! Have you ever broken the law: If being a nenek is breaking the law, then yes I have. (: Have you ever been arrested: *Blinks innocently* No. Have you ever been on TV: I have I think. Primary School performance life. Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: *Blinks guiltily* Nope. Swear! Random 5 things you are good at: # Splurge with Yana&Rawr. # Being sweet, lovable and memorable. # To go without food for a day while being in front of the computer. # Sneezing&Coughing # Loving you. 5 Things you've done today: # NCO course. # Eat. # Drink. # On the computer. # Check e-mails. 5 Things you can hear right now: # Fan's wind. *Wooosh! Wooosh!* # Teevee I-don't-know-what-channel voice. # Dad,Mum,KakNaf,Iffah blabbering I-don't-know-what. # Wind from outside *Weeoosh! Weeoosh!* # Radio. 5 People to tag: # Sweet people. # Lovable ones. # Memorable dead ones. # My loved ones. (YB&Lili&My Belo) # YOU! ): And yea, guess what? I miss belo! ):

Pfft.

Look far from your acheivement. Look beyond your goals.

Buy my car please buy my car. Buy his car and you'll go faaaaaaaaaar~

That was so super random. Heh!

Anyway, today's theory phase was scary. Because someone that is scary was there.

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: while he was taking out tt stick right.. -Nasirah Syruplicious says: i was thinking -Nasirah Syruplicious says: "He bent tt stick bcuz of those oh-so many fats at the tummeh!" -Nasirah Syruplicious says: heh! - Haziq says: HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAH - Haziq says: i was like.. - Haziq says: 'can i use that stick to poke ur babat?'

See how bad we people are despite being scared? Scary yes but it was not so pressurising for we didn't have any footdrill session. And I got separuh ke kanan and lower limb immobilisation, with this girl called Huda. Whoever you are, "HI! I'm Nasirah and I'm sweet, lovable and memorable! How about you? *Blink eyes innocently*" Dad said I will use his oh-so old phone and Kak Naf will get a new one. Fuck you bias ass. My phone got spoilt, I get a new phone. She wants a cyber-shot phone some more! HMPH! Farah asked me to do a survey but wait for the next post! Which will be in a few minutes or so because I want to eat dinner. I'm so hungry! Sweet Love Toodles.

Happy Belated Rawr!

(:

So yesterday, we went out to celebrate Rawr's belated birthday. First plan was to go to ETP. Sadly, ETP wasn't open because it is only open during public/school holidays and weekends. Pfft. While thinking of a place to go, went to McD for lunch. And SOMEONE stole my coke and burger. HAHA! And Haziq's burger went missing too. HEH! While eating, Ais thought of going to museum. We rode this oh-so fashionable taxi from Pasir Ris all the way to the SG National Museum. Nice taxi driver. (: So we reached the museum and payed a fee of $5.

Also known as, YB's Palace. (:

It was hell lots of fun. Especially the part where we had to slide our tickets in order to get into this four section. Jakons we are not. Heh! So then came the oh-so cool part. We were given this Ipod-like thing as our guide and it was interesting! And the long staircase makes us feel like royalties!

Now hail your royalties! (; Headed to the Cathay and thought of catching a movie. But the movies were either mostly rated above our age or the time slot were just too late. Tsk. Wasted like half an hour there thinking of a place. The cosy watery and cold place. Nice. Not to forget the cool lights that made me whiter! In the end, we ended up at Sembawang's bus interchange with this weird lady always staring at us. Like wtf. Farah: Guys! Look at this! This shows how long we have to wait for the bus! (Lady walked towards Farah) Farah: *Talk talk talk* (Lady stared at Farah and me) Then came another unexpected part. Haziq: Eh Farah! What did the thing say? What time the bus come? Farah! What time the bus coming? Farah: *Talking about the lady* (Lady pokes Haziq twice) Lady: You want to know see the screen there! *Looks pissed off* And we prayed hard the bus will come real soon and so it did. Sadly though, the lady rode the same bus as us. Tsk. Luckily though, she dropped a few stations before us. :D And that has got to be the worst, unexpected and busybody encounter ever. Sembawang Park was wet. I mean, the place was wet when we got there. In the end, we got wet too. But it was fun! We dug holes at the sand till there was water! And I built a sandcastleface which really doesn't look pleasant. HEH! All the way to We played with the oh-so salty water till we were drenched from head to toe! First person to get wet was obviously Farah. HAHA! A.K.A Sabo time! At first I thought I will only get my feet wet and not a single part of my clothing wet but TADAAAA~! I was drenched! Thanks to my cucu who splashed the water and kicked the water to me. And some sands that was thrown accidentally at me. I went to the doctor just now and he said I have high salt content. HAHA! No, I'm just kidding. (: Called Dad to pick me and Shi Hui up since Kak Naf ended her work at 7. Dad kept on going "Enjoy kau eh!" after we dropped SH. I went home and took a half an hour bath before continuing with my television programmes. At 10, lights off and I dozed off within 5 minutes. Yes, I was that tired! And the moral of yesterday's journey are! 1) Always bring a pair of clean and dry clothing if you don't know what is in for you. 2) NEVER put your dearest handphone in you jeans pocket when you go into high-salt content water. 3) Always have Aishah with you so that you will not get bored to death when your plan 1 fails. 4) When it is already late at night, make sure you are near your sister's (dad/brother) workplace so that you will not break your curfew. 5) Always get yourself wet when you go near a high-salt content water. 6) ALWAYS HAVE FUN! And yes, my phone is spoilt because I forgot to take it out and place it somewhere dry before going into the water. And it got suddenly so hot. OMFG! I want a new phone! HEH! I'm surveying them. And no, Dad don't know about this, yet. Sister went "You know you won't get a new phone right?" And I read my user guide book and it states there "Your phone is not water resistant." Fuck you user guide. Screwed. So don't message or call my phone because well, it can't be switched on. Sheeeesh! And tomorrow is Saturday. I dread my Saturdays. HMPH!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Fuck, IMY so badly.

So just sit, and let your mind run freely. (:

I need to go out! I'm so super bored. Like who wouldn't be? I'm bored of Internet *Surprise!* I'm bored of the television too. So I'm thinking of a topic to blog about. Like, hair. Face. No way. I'm so not going to talk about that.

Oh, did you know? I miss 2e1. ): Fuck nyer! But yes, I miss them lah! BH still have not decided on the date and place. HAHA! For the BBQ I mean. I'm thinking of 211207 @ East Coast. (:

So anyway, I have absolutely nothing to talk about. Oh and someone stole my connection. That is why I'm getting my disconnection again.Pfft.

Lets do some copy pasting of conversation since I have nothing to talk about.

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: gimme a topic to talk about so that i can blog so that I wont be doing tt again - Haziq says: abt how cute haziq is -Nasirah Syruplicious says: in 5 secs - Haziq says: abt how ull miss him next year -Nasirah Syruplicious says: errr -Nasirah Syruplicious says: not suitableeeee - Sushelle [: says: hw u feel abt matthew .

This people. -.- So it's something like this. And the last word is actually an emoticon that will look so wrong at blogger. (:

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: Taufik Batisah is pronounced as HOT! melt!

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: *EHEMEHEM* pronounced as FORGET *HMPH

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: Nasirah pronounced as SWEET *swing

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: YB pronounced as LOVED *love

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: Shidah and Yana pronounced as MISSED *sob

Gosh, I'm so bored. Okeh, lets habbo jom!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Catch up.

AHA! I wonder who remember this.

So two days straight of rest has been such a bore. I can't go online till late night because someone has to go to bed due to work. HMPH.

Lets talk. *Shows heh! emoticon* No, I don't mean that kind of talk. I mean serious talking about life. So the question. Who is the person that you would seriously want to catch up with? Can be someone you see everyday yet not knowing what happened to him/her everyday. So yes, someone *points to qizah* owes me an answer. Oh yes! I won't forget. :p Too bad, I have been having such a good memory for the past few hours.

My answer. (:

I want to catch up with Afiqah. *Hints Fiasco*

This one friend that were always by my side when we were in Primary 1. Slowly drifting apart in mid of Primary 2 year. Sadly enough, I lost contact with her. Why? Because she was the first person I know to have a birthday in February. Not only that. She's 060293. And I remember how we use to exchange gifts. OMG! I miss those moments. But no matter how close we are, there are always a reason for friends to drift apart. And yes, one of the reasons are that we are not meant to be such good friends anymore.

Gaahahaha!

Anyway, I was criticising an ad on the radio in front of my mum. All of a sudden, she said that I'm being arrogant. Like wtf. She doesn't know the real world out there. I mean, the world I face every single day when I go out are full of criticism. Come on, so what if you live longer than me *ehem*. You don't face those big giants of insults every single day. And criticising is certainly not being arrogant. You want the definition? Search the thick Cobuild Dictionary.

A friend of mine was asked to do some soul searching due to some stuff. *Ehem*

Ask SmarterChild the definition and he'll tell you that soul searching is "A penetrating examination of one's motives, convictions, and attitudes."

Whatever that means. So I told this friend what soul searching means to me. And really, the effects varies on different people. It's the most effective on sweet and lovable people like ME! Heh! So soul searching to me is about reflecting. Lie on your bed, do NOT dose off, and think about your weaknesses on the day. Think how you can improve. Then think about your strengths. Think how you can improve. And then, the next day, do the improvised attitude and you will feel less scared to face the real world. (:

Like I've said, effects vary. Sweet and lovable ones will get the instant effect. *Ehem*

ImisssomeonebutIdon'tknowwho.Coulditbeyou?Fuck,whateverhappenedtotheI-want-to-forget-you?

Oh and I miss my belo. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

FORGET AS!

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY FARAH.

Happy 14th Birthday Jian De.

Be happy and have a great future.

I have nothing else to say because I just bring myself to do so. HMPH!

Get over HIM.

I think life is much more meaningful when I'm in this sort of life.

Hello you all!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BUSU. The 38th I think. All the best in your future endeavours and your anak sedare here wishes you all the best! (:

I'm so tired. Super tired! *Shows heh! emoticon*

Had an early night yesterday. Slept around 9 and woke up just now in the morning at 6. Today was certainly interesting. What is so interesting? My trip to school~ Walked from home all the way to school with my lost-of-direction mind but thankfully, I reached there early.

So I have a question. *Blinks eyes innocently*

Why do people do hate tags? I was bloghopping and saw some hate tags at someone's blog. Someone close in fact. I seriously wonder why.

It's his blog. It's his attitude. If I were to ever do some hate tags, I'll be typing my name in capital letters. Write my full information on the first tag. Provide the person with my blog link too. And the next few tags will be my criticism. Don't call me stupid. Call me clever because I am a person that is proud to tag whatever I have to say. Because I am proud of my name. Yes, that is absolutely my reason.

So anyway, Dad drove me to Mak Jah's and boy did I had so much fun, eating. It was kind of spacious when I first arrive so without further disruption I indulged myself in the fooooood! And not to forget a rose syrup. I ate I-don't-know-how-many small chickens.

Kak Diana asked me what subjects I'll be taking next year so the first subject that pops up in my mind is the hateable, Biology. And I was expecting a "Ouhok!" but instead she said "What? Biology?!" And the combine Science part was of no shock. And she asked about my result.

Kakak: Your Maths A1 right? Me: *NODS* Kakak: Your Malay? Me: Malay A2. Kakak: What?! Malay A2 when you get A1 for Maths? *Shocked look*

So as you can see, I'm that girl expected to have straight A1 for Malay because the family believes that "Since you are a Malay and you speak Malay language at home, you should be able to do well in Malay. If you were to get a B, I have no idea what to say. You should be proud to be a Malay and thus, you should do us proud in your Malay language."

If an A2 sort of disappoint me, what would I be if I were to get a B? Drop dead.

I am so bored. I want to get out of the house and splurge tomorrow. Sadly though, like I've said, I'm broke. HMPH!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Forget HIM. Forget HIM.

The IN topic for me now is how to get myself to ****** *** ******. Go figure them out yourself.

So the course was great today. Thankfully, it was filled with lectures. Charlie screwed up some stuff but I'm getting a hang of being the only WRS girl. It's okeh Nasirah, you got a buddy! A new one in fact. (: Remember our steward?

And remind me not to ask Dad to pick me up next course. I waited half an hour and he still couldn't find the school. Oh fine, blame it on me Dad. Blame it on my stupidness and my uselessness. Pfft.

I miss Shidah. I need to talk to her. I want a substituuuuuuute! *Shows -.- emoticon*

There's Madrasah tomorrow. There's also some gathering at Mak Jah's. Finally, I can just blank out on Monday. That is if those friends of mine have no plans. Word of caution, I'm Broke. (:

I'm so tired. I'm so lazy to update lengthy lengthy like usual. Wait for tomorrow or Monday perhaps. If I have something to talk about that is. You know my holidays. They are all always so boring and adventureless when I'm at home.

So yes, I want to blank out and have a good rest right now. But no way, I want to use the computer~ For I-don't-know-what reason.

And Ais, I'll try to get my speaker to be in a working condition first okeh? Over you huh? Will do. Thanks Cit. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

My biggest lie.

The biggest lie that I ever told? I have gotten over you. That is totally bullshit for I'm still staring at you. For I'm still falling for you. Yes, it's really difficulty to forget you especially when you appear at the point of time when I was about to forget you. I know fiasco's words are true but really, I have yet to get over you. And if I ever say that I have forgotten you, I will end my fall for you with a long post. I have promised myself that. Now, I just can't seem to get over you. But really, I really want to. So badly. Because I know, I will not end up with you. I said I have got over you yesterday, you made it my biggest lie today.

Happy 9 monthsary. (:

Training today was exceptionally fun. For the past 2 days, all I ever get was not this fun. What am I crapping about? *Shows -.- emoticon*

So we did this MOI footdrill and I decided what to teach at the very last minute. How last minute? Try when I was face to face with Javin and suddenly Loqman came up and asked.

And unluckily for me, I was the first one to do the procedure. Which sort of sucked. I had no bloody idea how to teach but yes, I made it. HEHE! And not to forget how angelic we were. "Which is very good CPL!" (;

Oh and while we were training, Mr Lim walked past the hall and he did the most hilarious and act cute thing that I miss bloody lots! He stared at us and placed the peace sign at his cheek, act cutely. You should have seen how he looked like! And it seriously made me giggle non-stop! HAHA! (:

Ms Siti was sick and thus we did no MOI first aid. Instead, we taught how to bandage. But the we, did not include me because there wasn't enough time. HEH!

After a fun and tiring training, YB headed to CWP Cinileisure for "Game Plan." And guess what? I cried. Yes. I really seriously did. The movie was super touching yet funny. And I give it 4 out of 5 for both touching and great movie. (: Catch it~

So life has been shit. I don't know why. ): And interestingly yet abnormally, I'm starting to like watching news and reading newspapers. I find them interesting and useful nowadays. Especially the one about Pedra Branca. I find it lame for Singapore and Malaysia to fight over it all of a sudden when in the first place, there were no claims. But hey, who am I to say no to the debate. I'm going to do some follow-up! (:

I'm turning weird nowadays. Sheeesh! And much perasan too.

Jian De left Singapore for Australia a few hours back. I'm going to miss that cute guy. YB called him and did some final wishes after our movie. He sounded sad. "God, I pray that I will get to see this beloved friend of mine at least once a year. God, I pray that he will have a safe journey. God, I pray that he will be doing fine there. Or maybe even better than he was at Singapore. God, I pray for his safety. And God, I know you can read my heart."

I really hope JD will have a good time there. Study hard and get good grades. (:

The seniors for UG are going to Malacca tomorrow. Awwh. While the 10 of us are stuck at Singapore for NCO courses. Sheeeesh! I want to go.

Anyway, have a safe journey, to and fro, you guys! Have fun!

And damn I'm going to miss Shidah. ): Aww! Shidah see! I'm sweet! That's why I wrote these! HAHA! Okeh. My Super Duper Cute God-Sister is missed and loved.

I dread tomorrow.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Things changed overnight.

I was high early morning at 1am. Now I'm feeling empty and pissed.

I understand now what all those people have said. People change. They might take days. Weeks. Years. But sometimes, just over the night. ):

My MOI First Aid is blank. Everything is gone. Not even a single thing is done. I don't think I can avoid CPR. This is shit. ):

So anyway, I confessed lots of shits yesterday. Count yourself lucky you caught me dropping deep shit last night. And yes, I admit I was so perasan last night. Sorry but I was stating facts. (: But thanks for the listening ears and at least I now realise that I'm not the only one at that school.

I don't know why but somehow, I have forgotten all about you. Yes. That ought to be a good thing. All that is left is to change those things that I have to remember so that I will remember you. And guess what? There's nothing. (:

And I wrote those words at the top an hour ago but my FA slides are still empty. Wth. Someone kind enough to let me control their computer so that I can use their latest and original *ehem* PowerPoint slide? *Blinks eyes non-stop*

Okeh, I have got to get the hands going. Before it strikes 9 pm.

And when people say, things can change overnight, believe them because I certainly made a mistake not to. And it does not need a bad or happy incident to change your mind, your thinking and most important of all, your heart.

Why do I sound so emo today? ):

I'M SWEET AND LOVABLE. (:

And I realise that sometimes, being all alone in a corner is the best thing to do when you are feeling stress and down. That's why they say, "Relek one corner sua!"

To Punjabi, Minahchi, Ashwaryalat, Shriyanka and Fratap, Happy Deepavali. *Shows -.- emoticon*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I saw you both! Shidah&AS are such love!

I don't understand why I should break down over a subject that I have to take next year. When I look back at that moment, I told myself, "God, that Nasirah is such a loser. Change her!"

Thankfully, God changed her and here she is all happy about being in e4. Yes, e4. (: Don't look down, it's just a class. I mean, so what if you are in the top class. *Hints to that ass* Like what Mr Lim said, "Option 1 is not the best for all."

My aim right now is to try and score for my Biology and A Maths. So yes, all that matter is that I will get my O-level cert.

Today's First Aid lesson was cold. The Syrup almost freeze. ): And I still don't know what to do. Oh wells, I still have tomorrow to think about it. (;

Footdrill was sort of okeh. But of course, this Friday is going to be &@(#. ):

And I can't believe I actually broke down while talking to Kak Naf on the phone. Good thing is, I found myself a combine Science tutor *hints to Shidah*. And history and social studies and english. *Shows heh! emoticon*

I saw a crashed car today in the morning near 888. Those in front of me was turning to their right so quickly. OMG, super busybody! An auntie even moved her whole body just to see what happened. Why must Singaporeans be typical? Because we're proud to be one. (:

This post is so random. Kak Shidah loves me. HEHE! (; Aku terasa super perasan. I know you love me. I know you do. *Shows hehehek emoticon*

Bomb, I know. You don't have to tell me. And why do you think I wrote that at Friendster.

Sweet Love

Toodles.