写给自己看

朋友说我时常写那些无聊的东西，

看到都"闲"

Lol

我郑重申明我写部落格只是要发泄我自己的心情，

不是写给别人看的，

=.=

我想记录每天的心情，

每天都会有不同的心情，

时常都会有发生一些特别的事情，

我想把这些特别的事情和当时的心情记录下来，

以后每当我看回自己写过的东西，

都会觉得自己 ：

啊，原来那件事情是发生在那天、原来那时的我是那么傻的、原来谁谁谁曾经说过这句话……

经一事长一智呀。。。

我要记录是什么事情会令我有现在的想法，

我当时做了什么选择？我今后又学到了什么？经过这件事我有领悟到了什么？

每一次当我写了部落格后，

我的心情都会很好。

看了自己写的东西，

都会反省我这样做是对的吗？我这样想是对的吗？我这样写是对的吗？

所以，

你不喜欢，觉得闷的话，就不要浪费时间去看我的moment,

把时间用在制造你自己的moment吧。

=)

老子思想

前天和老朋友出来喝茶，
我们聊很多事情，
都是庆业带头的，
哈哈，他很厉害，
我觉得他应该读了很多文学家的书，
其中是老子。
他跟我们说了一些很奇怪但也值得我们去深入思考的事情。

例如 ：
你觉得我们国家是公平吗？
如果我们国家是公平的话对华人是一件好事呢？还是一件坏事呢？
往好的方面想的话，也是好的，
就因为什么事情、什么职位，
华人都很难申请、很难得到，
造成华人变得比其他种族都更勤力、更上进。
可另一个想法呢，
拿中国来说好了，中国人民都是很公平的，
他们也是很多人才呀，
这又怎么解释呢？

还有令我印象最深刻的是，
他说其实你相信镜子里面有另外一个世界吗？
当你在照镜子的时候，
你有想过可能是镜子里面的人在照你吗？
是我们控制镜子里面的人还是镜子里面的人在控制我们呢？

你有经常发梦吗？
当我们在发梦的时候，
我们是清醒的？
还是现实的我们其实都是在发着梦？

就好像殷霆说的，
其实庆业他要表达的是：
每件事情都是有很多个角度的，
看你如何去看待它，
遇到不好的事情，最好告诉自己要乐观地去面对。

活在当下

每个人都会经历生老病死的，这是没有人可以逃得掉的，
可是真正能够明白这个道理的人有多少呢？
有人是不怕死的吗？你怕死吗？
我怕！我怕面对死亡，
可我更怕面对家人、朋友的死亡讯息。

很多人都是失去了才懂得何谓珍惜，
个人认为活在当下很重要，
还需要快乐的活，不要想太多，快乐就好，
想说的话就要现在说，想对谁好就对谁好，
不用理别人如何说，自己觉得值得就好。


*活在当下意味着无忧无悔，
对未来会发生什么不去做无谓的想象和担心，所以无忧，
对过去已发生过的事也不作无谓的思维与计较得失，所以无悔。
说起来就容易，但实行起来就没那么简单。*
(copy from another post)


另外，当你遇到难题是，
要伤心，要Emo的话，
告诉自己一下下就好，
不要太久，
因为伤心和emo是解决不到问题的，
应该时时刻刻告诉自己要乐观~要积极~ 
当你的想法是乐观时，
所有大问题都不再是大问题了。
当你心胸开朗的时候，
你看的东西都会变得顺眼得多。

Prodigal

i don't like people said me is prodigal..
am i really a prodigal?
maybe the answer is yes gua...
i always buy this buy that...

i admit that :
-people have i also wish to have one,
-friends use branded thing i also wish to have one,
-friends have perfume i also wish to have one,
-friends have heels i also wish to have one,
-friends have new bag i also wish to have one,
-friends have what also wish to have one,
yup...I'm a prodigal...


i always said that i want buy this buy that,
but not every time i said i really go for it de...

i always buy this thing buy that thing,
have jor still want to buy,
unlimited wants but limited money,


parents earn money hard,
i use money very "hard"...

I'm really a prodigal..
my friends always said me is a prodigal...
although this is fact,
i feel so hurt also...and upset about that...
nobody can understand what my feeling...
except lin and huan...thanks for know me...

i no sisters, no brothers,
my mom never bring me go shopping since i grew up and they need to run their business,
i just hang out with friends only...
and i just hang out with you gals only...

every time hang out with them i sure will buy something
then they will said me : wah buy things again? always buy things, really bai ga.
when heard this, i feel so hurt...very sad...

i just hang out with you all only,
i no hang out with my family for shopping de...
because my mom's business is stockier,
everything also can buy from own company,
but everything sold in catalogue which not my taste...

you all maybe some have sister or brother,
or maybe when u back hometown will go shopping with ur mom,
then when you like something they will buy for you...

but I'm different with you all,
all my things are bought by myself one,

so you all always see me buy things,
because i just hang out with u all...
i no bf, no sisters, no brothers...
drive skill poor,
so i wont miss the chance while hang out with u all...

besides,
my mom never stop me for buy those thing because she think that she still can afford it...
if really have problem, she will tell me and i wont buy it de...

before i buy anything i also will ask her permission,
she say ok only i will buy...

she knew tat nowadays young gals is like tat,
she knew my friends them,
she knew i will affected by them,
just don't too over...

this sem break i will always practice my drive skill,
i dont want rely on others anymore...

not blaming for anyone...i just express my feelings...
just now really sad about this.
after blog i feel better now...
=))))

i want shopping! Want it desperately!

T.T
Exam make me stress~~~
but when think of sem break i feel very happy!
i want shopping!!!
want it desperately!!!
yes..i am a shopaholic, 
so what??? im happy then enough~ lol
i have a lot of things want to buy~~!!
but do not have money...T.T
This sem break want go kl shop 99!!!
hope can meet my besties them at kl...
hope can shop with them...jenny yong, yuenteng, xian yeun, seow wei, vicky, lin, bobo, i hope can shop with you gals a...><

>.<
i miss my family!!!
count down 5 days then i can back hometown!^^v

Kampar Sky

Tonight Kampar sky very very romantic~~~
Full of ★ and have a lot meteors!!!
After saw all the stars my mood getting better and better..
HappY =)))))))))))))))
This is second time i see ★ at Kampar,
I'm very enjoy the moment with my besties them =)

Getting attracted by stars =)
★★★

不是每一句对不起都能换来一个没关系

Just read my besties' blog.
Found that actually everyone also have their own problems...
Even myself also...
Suddenly moody and down
Maybe because of exam? or what else?
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
A friend always suddenly down and think negatively,
I don't know should said what to encourage and ask them to cheer up.
just can give my own opinion and try cheer them up,
but then kena reject and just say bye to me,
can i mad when sustained this kind of "treatment"?
if the person are you, what feeling will you have?
please do remember that :
没有人是有义务要关心你的，
朋友会对你关心是出自于他们的真心，
你不接受也请不要说对不起，
请说谢谢！
不是每一句对不起都能换来一个没关系，
朋友关心你，你就算心情再不好都不应该说对不起，
应该说谢谢，
因为在这个时候说对不起，真的会很伤关心你的那个人。
maybe some of you are do not care about this, but i do.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Back to the point,
My exam on thursday,
my stress finally comes again,
i wait it for so long ady,
lol
few days ago also don't have the mood to study,
today finally have,
and found actually many calculation dont know how to do,
zzz
i will said that i really 犯贱！
i won't forgive myself...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
原来我的身边有很多奇怪的人和事情。

真的很奇怪，

我有时真的接受不到。

甚至开始觉得自己也变得很奇怪。

很烦，

心情不好，

不想说话。
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*this post not blaming to anyone,
just because suddenly have the down feel,
and express my feelings here,
please do not take it in heart.*

爱情就是，两个人都了解透了对方， 却还能选择在一起不放手的...

总有一天，你会明白爱情其实很简单，

总有一天，你会发现爱情其实不容易，

简单，就是因为我爱你，你也爱我，

然后我们相爱，然后我们在一起，

最后成为陌生人，我们不曾相识...

不容易，因为我们不曾相识，我们是陌生人，

然后我们在一起，然后我们相爱，

最后我爱你，你也爱着我...

往往我们还没确定对方是不是自己想要的，

就先爱上了，然后在一起才发现彼此不适合，

原本只是不确定，后来却已经付出了真心，

在自己已经付出真心爱上他的时候，

才发现，两个人的路已经走到了尽头...

爱情是需要感觉的，感觉可以来的很快，

但这样的感觉，同样也可以去得很快，

寂寞的时候，我们以为这就是爱情，

在一起以后，才发现爱情是一种寂寞...

感觉是很短暂的，相处才是永恒的，

在还没学会相处之前，别急着在一起，

在还没了解他以前，也别急着在一起，

因为你不知道，哪一天你会受不了他，

你也不会知道，哪一天他会受不了你...

俗话说得好，

因为不了解而在一起，因为了解而分手，

会因为了解而分手的情侣，

从来就是因为不了解而在一起...

了解了他，了解怎么和他相处，才在一起吧，

或许真的了解他了，你也不会想要和他在一起了，

爱情就是，两个人都了解透了对方，

却还能选择在一起不放手的...

爱有很多种，

有人宁可受伤也不要错过，

有人宁可错过也不要受伤，

没有谁是对的，也没有谁是错的，

怕受伤，就得付出更多的时间来找寻，

怕错过，就得付出更多的时间来伤痛，

该如何取舍，就看你自己了...

copy from facebook de note~ lol

太天真

难道一切都是我太天真？
♥♥♥

Guilty

Felt guilty nia… ==
Not yet study dao…
Don't know start from which chapter…
Because macam easy macam susah pun = =
60% calculation, 40% theory,
Don't have the guideline should study what,
Because all the slides very short only. ><
Don't have the mood to study yet,
Who can slap me? lol
Dim suan?!

Stars

★★★
Today just knew a new friend.
 And he was sick today. 
4am ++, he asked me go to see stars…
 Lol
 And finally I had gone out with him.
 We talked about stars, movie, drama, friends, Kampar, Utar and bla bla bla…
oh yea...we had saw the Meteor, 流星~ lol
Then around 6am only back home.
1st time see star with a guy till 6am = =
Btw, quite happy to be friend with him =)
 Well….
 Is time to sleep… 
Good night =) 
Sorry for xy and lin wait my door because I forgot to take my hp and key
I promise no next time >.<
★★★

Wohoo~~~

Finished one subject ady!!!
muahahha~~~
im so happy today~~~

今天我终于大胆的踏出第一步了~
=)
♥

/_______\

/_______________\

Don't have the mood to study.

Yet,

I have to study

Study because EXAMINATION!

Study because the CGPA!

Study because the CERTIFICATE!

='(

i know i should appreciate the chance to study in Uni...

some people want study also do not have the chance...

ok..

well...

is time to bury myself in the text book again...

x.x

bye.

Pangkor trip - Lin,Joseph & Kenny birthday celebration!

Pangkor trip, lin joseph and kenny 's birthday celebration 's post will upload later...

All photo will be upload soon...

Unlimited wants, limited money

I want camera!

I want perfume!

I want bag!

I want watch!

I want high heel!

I want dress!

I want shirt!

I want pant!

I want facial!

I want make up!

I want accessory!

I want nice food!

I want movie!

I want trip!

I want shopping!

Unlimited wants!

Limited money!

=)

i have unlimited wants, but limited money...
this semester break i wish i can find a part time job... 
hmm...any idea???

Gloom

zzz
again..
fall in sick before exam again...
really don't know how to express my feelings now...
before yesterday,
i'm super duper excited for the Pangkor trip...
very very 期待 Monday...
but now...
i just hope my sick can faster recover...
yesterday,
morning woke up feel hot,
then went to tesco i felt very cold inside the tesco.
then afternoon after ate the 蛋挞和烧包,
these two thing "顶"着我的胃，
不舒服，
想呕，
之后发冷发烧，
晚上十点多就关灯睡觉，
一整晚都不得好睡，
一直醒，
感觉肚子很痛，
很想呕吐，可是呕不出来，（真痛苦 = =）
凌晨六点多终于呕出来了，
geli...
but felt better after vomited.
='(
today went to see doctor,
he gave me injection but forget give me the most important medicine,
my mom called me only i realized i din't have the medcine.
evening i went to clinic to take the medcine...
haih...
tomorrow Pangkor trip leh...
i very excited before i fall in sick one...
now really don't have the mood go ady...
my stomach have wind so that cause me always feel wanna vomit, 
and fever...
='(

Nobody

Nobody nobody but you
(huan & lin)…

=(

Stress

压力又来了，

今天派mid term的考卷，

不要问我考得怎样啦...

大考要到了，

上个星期都一直都在玩而已，

朋友almost全部都开始读书了，

我还在干吗？？？

今天，

我知道我不应该有这种感觉的，

可是就是有种被人欺骗的感觉...

Must let everything back to the normal point

Cannot like that la...
must sleep early from tomorrow on...
wake up early from tomorrow on...
before attend class read through all the slide from now on...
before attend tutorial class read the question and do it from tomorrow on...
all assignments were done...
are mid term were over...
now is time to focus on final exam.

♥♥♥

最近发觉原来身边的朋友有很多都是有心事的，
每个人都有自己的秘密或心事，
所以当你发觉今天他很不一样时，
请关心下他，
如果他告诉你说没事，不想提起，
你就微微笑一下，
当做没事就好了，
当他愿意跟你分享时，他会找你的。
你要做的只是随时把心情准备好，
把耳朵挖干净，
把肩膀搽干净，
随时给他靠。

♥♥♥

Too bad my exam timetable ='(

Advertising and promotion - 11/12/2010 Sat 1400pm
Accounting in Practice - 16/12/2010 Thurs 1400pm
Business Finance - 22/12/2010 Wednesday 0900am


How bad of my exam timetable!!!
Just 3 subjects then need 11 days to finish!!!
='(
and the worst is all my friends, housemates and neighbours, all of them will be finish earlier than us,
thats mean whole house just leave me , sw and joseph...
='((((((((((((
hope Utar will change the timetable again..
i wish to faster finish my final exam then back hometown!
T.T

How to describe the feelings now?

i don't know..
i don't know what should say to...
i don't know what respond should i give to...
i just can say "oh..ok..i will.."
"cheer up aw mei sin...
try your best then enough..."

Happy birthday to my grandma

Actually i don't know when is my grandma birthday,
i think should be tomorrow,21/11
because everyday also like not same date to celebrate,
even my grandma herself also don't know which day is her birthday, LOL
My relatives them came back from KL to celebrate with her,
=)
Just now called her and told her im very miss you! happy birthday!!!
she asked me : miss me why don't come back a har??
i told her : i just finished my exam today only e, some more need rush for last assignment T.T...
then bla bla bla~~ miss her so much!!!
Happy birthday to my grandma!
I ♥ YOU SO MUCH MAMA（么么）~~!!
She is very cute de~~~
never angry us one,
always very sayang us~
no matter what my brothers want she also will get it to them.
yet now she getting old and old ady,
i wish her happy birthday and most important is always stay in healthy!
i want her always happy =))))))
♥♥♥


Today after exam, we went to the Michael Wong's mini talk,
i ♥ he said the "Life is CHOICE".
=)
and i get his 亲笔签民. LOL

Photo of hang out with bestie 13/11/2010

Photo of Penang trip, 4/10/2010

4/10/2010

Never allow myself to commit the same mistake

绝不允许自己再犯同样的错误。 =)

♥♥♥

Ask you study...

Ask you study you feel sleepy???
Ask you blog you so happy???
zzz

smile =)

被人誤解的時候能微微的一笑，這是一種素養； 

受委屈的時候能坦然的一笑，這是一種大度； 

吃虧的時候能開心的一笑，這是一種豁達； 

處窘境的時候能自嘲的一笑，這是一種智慧； 

無奈的時候能達觀的一笑，這是一種境界； 

危難的時候能泰然一笑，這是一種大氣； 

被輕蔑的時候能平靜的一笑，這是一種自信； 

失戀的時候能輕輕的一笑，這是一種灑脫。 

不管是有什麼事情，為了什麼原因.....我們每天都要開心一笑........... 

So what

Suddenly saw a fren (mr.c) 's facebook,
long time no contact with him ady,
sometimes will miss him also.
i don't understand what is love for a guy,
they always say love the gal,
but some of them i met,
said love the gal but never ask about the gal,
although knew her have blog, msn and facebook,
never see him leave a comment to her,
i had told my friends,
that he was the nice guy i have been like before,
I don't know how to describe the feeling,
i know i just tot him as my friend now,
yet suddenly have the feelings that guys said those promise or any words
are can't believe one.
so what...
i hate to think of those days bad memories，
but it always remind me...

Have fun on 13/11/2010, Saturday

Finished Muet exam today! =)

Yuen teng, chee keat and tjun hong came to kampar to have a gathering.

Happy belated birthday to Y.T.

=)

Then night we went to Ipoh Jusco sing k,

16 of us gather together in a room,

8pm sing till 2am,

:D

Have a great day with them. =)

Miss you guys always :D

I will upload photo when I'm free. :D

 

做男人真难

I found this article is interesting, haha


吻她吧

不够君子

不吻吧

不像汉子


夸她吧

说你撒谎

不夸吧

说你笨蛋

 
顺她吧

说你"妻管严"

不顺吧

不善解人


太浪漫
疑你老练

太规矩

魅力不足


常看她

招她厌烦

少去点

怨你猎艳


穿得好

说你花心

邋遢些

缺个心眼



吃醋吧

你太狭隘

大度点

说你不爱


求欢吧

不够尊重

安分吧

不够宠爱


你晚了

她等得烦

她晚了

女孩特权


你访友

说你堕落

她聚会

天性其乐


少亲她

你太冷淡

老亲她

你占便宜


过街不管

道德有缺憾

领着她走

男人耍手段


你看别人

是挑逗风情

别人看她

是仰慕佳人


你要说话

她让你听

洗耳恭听

她逼你言


简简繁繁

弱弱强强

我晕头转向

我魂牵梦绕

男人这辈子挺难的


长帅点吧

太抢手

太平凡吧

拿不出手


活泼点吧

说你太油

不出声吧

说你太闷


穿西装吧

说你太严肃

随便点吧

说你鄉巴佬


找个漂亮女人吧

太操心

找个不漂亮的吧

不甘心


光顾事业了

人家说你没责任感

光顾家了

人家又说你没本事


专一点吧

人家说你不成熟

花心点吧

人家说你是禽兽


有钱了吧

人家说你是坏人

没有钱吧

人家骂你窝囊废


自己奋斗吧

等有钱了、女友也老了

让女人养吧

不如自宫练葵花宝典算了


不去应酬

怕被老板废了

去应酬吧

怕被老婆废了


 哎！这年月做男人真难
女人可以等嫁

俺们等啥呀?

女人还有个三八节

俺们有啥呀?

Haha…copy from facebook..