→ Im ok ♥

well...sorry to my dear frens...

today emo...

now im ok ady...

thank you for those concern me =)

i will try to control my emo >.<

hope my fren will always stay happy =)

i dont hope they unhappy =(

i really ♥ to blogging ady...

once i wrote all my feeling on the blog,

i will felt better...

and felt calm...

then start to self-criticism...

well...felt abit regret to post the previous post to here...

let some fren worry...really sorry....

tze lin asked me del it,

but i wont del it,

bcoz it was my memory,

and now no more angry sum more when read back felt abit funny...lol

so i wont del it~

=p

→ Wat the ****

Sibeh Beh Song!!!

WAT THE HELL!!!

Why im just like a stupid to plan all those thing?!

为何一开始我就是想到要和他们一起玩呢？

朋友问我12月31号那天有去玩吗？

我回答他们说哦，有阿。

朋友还以为我是跟他们一起去玩，

可是我说我是跟金宝朋友他们一起。。。

本来说好只是去lost world 倒数，

可是愚蠢的我觉得只是倒数很闷的，

决定提议还是去clubbing比较爽，

或者去了倒数之后再去clubbing也可以，

因为倒数了之后就十二点而已，总觉得好像不够，

可能是我最近太野了，

也可能被宝影响，她说最近太多压力，很想去clubbing。

我问她去clubbing可以减压吗？LOL

因为本小姐我没去过呀。

她说可以啊，而且很爽，音乐很大声，进到去可以什么都不用想，

是不是都是要我去过才知道。

不懂，心情矛盾....

令我生气的是他们尽然对我说：

你们可以玩你们的，我们有我们的玩，不一定要一起。

妈的！！！！

我当初是因为什么才拒绝hometown朋友？！

就是因为想到如果跟金宝朋友一起可能会更爽！

还有令我生气的是，

一开始在荣记说好叫我plan，一切我on他们on，

发信息打电话都已经说好要去的，

最后告诉我

majority all of us also dont want go,

and u all din confirm with us then booked jo table,

u all stil can join us, but we are not going to club.

什么意思哦？！！

u all stil can join us,

好像我是傻瓜那样自作多情！

是谁叫我plan的？

如果不想去，一开始就不要叫我plan啊，

plan好了，mood也有了，

最后说不去。

问他们不去clubbing去哪里？

他们说不知道，not confirm yet,haven sure,

最后跟我说ipoh or kampar countdown，

=.=

kampar or ipoh....

fine...i really speechless...

也许只有我一个愚蠢的傻傻的只想着要和他们一起玩，

不想去也就不勉强各位了，

好了，发泄完了.....

→ Guys

today chat with a fren..

he told me actually almost guys are same...

when chasing u also can chase other gal in same time...

when Miss A reject stil have Miss B as spare...

after break with C still hav D...

=.=

really huh???

no comment...

but as i know de guys 99 % also like this...

lolx

=x

i told him is ok la...

now want trust a guy is really hard lo...

enjoy single better, no need think too much...

and another fren intro his fren to me...

walao A...

made me like 发仔汗 = =

REALLY S.W.E.A.T LO...

now just the campus life oredy make me breathless...

the song "breathless" by shayne ward

♫ you leave me breathless~ ♪

........

well...tomorrow need pass up press release and prepare media question for host group...

tonight want busy again...

some member at westlake...

dont know how should i arrange all those thing...

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just back dinner with boon them...
he helped me took my dress from my hometown >.<
thank you boon...^^

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→ Sweet House

Yes!!!

finished web page design presentation~

although not very good,

but still ok la...:)

i had learnt alot about this subject~

really want thank you my members them

give me a chance to learn how to design a web page~ ^^

甘大个女第一次自己 design web page~

this is the link of the web site ↓

♥ http://www.sweethouse.coolpage.biz ♥

→ ♥ Eh Eh by Lady Gaga ♥

Eh Eh – lady gaga
boy we've had a real good time and
i wish you the best on your way, eh
i didn't mean to hurt you
i never thought we'd fall out of place, eh eh
i have something that i love long-long
but my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong
then I miss someone
and eh, there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh) there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh) i wish you never looked at me that way
(eh, eh) there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh)
not that i don't care about you
just that things got so complicated eh eh
i met somebody cute and funny
got each other and that's funny, eh eh
i have something that i love long-long
but my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong
then I miss someone
and eh, there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh) there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh) i wish you never looked at me that way
(eh, eh) there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh)
(eh, eh)
i have something that i love long-long
but my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong
then I miss someone
and eh, there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh)
(eh, eh) there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh) wish you never looked at me that way
(eh, eh) there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh) wish you never looked at me that way
(eh, eh) there's nothing else i can say
(eh, eh)
cherry-cherry boom-boom
all i can say is eh, eh

→ Sick

blog so messy!= =

Today back from hometown,

sick jor e T.T

headache... >.<

tomorrow web page design presentation...

ready for =x

oh yeah...

http://www.sweethouse.coolpage.biz

My Sweet House web page...

my 心血 >.<

→ Last Week

All these post should be post on last week...

but because i too busy then postpone till today..xp

Saturday,12/12/2009

rush back from hometown den went to xiao kwan house did the background of press conference,

me, ah jian, zhe liang and werty finally done the background,

we used 7 hours to done all thing = =


Tuesday,15/12/2009

today totally din sleep till the next day 16/12/09 Wednesday...

my eye become like this → -.-

the web page design and press conference and sociology almost killed me x.x

after sociology exam then rush for sociology rehearsal,

after tat rush back my home for my press conference rehearsal,

around 3 am+ still need went to westlake for web page design assignment.

really what the ****

just me,thoong,and yen ho do the final report and link all the page together.

where are the other members???


i just know they all meeting with the 周公 in their dream. zzzz

i very angry when i heard one of the member said : i ady done my part, other part i dun want to care anymore,我已经做好我自己的了，其他的不要管他了，等他们自己去理好了。

really Bu**Sh** la!!!

i did till the next day morning 10 ++ only back home,

i do till so 辛苦for what?!


oh yeah,i want to thanks Joseph and kit them help me post my web page assignment to web,

thanks kit fetch me, and kam's house mate's puppy! it really cute~ when i saw it really reduce my stress. lolx

really thank you you all...^.^


well...

the next day....

Wednesday, 16/12/2009

Have two presentation today...really sucks= =

press conference and sociology presentation...really swt le...i not yet memorize the script and have to arrive campus at 12...

never sleep...zzz

tze lin, bobo, kit, joseph and yan q also had came to support me wohohoo

really thanks their support ^.^

that day ah jian very cool huh~!!!

sibeh like her~

i borrow shoe from xiao wei...walao...damn 辛苦 when i wear it - -

ah jian so 体贴 help me took all things ^^

well whole presentation also not bad...really thanks god~^^

sociology presentation also not bad ~ ^^

Fianly~

two presentation ended =x

Thursday,24/12/2009

Merry Christmas~~

♪Jingel bell~ jingel bell~ ♫
♫ We wish you a merry christmas we wish you a merry chirstmas and a happy new year ♪

today should be very happy one.

but unforfunately!!
damn bad day today!!!

1st of all said dun want go clubing den want go,

din plan well last minute suddenly said want go,

but no ppl bring us in

summore all wear t-shirt only how go?

den i call every fren one by one,


i had called zou rui kang but bobo b4 call ady

she knew i calling this guy but she gu yi din tell me she ady made a call!

im so embarrassed!!!

what the ****

damn angry her!

ok fine...

den when back home i din said any word...

when we almost back dao ss got three cars pakat to follow our car

felt scary...>.<

we saw the car open the door when we stop our car at traffic light there!

tze lin quickly turn her car into 7-11 there,

den we yum cha at aziz tom yam,

all no dare to back home tat time

but i very scare my parents will scold me bcoz 2 am ady haven back home,

den i call kang yao to accompany us back home.

finaly 3 am reach home safety.

=@=

Friday ,25/12/2009

Family day today,

bro them all kids went to swimming pool,

then me and my mum, and ah yi them went to jusco shooping~
^.^v

i brought 2 shirt only= =

no time to let me shop 99

after tat went to bercham food court took our dinner.

today kah chun back from melaka,

we all went to yum cha when i back from ipoh.

we yum cha at lung zai again and had took many photo~

Finaly Merry Christmas~

→ 21/12/2009

Today 6 am only sleep = =

if no drink coffee really beh tahan.

during mass com lecture bobo told me Darren Koh had post in a relationship in facebook.

i let myself respond shock dao o~ my respond was :

no sad, no mind, no felt ke xi, no felt hate, no felt jealous,no felt down, no felt moody,

just felt : wah so fast o?

haha

lets cheer~~~!!! yeah~~

i can totally put down this guy,

without any regret any hate feeling,

just no care this guy anymore,

whatever he in relationship with who also not my business,

well..i should thank you him,

thanks he let me learn and prove several thing

i saw his fb comment,

when i saw the comemnt i got what feeling huh,

i just though that what he had wrote for the gal,

before he had been like tat told me also,

this mean what huh? -->this let me know that,

→ guys can so easy say those thing to gal,

→handsome really no use,

→ guys promise is cannot so easy to trust,

→ what sweet word also just a excuse to let them conceal their guilty,

→ Therefore → cannot so easy to trust a guy. =)

really thank you lo~ =)



Recently damn busy,

i damn strongly agree this "A busy person never have time to be unhappy",

i no time to think about this person,

and even almost forget him,

lol,

when today bobo told me

i only realise o yea lo i long time din think dao him ady leh...

lol

→ if you think you can,you can

if you think you can you can.
this sentence is a guy always said,
strongly agree this~


与其在那儿烦恼事情不能完成，不如把烦恼的时间用在解决事情。
我一直对自己说很烦很忙，可是我竟然有时间在喊烦喊忙，
最后觉悟了，我决定与其在那边喊烦，不如把喊烦喊忙的时间用在想办法把事情完成还好。

yesterday chat with bjunn,
he asked me update my blog,
bcoz i ady few days din update it le >.< sorry
he said he willing to know what am i happened recently.
so happy he still rmb me this fren...hehe...
so today decided wan update it =)

management assignment finished ady...
now leave mass com,sociology,web page next week need pass up and present >.<
next week presentation venue will move back to block b...
but i prefer block i >.<
block i really is a nice block,
aircorn very cool~ cold huh~
hehe

today almost whole day also with ah jian~
hoho...today she so cool...
damn like her now~ yohooo~ =p
when at block idk6 i met huang der wei and his frens them,
they came to watch press conference also...
they dunno me,but i know them(coz so famous one) = =
they very funny,and they said ah jian very cool~
(hoho...me at there an shuang an shuang and almost wan tell them actually she is my fren!!very cool huh?! i also felt like that~!! strongly agree !! >o< ~ damn like her~!)xp
Haha....k la...today just write till here...
wan continue my assignment ady...

Good Night=)

→ 好的开始就是成功的一半

Finally have some result about my web page design.

although stil got something not yet finished but at least i did smthg...

stil hav many pages haven done yet,

all member cant gather together very hard to do...

→ >.<

super duper busy!!!

assignment assignment assignment!!!

x.x

why why why

huh har ohh

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

@.@

T.T

→ 1st time walked to campus

this post should be post on yesterday...sorry about this..
yesterday was my 1st time walked to campus from eastlake~
early in the morning,t.lin,bobo,huan and me have class on 8 am,
but we dun hav car and motor(t.lin lost her motor key),
then t.lin said that we walked to campus! lolx
finally four of us walked to campus...
conclusion is i prefer cycle to campus = =
abit far...but we just spent 15 to 20 minutes reached campus.^^
we told our frens them we were walking to campus today,
but nobody trust us==
i regret for no took the photo as prove..haha..
well...morning walking to campus also not a bad idea...can keep fit wat...hehe

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Night...
11 Dec 09 is Kenny and Joseph birthday~
ck them decided have a fun at Harvard basketball court..
they brought alot drinks for "yum sing" at there...XD
t.lin,bobo,huan,xiao wei and me also got joined them..
we chit chat at there...
Laugh Out Laugh there...
summore we play 真心话大冒险 but is NO 真心话 just 大冒险...lol
(even kam kiss kit's armpit, i kiss jenny'sleg, ah seng and kit exchange pants & cloth, joseph & tjun hong sing love song to bobo, bobo & joseph dance, kam kiss ck's ass, ck let ah shua hit ass, kit and me tie leg walked a circle shape ,bobo & seng hold each other ear to walk & shout: you very pretty! you very handsome! bobo sit on kam body, tjun hong tarik ck underwear, wei jian & ah shua blow each other's ear, jenny kenny kiss within 3 second,jospeh and tjun hong kiss~ wei jian sing song to t.lin, summore t.lin bei kam...LOLX...and hor...almost all idea were from my mind.lolx)
really LMAO...
haha^^
we played till 3 am +++ only back home slept.
regret no took photo! ishhh!

tat moment i really forget about my assignment things...
bcoz assignment i really very stress...
but tat moment i really very happy~
felt so lucky can meet all of them =)
happy birthday joseph,
happy birthday kenny.


just one thing no perfect..
that is my good fren and her fren had some misunderstand...
i dunno why my fren's fren want angry her till dun wan be fren anymore..
actually just small event...
why wan so easy give up the word : FRIENDSHIP
i saw my good fren bcoz dis thing even cry...
i cant help her just can giv her support...
i hope my fren will always stay in happy & always smile :)
from this event i learn friendship can be very strong,but also can be very weak...

i appreciate all my friends.

→ Happy Birthday For T.lin

8 dec 2009 was our t.lin 18 age birthday~
last week ~ headache ~ Because we dont know should buy wat present for her,
then a mind across my mind~
that is VIDEO !
we decided made a video for her as her birthday gift.
yuen teng made slide show den me made the video ~
we bcoz this two thing many days be night cat ady ~ but is Worth!! :)
finally! the video was completed at 7 Dec 2009 at 3 am = =
inside the video hav many VIP ^^
even some friends at Melaka also sent us their video through msn ^^
mayb will upload the video to fb later ~.~
we really put in a lot effort to make this video.
most funny was saw all friends faced the camera like a soh po or soh zai wish t.lin happy birthday haha ^^ ( really thanks who had involved in this video =) )


8 Dec 2009
= = Morning~ my stupid friend post comment to t.lin told her will get a present soon...then another fren call her ask her received the present or not.
SWT...i kena shock when heard this.
luckily they din told her is wat present.
but then night almost over 12 when we plan open the slide and video for her,
technical problem!!! swtttttttt
finaly we over 12 only let her watched the video and slide show >.<
felt so failure - -
but again she told me she was surprise the present is video. YEAH!! ^^
SUCCESS~ ^^
although is over 12 is 9 dec ady but i can feel her she was very happy hehe^^

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12dec 2009
well...come back today...
just finished mass com examination...
luckily had study all =)
but then very worry about my web page design assignment...
3 of the group member want back hometown this week,i scare just 3 of us cannot handle it...
haih...really very worry it...
next week need pass up one assignment - management,
next next week i hav 2 presentaion( mass com + sociology ) , one test , one assignment ( web page ) need pass up + writing for business also need pass up 2nd report...
i really can do it???
i totally down during my sociology tutorial...
then sms one of my fren...
he told me must trust myself i can do it..
thank you D.M =)
i will listen to what you told me ^^


today received a chocolate ~
a friend bought it for me bcoz 7 dec 2009 i told him i not happy...
really thank you...i appreciate it =)

→ ouchhh

Today just finish web page design exam.
After exam is time to busy my assignment again= =
Will very busy this month and will less on9 >.<
Next week got two test : Writing for business & mass com.
~.~
Assignment + exam = stress = killed me =x
This week actually no plan back hometown...but my granma birthday^^...
My mom asked me : this week no back?? ur granma birthday on sat,all relatives will come back for dinner~
SO this week have to back hometown~
Altot busy like hell...but i stil can handle...=)

• Life = tough

busy busy busy...

study study study...

exam exam exam...

assignment assignment assignment...

really really really...

stress stress stress...

>.<

• Love is blind

Saw someone profile and their comment...
I dunno need how long only can forget him...
I dunno why i still will let it affect my mood...
But tat moment when i saw their chat i felt someone is very childish!
The moment i read i felt angry and hate him much! sh**!!
Why i will love this kind boy?! why why W.H.Y!!

Well...

L.o.v.e is blind...really true...
He is not a good guy for me but i still cannot forget him...why???
I have a friend who very care me, very concern me, always buy chocolate for me when i unhappy...
They asked me why got a such good guy treat u so good u dun wan??
i just can say love is blind...i know he is a good guy..

but...

i still cannot forget him...
i cannot accept anyone now...althought he is treat me good...
feel sorry...
i just can be friend with them now...just friend...
i just want enjoy my single life now...
i need time...
..................................................................................

对的时间，遇到对的人，是一生幸福...
对的时间，遇到错的人，是一场心伤...
错的时间，遇到对的人，是一段荒唐...
错的时间，遇到对的人，是一生叹息...

也许有一天我会爱上他，
可那一天也许也会很遥远...

..................................................................................

Ps : Friendship Forever..♥

• Rainy Day

HATE rainy day!!!
All my clothes cannot dry!!! ><
H.A.T.E Rainy day!!!

Maybe next year will move to Harvard...
Many asked why want move to there?
Bcoz there more safety and more convenient...
But the room very small >.<
For me the room size is ok..
But my frens macam not very like it..
Dunno how to say the feel..
Moody...

• Bored

Today i slept over time again= =
8am class i set my alarm 6.30am & 6.45am...
but dunno why when i woke up is already 7 am ! lol
If not my roomate woke me up i still sleep like a pig = =
Lecture class very boring keep fishing there>.< (felt so sorry to lecturer)
After class we went to old town ate Laksa~ =)
Boring day..this week cannot back hometown..
Very miss my family~!!! >.<

Haih..cough cough cough....

Night...
After sociology discussion me and sw went to joseph house watch mv- <<Tsunami>>!
This mv not bad... very touching >.<


But then today din study my marketing yet..T.T (tomorrow must study!!)
Tomorrow wanna accompany my roomate back hometown to take her formal..

Hope everything will be fine...

Is time to sleep...good night...(:

......................................................................................................

Today open facebook i saw his comment below my post,

felt surprise...

and start thinking why he will leave comment to me...

why?

why he never reply my msg

even act no saw me when met me

den now leave a comment to me...?

i think too much?

but anywhre when saw his comment

it really affect my mood...

• Busy Day

Early morning woke up...8am sociology class...

Z.Z i try not to fishing during the class...

Well...mayb yesterday 3 am only sleep so

i cant control myself for not fishing >.<

Finaly whole class i also fishing there = =lll

After class den i no more class but today need to discuss my assignment.

I took my breakfast with *Class Rep*,tze lin,bobo and huan at old town pasar pagi.

The Pasar damn dirty and *smelly*! #@$#!%

Around 12pm den went to campus for my discussion --

Mass Com & Web Page Design.

Sigh...a lot things to do...

Later 8pm wanna go harward for my management discussion again...

• SORRY

Sorry!!!
This few days really busy and lazy to update my blog. >.<
Sorry guys...>.<
Just now fren asked me you no write blog ady??
So i decided open my blog and post now =p
Welcome back ya~!!
Today management examination... well...
i had study and prepared it BUT i regret one thing!!
That is a question i always asked myself : WHY I DUN START EARLY???
I always 临时抱佛教 last day only study before the day of exam.
The feel really sucks huh.!!
Well...2ml 8am class...hope can sleep early...sumore wan discussion...
ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT!!!

Good Night guys....

• 无奈

雨天...
令人变得脆弱...
很无奈...
想念一个不该想的人...
真的很无奈...

• Ishhh

Ishhh! Really bullshit ha!

Today meeting with Mr.Pek, Mr.Edwin them.

Really unlucky,applictaion for transfering classes FAILED!

They asked me to go for extra classes.

What la... same day same time just NO same venue,

i just want to change the venue also cannot,

Really felt UPSET! >:(

They told me cannot let us transfer then asked me go for the extra class on 8am tp 9 am on Tuesday,but my actual management class is 4pm to 5 pm on Tuesday.

( why wan so ma fan?let me just change cannot huh?)

I told them i really got transport prob and i live at eastlake.

"Well..okay...for your safety we will allow u to change but just for you, but i wan tell u i let u change because for your safety only..." This is Mr.Pek told me!

But Mr.Edwim asked me after this stay back.

Then i stay back, he told me :" now i found another time for u, is no crash ur time and u wont hav transport prob also,but you mayb will no time to eat."

Because my timetable on Thurs is 10am to 12pm,then 1.30 to 3 pm then 3pm to 4 pm.

He said he found a slot for me that is 12pm to 1pm on Thurs.

But Then i no need to eat lo?? i need walk from block d to block b,no time can take my lunch. He asked me to bungkus 1st or what,just for one day only nevermind.

As CK said not just one day is 3 month every week also like that okay?

Why want us so ma fan for attend two classes?

i just wan change the venue on same day same time what.

Finaly i decided DONT WANT to attend miss khor class,

Because NO CHOICE!

What UTAR MY CHOICE?! BULLSHIT!

UTAR NO CHOICE OKAY!

T.T

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为什么当我最down时，

发生不愉快的事时，

感到最无助时，

心情不好时，

第一个想到的人还是你.....