is this fair?

Why do i need to give up so many things just for this piece of shit?

Why am i sacrifies so many stuff just for this idiotic CCA??

Why??

STOP DEMANDING ME!!! I HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH

SERIOUSLY!!!! When will these stupid idiotic time consuming meeting end sia???? I am not paying school fees for all these meeting man!!! I am damn furious now!! Make my life so tiring and stressful, HELL MAN!

bad sat

well... it was quite a heavy day last night... firstly, i went back to sushi tei for working. it is super tough as compared to what i did before i left around Feb.. it was very busy and very tiring.. expecially my leg, really cannot tahan. worst case is i din get any seat on the way to and back from work on mrt... = ="

then.... i ask her do she like girls. n i asked her do she know i like her, coz she is too sotong.. she say no. hell man... sad... actually is expected answer.. funny thing is she told me she like gay. LOL... but we chat a lot yesterday, like those stupid rumour she got before TP. n there is a guy who confess to her and she reject the guy straight away in his face. i felt so pity for this guy sia... hahaha... anyway, her reason is she is not ready, still dun want to tide up by relationship yet.

i am quite tired also... i think i am not suitable for relationship. being woo nor woo, i dun want any. it is more tiring to wait than wooing someone. i really gave up on guys le. guys sux!

6 dollars

how many meals u can eat with 6 dollars? let's challenge. pathetic 6 dollars is all i have now. bless me

Kinda tiring and stress recently...

too much of stuff occupied my brain and my heart, i am too tired to react and respond...

well, last fri went for Amazing race, epic fail. we only manage to go 1/15 stations. the 1st station is at east coast, so we went skating... now i realise one thing. skating is very suitable for ppl to 吃豆腐. one of the girl in the team cant skate, but she insist to skate.. so she held my hand and another guy's hand. all the way she hold our hand super tight.. i think the guy really enjoying although she held so tight until it hurts... ever since that day, my hand is blueblack n muscle tear until now...

recently i didn't have time for myself.. just like a zombie and breath... don't know what to do and what am i doing... first of all, is because of MP, coz my programming knowledge is too little to implement the game, so ziyi solo and i transfer to art disciplines although i am sux at art... too many things to learn and too many things to practice... my mind is like automatically shut off and tried to escape, which make me felt very disappointed with myself. what can i do? i cant do anything...

secondly, i am sad and down because i exhausted myself too much... this month is not a good month for me... alot of extra expenses suddenly popped out, i don't know what to do... as long as i still can sustain my life, then i think i should b fine... should b able to pass this month if i help myself... a lot of burden on my shoulder i don't have so much strength to handle it...

lastly is my cca... it supposed to end everything by 5 nov. but until now i still cant close case because my team is not cooperating with me... i am very angry yet i cant do anything either... i do not have extra time to scold them, i rather work myself and close the case then i am no longer have any business with this cca anymore. i am indeed too tired and tired about everything that happen in this cca...

I need a shore... where is my shore?.... i need some place for me to rest my mind....