Wednesday, April 20, 2011

yesterday is a unforgetable experience for me....

I BATH IN GUY'S TOILET SIA!!!!!!! LOL!!!!

today too tired, so update tmr... nite world...

Thursday, April 7, 2011

well... i think i had tired up myself for quite a while.... i quite sometime din play games ady... quite some time din sleep well without the need to wake up early... quite some time din have a nice meal... quite some time din watch movie nor hang out with friends.... my vacation is like no life at all.... meetings, working, events, camps.... irritating sia.... =(

recently i fell in love with drinking. i noe i m lousy. i also know the drunk feeling doesn't feel good. yet i like to drink now... may b when i drunk, my mind can finally rest for a while... my body finally get to fall into deep sleep without any dream... when i drunk, i wun think so much nor thinking of you..... is kind of relief.... i think.... lol... recently i love bottom up.. although drunk faster, but i like drunk... crazy me....

i m confused...... m i really fall in love with yinru, or yingsze? the name is similar... even the hp number is similar.... sometime i really confused... i dunno who m i calling or which number m i dialing.... when i drunk, all my mind is u... but it is like complicated and messy.... i dunno is u or yingsze.... i really dun understand myself.....

is time to get myself another can of beer.....

Saturday, April 2, 2011

i was drunk yesterday..... 1 can of heineken.... 1 hour, then i fall unconcious... damn lousy.... i dun like tiger, too bitter, then is carlsberg... also bitter... heineken taste like shandy, bt lack of beer taste... anyway, i drunk also.... i think heineken make me drunk faster than carlsberg... dunno y.... may b bcoz it dun have the typical beer taste, i take bigger sip, then i drunk faster....

oh ya... 4got to update here.... i got OSIP... i pass GAMBIT application... i m going to Boston by June.

i dunno how to happy nor how to sad... i got no feeling... just that i kinda worry n stress.... let's c how when sch reopen ba...

i kena dump again n again... kind of sad.... i dunno what or where or which part i did not good enuf... i m sad.... i dun want to give up, but i dunno how to carry on... as she already lost interest on me... i dunno what i m insist on.... so tired....

drunk cant make me forget u.... but make me luv u more.....