Sunday, January 30, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
kinda is quite tiring sia.... i was like "camp" at sch everyday n leave sch after 9pm everyday.... wth... my body is really cant tahan ady lo... recently walking back from sch again... so, i have the time to blog using my n900 while i walking... actually i m quite lazy to do this, but since u r so angry abt this, then i will explain myself. seriously, i dun like to make declaration thru blog sia...
actually i m quite lazy to blog recently, so i update my blog once a month. so i just summarize all happenings from dec to current. i lie?? i heard the rumour from ML. which is accidently said out by ml while v on the way go lunch. who noes our class have how many rumour sia??? n i dun read ur blog so often lo... may b once or twice a month.. so u said 'anyone who want to know the rumour just ask u personally' wat, i did it, yet u r angry abt it. wth??? hmmm... i think that's all gua.... i 4got wat else is in ur blog ady, n i want to sleep... no interest to switch window using my n900 now...
may b i m just too paranoid?? i dunno who u talking, but since u use 'she' & 'her', i will assume is me. attitude??? i always like this wat.. anything la... none of my business. since i cant change other's mind n i cant stop any words coming out from other's mouth, i dun bother it.
oh ya! last thing, i dun eat human being. black aura?? = =" watever la...
actually i m quite lazy to blog recently, so i update my blog once a month. so i just summarize all happenings from dec to current. i lie?? i heard the rumour from ML. which is accidently said out by ml while v on the way go lunch. who noes our class have how many rumour sia??? n i dun read ur blog so often lo... may b once or twice a month.. so u said 'anyone who want to know the rumour just ask u personally' wat, i did it, yet u r angry abt it. wth??? hmmm... i think that's all gua.... i 4got wat else is in ur blog ady, n i want to sleep... no interest to switch window using my n900 now...
may b i m just too paranoid?? i dunno who u talking, but since u use 'she' & 'her', i will assume is me. attitude??? i always like this wat.. anything la... none of my business. since i cant change other's mind n i cant stop any words coming out from other's mouth, i dun bother it.
oh ya! last thing, i dun eat human being. black aura?? = =" watever la...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
没那麼简单
没那麼简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛 总是不安 只好强悍 谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看 变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半 不爱孤单 一久也习惯 不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西 感觉累了就放空自己 别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定 不想拥有太多情绪 一杯红酒配电影 在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里 相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气 过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷 什麼都不懂的年纪 曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心的记忆
Recently some rumour spread in our class. Actually i dun really care what they say.. just that this time i m involved, so they "accidently" told me about it. so now, i think i should declare my point of view. If the person din tell me personally, i would ignore the rumour, pretending i dunno anything. this would be better if there is really a misunderstanding. v r still friends. nothing is going to change. i enjoy current situation as in pure frienship with no relationship involved.
i think "God bless your mouth" is really quite accurate. i always say i m stupid, so now, i became really stupid. who can i blame? myself! but i think this really remind me that i should not take thing for granted. no effort, no output. this time round, i have to do self reflaction seriously.
人一能之，己百之。人十能之，己千之。
果能此道矣，虽愚必明，虽柔必强。
this month my family come singapore quite frequently... which make my pocket suffer from cancer. but i m really quite happy. because i finally have the ability to let them enjoy my fruit of labour. when u grow older, u will feel awkward to ask money from parents... especially when u r older than 21..
I lost the chance to go GAMBIT because of TPIS. b a main comm is not easy... a lot of things have to sacrify. but i din expect that the first thing that i sacrifies is my OSIP... T-T although at the first place i dun really feel like going, but when i put in so many efforts for it, yet i know i dun have any chance for it, i still will feel pity... now i know, in future i will b super bz with TPIS and i wun b happy until the day i left this position... i dunno is this the correct decision i made..one thing that can b confirmed is, i would invide a lot of my classmate to join TPIS activity.. coz i m the publicity of TPIS.. so DO SUPPORT me in the future.. do i really like this position??? seriously... i really dunno...
soon, this sem is going to end, yet i dunno what have i learn until today... is such a failure isn't it?? 3 more weeks to go... i m going to suffer... T-T
i think "God bless your mouth" is really quite accurate. i always say i m stupid, so now, i became really stupid. who can i blame? myself! but i think this really remind me that i should not take thing for granted. no effort, no output. this time round, i have to do self reflaction seriously.
人一能之，己百之。人十能之，己千之。
果能此道矣，虽愚必明，虽柔必强。
this month my family come singapore quite frequently... which make my pocket suffer from cancer. but i m really quite happy. because i finally have the ability to let them enjoy my fruit of labour. when u grow older, u will feel awkward to ask money from parents... especially when u r older than 21..
I lost the chance to go GAMBIT because of TPIS. b a main comm is not easy... a lot of things have to sacrify. but i din expect that the first thing that i sacrifies is my OSIP... T-T although at the first place i dun really feel like going, but when i put in so many efforts for it, yet i know i dun have any chance for it, i still will feel pity... now i know, in future i will b super bz with TPIS and i wun b happy until the day i left this position... i dunno is this the correct decision i made..one thing that can b confirmed is, i would invide a lot of my classmate to join TPIS activity.. coz i m the publicity of TPIS.. so DO SUPPORT me in the future.. do i really like this position??? seriously... i really dunno...
soon, this sem is going to end, yet i dunno what have i learn until today... is such a failure isn't it?? 3 more weeks to go... i m going to suffer... T-T
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
today i was so sick... feel neusea and giddy... so i din go lecture again....
but when i reached home, i am super happy =) because i saw this on my table!!!!
a parcel from switzerland yo!!!! is about 1KG.. the content inside is so WOW!!!
lot n lot of chocolate!!! n Linda's signature!!! just for me yo!!!!
c'est super!!!!!
i m really very very very happy =D
i think this is my christmas present =) can say as new year present too!
hahaha... but i think this parcel is damn expensive la!!! last time i check from singpost, 1KG is around 40-60 SGD... n need to take 3 month to reach... but this parcel only took 2 weeks... i think she send via express... so WOOW!!!!! i m sooooooooooo happy!!!!
but when i reached home, i am super happy =) because i saw this on my table!!!!
a parcel from switzerland yo!!!! is about 1KG.. the content inside is so WOW!!!
lot n lot of chocolate!!! n Linda's signature!!! just for me yo!!!!
c'est super!!!!!
i m really very very very happy =D
i think this is my christmas present =) can say as new year present too!
hahaha... but i think this parcel is damn expensive la!!! last time i check from singpost, 1KG is around 40-60 SGD... n need to take 3 month to reach... but this parcel only took 2 weeks... i think she send via express... so WOOW!!!!! i m sooooooooooo happy!!!!
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
stress make a person fragile.
today is my interview. i screwed it up... i admit that i do not have much knowledge on game industry. because i m not intrested in game industry actually... the reason i still here is i want to learn how to make a game. so that i can make my own game next time... but i m quite sad that... TP does not provide much resources for me... or i should put it in this way, TP does not teach me how to make a decent game from start to end. they provide pieces n pieces of puzzle that is incomplete for a game developement...
Today CM asked a lot of question, n i cant answer any of them... it is true that i m not well prepared... but i m not "did not prepared at all"! y must i apply as producer??? a position that i don't like at all... in the past i m a very good leader, but i dun want to b a leader at the area that i know nothing about it at all... i scared of changes, expecially is in an unfamiliar field... many people told me i m eligible for this position, i have the advantage for this position, i have the ability to handle this position... but i dun like this position... i dun like to deal with people... this is tiring....
may b i m right... i dun put in a lot of effort in the stuff that i don't have passion about it... until now... i still dun feel like going there.... what a failure i am....
i dun think i am wrong as i work hard at sch and relax at home... this is the balance i applied wat... sch work also cant finish ady, how do i develop games on my own sia.... i hate this.... may b i got language problem.. may b i got brain problem... may b i myself is a problem...
THIS IS THE END OF THE WORLD!!!!!!
today is my interview. i screwed it up... i admit that i do not have much knowledge on game industry. because i m not intrested in game industry actually... the reason i still here is i want to learn how to make a game. so that i can make my own game next time... but i m quite sad that... TP does not provide much resources for me... or i should put it in this way, TP does not teach me how to make a decent game from start to end. they provide pieces n pieces of puzzle that is incomplete for a game developement...
Today CM asked a lot of question, n i cant answer any of them... it is true that i m not well prepared... but i m not "did not prepared at all"! y must i apply as producer??? a position that i don't like at all... in the past i m a very good leader, but i dun want to b a leader at the area that i know nothing about it at all... i scared of changes, expecially is in an unfamiliar field... many people told me i m eligible for this position, i have the advantage for this position, i have the ability to handle this position... but i dun like this position... i dun like to deal with people... this is tiring....
may b i m right... i dun put in a lot of effort in the stuff that i don't have passion about it... until now... i still dun feel like going there.... what a failure i am....
i dun think i am wrong as i work hard at sch and relax at home... this is the balance i applied wat... sch work also cant finish ady, how do i develop games on my own sia.... i hate this.... may b i got language problem.. may b i got brain problem... may b i myself is a problem...
THIS IS THE END OF THE WORLD!!!!!!
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