Really should be doing my RP. But I just wanted to note this moment down because I think it'd be a significant one to look back upon. So I guess, this is it. This is probably one of the harsher things I've had to do. I know that this period will either completely break what we've had, or completely build my trust again. Seems like a huge gamble to take considering the situation. I always question whether I'd look back one day and regret the decision I'm making today when I find that something so beautiful is gone forever. But right now I think it is necessary step. It's just so hard because being firm's never my forte.
Guess the only thing now is to patiently wait for things to unfold. Will you really be what you said you'd be?
Right now I just wish with all my heart that that day didn't happen. It sucks to be hurt like that.