It's just so Sylvia,

generalisation

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Again, FINALLY I can blog. Haha. Sorry for not replying to tags. Really no time lah. :D

Yes Bertrice, I'm updating. ((:

Right, let's talk about what happened recently again. But in brief form.

I chose SPECIALISTS. HAHA.

And uh to the person whom I meet every Sunday, I won't mention your name! :D:D

Last week I went to Music Clinic, and was being taught by Veron. Okay, on TV everyone says she's strict and stuff. But I don't think so. She's nice and friendly, and of course SUPER PRO IN SINGING. I'm so glad she's my teacher-in-charge maan. :D:D She asked us to sing zhi shao hai you ni, and she did a demo which is like SUPER GOOD? Hurhur. And she improved our pitching by a BANANA AND PAPAYA exercise. Sounds ridiculous but it's hilarious! BUBBLES!

Oh and just when I was about to leave Music Clinic, GUESS WHO I SAWWWW.

JEREMY PANG!

Whoots! So long never see him already. He still look as handsome yeah? HAHS. With his usual act-cool sunglass and stuff lah.

Me: (Upon seeing Jeremy) Ehhhh??
Jeremy: -smiles and walks towards-
Me: How come you're back?
Jeremy: Just finished my first flight to Sydney, so come back first.
Me: HAHA I bet it must be that you're too fat, so the plane cannot fly.
Jeremy: -angry and tries to push me down the stairs-

LOL! Though it's just a small chat, it's fun lah! :D:D

Right, next up.

KINDNESS SKIT.

Woooohoooooo. We were in the top 5 and in the end we got 3rd! Nationals! Haha. Okay not EXACTLY great, but at least we won money for the school. Not a lot though. But it's a good experience. Suxian and I both agree that winning that @$*&*#($& is our best present. :D

There's this group in from Tampines Secondary school, they did a skit entitled, BUT I AM. And guess what. The story is like AM I from Anderson! They used blocks and stuff for the furnitures and everything. The way the portray is totally like the way AM I did it lor. WE WERE SO UNHAPPY.

The other day we were in drama, and Miss Lee asked me to take up a bigger role in SYF. Okay that is not the main point. The point is that I REJECTED. -.- I mean, if people really rehearsed a lot already and then you steal their role, it's not good right? And what's more, I won't be able to do a better job than the current one. So urm well, sorry Miss Lee. But I guess I did the right thing. (:

I'm going to TITOUDAO now. It's a drama theatre trip for the Olevels drama people. YAY. Gtg before I'm lateee! Buhbye people!

And I know everything'll be fine, soon.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Great. FINALLY I can blog.

My computer is down. For those who knows me, that explains why I'm not online for the past few days. I don't know what's wrong with my computer. I can go online but I cannot go on MSN. Greeeeat.

Now that I can AT LEAST blog. I'd better make the best out of it. Let's talk about my life now.

Today I just knew my ASC committee placing. And I'm in CONNECT! xDD Okay. Adlyn and Hafiz and Harris and Leonard are in it too. Nice seniors too! LOL CONNECT! :D

Now I'm in this dilemma, yes Suxian, ONCE AGAIN. -.-

CLINIC OR SPECIALISTS?!
CLINIC OR SPECIALISTS?!?!
CLINIC OR SPECIALISTS?!?!?!

ARGHH.

You made me confuse again and again and againnn. Dilemma-ic toooooo. But I guess since I've made the decision, I shall stick with it. Though regret, but NEVER MIND. Maybe it's good. ALL THE BEST TO THE TWO OF YOUU! LURBB LURBB LURBB. ((:

School just reopened not long ago, and it's getting pretty much okay?

OH OH OH. WHAT HAS HAPPENED made it to the FINAL ROUND. Gosh we're the top 5 in the whole of Singapore! How cool is that! Never mind. Guess you all won't really understand. The finals is coming. SO SCARY.

Now 2/1 started saying things on MUMMYS and DADDYS. -.- Forget it. I know you all will stop someday. SOON.

AANNNDD Mr Leong took over Mdm Hee as our Math teacher! He is uh, okay he's quite nice. But today Suxian and I were LAUGHING throughout his lesson. WAHAHAHA. We cannot even stop laughing at the end of the day. Hilarious at the thought of it. Suxian came my house and on the way here, it's SO SUPER FUNNY. ;p

Getting so fed up now. Signed IN AND OUT AND IN AND OUT of MSN. So irritating!

Nothing much to say really, don't know why but I have this funny feeling inside me. It's like, I shouldn't be feeling this way at all?

Afterall, I chose it.

MY BIRTHDAY.

Friday, March 09, 2007

Birthdays may not necessarily be the best day of your life.
Or for that matter, the year.

Having presents isn't what is the most important of all, is it?

There are instants where I wanted to cry today. Emo. =/

It just isn't a perfect day. Rather, a long distance from perfect.

My 14th Birthday is far from what is perfect.

Will blog about other stuff next time.

Labels: Birthdays.

STILL SICK

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

I AM STILL FEELING SICK.

Oh great. I don't even know if I'll miss the Bukit Batok trip tomorrow. I don't want to faint in the middle of a forest.

BUT I SO WANT TO GO!

Sigh. Let's just leave it to fate.

After yesterday, I realised how nice it is to have people caring for you, especially when you're sick.

I think I'd want to thank the few people here. (:

MRS WONG for bringing me to the sick bay and calming me down a lot! (:

SUXIAN for being the first to know. Sorry for pinching you so hard lol. And thanks for providing me with the informations of what happened in class! (:

MINYI for offering water! (:

PHYLLIS for asking me to takecare! (:

CERLYN for taking my bag, wallet and stuff to pass to Suxian. And for the concern, of course. (:

BERTRICE for sending that nice nice sms! LOVES! (:

WEIXUAN for telling me most of my grades and showing concern! (:

JIANSHEN for agreeing to donate his bonemarrow and for your thoughts! (:

BRYAN for caring! (:

SYAZWAN for taking the effort to ask how I am! (:

CASSANDRA for being so worried about me! (:

BONNIE JIE for suggesting I should visit the doctors! (:

JIAXIN for asking me online! (:

QIJIN for your nice nice words online too! (:

DANNY for asking me to drink pig blood! (:

ISTAR for asking my well-ness! (:

MEINA for making me feel so much better! (:

TAMARYN for your regards! (:

Of course, DADDY and MUMMY for showering concern over me. <3s!

It really helps when you know someone out there is caring for you. :]

Labels: THANK YOU PEOPLE

Fainting incident.

Monday, March 05, 2007

Cool. I wrote this when I'm sick, just that I cannot go online to blog it because apparently I'm too sick.

I woke up feeling all okay and well. As usual, I went to school and, you know, did everything like I normally do.

I went down for assemly feeling a serious cramp at my abdomen area. Didn't really bother much because I thought it's just a normal cramp that we may have from time to time.

Sang the National Anthemn, school song, and took the pledge. Now, this is the big thing. All of a sudden, my eyes only showed me faint images. Everything seemed to be blurred by lights. Instinctly I clenched unto Suxian and alerted ger that I was feeling really unwell. Phyllis commented that I looked pale. By then, I couldn't see anything clearly. Even my hearing was disturbed, there seemed to be this thing stuck in my ears, making everything sound muffled. Then, without warning, my legs turned jelly, and I lay on the ground.

All I can think about was : Am I going to die?

I vividly recall teachers coming over to help and Minyi telling people I need to breathe. Mrs Wong brought me away from the assembly area, and the last thing I remmebered there was Minyi once again, who asked me if I wanted water. LOL thanks Minyi! (:

I sat on a chair, then Mrs Wong decided to bring me to the sickbay. I walked to the staircase and once again, I fell down. Mrs Wong quickly asked me to sit there and let the blood flow. Awhile later, with the help of the security guard, they brought me to the sickbay.

Mrs Wong kept calming me down and asking me not to be worried, She got me a cup of hot milo and phoned my mother. Basically, I laid at the sick bay alone for close to an hour before my dad fially came.

He brought me to the Polyclinic, where my mum was already at. Saw the doctor and had to take a blood test and a heart test.

I WAS FREAKING SCARED.

Initially I thought they'd stick something into my heart. The thought of it just gives me the creeps. Luckily they only stuck some wire-thinggy all over my body and turned on a machine. I don't even feel a single thing.

Oh by the way, when I was lying there and had all the wire-thinggy around my body, I felt as if I was a criminal, waiting to be electrocuted to death. Scary.

Blood test was not any better. The doctors had a hard time searching for my veins. 3 doctors came and said they could not find it. They mentioned that my veins are too thin and that they needed a thick one to suck the blood out. -.- I was like thinking : If I have thin veins, does that mean my blood vessels will burst easily?

This doctor she poked the needle through my right arm TWICE and told me she could not find the vessel. In other words, I got POKED TWICE for nothing.

And finally,, another doctor poked my other arm and SUCCESSFULLY collected the blood.

I GOT POKED A TOTAL OF THREE TIMES. -.-

Waited for the blood test and heart test's results.

Luckily it wasn't a big deal. My heart is normal. But for my blood, I don't have enough red blood cells. The doctor suggested that I eat more PORK LIVER, BITTERGOURD and RED BEAN. Nice. o.o

I so hope I won't faint again.

And thanks to all who gave me their regards and showing that you care. (: Loves!

& I thought you were really sincere about being nice to me. Guess that I'm wrong again.

& the actions you did showed that you care, but at times it's a bit over and irritating.

Labels: 5th March - unforgettable.

random post on life.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Yes I'm up and it's like 00:33 am according to my computer's time.

My parents are still up too, and I don't feel like sleeping. So yeah here I am, blogging. But only for a short while, I assume. Very soon after that, I'll feel tired and doze off. Hahs.

Basically I have no idea what to blog about. There semed to be nothing I can say. Just talk about my current life? Yeah.

STUDIES

As expected, it's deproving. My math, argh horrible. Have to buck up next term I guess. But then again, will I really really do that? Doubting it.

I realised too, that Japanese is too hard for me to take it. I wrote a letter to Lue Sensei telling her how I feel and that I'd want to quit already. I can't do anything now, except to wait for her reply.

The rest of my subjects are okay. Though there're no failures, but it's all border line. Uh, okay maybe not border line, sightly above. Like, Bs Cs and some As. Right, I'm not making sense. -.- Have to work harderrrrrrr!!

Lucky, it's only TEN PERCENT.

CCA

Drama is busy busy busy with SYF. I'm having a role of a VIRUS together with SOMA, CASSANDRA, and PRIYA. Haha. We don't need to do anything cause we're not the main roles. But to me it's still fun lah. We get to stay onstage throughout the whole performance! Haha! :D

Council

There's not a lot of things about Council. Just that we have a morning attire check! Daily at SEVEN AM. I guess it's quite a good thing to do? After all, we have a name and an image to uphold. Can see where the teachers are coming from. But I'm just afraid that I'd be late sometimes. Argh, HAVE to set early early alarms, many of them!

Council room cleanliness. We have to keep the council room clean. Duh. Lol. Will have duty on Term One's Friday, clean the blazor corner. Haha. Seldom go to council room, so don't really know about it's cleanliness. The last time I went it was generally okay already. All thanks to Yannqi, Hannah, and Viting! :D:D

Chose my committee. Sprint, Connect, Sprout. Argh I should have chosen Outreach or SCC instead of Sprout. But never mind, it's all the same. We're one council! :D:D

Kindness Skit

We're in this Kindness Skit competition. Been practising, and trying to improve on it. Mdm Lidia's been helping us. She's nice. She'll be giving birth on early April. She said she cannot wait! Lol! The competition is on 13thMarch, which is the tuesday during March Holidays. Haven't really been practising A LOT. Scared lah.

What has happened - By The One, The only. :D:D SOUNDS COOL!

Music Clinic

Kept skipping M.C for a lot of weeks. MISS IT SO MUCH! Tomorrow I won't be going either. Cause Tommy called and said the teachers are not free. That's so mean! I'd want to go back. But I haven't learn my song yet. Argh later jeremy wants to POKE OUR EYES lmao!

Tomorrow my auntie wil be leaving for Australia to find my other auntie. She'll bring my niece along too! LOL I WANT TO GOO!

But going to Changi Airport tomorrow night to send her off. ((:

By the way,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHENGLING AND CHERYL! [27th February]

&

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MEYER! [3rd March]

I think it's a happy day.

Labels: My life on 4march.

My valentine

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Love is in the air~

If there were no words, no way to speak, I would still hear you.
If there were no tears, no way to feel inside, I'd still feel for you.

And even if the sun refuse to shine, even if romance ran out of rhyme.
You would still have my heart, until the end of time.
You're all i need, my love, my valentine.

All of my life I have been waiting for all you give to me.
You've opened my eyes and showed me how to love unselfishly.

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before, in my dreams I couldn't love you more.
I will give you my heart, until the end of time.
You're all i need, my love, my valentine.

And even if the sun refuse to shine, even if romance ran out of rhyme.
You would still have my heart, until the end of time.
Cause all I need is you, my valentine.

You're all I need, my love,

my valentine.

Labels: my love ; my valetine.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Yay. Today's a nice day. At least better than the few.

I told Bertrice it's normal already. And guess what she said.

" You look and behave normal too. "

True. Been pondering over this sentence. Do I really look and behave normal?

Do YOU look and behave the way you feel?

Reluctancy to find out though.

Fine.

Did drama rehearsal. Yay we had endless fun in the Music Room. We ran through the play only TWO ROUNDS and we were there for a long time, basically TRYING to think of ideas, but actually crapping. Prashan was there with us too, he's nice. (: Because he didn't actually distract us. In fact he gave us pointers! We welcome these kind of constructive people through our many rehearsals!

Before that I went to Cyber lab to look at the filming results of REBECCAAAA. Frederick was there too. Saw the Ma-ee-aa-hee thing. Nicholas was funny! And Rebecca was PRO at dancedance revolution. AH I WANT TO PLAY ARCADE!

Haha. I recalled something funny. I was eating opposite with Suxian, Weilong and another of his friend whom I think is called Joel. I was sms-ing Zhaoting and asking him on some stuff. Then I turned back and realised he's behind me. -.- Okay it's not DIRECTLY behind, but somewhere there. It's very funny. I sms, he receive and he replies, then I receive. It's like, SO DUMB! Haha!

Right enough of today.

TOMORROW!

Tomorrow is CROSS COUNTRY 2007! At Bishan park! Yay I don't have to run! Doing collating of results or something like that. But I've got to reach at 6.45 for council duty. Never mind, Daddy's fetching me there. :D And he's fetching Suxian too I think. Yay! ((:

Tomorrow I WANT TO WATCH MOVIEEEE. Lol Suxian and Phyllis and I should be going. WHO WANT TO COME ALONGG? LOL. Never mind. :D:D

I still recall last year's Cross Country was on 9th March, which is on my birthday itself. So touched. Last year's 1/1 sang birthday song for me right in Macritchie Park. And so many birthday presents. Feel so bad, didn't return loads of presents on their respective birthdays. BUT I WILL TRY TO THIS YEAR!

GTG BUG