Goodbye my dearest friends

The hardest part of any friendship

is when it is time to say goodbye,
and even though I wished I could make you stay,
I know I got to let you spread your wings and fly.

For life is a journey that needs to be travelled
and I am certain you'd make it through,
I just want you to know and never forget
that I will surely miss you.

So follow your heart and never give up,
as dreams and wishes do come true,
for I know that someday we'll meet again,
so never forget I will be praying for you.

sebenarnya

ehem2
this is not tajuk lagu yuna tu ok
its actually a secret
that i would like to reveal

there are so many draft inside my bb
everytime i miss u
or i feel nak text u suddenly 
i go to my inbox and write a msg to u
then i just keep it 
thats what i do everytime i miss u
i wish u can read the msg.. hmmm
but its imposibble

maaf terlambat

yeah..
i'm sorry for the late entry
to all mothers out there
i would like to wish 
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
to all ibu,emak, mother, mama, mummy,ummi
or whatever ur child call u.
and x semestinya we only celebrate mother's day in may
hari2 lain juga boleh kan?




untuk para-para ibu di luar sana
dengarlah
hasil nukilan dari seorang anak
untuk semua ibu-ibu yang byk berjasa


sejak aku dilahirkan , tak pernah henti kau berkorban
mengajar ku menjadi insan
yang berbudi punya pegangan
kala ku tahan dengan kata, tak pernah kau doa ku binasa
cintamu terhebat di dunia, tiada lagi yang sepertinya
bagiku kau segalanya,
kau sentiasa dalam jiwa
ummi engkaulah ratuku
permaisuri dalam kalbu


sejuta harapan ku bawa
semangatmu tetap bersama
sungguh kau tiada gantinya
walauku cari serata dunia


umi engkaulah maharani
senyum untukku sekali lagi
usah bimbang wahai ummi
andai jatuh ku bangun lagi


mungkin engkau sangka aku
x peduli x ambil tahu
sedang aku teringatkan mu
senyum tangis dalam rindu
ini janji ikrar anakmu, berjuang betuli yang lalu
daku ingin engkau tahu
kan ku penuhi hasratmu
walau hidup dengan caraku
bimbingan dari petunjukmu
usah kau bimbang dan pilu 
ku kenang mu dalam doaku
rindu pasti terlerai nanti
engkau pasti ku ingati 
andai kau tiada disisi, dihati tetap menemani




mama this is for you
thank you for everything
thank you so much
i know this is not enough
from bottom of my heart
I LOVE YOU






 

B.O.S.A.N

the purpose of having this entry
is because i become so fed up and also meluat
with several guy
weehhh... ok fine lah
kita kawan lama dr sekolah
padahal aku kenal kau pon x sgt
tiba2 suddenly mengaku kawan
nak tegur2 and chat2 tu semua
ok fine tu xde hal la kan
ni kau nak mengadu psal hal dalam kain kau
wehhh ape aku kisah...
aku kenal kau pon x sgt
and stop pretending we're damn close
xyah la sampai mcm tu der
biase2 je dah la
then u already ade gf or x salah fiancee 
and i also know her sbb dia budak kelas sebelah je kot
then suddenly kau dtg kat aku
mengadu mcm2 dah nak clash la apa la
nak ngorat aku tu semua la
lame gile 
sumpah meluat tahap petala ketujuh ok!
then tibe2 ckp
perempuan ni semua x guna
perempuan sekarang ego kepala batu
x tau nak jaga hati laki and so on
ntah2 ape2 lah kau ni
kan best kena sound setepek ngan aku
if dah rase diri tu heartbroken 
then tenangkan lah diri tu
ni x menceceh dekat org lain
for others maybe dorg nak layan kau
tp aku sorry la
kita kenal pon x berapa sgt
x payah nak over plak ok!
sekian.


sebenarnye ak bosan layan chat kau.


 

apa pilihan yg masih tinggal?

i think i dont have any choice left

i keep thinking to quit

but..

this journey is so long

so many sweet memories to be remember

if i quit now

what else i have?

with no certificate.. what i'm going to do in the future

i didnt ask this

suddenly its happen

and now i'm lost with no direction

what i'm going to do

what i'm suppose to do

with this thesis

arghhhhh.. its killing me people

yes it's killing me.

all of sudden i want to quit

people might ask why now?

why u didn't quit before this

i'm doing well in my study, so there is no reason for me to quit

but now... 

i'm speechless now

i dont have any idea.. what to say

i already give up

yes people, i'm give up

i have problem with him

and its getting worse when that other person

couldnt get what i'm trying to say

it makes me look fool in front of other

while other people keep saying they do very well in the presentation

and some of them get A score

its hurt my feeling and now its bleeding

its my fault ke if u couldnt get or understand my topic

i didnt put the blame on u

because i didnt deal with u

but can u try to read my full thesis to understand what is all about?

dont judge me because of the 15 min presentation.

the research took almost 5 month to be completed

and u expect me to say every single thing in 15 min

there must be some of information missing due to time constraint

its unfair for me

i know its quite rare for HR student to choose this topic

but u need to remember something

its still under human resource topic didnt it?

because of the miscommunication u wanted to fail all of us

i think u lost ur mind

this is totally unfair

please be rational, kalau u x nak tolong anak bangsa u sendiri

sape lagi nak tolong

we didnt do anything wrong. 

u complete everything based on the schedule given.

i just dont understand

this research methodology is not my favorite since years ago.

i dont get this subject.

no title

tidak bertajuk
itu lah tajuk entry pada kali ini
feel like blogging but i dont have any idea what to blogging about.

another 1 week
before i finish my intern
my feeling right now is..
zero
nothing
tidak berperasaan
hurmm.. tu jelah
xde plak nak rase ape
nak sedih2 or syg to leave symphony
of course akn ade rindu la
but sikit and x lah teruk sgt.


to be apart of symphonians is a great opportunity for me
to learn the real working situation
the pressure
and i must thank to them because giving me
all these valuable knowledge
for trusted me to handle p&c process
really glad to work here


if ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi ok c:




THANKS SYMPHONIANS

past memories

Let me eliminate all those sweet memories

i dont need it anymore

nice to meet you and now please go away

its so painful untill i cant bear the pain anymore

its totally hurt me 

let me find my own happiness

and allow me to be happy