We do this together.
What testing times.
don't let him down anymore
I could use some direction and I'm open to your suggestions I can't make through without a way to love Hello my eyes are stars today. My heart's like a flower in the drizzle I feel like I can fly, without wings |
never mind, you know what i mean. ¶ 8:40 PM 0 Comments
I am huihui and I have no team.
In a team, you're on the playing field together
In a team, you hold an equal amount of responsibility
In a team, you play til you can't and this is not decided by yourself.
In a team, a forward possesses no force without getting no ball
In a team, you wish to see everyone working hard
In a team, you wish you were all in this together.
But I don't have a team.
Whichever mighty force that may help, please allow me to find the patience and tolerance for all these unbearable circumstances. May I seek to forgive for in my eyes they might have wronged, excuse for in my eyes they have been incompetent, accept for in my eyes in life you dont everything perfect.
In my eyes, things are never perfect.
In your eyes, everything works, everything falls into place, everything is cool and nearly perfect.
The lack of details, just like the more holes in your socks. -- Failing to conceal your ugly stinky feet trampling all over me.
The lack of drive, thank god you dont have a car. -- No matter, green amber or red you will pause, move off as you like, oblivion to the ceaseless agitation from those behind. If i had a car, your car will be in the scrap yard really soon -- you are soon to be beyond repair, beyond cure.
She is just..weird.
You are weird. Soul-less, unappreciative and deprived of wordly delights.
You swoon and whine, kick and scream and then all smiles and friends if they serve you good. Concerned yet ignorant, motivated to be unmotivated to seek a pair of shoes to fit your feet. No thanks, for crushing Cinderella's glass slipper. You are crude, unwise, indecisive, confused and very afraid inside. You try so hard. But you fail. Well, think how people may find being themselves ( not like the girl with the new wallet) as easy as breathing.
Science rigid
Science with links and answers. Yes you search, but in textbooks
Your life is filled with equations and numbers ,figures that dont add up are discarded, results that dont yield perfect are left behind. What have you left, you empty being. I pity.
When was the last time you said a proper sentence? One which progressed beyond aiyah nevermind you get what i mean. I worry for your GP grades. You worry you whine you work but in the wrong way. Its all so easy for me. Ive got the key, you're picking the lock with a tube of lipstick.
You never convinced me that you were worthy of my respect. Lapses in my concerns of companionship have shown, oh boy do you have lapses in your bodily functions. Lapses not, permanent defiency. I pity.
I am huihui I have no team
I will have a team
but you wont.
diafb
when faces called flowers float out of the ground
and breathing is wishing and wishing is having-
but keeping is downward and doubting and never
-it's april(yes,april;my darling)it's spring!
yes the pretty birds frolic as spry as can fly
yes the little fish gambol as glad as can be
(yes the mountains are dancing together)
when every leaf opens without any sound
and wishing is having and having is giving-
but keeping is doting and nothing and nonsense
-alive;we're alive,dear:it's(kiss me now)spring!
now the pretty birds hover so she and so he
now the little fish quiver so you and so i
(now the mountains are dancing, the mountains)
when more than was lost has been found has been found
and having is giving and giving is living-
but keeping is darkness and winter and cringing
-it's spring(all our night becomes day)o,it's spring!
all the pretty birds dive to the heart of the sky
all the little fish climb through the mind of the sea
(all the mountains are dancing;are dancing)
ee cummings
haha I bet mr cummings hated exams, decided that he never wanted to take exams and made sure he never took exams again! Everyday is Spring! I wish I wish! Well, for now everything dry, hot, frustrating , unbearable --- Summer. Shrug
Had a delightful time reading about mr cummings (courtesy of charlyn). Smiled to myself abit, looked out of the window at 5 to see that it was no more blazing hawt. Trees were happy and " PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR AND SING" or so I think. Switched off the aircon, threw the windows open. Welcomed the breeze.
The Letter, Consciousness, The Last Laugh
I need to have some confidence in myself. I am not a lousy lit student! I have flare I have style.
" ..... oh and she has no flair in writing.. "
thank you so very much. I hate you. you piece of gayshit.
War(and the army, yes jon Your army)
Loss of innocence and ideals and disillusionment // Loss of life and vibrancy and disencouragement
the need for protest, action against unjust // the need for complaint , action against boredom
inability to ever totally readjust estranges forever // inability to readjust, estranged even over the weekend
meaningless/ futility of staying alive // meaningless / futility of attending 10 hr lectures
haha shut up jiahui you'll never know, be like WO , SIGN ON (get very much money) and write poetry about poor boys. LOSS OF COMP GAMING TIME AND MALNUTRITION. pooh!
we could never understand.
Your sunset is not like my sunset, and I can't "explain" my sunset to you.¶ 4:31 AM 0 Comments
Felt so bad...
Because..
You couldn't present the best of yourself to the ones you love
You couldn't act like your age
You were not smart enough
You were not wise enough to make decisions
You... think you are useless
Emo talk GRAH
1st half today (from 11 am onwards)
Lunch with bunch+ fruit punch(why! hahah)
The 2nd half of today was bad.
First the resounding silence, then the resounding complaints then the ugly aunt-ish faces gnarling at me.
Next 881 was so good that it made me cry a PRETTY DAMN LOT. I swear the aunty beside me almost wailed out in despair. *sniff , sniff bloowwwwwww*
Watch 881! Support local prod!
Hello Jon , hello charlyn , hello gerard, hello justin ! ¶ 7:24 AM 0 Comments
| Softball - Nothing soft about it. Correct. 2 orchehs and counting. I am certainly not on top of things now. SO gotta chiong chiong chiong! anyway, this week has been torturous. Short of those little moments of silliness, witttiness and... plain stupidity. Thank you for letting me listen to the rifle shots and the "bang bang bang wtfs" hahahaha . thank you for softball training. I learn to throw, throw and dispose of my wrath. moo. I cried during history upon seeing all those dead young soldiers :C no thank you for making me feel lousy, making yourself you look lousy. You.. Person. siah lah brother stupidest thing by far is to HEAR fireworks and not see them. |
