Memories Are To Be Treasured...

So little time. So much to study. Will stop blogging for a while = 1 month. Coming back with a whole new outlook :)

我终于20岁了！ 好恐怖哦！ 这个数字从年头已经在我的耳边飘来飘去了。朋友们都为我迫不及待， 根本就比我更紧张嘛，气死我了！ 但是今年总算也有些美好的回忆啦。 首先， 我马来西亚的两位知己们， 是第一个送我礼物的。哈哈 从那天开始我就升任为王子变青哇里的叶天逾了！哈哈 她们送了我里面单均昊所送她的戒指。啊 实在是太感动了！秀丽倩羽！谢谢你们！我可是有戴住的哦 :) 哈哈 不过那是因为我要做叶天逾而已啦 :p 然后呢，就是我班上的死党们，也送了我不少礼物。其中就是一个很class的handbag，两件T-shirt，一对耳环。哈哈 太开心了！真的很美的 ：） 另外，夏楠佩珊也送了我一件衣服。今年应该是流行送衣服吧，一共收到三件了，真是高兴！ 过后就是中学朋友们送的，有两个亲手做了一大罐的cookies给我，还特地加了咖啡粉在里面，好让我晚上读书时能够撑住。哈哈 好朋友们总是那么的贴心，事事都替我想得周到。在此再说声谢谢你们！！然后呢，就有far送的一份礼物，真是出乎我意料之外！！她送了我一件baju kurung啦！还是她自己一个给的。想起来都好笑，自从来了新加坡，每年的种族和谐节都一定和她借一套马来装穿来过节，甚至中学毕业后也一样去找她借。今年她终于买了一套送给我，说我以后不用这么麻烦去找她借了。可是，我们今年都高中毕业了，再也没有理由穿马来装去上课了。唉 蛮可惜的。不过，她的心意我真的是感受到了。哈哈 她还特别吩咐我过到美国去可以在那儿的服装party穿，说我confirm拿奖喔！哈哈 虽然她是绝对不会看到我写的东西，可是还是一声：谢谢你我的好朋友！：） 其使我之前在埋怨什么父母清不在身边啦，什么没有人帮我庆祝啦。。实在是。。唉。。我的错。因为好像是因为都读了我所写的东西，好朋友们都替我心疼什么的。秀丽那天买了几块小蛋糕，约了我在地铁站见面，送了给我，帮我进行一个迷你庆生会。太感动啦！！怎么会有那么好的朋友呢？真是我的福气啊！谢谢你秀丽！然后，一回到宿舍，我的scholar朋友们也替我庆祝了一番。还拿了我上次在guitar farewell和dom偷回来的仙女棒，在宿舍附近的小playground点来玩，之前还点了个大蛋糕在那儿等着被宝炫骗到去那边的我呢 ：p 虽然不完全是为我庆祝，因为还有另外两个人的生日，可是也超感动的啦 ！刚认识不久就愿意在我身上花钱。。唉 ...

Taken so many career tests today. These results are one that I feel is quite accurate. The Top 40 Careers (of 298) That Matches Your Colour Signature 1. EARTH SCIENCE 2. GEOLOGY 3. ASTRONOMY 4. ZOOLOGY 5. SCIENCES (BIOLOGICAL AND PHYSICAL) 6. CHEMISTRY 7. FISH - GAME - AND WILDLIFE MANAGEMENT 8. HORTICULTURE / ORNAMENTAL HORTICULTURE 9. FORESTRY (pre-forestry) AND RELATED SCIENCES 10. ECOLOGY 11. MATH / COMPUTER SCIENCE 12. BOTANY 13. NATURAL RESOURCES ( air, water, soil ) MANAGEMENT 14. DRAFTING AND DESIGN TECHNOLOGY 15. COMPUTER AND INFORMATION SCIENCES 16. GRAPHIC ARTS TECHNOLOGY 17. COMPUTER SCIENCE 18. ASIATIC LANGUAGES (e.g. Chinese Japanese Korean) 19. BUSINESS ECONOMICS 20. ELECTRONIC TECHNOLOGY 21. MANAGEMENT SCIENCE 22. FINANCIAL MANAGERS 23.DATA PROCESSING 24. COMPUTER AND PERIPHERAL EQUIPMENT OPERATORS 25. STATISTICS 26. BIOLOGY 27. ELECTRICAL AND ELECTRONIC AND COMMUNICATIONS ENGINEERS 28. WELDERS - CUTTERS AND WELDING MACHINE OPERATORS 29. ELECTRONIC HOME ENTERTAINMENT EQ...

There's a reason why I don't want my birthday to come. Not only because I'm going to be T-W-E-N-T-Y at last. That's how far put it in her sms exactly one week ago. She messaged me these words "OMG U TURNING T-W-E-N-T-Y NEXT WEEK!!! WOW! THAT'S FREAKY!" Yeah I admit that I'm truly, truly disturbed by this number 2 that is going to plague me for another 10 years from tomorrow onwards. I'm no longer a teen. Not even in my late teens!! However, that's not one of my main worries now. The thing is that. I feel so guilty rejecting my friends' invitation to go out together on my birthday. It is as if I don't appreciate their efforts in making me happy on my twentieth birthday. First, there's this thing called the PRELIMS looming two weeks ahead. It's okay if I'm one of those who have finished or almost finishing all my syllabus. Sad to say, I'm not. Secondly, there's shan's concert to attend on that evening, which altho...

I'm super lacking in motivation to study Maths. The dreaded subject. Tomorrow got food chem test and maths stats test for the last 3 chapters. Chem finished very early then now left with the stupid STUPID maths!!!!!!! Aahhh!!!!!!!! How am I ever going to do well in my maths if I'm forever rejecting the subject from my brain?!!!!!!! You see, I know it's a mentality problem. If I take it as just another subject to study for and do well in, I might not be experiencing such violent rejections as I am now. I'll be wide awake whenever I flip open my maths notes. I'll be enthusiastic in trying out practice questions in the ten year series and other colleges' prelim papers. I'll be most happy to sacrifice my afternoon nap just to finish studying on time for tomorrow's test. But I'm not. I wasn't. Today is such a lousy day. I have this feeling that I'll fail my prelims maths like swanee too. Oh no. That's bad. That's very bad. -.-

Ever watch the movie "All talk and No action"? Well, if you're my friend, you must have. Saw the very essence of the meaning of the phrase yourself. In me. All Talk and No Action. It depicts a girl who had been lamenting about her poor studies since forever. She talked about starting all over again after every single exams. She was determined to work hard and finish all her tutorials and do lots of practice questions before prelims. And yet, even though it's just 3 weeks before her major, as in REALLY MAJOR exam - the prelims, her progress is still minimal, no, not minimal, miniscule . She knows that she has to do well for prelims because that's the result that will be sent over to the US universities she's planning to apply to. However, despite this obviously urgent and important task in her to-do list, she still found time to shop and buy presents all around for her friends meet up with a long-time-no-see best friend examining SAT formats and questions blog...