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ok i know i said not to blog anymore...but i'm so angry!!!! that ms wong promised to have consultation with me at 2pm...when i reached at 1.55pm i saw her still having consultation with qian hui..ok that's fine with me....but after that she suddenly got urgent meeting!!! which she hope will end at 5pm at least!!! man...she made me travel all the way to school then tell me have to wait until 5pm if i still want consultation with her!!! waste my time la!! i could've revised other stuff at home now la!! should i wait for her? aihh...but i really don't know how to do leh...anything la...later then decide... ubrina just showed me xiu tian's blog...don't know leh...i just feel very warm inside even though didn't really knew her very well before she left for US...the pictures she took with her dorm mates and room mate...all the blondies brunettes and whatever you call them....hah...but the main thing is i envy the friendship between ubrin and xiu tian...think they ...

whew...at last finished doing aunts' stuff for them...so mah fan...can ask my cousins in malaysia to help them do..they don't want..purposely choose me this niece living at singapore one help them do those troublesome stuff...grr...haha but at least they offered to pay me back for my internet fees(currently using je lib comp..paying super high surfing fees :p) haha which i, of course being the impossibly kind me, declined :p well then now here am i...hogging the computer though i see quite a few people looking like they need to use the computer urgently...sorry people...after this.... today is officially the last day of school...before the week of exam starts...just now had two consultations in a row...econs and gp..though i don't think the econs consultation counts at all..was sleeping...what to do? she sat too far away from me...i really wanted to hear..but the more i listen the more her words become like bees humming...just imagine the conducive sleeping place at the bal...

did something unforgivable this morning....was on the bus with shirlyn....then at this stop, an old man came up...he walked to our seats there and looked around la...but there weren't any seats around....then i could feel he was looking at us expectantly...but!! i didn't stand up and offer the seat to him!! i was like debating with myself..should i should i not should i should i not...then in the end..coz wait too long liao suddenly stand up will be very funny so in the end i didn't give up my seat...feel so bad now....then after that one middle-aged woman stood up and offer the seat to him coz she alighting the next stop...wah man she looked so angry!! most probably angry with us young people la..for not giving up seats for an old man....haha but in the end he also never take the seat...don't know why after a while he went in front and chose another seat to sit down...guess he's too pissed off to sit opposite me and shirlyn? well anyway...in a way...lucky i didn...

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hah..slept for almost 10 hours yesterday...but still not enough to erase my lethargy...today sleot again during maths tutorial...didn't hear a word she said...wat definite integral must split blah blah...i should be ashamed of myslef man...promos getting near still dare to sleep..somemore is right under her nose la!! got back maths assignment on Maclaurin series today...the first that i passed....11.5 out of 12....but i'm not happy...it's a stupid. careless. tiny. little. mistake. one that i would never thought that people would notice...but since she's the teacher of course she woul dnotice la...aihh....sad..but never mind..on the brighter side...i passed my first ever assignment!! and my CA marks even though it's a B grade but hope it'll help me lots in my Final Exam...haha no point counting on Common test...my CT only can contribute 3.9% to my FE...super lousy :( next year is coming soon...i'm not worried about block test yet don't worry...it's......

aihhh...at first can don't wake up one la...but sis pulled me up from my mattress la!!! so irritated....maybe that's why i'm having my retribution now...i'm having a serious serious stomachache!! from indigestion...i ate too many and too fast during the first break...then due to my since-young-very-weak the stomach, whoa, the pain is unbearable man!!! what to do? i tink i'm going home liao..skip econs tutorial and bio lect later...very xin ku ah!!! help me!! i don't seem to be doing anything useful nowadays...can study the same chapter over and over without getting anythin in...then the stupid EoM...friday then notify us have to hand in today...where got time to get and sort out and analyse and evaluate and type and correct and proof read? for my case, i'm glad i got the materials..note it's materials..so i spent ALOT of time to decide which article is the best...stupid leh!! aihh...i say so much in the end how? i still haven't finish...going home no...

haha...overslept today...sis don't have school so she didn't wake up early, then i did chem tys till very late last night so also don't have the energy to wake up myself...haha ok la...very happy because can sleep longer than usual..feel so refreshed..getting sick soon liao...every night sleep at around 3am...actually this morning lifun got come into our room to wake us up...but then after she left the room i fella sleep again..don't care la...if i woke up at that time, then i'll have to sleep during GP...haha i made a wise choice to continue sleeping :p failed my chem test...my first chem failure this year..too bad it was held on teacher's day celebration...too happy to study liao...hope it didn't pull down my overall marks alot la..if not all my previous hardwork all no use liao...haha love chem..and the teacher also la :) sorry ms tan...i'm going to do much much better next time...ermm which will be the final exam liao...good luck to me...and everyone...

my first and most significant failure in singapore...not the poor common test results...is i'm finally getting tuition...maths tuition...first and hope will be the last...no offence to those people who take tuition though...it's just that my case is different...last time in malaysia, tuition fees was like...a few subjects RM40+? haha...guess how much is my tuition fees? one to one...ex-hwachong guy...he come to my house the ground floor to teach me...$40 for two hours!!!! and he still say it's very cheap liao compared to current market price...aihh...i guess i don't have the right to complain as i'm the one desperate for help... my maths really really getting from bad to worse...no matter how hard i try to study and understand, i just couldn't make it!!! why?!! this is super scary man..i can't imagine...what if after taking tuition i still fail my promos maths? i won't be able to forgive myself man...mom wanted me to take this tuition to inspire me again...

i love the first 10 episode of this show!!! i love watching how they met each other...how they get to know each other...all happening in Harvard...aihh...it's just so romantic...the setting...the atmosphere...how i wish it'll happen to me someday...haha but i know it's something that will never be experienced by me...the su-in is so pretty...with her large shining eyes and captivating smile plus her innocence and kindness...then the hyung woo is so...how should i put him...he's tall, well-built,,,but most importantly, i think he has the passion and charisma...well they're really a pair made in heaven...though in the end, su-in suffered from tumour growth ( as usual in korean shows)...their unbreakable love just move me to tears...feel like crying again now... :'( gonna finish the rest tomorrow before going back to singapore...aihh...so touching...cry liao :'(

i really don't understand what's the problem with those people...can't they see who's good who's bad? okay don't use the word bad...not so good or not as well...goodness...why are they so blind? or maybe they're just deaf...it's so obvius that kelly is the better singer than wei lian right??!! i'm not condemning wei lian..i think he's quite good too...it's just that comparatively...kelly is the better one!! she's got the looks, she's got the moves, and most importantly, she's got the voice too!! so why is it that those people voted for wei lian instead of her? what's becoming of this world? crazy mad world!! at long last, i bought an mp3 player liao...creative zen neeon...which i just found out is what cheng wei want in his bday wishlist...i'm so excited!! my first time owning some music gadget :p haha my first ever music thing was a walkman...a bday present and also for getting good results in form 2 the midyear exam...st...