Guilt-ridden...
slept late last night...called far and talked for too long but i think she needs it... so worried about her health....she's so weak and she's not eating..why??!! cause she want to save money for presents...presents for my birthday..of course not only me la...still got so many others..but still feel guilty...kept asking her to eat eat eat...then she kept saying it's her body's normal condition...ok maybe it's true her body clock function like that..but it's seriously hurting her...doing alot of long-term damage to herself...with all the dizziness, head-spinning, urge to vomit...it's really very scary...she better listen to me if not when she grows older she will get it all... *touch wood* anyway did one sum then went to sleep already...so useless...but i was also worrying that i don't have enough energy to pay attention during lectures...which i had resolved to do after my poor poor results for common test... going home already...must start doing the I...