Saturday, March 29, 2008

every post is the post after the previous post

just a few words.

Clem!!!! great to hear that you found the camp inspiring, and that God has reminded you (thus us) of the centrality of the cross in our lives. Thanks for letting us know how you are! :) :) it's good to hear from you. Sounds like school's busying up. Don't be like me---stay awake during lectures and print your lecture notes nice and big, not on rough paper. Andre emerged today!

more anon, but a reminder for now (:

Colossians 3

1Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. 2Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. 3For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. 4When Christ, who is your[a] life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.

5Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. 6Because of these, the wrath of God is coming.[b] 7You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. 8But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. 9Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices 10and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator. 11Here there is no Greek or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.

12Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

15Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. 16Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. 17And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

Jesus, keep me near the cross,
There a precious fountain
Free to all, a healing stream
Flows from Calvary’s mountain.

Near the cross, O Lamb of God,
Bring its scenes before me;
Help me walk from day to day,
With its shadow o’er me.

In the cross, in the cross,
Be my glory ever
Till my raptured soul shall find
Rest beyond the river.
-Fanny Crosby

Friday, March 28, 2008

the post after the previous post

it's so quiet!!!!

how was everybody's easter rest and rejuvination? andre i hope you got out during easter too. what's happening o'er there?

anyway since i last posted, school has started to pick up a bit more. Suddenly realised that while i rougly know my stuff, i find answering questions (in practice tests n stuff) tough! Means that i need more mugging!
went for easter camp with OCF (overseas christian fellowship) Victoria at this place called Rawson Village in some rural area 2 hrs from Melbourne. The theme of the camp was "Who is this King of Glory" - messages were about the God's Glory.
The sermons along with the bible studies were an excellent way to start the (academic) year, with the simple focus on God's Glory. To strive continuously for the cross in all the bustle around me, in work and play, i pray, let that be my marker this year. Met many many people in OCF who were just so inspiring; in their conviction, their devotion and dedication... the OCF chairman's a yr 6 med student, and there's this yr 4 med girl from brunei who's super super active in ocf... just let's me know that there is always time for God, and it's up to me to make it.
Really refreshing camp...now the task is to maintain.

and thx lois for sharing all these poems and songs n stuff! it's really nice to read them all!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Happy Easter

Seven Stanzas at Easter

By John Updike

Make no mistake: if He rose at all
it was as His body;
if the cells' dissolution did not reverse, the molecules
____reknit, the amino acids rekindle,
the Church will fall.

It was not as the flowers,
each soft Spring recurrent;
it was not as His Spirit in the mouths and fuddled
____eyes of the eleven apostles;
it was as His Flesh: ours.

The same hinged thumbs and toes,
the same valved heart
that — pierced — died, withered, paused, and then
____regathered out of enduring Might
new strength to enclose.

Let us not mock God with metaphor,
analogy, sidestepping transcendence;
making of the event a parable, a sign painted in the
____faded credulity of earlier ages:
let us walk through the door.

The stone is rolled back, not papier-mache,
not a stone in a story,
but the vast rock of materiality that in the slow
____grinding of time will eclipse for each of us
the wide light of day.

And if we will have an angel at the tomb,
make it a real angel,
weighty with Max Planck's quanta, vivid with hair,
____opaque in the dawn light, robed in real linen
spun on a definite loom.

Let us not seek to make it less monstrous,
for our own convenience, our own sense of beauty,
lest, awakened in one unthinkable hour, we are
____embarrassed by the miracle,
and crushed by remonstrance.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

what happened today

How's everyone?

You know, when I went to YAF mtg today (prayer and praise), I wasn't expecting anything. Wasn't really thinking; was mulling over impending papers and the Dumb Things i'd done. But things change when God is near, wherever you are. I can't wish every one a better thing than to find rest in God's presence each moment this week.

But i've been reminded a few times this week of these things.
That I should trust Him, and when it feels like i cannot believe, pray, "Lord, help my unbelief."
That God is close to the broken-hearted.
That He is God of all comfort.
That He is working in us.

(today, during small group prayer), that He loves us, and therefore all problems no longer should consume us.
(during lunch conversation), that we feel lonely and unloved when we gaze at others being together in the eyes of the world, instead of upon God. That being attached or even married will not solve our loneliness. But when we gaze upon God, there is no need for loneliness.

and it's true, i realise i have always known this, but not taken it to heart. Man's problem is alienation. But Christ has brought us near.

Today's sermon: Calvary: Four Witnesses (Luke 23) by a visiting pastor, Rev Daniel Chua

may i make a nerdy comment here? you know what they call the skullbone--the top of The Skull-- in Latin/anatomy? Calvaria.

Four Witnesses-- what can we learn from them?
1) Simon of Cyrene.
"Carry the cross". Here we are walking our own road, doing our own thing, and suddenly, unexpectedly, we are faced with the person of Jesus. Is my life marked by the theme of taking up the cross? Do I ever balk because of the cost of discipleship?

2) The robbers.
"Jesus, remember me..." Both, Matthew 27 tells us, heaped insults on Christ at first; perhaps as Christ prayed "Father, forgive them" even as He bled, that prayer of love moved one criminal to a prayer of faith. Lord, remember me. When did I last confess my sins to someone and ask to be prayed for, for forgiveness and restoration? Is there humility, gratitude in my heart towards God? "The Jews and the Romans were only our proxies"; it was for our sins that Christ was crucified. And yet, lest guilt overpower us and make us think ourselves unable to call upon God, we will remember that He came to save sinners; it's precisely because of our wretchedness that there was Good Friday, that there is the sacrament of Communion today.

3) The Roman centurion.
"Surely this man was the Son of God!" Matthew says he was terrified--i didn't realise that he would have realised the implications of what he had just done. To lay a hand on the son of an earthly king means death; but when men killed the only Son of the High King of Kings, the Lord of all creation, He opened the way to forgiveness, to reconciliation, through His blood. This is outrageous love.

4) Joseph of Arimathea.
"We need the guts of Joseph of Arimathea". Of the Sanhedrin, the highest authority in the land; John 19.38 tells us he was a secret disciple of Jesus. This is his challenge that arises; this is his last chance (in his foreseeable future) to make a stand for his Master, to show in public that his loyalty lies with Jesus, and not with the powerful rulers or the crowds. Nicodemus went along with him to see Pilate, cos that's wad frens are for.
let's come into the open and witness for Christ.


In short, God loves you and me! let's be glad (:


each time i realise
that nothing escapes His eyes
my problems come down to size
it's all in His hands
and tho i might be alone
i know i'm not on my own
the stars down to the stones
are all in His hands

it's all in His hands
all under His control
at His command
each moment then unfolds
below and above
ever since time began
the power of love
is all in His hands

it's easy to believe
i look around and see
that part of Him in me
is part of the plan
now i don't worry so
each day the blessings flow
now all i need to know
is all in His hands

~all in His hands, Cristy Lane

Friday, March 14, 2008

of anatomy and Resurrection Sunday

He knows the wounds of humanity. His hands prove it.
By Paul Brand with Philip Yancey

Isaac Newton said, "In the absence of any other proof, the thumb alone would convince me of God's existence." After 40 years as a surgeon specializing in hands, I am tempted to agree. Nothing in all nature rivals the hand's combination of strength and agility, tolerance and sensitivity. We use our hands for the most wonderful activities: art, music, writing, healing, touching.

Some people go to concerts and athletic events to watch the performance; I go to watch hands. For me, a piano performance is a ballet of fingers—a glorious flourish of ligaments and joints, tendons, nerves, and muscles. I try to sit near the stage to watch the movements.

Unless you have tried to reproduce just one small twitch of the hand mechanically, you cannot fully appreciate its movements. Often I have stood before a group of medical students or surgeons to analyze the motion of one finger. I hold before them a dissected cadaver hand, with its trailing strands of sinew, and announce that I will move the tip of the little finger.

To do so, I must place the hand on a table and spend about four minutes sorting through the tangle of tendons and muscles. Seventy separate muscles contribute to hand movements. But in order to allow dexterity and slimness for actions such as piano playing, the finger has no muscle in itself; tendons transfer the force from muscles higher in the arm. (Body-builders should be grateful: imagine the limitations on finger movement if the fingers had muscles that could grow large and bulky.) Finally, after I have arranged at least a dozen muscles correctly, I can maneuver them to make the little finger move. Usually, I give this demonstration to illustrate a way to repair the hand surgically. In 40 years of surgery, I have personally operated on perhaps 10,000 hands. I could fill a room with surgery manuals suggesting various ways to repair injured hands. But in those years I have never found a single technique to improve a normal, healthy hand. That is why I am tempted to agree with Isaac Newton.

I have seen artificial hands developed by scientists and engineers in facilities that produce radioactive materials. With great pride an engineer demonstrated for me the sophisticated machines that protect workers from exposure to radiation. By adjusting knobs and levers he controlled an electronic hand whose wrist supinated and revolved. High-tech models, he said, even possess an opposable thumb, an advanced feature reserved for primates in nature. The engineer, smiling like a proud father, wiggled the mechanical thumb for me.

I nodded approval and complimented him on the mechanical hand's wide range of motion. But he knew, as I did, that compared to a human thumb his atomic-age hand is clumsy and limited, even pathetic—a child's Play Doh sculpture compared to a Michelangelo masterpiece.

I work with the marvels of the hand nearly every day. But one time of year holds special meaning for me as a Christian; then, too, my thoughts turn to the human hand. When the world observes Passion Week, the most solemn week of Christendom, I reflect on the hands of Jesus.

Just as painters throughout history have attempted to visualize the face of Jesus Christ, I try to visualize his hands. I imagine them through the various stages of his life. When God's Son entered the world in the form of a human body, what were his hands like?

I can hardly conceive of God taking on the form of an infant, but our faith declares that he once had the tiny, jerky hands of a newborn. G. K. Chesterton expressed the paradox this way, 'The hands that had made the sun and stars were too small to reach the huge heads of the cattle." And too small to change his own clothes or put food in his mouth. Like every baby, he had miniature fingernails and wrinkles around the knuckles, and soft skin that had never known abrasion or roughness. God's Son experienced infant helplessness.

Since I once apprenticed as a carpenter, I can easily imagine the adolescent hands of Jesus, who learned the trade in his father's shop. His skin must have developed many calluses and tender spots.

And then came the hands of Christ the physician. The Bible tells us strength flowed from them when he healed people. He preferred to perform miracles not en masse, but rather one by one, touching each person he healed.

When Jesus touched eyes that had dried out, they suddenly admitted light and color again. Once, he touched a woman who suffered with a hemorrhage, knowing that by Jewish law she would make him unclean. He touched those with leprosy—people no one else would touch. In small and personal ways, his hands set right what had been disrupted in Creation.

The most important scene in Jesus' life—the one we memorialize during Passion Week—also involved his hands. Then those hands that had done so much good were taken, one at a time, and pierced through with a thick spike. My mind balks at visualizing it.

In surgery I cut delicately, using scalpel blades that slice through one layer of tissue at a time, to expose the intricacies of nerves and blood vessels and tiny bones and tendons and muscles inside. I know well what crucifixion must have done to a human hand.

Roman executioners drove their spikes through the wrist, right through the carpal tunnel that houses finger-controlling tendons and the median nerve. It is impossible to force a spike there without maiming the hand into a claw shape. And Jesus had no anesthetic as his hands were marred and destroyed.

Later, his weight hung from them, tearing more tissue, releasing more blood. Has there ever been a more helpless image than that of the Son of God hanging paralyzed from a tree? The disciples, who had hoped he was the Messiah, cowered in the darkness or drifted away.

But that is not the last glimpse in the New Testament of Jesus' hands. He appeared again, in a closed room, just as one of his disciples was disputing the unlikely story he thought his friends had concocted. People do not rise from the dead, Thomas scoffed. They must have seen a ghost, or an illusion.

At that moment, Jesus appeared and held up those unmistakable hands. The scars gave proof that they belonged to him, the same one who had died on the cross. Although the body had changed in certain ways, the scars remained. Jesus invited Thomas to come and trace them with his own fingers.

Thomas responded simply, "My Lord and my God!" It is the first recorded time that one of Jesus' disciples directly addressed him as God. Significantly the assertion came in response to Jesus wounds. Jesus' hands.

Throughout all of history, people of faith have clung to the belief that there is a God who understands the human dilemma. That the pains we endure on Earth are not meaningless. That our prayers are heard. In Passion, we Christians focus on the supreme event when God demonstrated for all time that he knows our pain.

For a reminder of his time here, Jesus chose scars in each hand. That is why I believe God hears and understands our pain, and even absorbs it into himself—because he kept those scars as a lasting image of wounded humanity. He knows what life on earth is like, because he has been here. His hands prove it.


This article originally appeared in the April 5, 1985 issue of Christianity Today.

Paul Brand served for 18 years at the Christian Medical College in Vellore, India, and when he wrote this article headed rehabilitation at the U.S. Public Health Service leprosy hospital in Carville, Louisiana.

With Philip Yancey, who was then (as now) Editor at Large of Christianity Today, the two coauthored Fearfully and Wonderfully Made, In His Image, and The Gift of Pain.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

The Value of Ventilation

Just a sHOrT post...

For you guys dripping buckets of perspiration in sunny S'pore, it has been a sweltering 35 deg C average these last 3 days, set to continue. Cloud cover? Absent. Wind? Mysteriously blowing everywhere except at me. Rain? Very fine; a drop each km. Wet clothes dry in 3 hrs. It's wonderful that perspiration is absent. Or rather vaporised in 3 secs.

I attended a church in the suburbs today, and for some reason the airflow was strange. There were ceiling fans on max, but all doors and windows were shut firm. Hot air being circulated like a convection oven results in a dreamy dreamy atmosphere. And the speaker was good too..

*sweat drip drip* Lehninger is calling me...

more questions

i'm really -evading- the idea of work :X

hope today went well for everyone. Se and I visited St Andrew's Cathedral with Eu, in case you're wondering why we ponned :b the message was about healing!

one thing i realised is that in the first place the mechanisms of healing are all made by God and sustained by Him (Colossians? Acts, the speech at Athens?)


haven't posted questions for awhile, so.. sorry if these are repeats :P

1. What are you a "natural" at doing?
2. How comfortable are you with uncertainty?
3. If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do?
4. If you could read everyone's mind for one week only, would you tell anyone or keep it a secret?
5. If you could turn into any animal at will, which one would you select? Why?
(heh sorry it appears that this is the Heroes with Secret Powers Edition)
6. When do you find yourself singing?
7. In your opinion, is the Christian message mostly "Good News" or "Bad News"? Why?

May God be with you and increase your love and understanding of Him this week. All the best for work/tests/projects/social integration/submissions/exams/studies, circle as applicable :b

Friday, March 7, 2008

it's saturday!

Thank you Clem for sharing how you've been. Hope the socialising has been better and not as tiring this week! Glad to hear C4 is friendly! can't rmb if i've asked, have you been assigned a cell group yet? How's the mingling with sg and non-sg ppl going?

and enjoy the 1-4hour days while they last! i -know- it can't possibly go on forever. can it??!! :b

hope everyone will have a good weekend (:

pray for andr who's kept back in camp this weekend because of the lockdown, and may be confined longer if the escaped convict is not caught. also for hj who just got his results, that God will show him the next step.

for lois:
it's been a tiring week, and was feeling a bit defeated because of school and lack of quiet time and all, but... God is still real. God is still true and King. And merciful to us.

my only wish (apart from sudden great concentration and ability to finish revision before CAs next next week) is to have a regular proper quiet time every day. Not simply because it's the "should do" thing, but on those days i've been able to, it's... unmistakable again how central God is to everything we do. Was so frustrated by the lack of connection btn my beliefs and the events around me the other day, then read a bit of 2 Corinthians and suddenly everything made sense again :b

okay it's too late for me to make much sense now though i'm afraid :b how is everyone? Clem, any homework? i ask hopefully :b

i added some links! does anyone have ideas about what verses to put at the bottom of the page?

here are some videos. wish there was a way to make them err smaller.

You are Everything, Matthew West


Undo by Rush of Fools. i can identify with the sentiments of this song :b



nicole c mullen. sorry if her actions are kinda distracting; i figure we must look a bit bloodless in comparision. muscially inclined ppl, let me know if her voice isn't actually nice and i'll change the link :b



oh and if the theological veracity is suspect, also let me know or edit this post yourself hehe.



take care guys and keep posting!

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Some pics





Hmm here are some early pics of my place, inside and outside. The last one is my faculty building! Ah I'm quite bad at using blogger so dont mind the messy layout. Cheers!

2 years down the drain?

i'm turning 21 this year. This makes me old. Senior. Aged, in fact.

Save for the scare few others who are further up the age ladder, 21 is really vintage among the freshers here. People i meet are usually 18,19 or 20, and there are girls who are 17 - they'll graduate at 23!?! We s'poreans have lost 2 years(1 for girls)! The issue of national service is, interestingly, a talking point for s'porean males meeting others. "seriously, the military?" is something i've heard. Even to those who will have to serve later (eg Koreans).

To those who are currently serving and those who will, i'll like to invite you to look back upon your time before enlisting. Your previous behaviours, attitudes, actions, thought process, etc. Then contrast it to the time after you've completed your time.

As much as it would've been appealing have been able to save 2 years and start university, i've come to realize that much have come about from my time in ns. For myself, it has been a time of unexpected growth; in self-belief, maturity, confidence, perspective and faith. I can see myself very different from my days in sec. sch and jc. The perspective of others from different backgrounds. How our thinking differs from fresh sch leavers through interaction with pple in uni. Crucially, I've found my faith shaken in ns. Less an earthquake but more of frequent tremors over a prolonged period. Rejection by unis 5 times wasn't the best for the heart, but as you guys and friends have often told me, God will light your path. It was very hard to take; waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel in a place called Jurong camp.

Now though, i look upon those 2 years and i really treasure them; treasure them as with my jc and sec. sch days. They've taught me things i couldn't have learned otherwise. God worked in ways i couldn't see to help me mature both as a person as well as in faith.

Before leaving camp on ORD day, just take a moment to look back, smile and praise God for 2 years of guidance and love.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Updaeto!

hey y'alls! here's another update on what's up down under... somehow it feels weird to post here though. oh well.

I've been attending this place called Cross Culture Church of Christ (aka C4) for the past 2 weeks. the way the service is conducted has a similar feel to bbpc's 1st service. Worship songs are a mix of contempory & hymms, all done with a diff band each wk. Then announcements, which use a great deal of multimedia presentations which are really well done & humorous! Communion is held every week here. The messages have been excellent and concise (the theme now centers on the gospel of Mark); and the atmosphere (like everywhere in Melb) is really relaxed. Then after service there's some mingling and got to know a few of the people...it's strange how people who are like 50+ ask you to call them by 1st name eg steven. ah but the professors in uni do too.
I would post some pics but my internet from home is far too slow to upload stuff...so maybe while on campus :)

Last week was orientation wk, but orientation here is...different. Their version of og is host group, which only stays together for the 1st 3 hrs. After that is a huge load of talks and activities that we just have to turn up for, alone or what. And aussie's love booze & bbq. Hence, many boozing parties and bbq's all round. O wk felt strange for me overall, almost surreal...

So term really just started this week, with only a few hours each day (surprising eh?) but of course that increases...to like an average of 3-4 hrs per day. Everything here is about initiative, it's almost overwhelming with everything happening. Also requires: thick skin, willingness not to save face, discipline, sharp mind & tongue. Here we have to make ourselves heard. It's a challenge i must say.

In the midst of the action, it is such a joy to find quiet at home and pray and reflect. I find myself out of my comfort zone for huge periods of time, and quiet time is really a wonderful sanctuary.

yeah and as lois was saying post up prayer needs! for myself, pray for calm and courage to face the new style of education; for discipline to self-study and to resist many temptations here (pubbing/clubbing is esp. common & popular).

for those who may feel overwhelmed and inadequate;

my flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion Forever.
-
Psalms 73:26

Sunday, March 2, 2008

re: prayer

am also wondering how to get everyone's prayer needs (haven't updated column yet cos i don't know what everyone's comfortable about putting up so far.. anyway pray for Clem as he settles in, HJ as he gets his As results soon, Andre as he does PT and other strenuous things, Rich and Ben as they carve out a career in health screening services, Evelyn as she works, and the students (i think that's the rest of us) as we, er, study. yeah.

this was partially an excuse to put up another poem.



1 How lovely is your dwelling place,
O Lord of Heaven’s Armies.
2 I long, yes, I faint with longing
to enter the courts of the Lord.
With my whole being, body and soul,
I will shout joyfully to the living God.
3 Even the sparrow finds a home,
and the swallow builds her nest and raises her young
at a place near your altar,
O Lord of Heaven’s Armies, my King and my God!
4 What joy for those who can live in your house,
always singing your praises.
Interlude

5 What joy for those whose strength comes from the Lord,
who have set their minds on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem.
6 When they walk through the Valley of Weeping,
it will become a place of refreshing springs.
The autumn rains will clothe it with blessings.
7 They will continue to grow stronger,
and each of them will appear before God in Jerusalem.

8 O Lord God of Heaven’s Armies, hear my prayer.
Listen, O God of Jacob.
Interlude

9 O God, look with favor upon the king, our shield!
Show favor to the one you have anointed.

10 A single day in your courts
is better than a thousand anywhere else!
I would rather be a gatekeeper in the house of my God
than live the good life in the homes of the wicked.
11 For the Lord God is our sun and our shield.
He gives us grace and glory.
The Lord will withhold no good thing
from those who do what is right.
12 O Lord of Heaven’s Armies,
what joy for those who trust in you.

~Psalm 84, a psalm of the descendants of Korah, the New Living Translation.

what happened today

Clem: how was church? and weekend? update! hehh

Today we learnt about pursuing God's will.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

And lean not on your own understanding;

In all your ways acknowledge Him,

And He shall direct your paths.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Two learning points:
-God doesn't give us information for consideration, but for participation.
-In the process of discovering God's will, we discover God.

Some verses that were shared: Psalm 34:4, Psalm 25:4-5, Psalm 139, Psalm 103-104

Two new things i learnt/was reminded of today:
-God wants us to know His will even more than we want to know it; broken people find it easier to discern God's will because they have less of the idea that they are in control of their lives
- God is our Creator (cf Psalm 139), and loves us, and therefore is the best Person we could wish for to direct our lives.

another poem heh.

Quiet Peace
O Lord, my heart is all a prayer,
But silent unto Thee;
I am too tired to look for words,
I rest upon Thy sympathy
To understand when I am dumb;
And well I know Thou hearest me.

I know Thou hearest me because
A quiet peace comes down to me,
And fills the places where before
Weak thoughts were wandering wearily;
And deep within me it is calm,
Though waves are tossing outwardly.

~Amy Carmichael