- PeRfeCt Tw0-

I MISS YOU SWEETHEART~ =(

-14.12.2010-

ACCIDENT!

- C!nTa SeBeNaR cInTa by Achik Spin & Siti Nordiana --

-mY 1st DaY-

Today was my first day working at Giant Hypermarket, Skudai.

I got to them place around 8.30 a.m.

Had to leave all the belongings in the locker at the staff main entrance.

Went in.

Waited for half an hour before the HR Superior come.

It was a good thing that I wasn't alone there, waiting.

So, had someone to talk with.

A sixteen years old boy actually he was =)

Mohd Syakirin Bin Ahmad

Huhu.

Filled out the forms and been told about the regulations.

Been showed around the store.

It was funny when most people there said that Syakirin and I was friends.

We've just met laa~

Lol.

It was even funnier when they kept asking..

"Baru habis sekolah eh>?"

Hahaha~

I was meant to be working at the snacks area, but unfortunately the person head of me wasn't here for today.

So, I was told to help in at the dry cooking area such as flour, oil, spice, etc.

There's not much to do but it was quite tiring for today.

But had fun though! =)

Just wanted to get some experience.

Experience is one thing you can't get for nothing.

Dalam ramai2 staff kat situ, aku jugak yang customer nak tanya2 mane barang ni lah.mane barang tu lah. Kelakar plak. Jawab tak tahu je lah =D heEee~

-Na'ah! n0 g0oD =(-

REALITY

You just have to face it!

You see..I'm actually having a really hard time right now. It has been nearly half a year now. It was quite tough for me to get through all this. I tried my best so that it won't get on the way for me to move on with my studies. But unfortunately, I did bad. Well BAD! We both tried to make things better again, as what we used to be, but things are getting even worse now. I just couldn't stand it any longer. I made my decision and I am sure of it. Dear..I'm so SORRY. Honestly I do. I'm sorry I can't be that someone you want me to be and I'm sorry that I can't be perfect. Well, nobody's perfect anyways. I tried to make myself happy. Getting myself to smile every time, everywhere I go. Yea, EVERY TIME I say.. When ever people ask me about him, I will tell just the good things about him. Good things about us. Well, not saying that he ain't no good, he's a charming one actually. Maybe because of the situations that made us like this.

What could be the initial cause? Well, it's complicated actually. Everything seems wrong to him. He seems like blaming on me all the time. But then, I'm not blaming him for that. There are things that I did wrong and there are also things that he did wrong too. Well, those mistakes made probably because we care about each other much. I don't know. Love life is actually not that simple. There are good and there are bad. It's never that easy. Things will not always come to what we expected. Love for me is a suicide. For the memory of love is sweet, though the love itself were in vain. And what I have lost of pleasure, ease what I find of pain.

Love, love, love -- all the wretched cant of it, masking egotism, lust, masochism, fantasy under a mythology of sentimental postures, a welter of self-induced miseries and joys, blinding and masking the essential personalities in the frozen gestures of courtship, in the kissing and the dating and the desire, the compliments and the quarrels which vivify its barrenness.

I Miss You - Nothing is yet over Sweetheart

p/s: Babe...If you ever read this, don't mention a thing to him k. Thanks =)

-I'm SoRrY-

-LiEs wItHiN tHe sELf-

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

mode: crushed

-BdaY pRaNk-

04.11.2010

K'Nida's Birthday

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We GOTCHA!! =D

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Next..

08.11.2010

Eyda's Birthday

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-Up uP aNd aWaY~!!-

Exam weeks.

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But guess what my friends and I did?

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HAHA!

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You guys may think it's saddy,

but as for us,

it is one of the ways to release stress I guess. YEAH.

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03.11.2010

Make Over Time!

BOLD ->

- COVERED -

OFFICE WEAR -->

CASUAL-->

KURUNG-->

HaHa! Had fun though. =)

credit to Nur Farhana for taking the pics.

-ExaMs-

25th October => OSM453

30TH October => ECO415

31st October => ACC418

3rd November => OSM451

7th November => OSM454

10th November => OSM404

(= GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST!! =)

-HaPpY EiD!! 2010-

HaPpY EiD MuBaRaK!!

.FaMiLY.

.BerSaLaM2aN.

.SisTeRs.

-haPpY InDepEndeNcE DaY!-

HAPPY 53rd INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA!!

I'm Proud to be Malaysian!

(= YeayH! =)

-0.U.T-

Day: Yesterday.

People: 4 of my friends and I.

Destination: Jalan TAR, Kuala Lumpur.

Went by: Rental car.

Went out to get the car key around 8.15 a.m.

Went out from UiTM around 8.45 a.m.

Went to fill up the petrol around 8.50 a.m.

But unfortunately, the gas tank could not be open.

I asked uncle who were next to us to have a look at it.

He then told us that it cannot be open anymore.

So then we went to find a workshop to fix it.

By the time we arrived, the workshop was still closed.

After awhile, we managed to get the tank fixed.

Continued our "journey".

We never went to KL by car since we stayed in Puncak Alam.

So we didn't know the way there.

To get things clear and easy, we followed the signboard.

It took us about two and a half hours to get there.

As we got there, the road was fully jammed.

Most of the car park was full.

So we have to go around to find a parking lot.

After awhile, we found one.

RM8 per entry. LoL.

We started walking around JalanTAR.

OMG! SO MANY people there.

My friends are busy searching for things that they wanted to buy.

Until the time we got split up.

I just can't stand the situation where there is too many people.

The weather was also too hot at that time.

Ida and I waited for other friends for hours.

Snap some pics while waiting for the others done shopping.

Gosh~ they bought so many things!!

LOL.

We began our journey back to P.Alam around 6 p.m.

We didn't have time to find a place to break our fast.

So we just have somthing to drink in the car while heading to our place.

We have our meal somewhere in P.Alam then.

We all were so tired!

But things were worth it for all of my friends.

And as for me too.

Guys! lets go shopping again sometimes! =)

-cLeaR tHinGs OuT-

Life is what happens while you are making other plans.

A person of words and not deeds is like a garden full of weeds.

It's better to be trusted than liked, Underpromise - Overperform.
The key to happiness and success is to have a dream.
All the flowers of tomorrow are in the seeds of today.
You always pass failure on the way to success.

You have to wake up in order for your dreams to come true.
Don't let lack of praise nip you in the bud.
The surest way to go broke is to sit around and wait for a break.
The only thing worse than an alarm going off is the one that doesn't.

An ego trip won't get you anywhere.
The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is just that little extra.
If you want the rainbow you gotta put up with the rain.
Count your age by friends, Count your life by smiles.

A natural tendency is to want to be understood rather than understand.
Don't prepare for rainy days without enjoying today's sunshine.
Keep your heart a little softer than your head.
Don't think there are no crocodiles just because the water is calm.

Stand for something or you'll fall for anything.
Growing old is when fun is a lot more work.
Never insult a crocodile until you've crossed the river.
If you don't lie down no one can walk on you.

If you think things improve with age attend a class reunion.
A good scare is sometimes worth more to a man than good advice.
Motivation is when your dreams put on work clothes.
We have two ears and one mouth, Think twice, speak once!

Experience is the best teacher because it's always on the job.
You're never fully dressed until you wear a smile.
It's what you learn after you know it all that counts.
The greatest mistake you can make is to be afraid of making one.

Happiness is the journey not the destination.
People with goals succeed because they know where they are going.
Does your employer consider you profit or overhead?
Look at life through the windshield not the rear view mirror.

To succeed do the best you can, where you are, with what you have.
Don't let your voice mail be "voice jail" to your callers.
A man without humor is like a car without shock absorbers.
Wisdom is what's left over after we smarten up.

Many people quit looking for work when they finally get a job.
About the only thing that comes to us without effort is old age.
Don't wait for your ship to come in swim out to it.
Every job is a self portrait of those who did it.

Talk less - Say more.
Love at first sight saves a lot of time.
Autograph your work with quality.
You can only control two things your attitude and your activity.

Remember, there's nothing more constant than change.
If you tell the truth sooner or later somebody's going to find out.
Experience is the one thing you can't get on easy payments.
Remember change and change for the better are two different things. be on the level and you won't go downhill.

All play and no work, does not work.
A goal is a dream with a deadline.
A liar needs a good memory.
Dream of worthy accomplishments and stay awake to achieve them.

The only place success comes before work is the dictionary.
You can be happy without needing others to agree with you.
You are not late until you get there.
Glory comes from daring to begin.

Have a back bone not a wish bone.
Give your troubles to God, He will be up all night anyway.
The greater part of progress is the desire to progress.
Happiness is the place between too little and too much.

Remember no one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Destiny is not a matter of chance it's a matter of choice.
Your children need your presence more than your presents.
Each of us has two ends a sitting end and a thinking end, Success depends on which we use.

Many spend half the time wishing for things they could have if they didn't spend half the time wishing.
For every person who climbs the ladder of success there are a dozen waiting for the elevator.
Happiness is a choice not a response.
God works with you, not for you.

If your dreams turn to dust vacuum.
Do it now, you become successful the very moment you start.
People may doubt what you say but they will believe what you do.
Success - Don't do what you like, Like what you do.

-T0daY Is TuEsdaY-

Usually we heard people saying that they hate Monday.

That probably because it is the first day of the week

and everything start on that day.

But when it comes to our class perception, we all hate Tuesday.

It is the day that give us hell and headaches.

Sometimes we just don't get it.

Why are they blaming on us?

You see,why us?

We hate that!

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HMMMM!

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It doesn't matter anymore.

Live our life to the fullest.

Lets do our best.

Show them that we can do it guys!

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Let others lead small lives,
but not you.
Let others argue over small things,
but not you.
Let others cry over small hurts,
but not you.
Let others leave their future
in someone else's hands,
but not you.

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Well, today we get this pink cupcakes from our lecturer;

A person who always gives us support and motivate us to do our best.

Thank You Prof K!

YUM-YUM!! I LikE~

Didn't get the box for those cupcakes.

So I made the box myself instead.

LOL!

-Dear "b"-

Dear "b"...

Listen........

Deep down inside, honestly I feel bad about all the things that I've done to you.

I know..you must've hurt badly.

but I hope you understand the situation that I'm in right now.

never said that I asked you to and I don't understand yours. No,I do...honestly.

I keep on saying sorry but still things hurt you bad.

I left you for a while before because I thought that you could at least find someone that can really take a really good care of you and can really make you happy.

but...........you said ''na'ah.You've tried but still...'' hmm.

do please forgive me for everything~

Dear ''b''..

I never meant to hurt you in any ways.

I never meant to make you mad.

I never meant to make you feel sad.

I never meant to make you cry.

I never meant to make things complicated.

I never meant to...honestly!

Dear "b"..

I really hope that you will always be happy.

I really hope that we...US...can see the world together as a whole.

I really hope that everything between us can be much easier than this now.

I really hope that things can get better in time.

I really really hope so..

But I really hope that one day you'll find that "perfect one" if ever we never meant for each other.

I wish..

I wish...

I wish time can be freeze so that happy day will always remain.

I wish all the things that I've messed up never happen.

I wish I can make you happy and can say that I Love You to you.

I wish to see you smile each and every single day.

Dear "b"..

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you for your care for me.

Thank you for spending your time with me.

Thank you for always be there for me, good and bad times.

Thank you for bringing joy to me.

Thank you for leave me to make decisions.

Thank you for your understanding.

Thank you for EVERYTHING!!

Thank you...

p/s: I M Y! honestly i do~

-h0mE sIcK-

I wanna go back home!I wanna go back home!

I miss Ibu, Abah, all of my siblings and my sweetest, cutest niece and nephew!

-cLasSmaTes!!-

:: UiTM Puncak Alam ::

This is the stairs that we always climb up and walk down everyday.

-ByE bYe JaYbEe-

Off to Puncak Alam.
Bye Bye JayBee!

p/s:I'm sorry, I won't be online for quite sometimes later on.

-T0daY Is M0nDaY-

A good day.

A great day.
A beautiful day.
A wonderful day.
All can be described for today's weather.

Went out with my bestie, Liyana to Jusco Tebrau City to meet our old friend who were currently studying in Dublin, Ireland and he's having his holidays back to Malaysia. It has been a long time since we both haven't seen him.

I'd like to put up some pics here. Hope you guys don't mind =) Thanks. HeeEe~

Karate Kid was AWSOME!

Thank you guys for today! I really had a great time!

I got this prezie from my bestie.

Babe! thanks! I <3 them!

-0LdiE fRiend-

Finally I found back most of my old friends!

Miss them so much!!

This one is...........................

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Just one of my old friends that I went out with today.

^_^

His name is: N**** A******.

Known him since: primary school.

Haven't seen him for: 9 Years.

Found him back through: Facebook!

Called him: Mr. Daredevil =D

Went out to play bowling.

He played well you know. Nice! =) HeEe~

Lepak lepak-ing.

He gave me these chockies as a prezie.

I <3 them!

thank you mista~!