Tuesday, September 27, 2011 ; 12:18 PMY
Cherish every single day !
Last night he took a cab to come and find me. I was touched. A min ago I felt I was left behind, I was abandoned. After the next min, he came to find me which was already midnight.
I thought the feeling of been left behind is over. As it's not the first time. 2yrs down the road, I had tasted that feeling for umpteen of times. Unexpectedly, this morning.. It happened again.
The train is arriving in 2mins. But he need to top up his card. It was quite a number of people are queuing. At that time, all I think about is I don't want to left him behind, I waited for him. Although he had already told me to go without him.
Strangely we waited for the next train about 10mins. After we miss one, it doesn't have the next train arriving time. However, to pasir ris waiting time is 5mins. After 5mins, then towards jurong east waiting time appeared. And it's 5mins.
At this 5mins, he suddenly tummy ache. He said he need to go toilet. I was like.... Huh ah? What about me? In the end he cannot make it. My sacrificing has gone to waste. I was terribly upset. Myself and the problem that cannot be blamed or control.
He said I was selfish. Yes I am. Im behaving like a kid I know. He sai he need a break. Whats the purpose behind? Just wanted him to pay more attention to me that's all. Just to me. Greedy is a sign of been selfish.
All this time, he has been working hard for our future. He took up 2 jobs for his bike and for us. What's the point of future if he has neglected the present?
Monday, September 26, 2011 ; 10:49 PMY
Cherish every single day !
There goes my off day...
I played maple since morning till 2.30pm. Supposed to meet Royden for my jailbreak issue after meeting baby but he's sleeping after I reached his house.
Planned to call Royden after baby wake up. But Royden didn't pick up. And I thought if didnt meet Royden then at least a movie would be nice.
Needless to say, baby still sleeping. Totally won't wake up!
I hate it whenever he sleep deeply! We waste our off day like that! Pissed off! I feel like scolding him why he must work on our off day since the off day is the only day he can rest longer?!?! Cb! Knn! I didn't even eat lunch and dinner. He don't even care whether did I eat anything! Cb what a Bf...
Tuesday, September 13, 2011 ; 1:52 PMY
Cherish every single day !
I'm back at blogging! iPhone have a app for bloggers! I can blog anytime now.
This morning, I went to my work place to get my hair done. Rebonding and touch up colour. It ended about 3.30pm. Baby waited for me outside the salon.
We had Thai Express for lunch. I ordered phat Thai vege. Needless to say, it's super delicious! Quite costly though. $9.90! We had an argument back there and it's about I tag his name to my check in location. We reconciled after a short while.
As planned, we went to Chinese garden to buy the lantern festival tickets at $12 per person. We lingered around there, we hesitate whether we should enter now which was in the noon time or later in the evening. As they have performance at 7.15 and firework at 9.15.
We decided to go in the evening time. We headed back to my house. Baby had a short rest and as for me, I play maple.
Well, I'm back in maple again. My old friends had already quitted. Subsequently, I get to know new batch of friends. The only one old friends which was still playing was John. Unexpectedly, my Bf played just because of me. He don't play this game as he feels is a lame game. And I no longer playing Lost0fLove. I started to play female char which was my old Acc-PurpleDeviiL. Baby put in a lot of effort and time to train it from 40 to 120. Thank you baby!
