I just call to say i love you

Hehehehe
Dear dear
Today i heard you singing this song happily
"I just call to say I love you,
I just call to say how much i care
I just call to say I love you......"
I know its for ME hehehehe
xie xie ni <3 p="p">

Not the doomsday

When many people out there wondering whether 211212 is the end of the world
Christians like me didn't get bothered at all
Why
Because its not written in the bible that 211212 is the doomsday!
And the bible says there'll be many false prophecy about the end of the day
But the bible didn't say there will not be the end of the world
It says doomsday happens when least people expects the day
When Jesus comes the second time
The first time Jesus came 2012 years ago was to save people
Second coming is the judgement day
People get punished and rewarded accordingly

Ignorance doesn't mean it will not happen to you
If you think your the one who determine your destination
Why can't you determine when you die
Why can't you stop the natural disaster from happening
If you say its fated
Its natural process
Then who's the one behind who make all this happens and when this happens?
Have you ever question it
Once again, ignorance doesn't mean it will not happen to you
Why is there so many earthquakes now compare to hundreds years ago
Why people gets more cruel and cruel (Just take the recent school shooting incident, even kids were killed)
Why is Christanity still standing strong and spreading to all over the world
Its all written in the bible

Our heart is peaceful
Because we know what's going to happen next
All of the above is the signals that Jesus is coming soon
Thank you God for your mercy on me
Thank you for being my personal savior
After knowing you, my life turn around
I'm a more grateful person
I love my family more
I love my friends more
I'm less ego
The most importantly
I know who I am and what should I do
I know its lifelong learning process
And I shall continue to learn more about you
All glory goes to you
Amen


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I love my 24th birthday
Because i spent all day long with dear dear
Thank you dear dear for the gifts and everything you've done on my birthday
We might argue over small things
But we always find ways to get back
Dear dear I know that as we continue to love God
We'll continue to love each other
And like how God forgive our sins
We must forgive each other if either of us do mistakes and correct each other to get back to the right path
Because this is what God wants us to do

I love December
It's the end of one year
For you to do reflection on what've you done throughout the year
And think of the new year resolution

There's Christmas, Dong Zhi and New Year!
Many public holidays!
And my Birthday!!! Hehe
Looking forward to my birthday!!! =D

Dear says he's looking for a girl who's sexy, pretty and hot
According to him
I'm sexy and pretty
But not hot
Because i seldom do exercise
Okay dear
I'm going to be HOT
Like Victoria Secret's Angel
They are so HOT!!
Very healthy sexy
I also want to be healthy!

Big Boy

I know someone wanted to see my post so badly right
Keep impersonating me and help "me" reply to "him" and "her"
So busy nia
Xin ku ni le


I remember once you told me what your mummy said
"Relationship is not just about excitement, it is about making friend to each other again after every quarrel"
Quite true
I feel happy everytime after we argue, we make friend to each other again :)

Dear dear
我喜欢你偷看我
被我捉到
然后不好意思的笑
真是个大小孩

big boy
你可以不可以有时候不要那么顽皮
不要一直玩我的电话
不要一直骗你妈咪
不要一直让别人错觉我在欺负你
真是个长不大的小孩

Work / Stress

I used to think that the tv series is just exaggerating the reaction of people when feeling stress at work
For example, banging the copier
Hitting people at work
Now I truly understand the stress
Especially when you can't figure out how to solve the problem
Then you have to think of how to tell your boss
How to tell customers
How to tell direct boss
Everything
And once you made a mistake
接下来呼吸也是错的
A thousand things you've done correctly
And that one thing you've done wrongly
People choose to remember the later

Working in Singapore is stress
I myself nearly gave up working here
Thanks to God
You give me love and strength through my family and dear dear
 That's what keeping me here =)
Hope that Alitan and Jik Nen Loh will continue to work in Singapore regardless how much stress both of you feeling
I hope my friends stay here together with me
Remember that the beginning is always the hardest
I've survive the hardship
Both of you can too!!!

Regardless the stress
I'm feeling happy and lucky to have everything I have now
Yes I'm a changed person now
A person who has faith
A person who finally knows what she needed to do in her life
:)


Love & Peace,
Victoria =)

主观的美

Ah boy 说常常走在街上
男生女生都一直盯着我看
不看他
其实我也不知道有那么多人看着我

虽然我知道我不是什么大美女
大美女好像都是一个样子
就是眼睛大大
鼻子小小
但是我知道
我是气质美女
不用眼睛大
鼻子小
也可以吸引那么多目光
哈哈

眼睛大鼻子小
都可以整容出来
但是气质是个人的
没人能学出个气质来

所以我说
与其整天想要化什么妆要把眼睛弄大
穿什么衣露什么地方才能吸引别人的目光
倒不如养好你的气质
不用亮丽的衣服
素颜照样有魅力
当然并不在鼓励你不化妆
出来做工
化妆是基本礼貌

当然身材也是个因素
高过我的女生应该不多
瘦过我的女生也不多

不好意思
都是Ah boy天天说我很多人看
所以我好像真的蛮吸引目光的
哈哈

Ah boy
谢谢你天天说我漂亮
谢谢你觉得我是最美丽的
=D

原来一个真正的男人
是不会让自己的女人有半点怀疑
是会让自己的女人觉得自己是世界上最幸福的

以前有人告诉我说
安全感是自己给自己的
这是男人懒惰approve你的烂理由
真正爱你的人
不会让你怀疑

Yes I'm a Christian

I've come across the same question recently

And I believe there'll be more in the future

"Since when you become your Christian?"

And

"Is it because of your boyfriend?"

Well
Here's my answer
"Yes, I'm a Christian now and I'm proud of it"
"Yes and No. Yes because it was my boyfriend who lets me see the greatest of God. No because I become a Christian is out of my own will. Nobody can force me to do what I don't want.

曾经
我对那些一直叫我去教会的人感到反感
我很明白不是基督教的人对基督教的看法
“基督教的人很恐怖，一直叫人convert的”
“一convert的人就要给钱给教会”
这些都只是误解
因为真正的基督教不会逼你进教
那些逼你进教的是比较偏的基督教
教会并没有贪你的钱
你那点小钱神才不介意
神要的是你的心意
没能力就不用给

现在的我很了解也很庆幸我是基督教
因为我觉得我找到了我一直在寻找的真相
如果你也有一颗想要寻找真相的心
就打开你的心
不妨看看什么是基督教

Amen.

破裂的爱情

身边有个人要离婚了
让我很正视这问题
为什么当初爱的誓愿会演变成互相讨厌对方的地步
难道一段美丽的爱情结婚后真的会淡化成家人
再开始嫌弃对方
严重至离婚

很多情侣会分开并不是不爱对方了
而是因为其中一方面放弃了沟通
爱情里最重要就是要有效的沟通
尤其是面对自己喜欢的人我们有时会失去有效的沟通能力
而不小心伤害对方
其实吵架了不要紧
紧要的是之后又没有一起想解决这问题的方法
避免类似的问题再发生
要是没有
尤其是女生
会把每一次的小问题堆成大问题
一次过爆发
一法不可收拾
一段美丽的爱情也因此结束
不是很可惜吗

要是不想让一段感情变成回忆
就要学习有效的沟通


Ah boy!~
Sorry for losing my temper last time hehehehe
And thank you for still trying to communicate with me even tough i was so mad that time.
Thank you for not scolding me
Thank you for your patience xixixi
You happy la
I mention you so many times here

Meet the parents

我真的很佩服我自己
竟然可以单独见甘先生的家人
我太厉害了哈哈

也要在这骂甘先生
请问有哪个男朋友会安排自己的女朋友一个人去见家长的！！！！！
本来说妈妈一个人
结果全家到
#$%@^@&$&
好像法官审问犯人一样
问什么就要答什么
好彩我历练够
旋风球飞过来
我用爱心慢慢招挡回去
要不然嘛很多冷场


甘先生
You better make up for this
Else you go meet my family alone
Let you feel the fear i felt hng
I felt being bullied by you!!!!!

爱！

原来被宠就是这样子
脸一黑他马上紧张
一生气他马上哄你
乱打他
他说他喜欢被打
如何欺负他都不生气
只有我脸黑生气
曾经想过他对我百依百顺
也许只是热恋初期
不过和他感觉就是很稳
好像都吵不起架的
难道这就是所谓的
在适当的时间遇到适当的人
生命中会出现的三个人
第一个爱你的人（对不起我还不懂爱）
第二个你爱的人（伤透了不要了）
第三个就你啦 :D
你不可以跑啦
注定给我欺负！！！！

别说我肉麻
因为真的很开心哈哈

At this stage of my life

Work is not easy seriously
Especially office politics
When I finally get used to the office politics
Here comes my direct supervisor
The first day of work she told us "I dont like office politics"
Dang!
Normally those who declare "I dont want this or that" the first day you know them
They actually like it
They are the problem creator
She only went to work for one week and I already have the creepy feeling
SO SCARYYYY

She:"JX you know what, boss asked me about you. I told him that your very good."
Me:"Oh"
She:"You know I have to be responsible for what I said."
And repeated this every now and then
Everytime use boss to control me

And keep complaining that she has a lot of work
A lot of pressure
And said things like
"If I were JX good la, ask JX to do my work, I do JX work"
Hello?
Your the experienced one, you taking the higher salary and you expect to do my job?

And gave me a few dresses
Trying to curry favor from me
Scary la...........................

Then my landlady
For the first time I actually wept for some stranger who qi fu me
Other things I didn't want to say anymore
My landlady is a super demanding old women
I've been very tolerant to her
This one time I couldn't bear with her anymore
One day I came home late around 12 something
And I found her locked the door inside out again
I've got no choice but to knock on the door wake them up
This time i got no luck
The other tenant went to her bf house again
The landlady threw tantrum at me once she opened the door
Complaining that I woke her up
Then me:" if i dont wake her up where do i sleep"
She:" The door must be locked inside out"
Me:" I paid the room rent you shouldn't lock the door inside out
She:" You shouldn't come back this late"
Me:" I'm not your kid, you can't control me like that"
SOMEMORE IT'S NOT STATED IN THE CONTRACT I HAVE TO COME BACK BEFORE 12AM
She stepped forward and raised her arms (gave me the feeling that she wanted to hit me) and continue to shout
She shouted all the way
She doesn't look like she's in her eighties when she shout lol
Then i walked away
She used hokkien bad words
And said want to call the police
SEEEEEEEEEEEEE
How crazy is her

Like i was the one who did wrong
But she shouldn't lock the door inside out in the first place
Yea......I'm facing all these crap
This year is really not my year



NONETHELESS
I've met someone :)
Luckily I have him beside me seriously
Else how do i face all these by myself
I probably consider quit the job and go back Penang haha
Yea of all the bad luck
I still have some luck haha
This guy treats me like I'm his queen
Whatever I want he will try to do it for me
When I said I'm stress he'll take me to reservoir to release stress
When I said my knees pain he'll check me out and force me to do exercises
When I said my shoulder pain he'll massage for me
When I said I was qi fu by others he'll pray for me
Although I know you really like me now
I dont know if you'll keep this love for me 
I dont know if we really are meant for each other
I dont know if you will really put a ring on me although you say it now
But right now I really appreciate for what your doing for me
And I can feel that we're growing together :)
Thank you so much
Although I dont tell you face to face I love you too everytime you said you love me
I said that in my heart

Jia Wei
I really feel you now
That you said because your bf treats you too good
You scared to take all the love
I have the same feeling now

No matter how the future turns out
I will appreciate you right now
That's all matter isn't it :)

太棒了

原来找个脾气好又疼你的男生

真的很好玩

哈哈


被你喜欢真的

好幸福

嘻嘻

谢谢你

我就是我

在爱情世界里
我还是个嫩草
需要的水分，阳光，土地的份量
还在拿捏当中
很感谢每一次给我养份的人
因为你们
我更接近最适合我的份量
才明白
为什么有些人能闪电结婚
像大S和梁咏琪所说的
女孩到了一定的年龄
就可以直接知道这个男的适不适合你

所以
女孩们
出去多认识人
遇到越多人
越知道什么人适合你
不要那么快定下来
结婚前眼睛要放亮点哟
要在一起一辈子可不是开玩笑

XXX
别怪我
爱情世界里没有谁对谁错
被人伤害
伤害别人
是必经之路
我们都有资格选择最适合自己的爱情

况且
我已经决定当个坏女孩
就是绝对不在爱情里妥协的坏女孩
若我觉得你不适合我
或你不能接受我有时的无赖
那就走
与其尝试要改变你
何不直接找个很match的
当然没有百分百的match
只要一些你介意的他都没犯着
他介意的你也没碰到
就是match

不再为不值得的男生掉眼泪
爱自己多一点
是天底下所有女人该学习的

那老家伙

我家的老太婆快要气死我
从没看过那么不友善
不善良
不体贴
不好的老婆婆
他只要人家跟着他
不能谅解别人

XXX
难怪孩子宁愿在美国都不回来
难怪媳妇也不和你住在一起
难怪你那么孤独
有时真的可怜你
但是你一骂人时
真的很讨人厌
尤其是你哎哟来哎哟去

我现在是很差吗
好啊
到处complain我
complain啦
还在我面前complain到这样厉害
那么一把年纪
火气还那么大
又那么计较
哼
老娘我
写了这篇后
答应自己不再和你硬碰硬
我要把你的话从左耳进
右耳出
当你天天在念经
很难听的经
没关系
当作是挑战我的忍耐度

最后忍不住
还是想说一下



臭老太婆
你真的很。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。吵

小S的名言 =D

女人从出生18岁，需要好的家庭，

18到35岁，需要好的容貌，

35到55岁，需要好的个性，

55岁后需要好多的钞票。

1. 买适合自己的衣服服饰，适合你的就是最好的，所以不必羡慕别人的行头。

2. 真喜欢一样东西，就买吧。

3. 高等奢侈品可以买，但不可以炫耀。

4. 定期清理你的化装工具，让他么保持卫生。这会让你的妆看起来更精致。

5. 还是在周末的时候学习某样舞蹈，美貌会随着年龄而衰减，气质却逐增。

6. 培养些小小的好习惯，比如早睡，饭后漱口，喝淡茶。

7. 零钱罐，每天放一点，年终会惊喜。

8. 床买大一点，可以横着睡，枕头要两个。

9. 床头方本好书。床上用品一定要品质好的。

10. 办公室备一件厚外套，一把伞。

11. 任何时候都不要喝多。

12. 若连续六各月每月置衫超过十件，考虑买房。

13.人越少则冰箱要越大，精神空虚，食物填充。

14.穿好的内衣，是对自己疼爱的一种方式。

15. 视 爱情为生活奢侈品: 有最好，没有也能活。

16. 若常常需要早起开会，请备闹钟一个，睡眠特好的人三个。

17. 一个女人，不可能一辈子永远都是球鞋球袜。

18.要懂得让自己成熟且美丽。

19.偶尔和知己门聚会，放纵的玩乐。

20. 失眠时不喝酒不吃药，而是点熏香帮助睡眠。

21. 会自己开车。

22. 参加各种场合的衣服至少备有一套。

23. 每个女人都应该有一件晚礼服，作为你出席某写必定场合的服装。

24. 会做自己喜欢的的甜点。

25. 懂的用饮品调解情绪。

26. 懂得享受下午茶时光。

27. 看韩剧不如看美剧，后者真实一些。

28. 定期阅读。

29. 学会用针或者是小型缝纫机，懂得自己缝补和修改衣服。

30. 让你的东西都抱着自己最喜欢的状态。

31. 无论白天的你需要多少的高跟鞋，也为自己准备一双平底休闲鞋。让你的脚也适当放松一下。

32. 手机铃声还是朴素一点，别整流行歌曲尤其网络歌曲。

33. 为自己买偏光量且合身的内衣。

34. 勤换包包与鞋子，也不要勤换手或数码相机。

35. 大部分的女人都会有体香，但绝对更应拥有香水，即使不用，也应该放在衣柜里满室芬芳。

36. 好好护理你的头发，无论长短。

37. 配搭好衣服和包包。

38. 漂亮的指甲油不仅仅是涂给别人看的。

39. 为自己的衣服配搭合理的首饰。

40.女人虽然要减肥，但是偶尔吃点甜食，放纵自己一下，心情会更好。

41. 草莓不仅美味，还可以拿来每白牙齿，还有能减缓黑色素广散作用，从而每白皮肤的效果。

42. 请在做家务时带上手套，保护好你的手指。手指是女人的地二张脸。

43. 一个女人可以不美貌，却不能太无知。

44. 适当的看书学习，会让你变得更美。

45. 在这个速度的时代，偶尔写写信。

46. 也许不一定要寄出去，只是为了沉淀沉淀心情。

47. 女人都是爱珠宝的，这句话总是正确的。

48. 无论怎么样，备一个你喜欢的盒子装首饰，每次看到心情都会好起来。

49. 每个女人都因该有一件这样的白衬衣，男装的。

50. 没有人欣赏的时候，请穿给自己看。

51.关于钱包，不一定是用来放钱的。

52. 却一定体现你的品位的必备品。

53. 钢琴不一定要会弹，但却一定要知道几首名曲。

54. 一个人可以不化装，却不能不会化装。

55. 那些手腕的微笑，皮肤的光洁会让你更懂得疼爱自己; 真城微笑，别怕皱纹。

56. 酒照喝，舞照跳，只是别过于两点，不然你会老得更快。

57. 三种东西绝对不能相信：男人的承诺，女人的眼泪以及朋友的酒话。

58. 可以忍受别人说你丑，但不能忍受别人说你老。

59. 最需要碰运气的事情，不是中彩票，而是爱情。

      注意：这里说的爱情，为了不付 房租而找人结婚则不在此列。

60. 不要幻想甚至假装自己是以下某种人群: 公主，名媛。

61. 至少知道两个以上名声不响，但口味一流的饭店。

62. 作为一对情侣的单身朋友，你唯一需要作好的就是当一个捧场的观众。

63.宵夜绝对不吃。实在要吃，那就吃完了再出去玩会儿，总之别吃了就睡。

64. 如果你是单身，而又有你认识的人看上你某个好友，那么切记，真的不必在他们约会的初其夹在他们的中间。人生只有一次，不要总演配角。

65. 还是开个 Blog, 有些话需要说给自己听，有些需要让别人知道。

66. 这一辈子会爱上你的人很多，25岁前一个都没有也没关系，25岁后出现的才是好货。

67. 一年至少旅行一次，哪怕只是去远郊洗温泉。

68. 于人交友，两种东西不可赖：酒与钱。

69.最好不要让初次约会的异性知道你的住所，若对方坚持送，那么到楼下即可。

     他不”顺便上去喝杯茶”也不会渴死。

70. 永远不要问这个问题： “为什么不爱我”

71. 别逼男人撒谎，他会恨你 ; 也别把他的话当真，你会恨他。

72. 简单说，常常让你微笑的男人一般上就是好男人。

73. 在弄清楚爱情和事业到底谁重要的问题时，先明白自己到底为谁而活。

74. 要相信温暖，美好，信任，尊严，坚强这些老掉牙的字眼。

75. 不要相信在恋爱上用手段的人，分手时不要口出恶言。

76. 吸取教训，但不要后悔，后悔没有用。

77. 被朋友伤害的时候别怀疑友情，但提防背叛你的人。! 原谅，但并不遗忘。

78. 不要等男人给你买礼物，想对自己好的时候，就自己去买，用起来会更舒心。

79. 学会承受痛苦。

      有些话，适合烂在心里，

      有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。

      当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。

      很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。

80. 如果男人以他忙为理由，不关心和无法给你勇气。

      勇敢些，自动离开。

      没有什么比自己关心自己来得实在。

      而一个不爱你的人，你付出的再多，他再好，那也不过浪费时间和精力。

81. 想吃就吃。

      为了保持身材让自己饿着，那是世界上最愚蠢的美丽。

82.穿有质感的衣服，找有质量的男友。

     他不一定很有钱，但是一样能让你有安全感和开心。

83. 一个男人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。

      不懂得疼惜你的男人不要为之不舍，更不必继续付出你的温柔和爱情。

      要相信自己，善待自己，让自己的生活精彩缤纷。

我的女神说的话 

Expending my social circle

my godness
I keep running into old friends in mrt out of nowhere!!!
I know Singapore is small
Stilll!!!???
That coincidence?
I've got a feeling
My Mr Right is appearing soon hahahah
Have been meeting a lot of new friends recently
Got pianist, freelancer on photography, gold smith, school teacher ......
And i just get to know a person who has vast interest in astronomy
He even bought a stereoscope to view the stars
And he taught me a lot of things on looking at the stars etc
We even saw Saturn!!!
It was soooooooo beautiful
There's a ring across the planet
Damn
I can't believe Saturn really looks like that haah
My social circle is finally growing slowly
No more students only :D

The other day my Johor Biao Ge and I were talking about couple complementing each other
And he said I'm a bit outspoken
WHAT?
Seriously?
But I was so a quiet person
Then I started to analyze myself
Damn
Its quite true
My biao ge / friends can just take me to his gang of friends and I can easily join them
And they seems to be more than willing to take me out meet new friends
Well
Then I guess my future partner will be someone not that outspoken then haha

Aiyo
See
Who can predict the Jia Xuan who once was called mute by her primary teacher becomes socialable now
Time can change a person
Once again prooved!!
Dont assume a person is the same person anymore if you haven't seem them in years
People change
A lot =D

你喜欢你自己嘛？

其实本来

我以为我只是个普通的女孩子

在经过很多年里

很多人说

“哇，很少人有像你这样的想法后”

才知道我并不普通

我不爱看言情小说

我看励志书

我爱运动

最好是有团体的

我会想以后退休在那里

画面都可以想象到

其实我和普遍女孩一样爱美

看到镜子就要看多两眼

也爱shopping

现在越来越糟糕

更爱哭

眼泪憋着很辛苦

不过与别的女孩不一样的是

我很有我自己的想法

而且是很独立的

就是那种碰钉子越多就越强的人

这就是我 ---李佳璇

我很喜欢我自己

你喜欢你自己吗？

XOXO shop shop

Oookaaa~~!!

it has been hectic days for me

weekdays work

weekends hanging out with lots of friends and biao jie :))

AND SHOPPING!!!

Its Great Singapore Sales people

Basically i shop every weekends lol

Life is great lol

Bought many pretty dresses

Oh i love dresses now 

Forever 21, H&M ......so cheap here

Dont compare to US la

Compare to Msia

I'm so excited to shop everyday

Kinda worry i'll become like one of the Singaporean girls

Actually I think i'm transforming slowly lol

I get so excited when i put on this pair of nice red 6 inch high heels

Damn it looks damn fine on me

But yea its 6 inch i couldn't even take 3 steps with that heels

My god

I can't believe i'm still thinking of that shoes

Kill me please

I really scared my current salary really couldn't afford my shopping spree 

Oh boy

Can't be helped

Once you've changed

You'd won't go back 

So yea I'll become like one of those Singaporean girls that you know

We shop

Dress up

And we kill hahahahah

XOXO

New life =D

WAHHHH
It has been 8 days i never touch my beloved XUAN XUAN LAPPIE
MISS YOU SO MUCH
I LOVE YOU haha

So many things happened in this week
Can't believe its only one week
Feels like it has been two weeks
This one week
My biao jie gave me a big hand
Without her
Oh i can't imagine without her haha
She is so nice
Treats me like her own daughter
Gave me alot of things
Saved me a lot of hassles
I'll always remember the things you've done to me =)

Moved to this new place
Landlord is an old lady in her eighties
Nevermind
She speaks Hainan with some Hokkien
WHICH I BARELY UNDERSTAND
First day she already gone mad
Because I've used the wrong pail
Li li lo lo
So naggy sia
I hide inside toilet or room still can talk talk talk
Nevermind
Imma just endure
Nge nge listen to her
For the sake of money

As for work
May be because the office just moved to this new place
Colleagues seems busy and not that friendly
Luckily still have this new girl who go in the same time as me
Still can talk to her
First day sucks
But i felt satisfaction because as I look at the files
I started off staring blankly to finally figured out something
Because I have no mentors to guide me
The accountants in the office only do Saturday
And in the future I'll be the only full time accountant
Sounds great right
So can imagine the workload
But nvm
Experience is what I'm looking for haha
Give me more things
Its okay
I can take all haha =D
Oh yea one thing i so want to complain is
The office got video camera!!
Duhhhhhhhhh
Small office also need to establish video camera mehhhhhh
Sien nia

OH YA
Today I've met one person in MRT!!!!!
Such a coincidence
It was Chun Keat!
Damn he's staying at the same place which is just a few blocks away from me
Last time also
Walking in a crowd suddenly heard "Jia Xuan"
It was Chong Yee
What the heck
I know Singapore is small
But really?
I only know these few people and saw them out of nowhere
Hah
Sometimes you just have to believe in fate lol

I'm so satisfied with my current room
Enjoyed shopping household items
What to buy
How to put my things
Everything under my control
Freedom wei haha
Especially you've started earning (not really but soon)
Fee whew
I'm a official OL now
SO HAPPY
haha

A whole new life!!~~~~

我要变美女

我被激励了
我要变美女
我不要再听到说我像小女孩
说我还是小孩子
进赌场不会问
你18岁了吗
我要做个美女了

美女守则
要勤力
做保养
做美容
做美丽功课
看时尚杂志
在那里都是美美的！~
不可以懒惰！

变变变
to 大美女去！！
给我1年时间
我会和你证明
我是美女
就算不是大美女
也是养眼的美女
嘻嘻

Good luck to myself

Received a call from PWC
Guess what
I turned it down hah
I've had enough of all the waiting process
All the uncertainties
I've graduated technically last September
But actually i've finished all my courses in May hah
So technically I've rested for a year
7 months in the States
2 months in Msia
3 months in Spore & Msia
Finally i settle in Singapore
Hehehe
NICE

Last week was awesome
Finally a family gathering after 3 years?
Love my family so much :))

Btw thanks Alex Loy ham sap lou for all the books haha
Just realized the world can be very deceptive
I will try to prevent these things from happening


Imma start a new life!!!
So excited and looking forward into it
GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!

Btw
I'll not be as active as i was again
:))

Settled down, Finally

奔波了许久
终于定下来
缘分这字真的很缘
当我面试完这工时
已打算去槟城intel做
放弃后的几天
他告诉我他们愿意教我
谢天谢地
虽然薪水真的少的可怜
但由于这靠近我的兴趣
杀了
教会我后
老娘就会飞了
嘻嘻

这新加坡的物价
真的不是玩玩的
找个房间都至少要600
这试用期口袋可紧了
没关系
我一定会再接再厉的
努力学习 :)

我要强调
这9个月
并不是白白浪费的
这些日子是拿来self improvement的
比起9个月前
现在的我
成熟了一点
踏实了一点
自信多一点
美丽多一点
魅力多两点
嘻嘻

5月14日
人生的第一次
妈咪说我勇气可嘉
我也那么觉得
有些事情真的不需要考虑
不需要担心
直接上就是了
很庆幸
如果迟多个一两天
脑子里肯定都是它
太好了
记得
很多事不需要想那么多 :)

又感冒了
痛痛 痛痛 飞
病病 快快 好起来
:)

Scary scary night at genting

Of the countless time I went to Genting
This is the first time we felt the dirty thing lol
Resort Hotel Room 2132
Luckily mummy daddy were with me that time
Around 9pm
When we were back to hotel
I started hearing knocking from the room beside
At first I ignored
Then I began feeling weird cause it has been knocking for the past one hour
Then I called the customers service
They checked the room beside and told us that it might be the mechanical guy repairing upstairs
Then we asked them to stop them
After half an hour
The sounds continued
We asked for a room change lol
The sounds continued after we left at about 11pm
Then daddy asked the receptionist
The customer service guy said currently we dont have any renovation going on
Of course la
Who renovate or repair things at night
Right after we changed to another room
We immediately felt the air is fresher and more relaxing
Phew
Scary

I remember the sounds is similar to the sounds when we were in one of the hotels in Bangkok
But that time we didn't ask for a room change
Sleepless night that time
Eee yerrr
Amituofuo

那一次的宝宝肉

在美国才认识的新加坡朋友
早前和他喝茶
他说我瘦了很多
问问cheryl
他说我在美国竟然有双下巴！！lol
他现在才跟我说！！

看回去以前的照片
原来我真的有肥到

03/2011

 03/2012

我的宝宝肉少掉了
我的妈呀
才肥那3kg
脸的肉要差那么多吗
那我怎么敢加多几公斤

Can't-be-better-single-life

I'm enjoying my single life to the max!!! lol
Like what?
Like travelling alone
Staying alone at hostel
Meeting new people from all around the world
Make new friends
Best of all??
People dont know where exactly where am i haha
I just have to inform my mummy
So that they can reach to me anytime :)
I love my life now :DD
Okay
I've got another interview tomorrow
HOPE everything goes well this time

Love you, Xuan =D

手足口症

和两个小瓜相处了有好一段日子

感情都有了

现在两个都中了手足口症

红红一粒一粒满脚满手

吃又吃不下

更瘦了

真可怜

手足口症转染真的很厉害

五岁以下的小孩子只要接触到有这种病的孩子

好像都一定中

而且隔天就见效

有个孩子责任真的很重

真的有点怕

我自认不是个会照顾别人的人

更何况是个小孩

可是小孩子笑的时候好像全烦恼都不见了

真的好懊恼哟lol

没关系

还有几年来建立一下心理准备

嘻嘻

昨天去打羽毛球

好久没留那么多汗了

有两年了吧

超棒的

把心情放开了

我的东西分布在四处

有一大半在新加坡

有一小半在槟城

有一箱还在美国

（还不知怎么处理它）

我人在柔佛

有面试就下去新加坡

但还不是回我哥家

去我哥家拿东西再去住酒店

因为没房间住了

又或者去表姐家住

他们说为什么你嫂嫂不会将就一下

老实说

一两年前

我应该会蛮介意

现在的我

真的不介意

因为我一直记住

andrew matthew 说的

不要期望别人应该对你怎样

不要觉得他是你的谁

就应该要这样那样

别人给你的就是bonus

这句话让我轻松好多

尤其是看到表姐的例子

我真的庆幸我现在明白这道理

我一直提醒自己要惜福

表姐就是因为觉得她对她的妹妹很好

可妹妹恩将仇报

搞到全家乱七八糟

连亲戚都遭殃

都是因为她觉得妹妹不应该这样对她

舅母和我说

你看都不懂他们读书读那么多有什么用

家里搞到这样

我这舅母

他三个儿子都只有中学文凭

不过他们兄弟一直以来都以礼相待

哥哥回来

弟弟很自动的让出电脑

舅母和她的兄弟姐妹

也常常来往

虽然不怎么有钱

不过有难一定互相帮忙

当然不是钱做的祟

这些都是人做出来的

不过有钱确实有时会蒙人双眼

蒙上那些意志力薄弱的人

所以我告诉我自己

绝对要做个意志力坚强的人

要有钱

更要有人情味

Great moviesss

I'm happy
Because I've watched 2 marvelous movie
Battleship
N
THE AVENGERS!!!
Ohh....
So great
I was so delighted
And I'm still satisfied now lol

Oh yea
Our 'beloved' Mr chuah xili
Together with Ministry of Education and Ministry of Health
And a troop of Ma Hua members
Went to the same coffee shop where we were having tea
But seriously they were not really welcome by the locals
I feel they are quite lonely
Not even one person eagerly went up to hold hand with them
People only stands up to hold their hands when they approached their tables upon courtesy
When my relative mentioned the flood issue to Ministry of Education
He asked my relative to buy a higher place house
Then only he said they will settle the issue soon
Sad thing is
I dont recognize them except chuah xili lol
I think Malaysia gov is so alien to me now
Still, I dont want to put an effort in knowing them
Heh

backpacker

This is my first time staying at a backpacker hostel
What i can say is
Its really cheap lol
Only 50 dollar
But then they calculate other stuffs respectively
For eg, towel cost another $2
Washing machine/Dryer $4
There're 8 beds in this female room
Not bad for a budget hostel
Next time travel can rent this type of hostel
:D

讨厌鬼

讨厌
最讨厌烂桃花
很摆明的避开你了
还那么死缠烂打
难道那些男生就那么的没有羞耻之心吗
好啊
你再来
再来多几次
你就永远联络不到我

走开拉
烂桃花

Speak

Seriously I still mad at myself
Why my English is not good yettttt!!
Why can't i still speak fluently I need to speak good English
Sighs If I'm that type of person who can play around with relationships
I will get English speaking bf to practice English lol
I just can't! My moral value is too high lol Shitty shit

Looks like I have to thicken up my face more to speak well
I had a panel interview the other day I was really outspoken by the other two Singaporeans
 May be I've already got the inferior feelings during the interview
Nonetheless I'm glad that I still uttered out some words LOL
If it was one or two years ago I believe i'd only speak a word or two or stay quiet
Yep I've improved
And there's still rooms for improvement :)
People always say "You went to US before one, sure speak good English edi la"
Come on
This is a language
You dont suddenly wake up in one morning and speak that language
Plus it was only a year plus
I did improve but not to be considered good yet
Yes my English standard when I was in F6 sucks
I really think that Malaysia should do something to improve English standard here in msia
Or should i be more specific
I should say Jit Sin should do the task rather than Malaysia
Because i've known many Malaysian speak good English lol
I promise I will give back to society when I reached a certain level

想要私隐

wow blogger has new faces!! interesting! 老实说 找工真的有点累了 我真的好想不用面试 直接进去公司了 我真的好想定下来了 不想一直来回新马 不想麻烦别人 哥回来了 我再一次变成厅长 想要 自己的枕头 自己的包枕 自己的空间 那一天 几时才回来

情伤

我明白情伤
很爱过后分手的朋友都应该知道
只不过分手后
疗伤的时间因人而异
而受过几次情伤的人
更是难相信爱情
我想我明白
但也不是那么了解
毕竟我恋爱经验不多
我还是相信爱情

有个朋友因受到拒绝
跑去和另个女子告白
结果又被拒绝
其实我明白
他只是想试试看他还有没有市场
只不过
这不是更加伤害自己吗

我也遇到类似情况
才谈过几话放话说要娶我
你们这些男人
拿出一点尊严好吗
我知道一段感情的结束很辛苦
也不必要作践自己
别当我们女子是傻瓜
一个男人是真心还是饥渴
其实不难看出
要自信还不简单
读多点书
增加多一些经验
提升自己
外面一片森林
怕什么鬼
我是女子都不怕
都不懂那些男子怕什么
拿出一点胆量可以吗
接受失败
才能更一步接近成功啊
别再转牛角尖了

kiss kisss

I close my eyes when I kiss
So naturally I expect the other person to close his eyes
If he kiss with eyes open
It means he's not into it
But i've came across a magazine recently that changed my view
It says those who kiss with eyes opened are keeper
And that this person love you and feel that your the most pretty
Because the person who looks good from some distance wont seem so good while you kiss That's why many close their eyes when kissing
Now only i know
Next time if you got yourself a keeper
Do not let him go lol

this song is cute(from jw's blog :D)

真爱找麻烦nan

以前
就算一个月没写blog都不怎样
现在两天没写就手痒痒的

最近迷上了另一部戏
超迷
就一天到晚都在看
看到好像都不在找工了

很喜欢男主角
宥胜！！！！！
他第一眼不怎么帅
越看就越帅
小眼睛
小鼻子
小嘴巴
小脸
越看越耐看



可是我真正喜欢他的原因是
我在他身上看到坚持和勇敢
说到做到
他还有一list的梦想
慢慢的在实现他们
比如在外国打工etc
又感性
喜欢写作
又真
老实又可爱
对爱情有原则
没有什么绯闻

老实说
他真的是我梦寐以求的白马王子
完美到太完美了

"Why men want sex & women need love"
提到很多人以为这世界只有一个真爱
其实外面有1.26million的异性是符合你的条件的
只是还没遇到而已
要积极参加社交
才能遇到这些人
现在我真的相信
还有很多符合我的条件的人我还没遇到
嘻嘻嘻

要是如果假如
他是我的男朋友
我真的
八辈子修来的福哈哈哈哈

Another earthquake

Luckily
No casualties so far
People are better prepared this time
Plus there're warnings everywhere
Yep we've made it lol

Last year was Japan
It happened so fast that people didn't have time to respond to it
All I can say is
Treasure everything you value
Who knows what happen next

Take 2 minutes to think who will you call to if the world is ending
Who will you tell them you love them
They are the most important people in your life
Call them and tell them you love them :)

My ideal partner

Okay I used to think we shouldn't set any rules in choosing partner
That we should go with our feelings
But after i read "why men want sex & women need love"
I changed my mind
We should indeed have a list of characteristics and attributes of our perfect partner
Its because if you have written goals, you'll know the pathway to these goals suddenly materializes
For eg, when you decide to buy a certain type of car, say a blue mercedes. As soon as you decided exactly what you wanted, you started to see blue Mercedes everywhere
The same principles apply
So pick up your pen and write down what you want for your future ideal partner


For me <3 <3
My future partner will be someoneeee:
> 5cm taller than me
Age :-2years old < me < 8 years
Fit and healthy (Not too fat/Not too thin)
Athletic (Must be at least good at one sports)
Good sense of humor
Caring
Non smoker
Non alcoholic
Ambitious
Will always make me number 1
Good tempered
Speak fluent English

wahaha okay i'm done
this is my future partner like

hehehhehe

Cheap cheap cheap!!!

Seeeee!!~~
Bought this 3 books at 9 dollar each!!!!!!!!!!!
SO CHEAP right
I'm so HAPPY
haha
Bought them at Book fair in Expo
Bought 2 career tops (G2000) at Robinson fair
Almost half price hahahha
Aiyo
What a happy day haha

Actually even though I dont have to study nor work
I still feel that i'm kinda busy lol
Just shopping takes up one day
Other time
House chores (wow they are never ending lol)
Jacuzzi
Swimming/Gym
Watch movie (a lot of drama is being played in singapore channel)
Read books
Find work
My whole day gone
I'm not as free as i thought lol

Oh yea
When my friend mentioned about karaoke today
I remember i wanted to blog about this quite sometime (just forgot)
If you karaoke with friends
Please pay respect when they sing
No matter how bad is it
Stop people half way
Or press next song half way
Or turn on the 伴唱 half way
Just show how bad manners you have
You might not even realize that you've insulted people
But you are
Yes that happened to me once
That i feel so insulted
I know I am not a good singer
I just like to sing
Someone just turn on the 伴唱 cause don't understand what I sing
Although its turned off few seconds later
I still feel offended :(

yay off to my books laaaa
You can see that the titles all about men and women haha
Because i actually have interest in psychology since young
hehehe
Next time may be i can be your relationship coach hahahhahah
Wink wink
Good night folks :D

Say cheeeeese :))

One of my friend in UB says she misses my laughter
And i really like it
I like it when people say they miss my smile / laughter
That means there were happy moments when i was around
I remember when i was young
A bunch of my brother's friends came to my house
And we were watching a movie
They told my brother that they weren't laughing for the movie
They were laughing for my laughter

And when I was in Form 6
There was this sms asking the top 3 things they will remember about you
I forwarded to my close friends and most of the answers are my laughter
And i'm really happy with that
Thank you for liking my smile
Thank you for liking my laughter
That makes me feels special :D
I will keep smiling
Let's smile together :DD