我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我。。。。。。。。。。。。。
很期待


很期待
未来的日子

^^

A new JX ^^

Back to swimming and jogging again~~ ^^
Feels great exercising again
Just realized that most girls dont swim here
Out of 20 plus people in the pool
I'm the only girl
First I wonder
Then I know
Many girls care too much about their figures
Yea its asian country
Unlike the Caucasians
Be it fat, slim, big boobs, no boobs,
They are so confident in their swimsuit
Regarding how people look at them
I like the confidence :)

Yes
I'm a year elder now
I wish my family, friends all healthy :)
I wish I will get a decent job soon
And I wish Mr. Right come fast!!
Meanwhile
In this new year
Imma bulk up haha
I want some fat
Some healthy fat
And I want more knowledge
I want to grow intellectually and emotionally :)

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year people

Olly Murs - Dance With Me Tonight

I just want you to dance with me tonight <3

Skyscraper - Demi Lovato (Boyce Avenue feat. Megan Nicole acoustic cover...

Feel energetic listening to this song
I have so much stuffs to do now
Can feel all the positive energy is running inside me lol
Imma become a BETTER person!!!!
:D

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

nice song :)
i want to be as cool as her ;p

31/10

终于自由了
professional paper真的有够难
自己读真的很寂寞lol
读了两个月多
进去还有好像一半没看过
噢
算了
本来就没抱太大的希望会pass
最近很伤身
生病病倒已经有四五天
咳到五六点才能睡觉
真的破了老娘的睡觉记录
好不健康
要好好补身一下了

哦
由于有一些因素
老娘把敏感的post都拿掉了
因为我懒惰一个一个send email
所以
就不写敏感的东西
要写
我也会让只懂我的人明白
就是旋之又旋的文言文啦
嘻嘻

又是人生的转折点啦
继续找工
还是直接回家
直接回家
下个月很可能你们就可以看到我拉
哈哈哈

人有时不用那么理智

对不对？

The First Morning

这首歌
中学就喜欢他的旋律
经过一场恋情
更喜欢里面要表达的意思

原来王力宏和舒淇有过一段情
挺喜欢舒淇
觉得她有很多故事的魅力
别提他的往事
谁没往事
不过记得小S说过
舒淇是吸引女生
男生喜欢的是林志玲
没关系
有个性的女生就要配有料的男生
不过遗憾的他们分了
但还有传言又在一起
是与否也不管我的事lol
不过觉得力宏在唱歌的画面
一定是她 :)

我要的爱情就像里面的
不用轰轰烈烈
很自然
简简单单
没条件
平平稳稳的爱情

恋爱其实让人成长很多
还没恋爱的朋友们
去谈恋爱吧

要是你问我我学了什么
我会说
两个人相处真的很考学问
陶子姐说的很有道理
不要一味儿怪男生花心
男人天生如此
既然如此
女人能做的就是做好自己
与其疑神疑鬼
让自己压力也让对方压力
倒不如拿那些时间充实自己
让自己从里到外都漂漂亮亮
那男人想出轨时
就会想到你有多优秀
又回到你的身边
现实也有很多花心的男生
最后肯为一个女人止步
陶子与那么帅又小她五岁的男人结婚
还那么的甜甜蜜蜜
不需要担心小她五岁的男人去玩
想必有她的妙招
我要像陶子和小S一样
做个自信与智慧并肩的女人！

没错
我不在乎一个男人有多少过去
我只要做一个男人最后爱的一个女人
这是聪明的女人要做的
哈哈

这一页已结束
迫不及待等待下一页的来临 :)

玩Fb要小心

邻居说
他不喜欢post东西去facebook
理由是
他不要让别人知道他的想法
以后做工的时候
就算你block他还是什么
大公司其实是有办法
向facebook买版权
知道你的一切
知道你的想法
就可猜测你是什么人
block什么都没用
想想
挺有道理的
记得看过报纸写
post上facebook
就是让全世界都知道
叫我们小心post东西
难怪哥哥姐姐都不爱post东西
嘻嘻

以后我就更少post一些
让别人不知道我的世界
lol

耶稣

第二次去教堂
感觉比第一次好一点
第一次在新加坡
那边的人给我有点压力
这边没这种感觉
都没问我是不是基督教
：）
raymond说美国人和那边人有点不同
就是他们不会逼你进教
1块钱的晚餐
还认识了很多人
美国人
印尼人
韩国人
日本人
中国人
马来西亚人
working adult
visiting scholar
phd
master
undergraduate
因为一个宗教把这些人聚在一起

我向来对宗教都很开明
我觉得你可以相信
但不可以迷信
你尊重我
我也尊重你
不要逼人进教
我都可以接受

唱歌的时候
不知哪来的感触
差点流泪
我有时在想
世界可能很快就会末日
无论是与否
肯定的事是
地球生病
为什人还要分什么宗教
什么尊卑
什么黑白
为什么不集合大家的力量
一起为拯救地球而努力
地球毁灭的话什么都是假的
讲了那么多
其实我也不知道要怎样尽我小小能力来“帮助”地球
也许有一天
我会知道 :)

姐姐出嫁了

姐姐今天结婚了 ：）
很非常遗憾的
老娘我没得回
好想念家
因为我可以想象到
亲戚朋友们都前来祝贺
家里忙得不可开交的情形

结婚这东西
办一次就知道它有多麻烦
lol
我真的觉得它很考验双方的爱情
男方爸妈与女方爸妈
难免会有意见分支的时候
就要看这对情侣爱的有多深
有没有要一起解决问题

爸妈说
以后我结婚
随便我怎样就怎样
因为他们搞了两次婚礼
很累了
嘻嘻
太好了

我想要
大S在海边的婚礼
风吹呀吹
一定很爽
嘻嘻

好了
梦完了
读书去。。。。。。。。。。。

随缘

突然有种感叹
你越想要一个东西
当你拿不到的时候
你的失落心就会很重
但是
如果你将它当作可有可无
没有就找另个机会的心情
机会就一直来
因为
你把你的心打开
眼也打开
你就看到越多机会

还记得不知道看了一本什么书
他的举例是
他受到一封他很紧张的信
他不打开
等到他觉得它不会影响他的心情时才打开

所以我将好好利用这哲学
尤其在找工这方面
在美国与否
随缘吧

flirt flirt flirt

okay
i know how flirting works now
because
i was told
"when people flirts with you, please cooperate"
lol

dont worry about me
i know the limits lol
or may be not
but who cares
guys love the flirting
i'm just cooperating

we just chat like less than 10 times?
want me to be your gf?
want me to marry you?
and the most importantly you say your serious
hmm boy
let see how serious you are huh
or its just another desperate guy
but i dont mind
i'm single and available
i'll play with you lol

Shontelle - T-Shirt

<3 this song
like like Shontelle

Red Jacket again

visited Red jacket today
oh i miss that old place
full of memories
the whole dining hall is shut down
so does the toilet lol
i have to go filmore for washroom
i think its under some kinda renovation
now red jacket 4 only connect to red jacket 6
i love the laundry room there
i can use as many machines as i want
somemore can study there without disturbance
not really
some people will talk random stuffs to me lol

still remember last time
aiyo one cute guy
this one really cute!!! lol
forgot how he approached
but he took another chair from the other side and sit beside me
he could have just use the other side table
cause its all empty
but he choose to sit beside me
aiyo
i dont even dare to look into his eyes
cant even focus LOL
everyone who pass by like stare at us
can't help
cute Caucasian guy and pretty Asean girl
we hold住 the whole laundry room lol
but then i screwed it up :(
i remember he asked about my clothes or something when i pulled them out
i answered " its not wet yet" instead of "its not dry yet"
SO EMBARRASSING
he was confused
then i repeated the same thing
kns
once i knew i said the wrong thing
i ran out lol
too nervous edi lol
:(
there goes my blue eyes cute guy

when is my next chance with cute ang mo again LOL

The feel good process

okay
i'm done with all the emo posts
imma write things that will boost my confidence lol
okay
i remember this cute ang mo last year halloween
i was actually on a rush
tapau from commons then got exam at 6pm
was walking beside starbucks to bus stop
then this guy stopped me
and his pick up line was
"excuse me, do you know where starbucks is"
lol
of course...
its right beside
6 more steps you can see starbucks
as i was in a hurry
i never think that much
i showed him the way and wanted to go back
he continued
"i'm a soccer representative from other schools, so i'm not familiar with the surroundings"
he continued to ask
"do you know where ub halloween party will be, i heard there's one here"
me:"yea, its at downtown"
he:"are you going?"
me:"may be may be not, have a test later...bla bla bla"
yea....and so on and so on lol
and he is the first guy that i gave number without any hesitation once he asked LOL
i dont know he just has this attraction LOL
i can't really remember what exactly we talked
but i think it was a nice one lol
so....
then....
he texted me
called me after my exam and asked where am i
oh well
i think that time he must be very attractive to me
but i'm so scared that i'll be cheated by him LOL
i dont have much experiences on this
so i never hang out with him
one thing unbelievable is that
he still call me up and text me when am i going to NYC HALF A YEAR LATER
he lives there and i said i'll pay a visit to him last year
yea it feel great LOL
i thought he'll delete my number and find other random girl since i never answer his call lol
he still keep my number
oh well
i'm not too stupid to know this kinda guy just want a hook up la
but he did boost my confidence hahahaha ;)

halloween is soon
lets go hunting lol

I'm not perfect

So I guess I know the feelings of being left out now?
Shits happens
I know
I know I'm not perfect
I made mistakes
What would one feel if someone you trusted a lot
Someone that you admire
Someone that you would want to be
Someone that all the while you thought she knows you hell better than a lot more people
Complained about you behind
How i wish i never know this
I'm sorry
Sorry for the troubles i caused
I really dont know it was such a trouble for you

May be its me
Its me all the while
I'm not perfect
I accept my imperfectness
I accept my loneliness
And I acknowledge the loser like feelings
Because I'll emo to hell if i dont accept lol
But I'm learning
Learning to improve things

Thanks jw for the pillow talk
It nearly made you can't hand in your assignment on time
Really appreciate what you told me :)
Thank you so much for your time
Your really a nice friend
Because you dont judge people :)

Peace

sei la sei la
I got another guy to block now
sien
cannot on fb chat that often edi lol
yorrr
why are there guys like that one
very sien lo
or did i often do something makes people misunderstands
or i misunderstands them lol

shoo
shoo go away
unlike some girls
i dont like lots of flies flying above me
go find those girls that needs a lot of company
they need you too
just not me
i like peace lol
PEACE!!

喝酒看男人

朋友farewell那天
我醉了
Barcadi 一杯
Jonnny Walker 一杯应该
就醉了
第一个KO的人 lol
原来这边很多人很会喝 哈哈

不过
醉得还有意识
所以当晚发生的事情我都记得

要看一个男人的品行
我觉得要和他喝一次
别把自己喝的全醉
要留一些意识来看人lol

我很喜欢
不会把自己喝醉
来照顾别人的男生
但不是那些
乘机抽水的烂人
当你说你不能再喝时
他会帮忙说不要在给你喝
不会再灌喝
让你去旁边休息
当你醉了
你说你可以自己走
他让你自己走
不过你要撞到时
及时扶你
扶你的地方
不是整个捉
而是一只手用力捉你的手忖或手臂
不是整个扑过来捉你
又动腰
又动肩膀

当你真的不能走时
他会公主抱你
然后丢你在床
一眼都不多看
这就是绅士
就是好男人lol

那些故意不喝醉
乘机抽水的是贱男
那些把自己喝醉
还要别人照顾的是不成熟

这就是我喝酒看男人的道理
哇哈哈

I did something

Deleted your messages
Your photos
Your number
Your facebook

Stop tracking your movement
Yes I did stop stalking now lol

How well you live
Is none of my business anymore
I have my life to treasure

I don't miss you
I miss who I thought you were
That person doesn't exists anymore

I don't hate you
I will never hate you
Hatred is the opposite of love
If I hate you simply means i turned my love into hatred
Which imply "I haven't get over you"
No I wont let this happen
Although its hard
It is hard
I'm still learning

The time I put down all my emotions on you
And the same for you on me
Yes
We can become friends
The normal friend
That have limited topics to talk on

Until then
I won't contact you
I know you wont too

Yes
Time does heal the pain
bits by bits :)

Rabbit in erie county fair

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Touched rabbit la
Horse la
Bull la
Watched sea lion show la
Tiger show la
And piglet show
They are so cute

Still remember this guy Josh tricked me when he saw a chocolate cow
"You know what, this is the cow that make chocalate milk"
Damn
For one moment I believed and said "Really?"
You know what was next
Sighsss :(
Aiyo
Dont want people think I'm so stupid la
Gotta be smarter lol

emo emo

stomach hurts so bad........
first blog using phone...weehee

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Finally settled down at ONE place

I've moved to 4 different places for the past 4 months
Average I move my ass to another house every month
Moving is tiring lol
And you tend to leave 1 at A place
2 at B place
3 at C place
And 4
Yea, you got me
Then I have to remember if I left 1 at A place
or B place or C place
And for a person who suffer short term memory loss like me
This is hard !!
Worse is when you lost someone else stuff :(
Gotta replace them with a new one
Sit Dai Lo :(

Daddy is in hospital having medical check up
Hope he'll be alright
The moment I hear mommy say he's in hospital
I was like what am i gonna do
Luckily no big problem
Still have to follow up
Mom told me after the results was out
Yea they don't want me to worry about them
Still I've always been assuming them to be healthy
But the fact is they are getting old
People get sick when old
I should pay more attention to them

We always make assumptions or take things for granted
Assume that things will go our way
And very often when thing goes out of our way
We freak out
We lost direction
Because it shouldn't be like that
But this is the freaking fact
If nothing can be done to make it better
We've got no choice but to accept it
Once we accept the truth
We move on
But my point is don't take things for granted
Its always these assumptions that screw things up

I know I dont have much life experiences yet
I'm speaking as an amateur
What I feel the most important for now is
Love the one you loved
And people that I concern being healthy
Other things really don't matter much
Furthermore
All the natural disaster that strike one after another
Is like the preview of 2012 heh
We never know how long we gonna live
Appreciate !! :)

Nightmare is coming soon

Fall is here and winter following shortly :(
Since that i'm graduated
No more free flu shot
No more health insurance
Dont know if my new job will include me one
Dont even know if they will keep the position for me lol
Have to take extra care of myself liao :(
Hope I wont get thinner :(
I want to be fatter, any suggestions lol
And imma get many many supplement
Everything that can keep me away from cold

A MI TUO FUO

JX the stupid girl

没错
我是笨蛋
我是生活白痴
有人很诚恳对我说过
”谢谢你被我骗“
也有人告诉我
“你什么都不知道
真的很值得被骗”

我是笨蛋
所以我也有笨蛋的性格
就是笨不死
世界就是公平的
:)

dislike dislike

starting to dislike someone
DISLIKE YOU
DISLIKE YOU

arghhhh
screw this
fine
again
this gonna be my next challenge
so what
i love challenges hah

The Empire State

NYC

LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem ft. Lauren Bennett, GoonRock

jik nen loh
somehow this song suits your current state of mind
everyday high one recently lol

惜富

常常
人总是生在富中不知富
总在看自己没有什么
忘了看自己现在有什么

得知了一个朋友从小面临的烦恼
觉得他很坚强
真的不是非一般的强

我也知道
成长环境朔造一个人的个性
要真正了解一个人
就了解他的小时候
才能了解他的处事之道

而我
除了个不喜欢我的姐姐
基本上
我的生活是很安乐的

其实很幸福了
妈妈爱我
爸爸爱我
哥哥爱我
无论发生什么时
世界上至少三个人会挺我
还有什么好奢求的

So.....

I
Back to the original weight when I first came US
Khye Sien pig
Go patto and break up
Then you'll become slim
Worth a try yo for a lazy pig like you LOL

Thanks thanks for those who concern about meeee
Arigatoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I scared i left out some name
So i rather don't mention any at all
Its because of all of you
My life is slowly getting back to track
Actually its faster than I thought lol

Guess its Sagittarian's nature
Or its Jia Xuan's hardly-be-beaten characteristic

Many friends are coming over
More things will get my attention
For now
Study and
Find work
:)

Love from Singapore

Sometimes
must jot down
名句精华
Some incerpt that made me feel loved & important
From my lovely, special Singaporean friend, Hui Yi
Someone that dont use facebook and msn LOL
Someone that knows me well even tough I didn't get to spend much time with her
Someone that love Chinese although Chinese not very good LOL -- its a good spirit

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
really wish I can fly over and give u a shoulder and ear
I know that 你不是一个不讲道理的人 so he's at least partly responsible for 现在的下场
Yr such a kind-hearted, warm and giving person tt I think its 真的很可惜 tt something like this happen when I can tell that u really did ur best to sustain this rship, 为他付出了呢么多还帮他说好话.
(Actually fyi, I didn't do that for him, I do this for myself... Hating someone is too much suffering, I'm just being wise haha..Plus, frankly he shouldn't take all the blame lol)
Ur too precious a gf to waste on being with someone who isn't interested to be with u:)
email is hard to communicate care but I hope u can feel tt Im supporting u 100%
U take as much time as u need to recover. Anytime u need to talk to me, 我热烈欢迎

And the funny words from her LOL
我的灵魂会在你身边 -- My spirit will be with you
除恋情 -- 初恋
直燃 -- 自然
险情 -- 闲情


LOVE YOU HUI YI

了结

第一第二天
发现原来哭是可以整天彻夜的
第三第四天
好累了
也或许
朋友的陪伴减少了胡思乱想
强迫把痛苦收起来
第五天
写了封信给你
觉得自己做的都好对
第七八天？
好想好想你
好矛盾
决定是不是太快了
甚至想象我们会和好

今天
泪干了
关心我的朋友放心吧
我写出这篇
就代表我愿意踏出来了
听说初恋最难忘
我会
我要
我也能走出来的
也许会需要不短的时间

也许是我的第一次
爱到措手不及
也许是大家太年轻
爱的比较肤浅
也许是你的感情历史
让你对感情没信心
没关系

我们在一起的日子
你让我觉得
我是最美丽的
你曾经对我很好
让我很开心
也让我尝过爱的好
谢谢你

无论你会不会看到
那天骂你的短讯
根本没想要发送的
是我不小心按的
只是不知如何解释
所以也不解释了
不好意思

你恢复你的自由身
我也一样
:)

Food hunt

Rochester - dim sum
7 /3 /11
1040 Departed

1135 Arrived
Nice layout


The food is definitely better than here
Still, no way near hometown's

Subhanallah

When I use this as my facebook profile picture



An Indian with no mutual friends sent me the following message



With that picture
Thats why it made my day hahahaha
Goh Shu Yuan please don't say that's why he thought i'm pretty
You don't ruin my good mood please lol

Oh
The word Subhanallah means Godlike
How can i not happy looking at this message haha
I can only say
Sharp eyes, not blinded with make up beauty people still exist in the world
LOL

July july

Officially done with college classes
Job hunt mode is being activated
At least for the next 6 months
When others preparing for grads school or CFA
I choose CMA
I wanna be different haha

Few days ago
Got to know that my tail bone got tilted
Its tilted!!
Meanss....
No more relax boss style sitting position
I can only sit super straight with buttock real up :(
Sighs
Correct position is very important, people
You don't want to end up like me
Regretting of not listening to mama's golden words :(

很屌唷

那个碟
刚看到时
小小圆嘟嘟的
敲到它时还会发出很可爱的声音
很讨人喜欢
再看一看
又那么好卖
它应该是一个不错的碟

买了它以后
在和我独处时
它会发闷气
尝试要了解它多一点
它就躲起来
很奇怪
别人来探望我家时
它又自动发出“tia tia tia”
听到谁都想疼它护它
人走了
它又沉默了

再经过几次类似的经验
才发现
这个碟真的是稀类
没买它用它吃它的人都会被骗
因为别人在
它才会发出"tia tia tia"
相当讨喜
没人在
它就会很落寞
好
就当作是孤独的碟吧

再多几次
发现到它会选人
那些会xiok它的
会被它骗的
它才会撒娇
原来
它是个厉害的碟

Wisconsin the dairy state

Reason to there?
Midwest game
Mathces between Malaysian college students in the States
When we first arrived the field
All we saw is MALAYS
Yes!! A sea of Malays
For one moment, I forgot that we're in the states

Visited the capital of Madison

There's a statue standing on the very top
Surrounding the capital were stalls that sells flowers, food
Is like Malaysia's wet market for me

Zoo is our next destination
Its free admission which is run by the local community

For a person like me who doesn't really like animals
This is the most attractive animal for me
Polar bear
According to the side board that seek donation
It feeds on food that cost $235 daily
At first we were shocked
Further down lion's food cost about $232
Then we saw giraffe food's cost $237
That's when we started to doubt the credibility haha
Just the grass cost that much?
Oh well may be I don't know

The next day we had the first official karaoke after 1 year in the US
But as the place only has 2 karaoke rooms
We have to squeeze with some other Malaysians in the same room
Still I enjoyed :)
And the food price is nice and reasonable

Overall
It was a fun trip :)

Niagara Falls

它
真的很美
词穷的我
只能很简单的形容
在那边就好像在另个世界
很纯洁的。。只有水，风和树
很漂亮的。。瀑布水滚阿滚
很自在的。。大风吹呀吹
很飘逸的。。头发飘啊飘
去一次就好像年轻几岁

两对情侣一天内去了两次
那么巧都是姐弟
说起来
真佩服他们
暑假相识到想恋不到三个月
男的就回美国读书
女的继续做工
维持到现在
和他们相处感觉就是成熟稳重

早上去看Aquarium和Fall
真的好开心
全身好像被充电般

晚上
看烟花去
夜晚的fall
有点不一样
那个水更加凶
好像暗里藏刀般

尼加拉
下次再见 :)

open your eyes

guys out there
think she's innocent?
please think again
she might eat you up anytime
seriously

i'm not surprise your one of her prey
because she is a hungry wolf

for guys friends that i don't care that were attracted by her
I don't care
for guy friends that i care
sighss
why why why
but i won't blame you
because she's too skillful for you to realize that your just another toy of her
being fooled
i just hope that you realize this asap
take this as experience and don't fall for this next time!!

Pretty pretty bride

Seems like marriage become the trend of 2011
Its like every other month or even week you get to hear another couple getting married
Especially among the taiwanese celebrities
And then the Royal wedding
Guess this year is a good year for wedding?
Or because last year was Tiger year where Chinese believe its not a good year to marry
And so the following year everybody gets married
Or they wanna get marry before 2012 ;p
Oh well
I don't really think about all these as i still believe i'm too young to get marry lol
Until all these photos came up
The beautiful bride in beautiful gown
Undeniable
It made me to start wondering
What is my ideal wedding
Western style or Eastern style
What kind of gown
Kinda like Western style but I'm not a Christian lol
Oh well
I'm saying like I'm marrying my own
Deciding my own wedding lol
Okay, i'm not saying i want to marry now
Still, I believe 28 or 29 is the age to get marry
Of course if there's a stable relationship by that time
Just that i started to imagine myself in the gown
Being one day spot light
So happy leh lol

姐弟恋

在自己进入这段感情前
和大多女生一样
渴望个比较大的男生
好像比较有所谓的安全感
还记得看着哥哥姐姐都是男方大一岁
我还放话要一个大我十岁的男生
感觉姐弟恋这东西应该比较难发生

或许
四周围的朋友大多数都小过我
不小心就踏入姐弟恋

当然有朋友说爱情不分年龄
更有朋友坦白问：你是哪根神经插错
要不然就大声说：我是不可能找一个小过我的男朋友，小过我的幼稚，还要照顾他，才不要
听到这些话，对不起我在心里暗笑
越不可能就越可能

而且不见的大过就比较成熟
小过就比较幼稚
还是他们误把好玩当成了幼稚

还有个男生朋友
还记得他告诉我
他喜欢大过他的女生
比较成熟
还喜欢嫌这个女孩这个那个
结果
现在的女朋友小过他不止
样子也不怎么特出

曾经池先生和我说过
和大自己的女生交往比较好
女生比较长命
男生比较年轻的话
可以照顾女生比较久咯
这话他说的正经八百
可我就感到那一丝丝的甜
这个池先生
道理他最多

我只想说
爱情
别人说的话
听听就好
你们自己来决定
也不要教别人做决定
就算是错的
他们也学到东西

当秋天遇上秋天

听着Lara的
当秋天遇上秋天
有所感触
好多情侣都败给了是珍惜
就老爱嫌对方的不足

嫌太黏
嫌太烦
但若我对你不在有依赖
我的自在 你还爱不爱
相反的
若你对我不在有依赖
你的自在 我还爱不爱

就是这个依赖
把两个灵魂接在一起
但这个黏能不能持久
就要看它怎么黏
有没有角对角
时间有没有对到
够不够地方黏

爱情没有对与错
看有没有对到时间，地利，人和

Cheers

Well just a random update
I'm good, as usual :)
Daddy mummy in great health
Brother's thesis has been receiving positive responses
Sister happy preparing for wedding
And I..
I'm graduating soon
I get satisfactory grades
Healthy
Happy with current relationship
Upon seeing couple friends broke up due to long distance
We've promised each other to be happy for the moment :)
Everything is perfect really
The only thing i'm worrying about is JOB
Oh well, not to say worry
Seriously, i don't held high expectation getting a job here
Since it is really not that easy
But will just try
Like the old saying goes a.k.a mom's favorite quote
"No venture no gain"
Final's coming
Holidays is coming
Cheers :)

Knock you down

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/keri-hilson-lyrics/knock-you-down-lyrics.html )
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah



Favourite song of the month lol
Keri Hilson is so so PRETTY and SEXY
My new idol lol
Smtms love comes around
They knock you down
Just get back up
When they knock you down knock you down :)

犯兼

选择反向的路本来就不易
勇气有时躲起来
软弱有时跳出来

不知是犯贱还是下贱
偏偏我就喜欢选这些路走

中六
很多人：“别选中六拉
很难读的”
酱能知道自己的能力嘛
就这样上了中六

Further Maths
老师：“Further Maths 很多学长拿了都后悔
很难的，除非有一定的水准，不然会拖累你们其他的科目
你们自己好好想想“
照拿
结果成绩真的被拖累

外国深造
有些人：去外国作摸，要离开家酱远，你又拿到本地大学First choice，作摸要去外国？“
我喜欢
一个人就这样打包飞来美国

拿Further Maths时
也不小心启动了偏头痛
去了外国
遇到了五颜六色的问题
有时真的好累
当下真的觉得我好犯贱
为什么选这些路

不过
还是有不过
虽然Further Maths 死鬼酱难
但做Additional Maths 时好像喝水一样
当有人投诉Add Maths难
我心想你没看到更难的
那时就深深的感应到一山还比一山高的道理
也就这样永远觉得自己懂的还很少

虽然去外国问题多多
什么问题
也不多说了
但学到了独立解决
学会了忍让
学会了当客人就要做客人做的东西

也许我真的反贱
就是那么爱走反向路线
但我学的很多
不后悔我读中六，拿高级数学，更不后悔来外国

也许勇气只是暂时躲起来

who?

this is seginaaaa
segina don't like to take picture
take picture with him looking into camera is like taking his life away

Not fancy at all

Blue collar work isn't fun at all!!!
No no no
Do your best to not becoming a blue collar employer
As a poor international student
I've got some experiences on these jobs
Like now
I'm working at the school dining hall
Yesterday was my first day of work
I was distributed to the dish section
Yeww, the room was all a mess
The smell and everything
Needs to carry damn heavy piles of plates, bowls, cup and glasses
And they are all super hot after going through the machine
Now both my hands cramped lol
Oh well
Will take this as an exercise
Since I've been hibernating through the winter lol
Time to build up some muscle
No its time to throw away some fat lol

Oh one good thing after work is
Damn, imma spend wisely
I mean real wise lol
No more fancy expensive restaurant every weekend

遇到(Yu Dao)

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用爱会掌握了知道竟是
我们相隔着一个街角
沉默久了我还是可以感到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀愿让我靠

somehow somehow this is what i feel at the moment
segina

有个gina

Si gina
你不给我承诺
一点点都不给
因为你说承诺是拿来break的

我要东你就给我西
说不能太宠
因为你说太宠会变成习惯

你不说甜言蜜语
也叫我不要问
因为你说要自然而然说的那种

Si gina
你看到也好
没看到也好
看到假装看不到也好

我不需要你的承诺了
只想你现在多宠我几下
我的要求也不是很过分嘛

Luv mummmmy

脾气不好时
周围的人是感受到的
真不好意思
跟三个人沟通
三个人都知道我心情不好
真不好意识
老妈
又特地打来问我好不好
我只是太累了
不好意思
以后我不会再太last minute来搞垮自己了
我的妈妈是世界上最最关心我的人
我爱我的老妈 :)

Goodnight Goodnight

hit on this song accidentally
this song is a confession of a cheated man

I'm sorry that i cannot carry the weight of the heavy world

V for Valentine

You: " Are these your valentines gifts?"
Me: " If you say they are, they are. If you say they aren't, they aren't."
You: " Means yours one lo"
Me: " If you say they are, they are. If you say they aren't, they aren't."

*Wink wink*

女生

我是女生
笨蛋的女生

黑暗的人

好男人我不会看
坏男人我更不会看
不过有种臭男人我才看到

就是那种
表里不一
名不副实
徒有虚名
的伪君子

很会计划
很会打算盘
很会乘虚而入
的臭小子

人人常拿帅和花成对比
其实要注意的是那些
不帅却又常说自己专情的人
要是将金城武的面具戴上去
这些人就会偷吃到乱
就因为妈妈没给他一张俊俏的脸蛋
他们只能扮绅士扮专一乱枪打鸟
千万不要因为他不帅就觉得安全
他只要有钱有地位
肯定到处粘花

当然帅就有成本花
花到最后谁是输家留给大家自己想吧
妻儿离散
孤独中老
臭名远扬
钱财损失
染性病
老了后悔
好像一定会中其中一样

女子要是那么不好彩找到个花的伴侣
也不要太难过
鼓起勇气离开他
重新生活
爱自己的女人
才会得到别人的爱
没有一个人是值得你的全心全意
留下个十，二十巴仙来爱自己吧

年年年

新的一年又到了
这个新年
不敢开新年歌
不去倒数新年的到来
不买新衣
不想
新年会做的东西都不去想
越平淡就越不思亲
不过于思亲就不会emo
所以
平平淡淡就好啦

大家
新年快乐~~！！！

小人

老哥曾对我说
不要那么容易相信人
你不会害人
不代表别人不会害你
提防人心一定要

长大后
总觉得中六
是我最单纯最简单的人生
朋友都很单纯
老师也很好
除了可以压死人的功课外
没什么好投诉

很想住在一个简简单单
哪里的人都单单纯纯
没有宫心计的八点档
不用担心半夜有人捅你一刀

看人
曾以为很会
但是我想我不会

因为遇到有心计的人
我肯定输
输的撤撤底底

所以我要远离有心计的人

新的一年里
没有小人
只有贵人

The transition

The next day after the previous post
I just found out that I was wrong
I ain't that loser
Haha

Had a great holidays with friends
19th Dec
Arrived Orlando
20th Dec
Universal Studio
Oh my gosh
The roller coaster nearly made me heart attack lolz
Scarrrry mannnn
I can't take those roller coaster anymore
No no
I'm not young now
I love the Harry Potter castle
So so so funnnnnn
OH dear
I won't forget the Harry Potter ride
It was so realllll

21st Dec
The best birthday I ever had
It's disneyland!
Magic kingdom
My dream place
Friends (Samantha and Bryan)that I merely know gave me presents
Shang Jie gave me earrings
2 to 3 strangers wished me happy birthday
And said I looked special that day
And anddddd
Magic kingdom
And and
The fireworksssssssssssssssssss
Oh dear....
What a lovely birthday that I can ever dream offffff

22th Dec to 26th Dec
Miami
Been a very bad girl
Spend lots of money on food
Get super drunk on Xmas eve
God
Luckily nothing much happened on me
Always that self controlling hahaha

27th Dec to 29th Dec
Flight got canceled the first time due to snow storm
Again, we're too lucky to have Denny's brother staying there
Sooo, another 2 extra holidays at Orlando
Yes I love this because I don't have to suffer the cold weather in Buffalo

30th Dec to 16th Jan
Stayed at Shawn's house
We were like super noisy and happy everyday
Lolz

Anywaysss
From today onwards,
Me gonna become nerdddd
Yes I can

School againnnnnn

1st day of school
Not good not good
Scaryy men
All the balance sheet income statement bla bla
Things i've studied before was forgotten
Things i've never come across before
Citi call, citi put were being taught
3 classes today
2 classes finished 2 chapters
Another 1 and a half
Crazy mennn.....
I think I'm taking all the hardest finance moduleeee
Which I choose myself
Well well just gonna see how strong is my stamina