Thursday, August 14, 2008

Great time

Yesterday night was special for me, or i can say, for us .. haha. Took delicious dinner, then went library for revision and exercises... Then... Before going back to each of us' room, we chatted till deep night.. Special feeling. So warm..

Friends are really important to me. Thanks to all of u who be with me everytime.. Listen to my 'sha sha' story.. This is why i feel that special... I really seldom speak out my feeling and my stories. But maybe was the warm surrounding made me changed.

Just... nothing special to say. But have to remember this special night... Haha.

Looking forward to tonight. Steamboat night.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Bad habit

Yesterday night was our very first test in university. It was Calculus. Haha. And now .... my bad habit appears again .....

This bad habit is commonly known as 'LAZY'. However, I also call it as 'not self-desciplined'.
Since the semester started, I never complete the exercises either in books or given extra by lecturers. This bad habit used to trouble me so much before - during my secondary school time. But I wonder ........ Did I ever really tried hard to overcome it ? Why is the problem still attached ??

Now, again, I see the impact. This is not the first time. CARELESS during test, FORGETTING those formulae and methods..... What to do? These are all because of the bad habit in me!

Should be learning a lesson now. Come on, let's face and beat the bad habit !!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Helpful Friends & Senior

To suit ourselves in a totally new surrounding, friends are very very important. And so luckily, I have a group of very very good coursemates. Our course is actually a quite new one, we are only the 4th batch. This is why there are only 30 something students in my class ...... wiiith only 8 chinese including myself.

In the biginning, the 8 of us are so - - *erm, should i use the word "weird"?? Girls don't know those guys' names (not even one after 2 - 3 weeks!!), and for sure, they also don't know our names. However, close relationship is built among we girls. Haha. And then since these few days, challenges come...... work loads, activities start... A stupid performance is 'thrown' to us. We have to prepare it. And starting from the discussing day, we just knew each other's names well. ~Haha. Then only we realised that, all of us can be so close and fun when being together....

Apart from activities, we started to have assignment. Big problem -- the first assignment was C programming one. my goodness. We never understand the lectures. You can imagine how blur we were. However during this hard time, our angel appeared.... hahaha. She is our senior, Ah Kong. So SO so So grateful to her!!!! She is really expert in programming. With her free 'lectures', we finally start to understand what the thing is about. Thank you ar ...... kind senior .... hahahaha .... so nice to know you leh ...

Well now the teacher is coming (again, it's C programming period now~). Stop here ba.. *cheers*
Hope that my laptop will be with me soon, so that can use chinese sometimes... Oh ya, my laptop is a snow white DELL !! ^^ And now it is with dad. Hope he will take good care of it la. Hehe.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

New place

Seems that my little blog is not promoted enough. Haha. But nevermind la, this is just a place for me to note down feelings, since I'm getting more and more lazy to write by pen^^ So... It is a period for C Programming now (well, that's true, I'm not listening to the lecturer but just blogging here~). Don't blame me for being rude, this computer language is getting us crazy.

Hmm. Long time never use english dy. So bad the computers in university don't have chinese.


Phew! This 2 weeks is a great starting of change in my life, the surrounding, the lifestyle, the way of study, the people I meet, the activities I join.....

For the first week in UTM, it was orientation week. As the name orientation means, we take our time suiting ourselves into this new family. Guiding by those kind helpful orientation-week agents, we manage to adapt quite well. It was a reall' hectic week, rushing for activities, talks, games, and I think this has its important purpose - so that all of us wouldn't keep missing home.

After that, kuliah started.... So excited to receive new knowledge on maths~ ^-^ However it's not as fun as I thought. Until now, Statistic still pulls me to zzz. Calculus is still discussing bout limit here limit there.. Intermediate maths pula, don't know why I'll just open my mouth everytime the lecturer start teaching. U think I'm bad? ... Well I really try my best to overcome and it does improve. Haha. Other than those 3 maths subj, we have a C programming, and another one is stupid TITAS. Don't want to say so much bout this two. However what makes me feel better is that I'm interested in most subjects. So, I'll keep on striving for first class result, probably 4.00 for all (haha!), but except TITAS.

So... for a person like me, it is never only study in my daily life. Until now, the only 'thing' that i enter as a registered member is AIESEC. Heard it before? It's an international student association involving more than 110 countries (they said la). This is a good platform for me to practise speaking. Haha.


Apart from that english one, I'm also waiting for those underground chinese society activities to start. But really have to choose properly... Or too much activities will make myself no time to 'publish' thoughts ~ how to say leh ? Haha.

Nearly forget bout one more thing. I join japanese class!!! So excited. Hope that it will be easier for me to understand those songs' meaning without needing translated lyrics. However this will be quite a hard learning route.


Well I think the post this time is quite long.. so stop for now la~ *cheers* Hahaha~

Monday, July 14, 2008

a corner of library

It's so boring right now ... Our TITAS (Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia) lecturer was lazy. He skipped class last week so we thought he will start teaching today. BUT ~ a 2-hours kuliah became an 1-hour talk about "a life as lecturer". Before this I always thought that university lecturers and professors would probably more reaponsible than secondary school teachers but seems like i was so wrong.

Wishing for another great and contented mathematics lectures!!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

lovely home

虽然在大学只过了短短的两个星期,但对于第一次离家的我来说真的非常难熬。所以趁着星期五的课被取消,顾不得自己一个人时的安全问题,以最快速度收拾好行李,准备回家噜!哈哈,真是幸运大学只在离家三个小时的距离。

越来越接近…熟悉的景色…好舒服好舒服好舒服……!!!!

有嘴巴不怕迷路,就这样一个人傻傻……回到了亲爱的家。

妈妈高兴得嘴巴都关不上了,大眼睛变成小眼睛。弟弟竟然接手我的工作,煮了几天的饭!哇我少了些口福~

从来没那么深的体会,原来家里的冲凉房那么舒服。床和枕头的味道多么熟悉…亲爱的钢琴又感受到我的心情了。爸妈的唠叨怎么突然那么好听了?哈哈

妈妈偷懒了好久,我终于偿到她的功夫。她刚学的烤鸡真是一流啊!!没想到我这回出门读书会令她再次提起下厨的劲,所以……嘻嘻嘻嘻……下次回来时一定要记得booking菜单。muakz~送给你啦,妈妈!

老爸还是老样子,工作累坏他了……他那么照顾我们的健康,却有没有好好照顾自己的健康呢?
突然感慨…爸还有几年就要退休了,我却什么成就也还没有。等我吧,一定会让爸妈过得很好很好,很幸福很幸福。

星期日越来越靠近,晚上就要回到大学了……我的家,要好好保护爸妈弟妹哦……

Saturday, July 12, 2008

The very BEGINning ...

终于开始了我的blog。选择在这个时候开始,纯粹是因为“那”复杂的心情“又”无声息地包围我四周,到发现时已经无法自拔咯!

这种时候会有两种截然不同的影响。
第一:手指头的灵活在键盘上源源不绝;
第二:想把心揪出来,看看它碎成什么样子,再决定下一步。
偏偏这时候表达能力跌到负极…………
都说了是复杂的感觉,所以不会表达,读者(有吗?^^)对不起了…
表达不出那“复杂的心情”很辛苦。
所以?
先逼自己写出些乱糟糟的东西
然后睡觉。
这样会舒服点… 因为当文字从手指头流出来时,心里复杂的线也渐渐会散开…

不明白我在写什么?抱歉…我不知该从哪里开始说,也不知该怎么说。只可以保证,短期内不会有下次了。
晚安 =)