Wednesday, March 24, 2010
hmm.. most likely no one will see this...i juz need somewhere to speak out loud.
perhaps, cooling down is the best for us.
i don hope for anything much,
and i don know when will you get back.
but for wad i noe, i will make myself a better person.
a much much better person.
i wont be spammin u email
i will juz send occasional emails to update u on how i am doin.
i dono wad this will lead to.... i really hope its something good. bless us.
nobody is perfect.
i am not nobody. i am myself.
we all make choices. this is my choice, my decision.
since i made it, i am ready to bear the consequences.
to me. future is everything. and my future has u in it.
i am workin hard for the sake of us.
warm droplets streaming down my cheeks.
sad, but i cant point out why.
the simple thought of breaking off all connections.
that sounds so familiar. just 2 years ago. u told me the same thing.
but i got a feeling, this time, its different.
the first night.

3:35:00 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
我要的,就是那简单的东西。
I don't know if you felt it,or is it just becos of my over sensitivity,i just feel left out.p.s: i know i'm selfish feeling this way, perhaps is juz oversensitive. especially during this period when i'm home plain mugging, the lonliness feeling gets stronger.i know during ur lesson u can't sms me...i'm juz so so sorry for being so selfish...

10:02:00 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009
just 3 more days left...i will do my best to make it as wonderful as possible...after ur school starts.........i ain't hoping for more,i ain't expecting for anything much..the only thing i want is.just let things remain the way it is now...not improving...just as long we will not drift apart at all..p.s: my wish....

11:40:00 PM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
i had a wonderful wonderful weekend.
the first national day parade with you on the floating platform was excellent.
the fireworks =)
awaiting for future parades and the day i see you on the screen,
leading the bunch of BB boys =)
and i will be there sitting straight, proud of u =P
pics to be uploaded next time ^^
muahs..
p.s: excellent fireworks, if only no one was around...
to give you a kiss under fireworks, i wonder how romantic that would be =)

9:53:00 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
girl, when will you ever learn..quit having wild wishes that may not come true..it will just make you sad.the more failed attempts...the confidence just falls..

10:38:00 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
i need a breather.........
things just aren't the same anymore...
another one of those terrible hard to pass night..

8:59:00 AM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
So this is the thing thats been keeping me so happy for the last weekend of my holiday:
YEA IS A WII!~~ =D
A gift from my laogong to me hahahahas!
well, bros chipped in a little! =D
only 1 word can describe how i'm feeling: ESTATIC! =D
ahahahahahahah
I'M SO AWESOMELY AWESOMELY HAPPY!
INFINITE HUGS TO MY HUBBY KIAN =))))))
MUAHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
wahahahahaa.. tennis pro soon!
p.s: muahsss baobeii!!! =DDDD love u unlimited! HEHE! =DDD

9:40:00 PM