Thursday, October 12, 2006
Heres the song that's playing in the background as requested by lynn :D You owe me!
Our Farewell
In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are
Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.
Matt was lost in shadow 7:39 AM
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Whoa, getting alot lazier to blog recently. Wonder when will my busy schedule permit me to do some of the things i havent done since before working at JL. Maple, towning, shopping etc.
Changed a new hair color! Its blue with pink highlights now! Spent $179 on it though. Wallet hurts :p Bleached and colored and highlighted. Really like it though dad was giving me the 'ZOMGWTFUNUTS?!!!!' look.
Went night safari the other day with Char, Crystal, Ziquan, Sebas and Hao Yih! Seb still thinks i hacked his maple acc though i didnt. Used to these kinda stuff so wont say nothing. We were at the safari and there was this HUGE bat! When it flew over us we could feel the wind as if a fan was blowing at us! Then took the tram ride, it was sooooo cool! Thanks Char for lending me the 20 bucks, really couldnt find an ATM machine ><
Shall blog again soon, too busy to remember. Its always wake up, go out, come back tired as hell, sleep. ><
Matt was lost in shadow 6:50 AM
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OMG. Didnt remember to blog for the past few days. Forgetful! ><
Got wasted the past few days. Weed and alcohol make me look stupid. Went drinking with Kar Yuen, Zariel and Faiz. Was so fun! Haha... Kar Yuen you owe me 21 glasses! :p
Found my love for Guitarfreaks again. Kept playing it these few days! So fun! My skills deproved alot for some songs yet some songs i could play better. Wonder why...
Went for prata with Joel and Charlene. So fun watching football. England and macedonia's match ended with a tie. Haha...
Kinda miss work. Cant see my workmates so often anymore ):
Really tired now, shall blog more later.
Matt was lost in shadow 3:05 AM
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
Whoa. Slept sooooo long. Had a great day, went to practise with bandmates and then went out with char and crystal to JL to return nametag etc. Then went tpy with them. We went to take the mooncake but we got lost in the lift! Was so funny lol. After that went dinner with them and then char went off to find her bf and i waited with crystal for meng kang to come. After that went back to bugis to practise again. Went back to dbg at 10pm to wait for zi quan and then took mrt to amk to meet char.
Bought a 750ml Absolut and was drinking with them below char's block. Was kinda drunk and zi quan brought me to the cab and i went home where i ko'd right after a phone call with jas. Its a wonder that i didnt get a hangover.
Miracle happen please?
Matt was lost in shadow 11:10 AM
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Gig @ Icy on the 07th. Its a saturday! Going with my new band 'Imitate' performing a few songs! BUT, big problem. I have never performed a blues song before! Hope i can do it. Off to practise now....
Matt was lost in shadow 2:20 PM
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Woke up at 2pm. Went to take a shower and then left for work without styling my hair. Geez, it sucks without styling but whatever. Was early for the first time in my life at work but sadly its the last day. No fun anymore ><"
Work was okay, slacked alot in the nursery room. Was chatting on the phone for like two hours. Talked to kenny about maple stuff and i decided to make a new low dex sin. Work was okay, but something scary happened. THE FLOOR CRACKED AND POPPED OUT ZOMG. I WAS LIKE OMGWTFBBQ FLOOR ZOMGZOMGZOMG!!! Well after woro we went to chomp chomp! FOOOOOOD!! Took mrt to amk with friends and we took a cab to serangoon. Ordered loads of yummy food! Was so full. Then went to 7-Eleven and bought Hoegaaden beer and some seaweed. Was really good :D After that me, Zi Quan, seb and char took a bus back to amk and i sent char back home and took a cab back home.
Nice day excluding the fact that you're not with me. I miss you.
Matt was lost in shadow 1:14 AM
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
geez, i missed work today. Overslept by a looooong time. 2 hours late omg. Well imma go take an mc so i wont get in trouble. ((:
Today was kinda dull. Woke up and went to see my family doc to get something for my sore throat and get an mc :D Then i went to JL to give my mc to HR Dept. Saw Zi Quan and we went down and chatted. Too bad Charlene left, i wanted to say hi :(
After work Zi QUan, Brandon and I went to take a bus home. We went to Grassroots Club to play the lame arcade. Boring games really. Then we shared a cab back home. :D
We were supposed to meet up for a drink but my dad didnt allow me to go. Sorry guys!
I miss you.
Matt was lost in shadow 2:34 PM
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She left. in the end we decided on not having a long distant relationship and so we broke up BUT we're gonna stay best friends.
Not so sad eh? Before she left me i gave her a pendant i bought and told her to remember me. I'll go visit her when i can. I promise myself^^
Today was great! Didn't go to work cause i had a gig at cine! Got paid 500 bucks for it haha. Went to dye my hair in the morning! Its dirty brown now. Kinda like it alot heh. Was so cheap, only 66 dollars! OMG! Then played guitarfreaks in the arcade with my two old friends char and joel. Welcome back to singapore you two! Hope you enjoyed yourself in hk! CHAR ISH BAD! SHE DIDNT BUY MASTERPIECE SILVER FOR ME! SAD! After that i went to cine to join my workmates charlene crystal and wee hong for lunch at kfc. Then i walked them back to speciallists' center and then rushed to cine for my gig.
We jammed (In Order) :
Sadistic Desire by X-Japan
Ready Steady Go by L'Arc~en~Ciel
Obscure by Dir en grey
Endless Rain by X-Japan
Our Farewell by Within Temptation
Was so fun! Sad thing is my fingers hurt like hell after the gig. So many people videoing our band today. What an honor! When i went off stage, a group of gals came to me and my friend and asked our numbers. Was kinda suprised though but i gave it to em. We then went to pastamania to celebrate. I was the only one not eating :p
After the gig i went to catch a movie with Charlene, Crystal, Meng Kang, Zi Quan and his GF. We watched 'John Tucker Must Die'. Was so damm funny! We were laughing throughout the movie! After that we went our seperate ways. I went back with charlene and i waited for her under her block and we went to K Box for karaoke :p WAS SO FUN OMG! Char has a great voice, no kidding. *Jealous*
After the KTV session Zi Quan was so nice came to pick us up and we went to char's void deck and chilled out for abit. Zi Quan sent me home, SO NICE! Haha. I realised that MPVs are really VERY comfortable.
Anyways, Char thanks loads and loads and loads! You really made my day! Was really depressed but really thanks for hanging out with me, really cheered me up! :p U ROX MY SOX!
So now... Single and available again... I wonder who's gonna be my next... *bangs head on wall* OMG ITS HARD FINDING A GOOD NICE DECENT CARING GAL. I SWEAR I MISS YOU KARYN! SOB~
Matt was lost in shadow 3:29 AM
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