anyways, what really ticked me off was the fact that today, an insect flew into our room and it landed on her which she jumped and then the insect flew onto the chair, guess what she did, she threw the chair to the middle of the room and after i said don't blow it to my side, she did just that and did not bother to clean it up with a paper or whatsoever, that's when ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and i could practically feel my blood boiling and well, i yelled at her and stomped out of the room..... and after cooling down, besides hanging up my clothes, i came back and guess what, she took my advice and cleaned up the insect with a paper...only problem is it's my paper and it's a piece of paper which i had been keeping for a while and i had no idea why she can't use any of her papers...that's when i really feel like stabbing her eyes out but i did not and i had to leave the room again to calm down.....and the paper is already in the dustbin and i can't take it up again...expecially after it has the insect's insides on it....

p/s:sometimes, i wonder if some ppl are just born retarded or they just enjoy doing retarded things?

anyways, a secret msg to M INSECT, i told u the story bout ur small bird cheating on u for ur own good, get out of the relationship with at least a little dignity left in u...u would rather trust the player rather then me, but then again, ur a M insect who likes to suck blood, i would not blame u since u do not have any brain in that little head of urs...do u know what kind of trouble u brought to us?thanks a lot...and if u wanna come confront me, u know my number and where i stay, if u want, do bring ur small bird along....

relationship rules are so complicated

over the period of 2 years, even when A promised to meet at like certain time at a certain place, it's either that he don't show or that he has excuses....i'm not saying that his excuses are not valid but for a certain reason, he find me waiting for him much more fun then giving me a eff-ing call to tell me that he can't make it...well, as the years have taught me well, i did finally give up waiting for him and whenever he said that we're going to a so and so place, i would just end up listening and den will only head on down only if he's already waiting for me downstairs...anyways, since i'm like so moody today and i thought i might go and have a walk outside and since he said that he wanna meet up, i thought ok den...maybe we should...

stupidly, i went down with my laptop and my books as i was about to head to the common room WHERE WE WERE SUPPOSE TO MEET UP with my bag on my back...my burning back with my skin almost peeling off from the frigging sunburn... only to find out that he's still busy doing "something" and i just got so fed up and as i'm so polite as not to yell over the phone, i just stomp back up my room and called to tell him, if he wanna meet den he should just come, if not den...i don't know, i would never believe a word he say....EVER AGAIN!!!!

p/s: sometimes, ppl put up with u because they want to but when u cross the limit, to hell with u!!!