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Monday, February 28, 2005 @ 11:46 PM
frenz foreva.

graeme.

2years of friendship may sound short,but how about 730 days? or 17520 hours? it's been a memorable 2years for me,and i hope it's been the same for u. u've changed alot.well,other than the mushroom hairstyle,i must say ya attitude has changed too.a more lively,joyful and playful if i must add,one.your infectious laughter is one of a kind,many will agree.u may not be THE clown of the class,but hey,you've always been a clown to me.the chats we had,the laughs we shared,the suffering we beard(ok,u beared).all of this will not be a distant memory,but a memory which will remain a small distance from my heart.i wished we could carry on laughing,carry on chatting about our everyday lives,but all things will hav to come to an end eventually.

i've dedicated this entire entry to u,so tt in future when i read it again,i remember nothing.

nothing else but u.

my fren.



@ 11:15 PM
finally,it's over. [part2]

well,deren and co. were heading for sushi and kbox.noticing that i was felt lighter[due to weight loss of wallet],i declined the offer to join 'em.i was pretty aimless for a while when i rmb someone.96521790.he had headed for home w/o the company of his gals..i mean classmates,thus the surprised look on my face.so i offered to join him and he patiently waited for my arrival.at first we were supposed to head for taneh merah,but change of plans and it was KfC instead.woohoo!..heaven is wat i feel..but we made a detour to Tj to use their toilet.it was then i realised that ozy had some toilet humour i've never noticed.i mean,he was ranting abt the greatness of the toilet and i was lyk 'ok already,u tok lyk u'd love to live in it.' anyway,we met his Ogl along the way.sorry,i mean darn pretty Ogl along the way.daphne ryt?wah,got life kinda gal.[curious,is dahpne pronounced as deaf-knee?]

so off we headed for our beloved,or should i say,my beloved kfc.along the way we cracked jokes and i found out tt we had this telepathy goin on.i mean,we shared similar thoughts and it can be rather frightening.anyway,at kfc,we met caroline and co.by chance of cos.we had a rather quite meal [well,did ya mama ever tell u not to tok with ya mouth full?and it so happened that our mouths were constantly full]. we took off with our sundaes after the boring meal.at 4 o'clock,the clouds were abit too cloudy.the dark skies made us step up the pace.and after a couple of steps,we met another ogl.this time,tall ogl.[oh come on,gimme a break.how many times u want me to suffer in silence.no more..] we carried with our journey,this time to the bus stop near my place.chat and chat,and the more i did,the more i realised i'd miss this guy.why da hell didn't i get ones for my sci and maths.mother..wateva da case,it's over,case closed and 11points is wat i have to live with.

to end this,i wana thank ozy for the long chat and mini quest we had this afternoon.though i doubt we'll have an opportunity like this again,i sure hope we can.good luck in ya future studies and take care man.ya,NS maybe.nitez zhi yong.

jus to let u all know,we had walked the entire journey.



@ 10:35 PM
finally,it's over.

it's been wat,3months?3months since i took the last paper of the terrifying O's.3months since i the pressure was on me to score straight A's.3months since me and my friends shared a common interest and goal.and now,the 3months are over.

finally.

anyway,it felt every other day.i mean,i was feeling hyped or worried or nervous or anxious or wateva.there was an hour of sch(shit sia,wake up to go sch for an hour.i live in bdk and hav to waste 1 1/2 hour of transport time to and fro). some 'cher was toking abt the admin matters,stuff tt i din pay any attention to.then they played this slideshow titled 'remember the days', aka propaganda film. i mean with the moving music and pics of us during orientation and CNY,what else could it be?but nar,i din fell it.then the councillors came up with our Year 1 OHLs. wasn't very impressed man,couldn't see the enthuness in 'em.how da heck did they end as ohls?ok,mayb two of them deserved to be,but the others?maybe cos they're guys or something,but i thinking they're missing out some real potential out there,somewhere.hopefully they'll hmake the coming orientation a success,and not a sucker.

right after the thing ended,i headed straight for home.why?cos i needed to test if my singpass was valid.all the while i tot that as long as i had it,it'd be good enuf.but then the 'cher say need to test,so i kinda panicked.then while i was testing it,it kept saying that i had keyed in the wrong date.i was lyk 'oh shit.tampines cpf building here i come.' but heng my dad corrected my error,which was that the date referred to the date of issue of my IC,not the letter of singpass. Dad 1, Eric 0.

the school looked great.with the new paintjob and the new homeroom system,the classrooms had a more 'at-home' look to it.5 stars i give.one of classrooms had a corner arranged for relaxation,with the pillows and all.most of them was done up with colourful stuff.awesome sia,i felt so young again,lyk i was in kindergarden.i mean other than the fact that most of the students who walked past me were in their shorts,but hey,i felt lyk a secschian again.

wat happened in the hall?i dun wana tok in sentences,so i'll do point form.

  • i was nxt to deren,with ivan and chao behind.chatting and ignoring Mr Lim.sorry lbp.
  • results analysis.deren lost to bs.i ended being his punching bag.
  • ms woon was smiling so cheekily.TTY followed.not amusing i find.
  • the hall was thrown into a frenzy when it was time to collect results.
  • erjie got the ball rolling.my heart began to miss a couple of beats.
  • my turn.hmz,my particulars are highlighted?interesting.anyway,11points!
  • graeme was late.i wonder why.
  • there was screaming,tearing,laughing,consoling,bullshitting etc.
  • it was time to take out the phones.

ya,tat's pretty much wat happened.wat happened nxt?find out in the nxt exciting entry(exaggeration) of m3ric.ozy,this is for u.




Saturday, February 05, 2005 @ 7:21 AM
love.letter.

To PP:
If I get the guts to even hand you this,Pete, i'm just going to come out and say it.

I love you.
I totally love you.

I have loved you for a very long time. Since way before you got bit by that spider. Since way before all of this stuff with us.

Tonight you came over my house in the pouring rain and i know you had a lot of other stuff you wanted to say to me and i can tell you've been going through a lot of stuff.

You told me you loved me too. You do, you love me. And I think i knew you did, but u actually said it and I know that's a big thing for you. I almost fainted.

You have no idea how sorry i am for the trash i said that day at the beach. Not wat i said but how i said it. You're my best friend and i don't want to live my life without u. You have no idea how miserable i've been.

I need to find ways to communicate myself more. I need you to help me do that but i am so scared of how serious my feelings are for you.

touching eh?only wished it was written to me.