well i slept for quite awhile. woke up went for dinner and then went for qing nian. i like bible study in my grp. it goes deeper than it had been for me for the past few years in 1520. and it's nice to hear us all share abt the issues in our lives as well. i mean not everyone in the grp is completely comfortable with that as of now, but i think i see improvement :)
my mum has an excellent choice of words. she chooses the very words which piss me off.
the day which i start clearing my leave just shortened by 3.5 days.
oh was at a career fair and found a job which can be matched tgt wif the job at reuters. hopefully it works out.
otherwise... anyone has a good job lobang out there? must pay well hor.
had to cancel drum lessons. the reason is pretty obvious now, to those who read ur newspapers and watch ur news.
it really is an experience. haha juz two weeks b4 i ORD and sucha thing comes up. oh wells...
gonna go sleep now. juz worked more than 24 hrs.
well work was pretty boring today. but met qinlei at central for a nice dinner, abit of shopping (abit of drooling too) as well as walk to city hall. waited till 10pm for the menotti cakes to drop to half price haha. somehow i met more ppl den she did. haha diana and yvonne happened to hang about of city hall as well. it was really nice company.
and came the elaborate plan of surprising abel as today is his birthday! hahaha went to his place at 1130pm where everyone was waiting. had some difficulty with the candles, my phone rang halfway when he was blindfolded, and i set the key too high for the birthday song. hahaha but i think he was surprised. hope he liked his present :)
i am so screwing up my monday night.
"well, we juz keep trying :)"
i will.
i can't believe i'm sucha bitter bastard. i just sent my best friend a damn bitter sms. and now when i regret i dunno how to salvage already.
but wad really bugs me is that, wld you rather me be honest but bitter? or hide my bitterness and put up an act.
actually i think shld just let go of my bitterness?
a dead boring day at work. i know there are only 10 days left. but doesn't mean i can't feel bored and irritated by it?
i hope my apology will salvage the situation.
i hope tomorrow will be a better day.
i hope i can let go of my bitterness. help me please, won't You? i'm begging You.
wells its a sunday so its church day. got to church today and it was pretty much the usual. had lunch at sunshine plaza which turned into a talk about gigantic freshwater fish and exploding fish tanks. seems frm aaron's description, my bed is bound to get wet from mine bursting. no one knows when. we just know its coming...
came home and scrubbed my new piece of wood. its a beautiful piece. but seems out of place in the tank. think another day i will rearrange the plants.
sushi tei in celebration of my dads bday. im so happy he liked it. especially when his entire donburi was convered with unagi. it's his favourite. i rmb ever since 3 yrs ago, when he gave me that pep talk.
the 2.4km run. wad speed to apply for wad section of the run. heh it really isn't abt the IPPT. he was worried abt my studies then.
lookin back i worried em too much. i guess i'm way too late in proving that i can be responsible for my own actions.
it's back to work tmr. boring.
well woke up only at 11am and reset my tank. waiting for one more plant. think can get by nxt week. added in the anti-chlorine and the bacteria balls. hopefully i will see no more deaths.
travelled all the way down to vivo for juno, but turned out sold out. so we went down to dhoby ghaut for fools gold. i guess it was an ok show. plenty of blood tho for wad we expected to be a chick flick.
went to shop and in the end, i count two new belts and a new green tie.
i am such a compulsive buyer.
bought many items to ready myself for fish tank reset today. aaron helped me get some awesome lookin plants too.
attended BEAT at smu. shiok sia i tell u. my definition rocked the house. and wicked aura were like, wicked.
juz thot of how far stomp is frm becoming that good. ernest was right. if our worship team can't even stand up, dun even think of stomp flyin.
the months ahead is a good chance to stand. i shld really try n do sumthin abt it.
2 fishes died, 4 not responsive even when netted outta water. numerous plants died.
feel so damn bad lah. joy said like kamikaze bombers lidat :(
time to hit the reset.
wells the new bike is firmly (I VERY SINCERELY HOPE) locked right outta my window now. inspiration from mr bean has led me to remove the bike seat frm the bike as he had removed his steering wheel.
drum lessons were two whole hours. it's now a complete uphill. getting more and more difficult to learn the stuff he's tryin to teach me.
had CNY celebrations in station today. can u believe mark lee was there? ji piao liang yi xia!
fed the not too rummy-nosed fishes. my plants are turning transparent. somebody save them. pls.
was writing my resume. gonna take a break and continue maybe tomorrow night. realised... haven done much in life have i?
today, daddy and mummy bought me:
big red bike! ($390)
beautiful white drums! ($1150)
completed fish tank with fishies! ($124)
now i just feel all guilty and empty inside.
讲来听听罢了.
got a new cbox instead of a chatterbox :)
and this place is so dead, i bet no one reads this anymore.
well i can't seem to get a new chatterbox at the moment. if you've got words of wisdom, you would know how to get me.
i decided that when ur chatterbox dies on you, it's gotta be time to blog again.
well i've juz had a one week leave. CNY has nv really appealed to me, and as everyone seems to be busy, i really spent most of my time at home. spent a great deal of time tending to my new fish tank as well, which is currently fishless cos i havent had the time to properly buy some fish after the water has been filtered clean. and of course, i spent another great deal of time tidying up the house, especially after we managed to rent out the old one. all the stuff is shipped over and we juz gotta pack it into our new place. so basically thats it. did go out with frens here and there. some which seemingly cannot be mentioned on blogs. some which are interestingly uninteresting. the path to ORD seems to be becoming a drag.
16 more work days, and 50 more days to basking in the glory of my pink IC btw.
yea was down with a milder form of tonsilitis since saturday. culminated into a MC today. stayed home the entire time, and the only time i went out, i decided that the fish were too expensive and so i din buy any.
yea life is pretty dull nowadays. there really isn't much to look forward to. cos plans made early on are changed last minute, and plans made last minute dun come to be. some of u may drool at the idea of staying home, but im drooling at the idea of goin out.
this is really the time when more and more of frens leave for overseas. it's sad to haf so many farewells. and there are some ppl overseas whom i really miss.
wells i really miss school life. especially JC times. sure studying sucks, but least we knew almost everyone, and had loadsa fun. at the expense of my results of course, but i cant say i regret it completely. i did look forward to august coming this year, when i cld start on sch yet again, but everyone's comments about uni life seems to make it alot less appetising. but i guess wad im really lookin forward to is the chance to once again expand my social circle and get to know more frens.
a really incohesive diary of events, with random thoughts displayed here and there, but i guess its cos the vital links cant stray onto this page for the public eye.
what really blows is that these vital links. those whom i wldnt mind telling to, dun really wanna hear abt it again.
oh wells.
i think i'm straying from God. i haven heard Him talk to me for the longest time. maybe it's cos i wldnt listen. or my own voices are really clouding the atmosphere.
do You wanna hear me talk abt it again? please tell me You do.
