now here's a question. WHO WANTS TO DUET WITH ME FOR THE SONG BELOW??? GALS ARE WELCOME. IF YOU ARE A GUY, ONLY IF YOU HAVE AN EIGHT PEC. so that i can be out-man by you to make me seem female




i've been living with a shadow overhead
i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on

i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need `em again someday
i've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
oh

i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
i've been searching but i just don't see the signs
i know that it's out there
there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

i've been looking for someone to shed some light
not somebody just to get me through the night
i could use some direction
and i'm open to your suggestions

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

there are moments when i don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart to you
i'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that i'll be there for you in the end




here is a post i'm afraid only hwachongians could understand:

remember these moves?

"forward two three kick, back two three kick"

"right jerk left jerk right jerk left jerk down two up two right jerk left jerk"

"open open twist twist open close kick kick open close kick kick open close kick"

even for the priveleged few who are leaders of the school

"up! up! up! up!"

i was in hwachong between 2004 and 2005. that makes me a great grand senior this year.

and believe me when i say, DAMN RIGHT WE ARE OLD.

for further comprehension of this post, kindly youtube "hwa chong artemis (or apollo/ares/athena) fac dance"





WE ARE THE OLD SCHOOL. WE ARE RETRO




Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said, "THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job."

So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away.
They moused.
They faxed.
They e-mailed.
They e-mailed with attachments.
They downloaded.
They did spreadsheets!
They wrote reports.
They created labels and cards.
They created charts and graphs.
They did some genealogy reports.
They did every job known to man.

Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency and Satan was faster than hell.

Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, and, of course, the power went off.

Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed every curseword known in the underworld. Jesus just sighed.

Finally the electricity came back on, and each of them restarted their computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming: "It's gone! It's all GONE! "I lost everything when the power went out!"

Meanwhile, Jesus quietly started printing out all of his files from the past two hours of work.

Satan observed this and became irate. "Wait!" he screamed. "That's not fair! He cheated! How come he has all his work and I don't have any?"

God just shrugged and said:

"JESUS SAVES"




it's quite quite amazing when you talk to someone and he knows how it feels to have everything around you going on the way it is. and even more amazing when after that, he tells you that these things have indeed HAPPENED to him before. takes deja vu to another level. a level that is beyond your dreams. cos it is in reality.




seems to me sometimes. if you don't hold a hand, it makes you...

unqualified.




my apologies to all fans out there. more than two weeks without my words of wisdom must really be devastating. i'm glad u haven sky-dived yet. cos here i am.

an entire week (plus a few more days) without the CPU was depressing. i only had the tv. and it got worse when they removed my cable channels for 4 of those days. argh. but i managed to survive.

er... at work. nuttin much been goin on. im glad to say my work relations with my office colleagues and fellow NSFs have gotten alot better. at least it doesnt look so ominous at times nowadays. the schedule says its gonna be quite a hectic year. i only hope im up for it.

church... nuttin much too. played drums for a week. and i think im beginning to the catch of it more now. more relaxed. not so many foul-ups anymore. been thinkin much about the stuff we're doing. and its really a pity. that this year. has to be 1520's last. no matter wad ppl say, that this isnt the last, that 1520 would still be "existent" IN YOUR HEARTS AND YOUR SPIRITS AND YOUR MEMORIES (much like a movie script) cant shade the fact it IS. the last. well. im not about to say anything meaningful. or anything insightful. cos i haf none to offer. i am merely lamenting.

dat brings us down to friends. which nuttin much been happenin too. met up wif three frens i haven gone out wif for a looong time. first is khailin. which is like.... a month. we watched 300. and it was good! aside frm the fact u get bio lessons during the show, it was all very graceful. they probably haf choreography for the battle scenes. and the script was quite good. i mean. its nuttin but barbaric shouting. but the way they make use of the previous conversations they have had at wadever situation they experience, its slick. hahaha oh wells. i dunno if in spartan times ppl bothered abt being cool. but they were. and its bod fest. khailin claims digital enhancing. either real or computer animated, those are no joke eight pecs. kinda makes me look at my own pec. yea pec. not pecS.

nxt up the list is guanhow. haha haven met him for almost 2 months. hes back frm his sailing trip. and so we met up at wala wala. albeit only 5 minutes. well he did say he wld reach at 1030. but he reached at 1130. wad to do. oh me nel marc hengsoon jialing and the shocking company of khailin were at wala. we juz talked cock and laughed at the old days. where saggy and porno mario were still, very largely, a part of our lives. now dey seem so far away. i can hardly rmb their real names. but if u noe, please dun tag it on my board. i do not wish for the MOE to put a bounty on my neck. well despite the failed attempt to enjoy last night, we managed to secure another outing today afternoon. which marcus did not find himself in a state to join us. but it was stomp the yard at marina square. i realised nachos taste good. only when the cheese is warm. and also that nachos are difficult to eat when the cinema is dark. cos u might accidentally smear a load of cheese all over ur own upper lip. or lower lip. or nose. wadever.

and the record for having not met up to go out for the longest time belongs to ms yeo yansing. yea she remembers (and im ashamed to say i dun) that the last show we watched was... TEARS OF THE SUN. now THAT IS A LONG TIME. but we caught a pretty decent show which is letters from iwo jima. i think its juz the scene of the suicides that really intrigued me. its shocking. how dey dun realise that continuing to fight with wadever dey haf left is definitely a better way out den killing themselves wif the grenade. i mean the grenade cld haf been thrown at a few enemies. oh wells. i guess dats imperialism for u. well we managed to catch up abit. not much. but it was still nice.

in short the past three days have been nice. catching up wif old friends, and watching movies. and if u bothered to count, thats THREE MOVIES IN THREE DAYS. my wallet still smells of smoke.

i have been spending quite alot i realised.... i bought a pair of converses. and im contemplating clothes and bags. oh wells. and juz for my own memory's sake. my mum bought me the pair of titanium rudy projects on Monday (11 March 2007), which i collected on Friday (16 March 2007) 1758hrs.

dun worry if u haven gotten to see my new specs. i wld probably be wearing em for the nxt 20 years or so.

till nxt time.




kk... here i am blogging as per request of hoogahoogi.

well last week i was on leave. it was pretty wasted in my personal opinion. a few flops here and there. really resulted in a boring week. i drove alot though. only reason being running errands for my mum. hardly met up with friends. neither was there anything exciting i did that is worth blogging about.

the visitations on sunday saw the peeps at my house. i guess it isnt fun or anything, but i hope they learnt abit of wad my dad was trying to tell em. and i think they are gonna be pretty excited abt learning driving after seeing me TRYING to race abel.

but i guess the two months of planning for the steamboat went pretty smooth and well. everyone had plenty of food, everyone was comfortable, everyone talked. i think that was how i envisioned it. initially sat down with the trio (namely sheila xinhua and weiqian) plus mingzhe laoshi. but the flame juz refused to boil the soup so we shifted to join a bigger table. which contained my bro, pastor koh, yansing, xueting, amy, shareen, my two extremely sweet prawn peelers - weiyee and lihuan, plus lihuan's fren frm hongkong. we talked abit. hope he will continue to join us at church. was really exhausted after the setting up i kinda lost my appetite. but im proud to say i did eat my share. hahaha we had plenty of balls left over though. fruits were great. ehs... well juz wanna thank all those who helped me with the setting up as well cleaning up. tho you might not be reading this, yea its greatly appreciated.

nxt big stop. april 5th sunday.

office has undergone major revamp. ppl haf changed their seats. and they are asking for mine to be changed. hai to a not so... private seat. oh wells i juz hope i can get used to it. currently they haven forced me to move. but i think its inevitable... well we'll see as things go.

eh... reading a fren's blog let me realise that it is really difficult to walk along the line between love and hate. the first thing that came into my mind was about how frustrating it is when someone i love does something i hate. but i wldnt like to impose my own moral standards, or rather, immoral standards upon others, especially having said that they are the ones i love. well... i think i need to think abit more into this. sorry. no philosophical thoughts coming frm me today. in fact it hardly comes. i cant rmb the last time i blogged something meaningful other than wad i haf done. strange. ppl still read this meaningless crap. whee!

nxt time.




one of my all time favourite songs. inspired to listen to this song all over again as i seek to learn drums

she got out of town
on a railway new york bound
took all except my name
another alien on broadway

there's some things in this world
you just can't change
somethings you can't see
until it gets too late

baby baby baby
when all your love is gone
who will save me from all i'm up against out in this world
maybe maybe maybe
you'll find something
that's enough to keep you
but if the bright lights don't receive you
you should turn yourself around
and come on home

i got a hole in me now
i got a scar i can talk about
she keeps a picture of me
in her apartment in the city

some things in this world
man, they don't make sense
some things you don't need
until they leave you

and they're things that you miss

baby baby baby
when all your love is gone
who will save me from all i'm up against out in this world
maybe maybe maybe
you'll find something
that's enough to keep you
but if the bright lights don't receive you
you should turn yourself around
and come on home

let that city take you in
let that city spit you out
let that city take you down
god's sake turn around

baby baby baby
when all your love is gone
who will save me from all i'm up against out in this world
maybe maybe maybe
you'll find something
that's enough to keep you
but if the bright lights don't receive you
you should turn yourself around
and come on home

come on home
baby baby baby
come on home
yeah come on home
yeah come on home




let's go to the park
i wanna kiss you underneath the stars
maybe we'll go too far
we just don't care we just don't care we just don't care

you know i love it when you're loving me
but sometimes it's better when it's publicly
i'm not ashamed, i don't care who sees us hugging and kissing
a love exibition
oh

we'll rendezvous out on the fire escape
i'd like to set off an alarm today
a love emergency don't make me wait
just follow, i'll lead you
i urgently need you

let's go to the park
i wanna kiss you underneath the stars
maybe we'll go too far
we just don't care we just don't care we just don't care

let's make love
let's go somewhere they might discover us
let's get lost in lust
we just don't care we just don't care we just don't care

i see you're closing down the restaurant
let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone
everybody's leaving, we'll have some fun
oh, maybe it's wrong, but you're turnin' me on
oh, we'll take a visit to your mama's house
creep to the bedroom while your mama's out

maybe she'll hear it when we scream and shout
but we'll keep it rockin' until she comes knockin'

let's go to the park
i wanna kiss you underneath the stars
maybe we'll go too far
we just don't care we just don't care we just don't care

let's make love
let's go somewhere they might discover us
let's get lost in lust
we just don't care we just don't care we just don't care

if we keep up all this foolin' around
we'll be the talk of the town
i'll tell the world of our love any time
let's open the blinds
'cause we really don't mind

oh, i don't care about propriety
let's break the rules, ignore society
maybe our neighbors like to spy, it's true
so what if they watch when we do what we do

let's go to the park
i wanna kiss you underneath the stars
maybe we'll go too far
we just don't care we just don't care we just don't care

let's make love
let's go somewhere they might discover us
let's get lost in lust...


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tay lide.
looking to revive a dead blog and renew dead thoughts.

if i rise on the wings of the dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your right hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast.
psalms 139:9-10